The Mayfair Moon (33 page)

“What information,” Trajan said, “do you have for me?” He never looked at the man; it seemed the man was not worthy of such a gesture. Instead, Trajan began scanning a nearby text.

“Viktor,” the man began, “he has—”

Trajan put up his hand and the man stopped cold; worry plagued his expression. His eyes grew wide with dread, his face stricken pale and nauseous.

Suddenly, I knew how he must have been feeling. Trajan looked in
our
direction.

He knew.

I slid down, sitting fully onto the dirt floor, praying silently.

“Isaac,” Trajan said, “go to my chamber and take the Dawson sister with you.”

Isaac stood carefully from our not-so-secret spot behind the rock wall. He held his hand out to me, but it took a moment for me to gather the courage to accept it.

“Adria,” he said to Trajan. “That is her name, Father.”

Was he
insane
? I froze, all except for my hand, which tightened around his in alarm and disapproval. Isaac’s comment wasn’t a correction; I think even he knew that would be unwise. It was merely an introduction; a dangerous introduction that could so easily go the wrong way if one syllable was out of place. Being the son definitely had its advantages.

Trajan nodded so lightly that it was almost as if he never moved his head. He sat with his elbows resting upon the table, his fingers touching in a steeple.

The frightened man gawked at me from across the cave room. It felt intrusive.

“Forgive me,” he said to Trajan, “but is that the sister? The one that—” The man swallowed the rest of his words and slunk back into the chair. A simple threatening turn of Trajan’s head was enough to steal his voice from him.

“Leave now,” Trajan demanded Isaac.

“Yes, Father.”

Isaac bowed halfway and pulled me through the room toward the exit behind Trajan’s chair. I didn’t want to go that way; for a second I felt my feet become heavier. But Isaac kept me closest to the cave wall, away from the man’s reach...away from his father’s reach.

Every ravenous eye in that room was on me, except for Trajan’s. I could feel them all, like tiny spotlights alerting hunters of my whereabouts. And though Trajan was not looking, he was the one I feared the most.

We slipped into the tunnel and made our way through the torch lit hall.

“Is he going to kill me?”

“No,” said Isaac as we turned a corner.

“What was that man talking about?” I said. “The sister that
what
?” The hallway snaked around another corner and then we descended a set of makeshift stone stairs. “Isaac? I got a bad feeling about it.”

“So did I,” he said simply, pulling me along.

We came upon another room where four guards, three on each side were posted at the entrance. Like the ones in the room we just left, they were giants. I felt like an insect standing before them.

“Isaac, you shit,” said one closest to the tall wooden door. “What are you doing here?” He glanced over at me, inspecting me. He raised his head and sniffed the air—they seemed to do that a lot, I noticed. “Human. Ah, I see,” he said. “Come to show her what it’s like, have you?”

Isaac was not amused.

“You know it’s forbidden to speak of her, Raul.”

The werewolf smiled a big, toothy smile. It was an odd way to apologize.

Raul stepped aside to let us pass.

Isaac closed the door softly behind us. The room smelled of flowers and scented oils. There were so many candles placed throughout that the room was bright with intimate light. The space was enormous. A giant bed sat centered against the stone wall, the most delicate fabric dressed it lavishly. Great pillows, large enough to sleep upon themselves laid out upon the floor. A desk and a sofa sat against one wall, a claw foot bathtub against another, where three women sat on short wooden stools in front of it. Two more women stood to the left of me, one holding a white robe. All of them were dressed the same: simple black gowns, their heads covered by thin black veils. They were servants.

I HEARD THE SOUND of trickling water. Looking further, another servant knelt near the bathtub. Steam rose up out of the water, swirling around to veil her face briefly. The woman who had been in Trajan’s lap sat blankly in the tub; her dainty white arms resting upon the length of the sides. I wondered where they drew the water from to fill the bath, but insignificant curiosities like that did not matter.

Few servants paid mind to our presence, most too attentive to their duties. All of those duties involved the woman in the bath in some way.

A servant bowed deeply in front of Isaac.

“Shall we leave you to her, Milord?”

All of the proper addressing of titles and such was foreign to me.

“No,” said Isaac. “I won’t be here long.”

She bowed once more and went back to stand where she was before.

The woman rose from the water. I began to turn away to shield my eyes from her nakedness, but I seemed the only one in the chamber who felt the need. To everyone else, including Isaac, it was perfectly normal. Drops of water ran smoothly down her pale, lithe form. Her dry hair flowed to the center of her back. Frailty. She was frail and innocent beyond my comprehension. I couldn’t understand it, this
thing
inside of me that ate away at my wonderment. No part of her was capable of savagery.

She was human.

A servant dressed the woman, slipping another white gown over her body. It seemed the woman did little on her own. Another servant had to lift her arms for her, while a third brushed out her hair from behind.

She looked across at me. I would have frozen, but you only do that when you’ve been spotted. It felt as if she was staring right through me. I felt like I was in Isaac’s dream again, but I was the one watching through the trees. I was the ghost and she wasn’t aware I was there.

“Who is she?” I whispered to Isaac next to me. I never took my eyes off the woman. She was beautiful and soft; pure beyond words. Pure. Yes, that was it.

Isaac’s breath tickled my earlobe. “She is Aramei,” he said, “my father’s wife. She is his soul.”

Softly stunned, I could only stare at her for several long minutes. Aramei wasn’t a child, after all.

Two servants led Aramei to the bed where she sat on her own. Still, the act of sitting seemed only achieved due to repetition. Nothing in her face suggested she even knew where she was.

I felt sorry for her.

Lacing my arm into Isaac’s I said, “What’s wrong with her? Is she sick?”

“...No,” he answered absently. “It’s the price she and my father pay for her immortality.”

I think I stopped blinking. “Immortal? How?”

“The Blood Bond.” Isaac walked with me toward Aramei. Reluctance weighed my feet down again, but this time for a different reason. I worried Aramei might be scared of
me
.

She didn’t stir.

Aramei was the woman in the painting with Trajan, only she was more alive then.

Isaac went on, “It’s a sad story, really.” He sat down on the far end of the bed. I sat next to him though I felt I was being disrespectful.

I watched the servants tend to Aramei while he told me the story.

“There was a war between my father’s clan and Viktor Vargas’, many years ago in the Carpathians. My father was wounded on the battlefield and he woke up in a barn in one of the nearby villages. Wounded so badly, he wasn’t strong enough to shift back into his human form.”

A servant lit two more candles on the bedside, while another rubbed Aramei’s skin with scented oil.

“Aramei, the poor daughter of a fisherman, found him in the barn.”

“While he was in his werewolf form?” I couldn’t imagine being her and seeing something like that.

“Yes,” Isaac said, “and she wasn’t afraid of him; not like a human should be anyway. She pulled the swords from his chest and back. She even sewed the gash on his throat. My father could have killed her. In fact, when we’re wounded severely enough that death is a possibility, blood is the one thing that can sustain and heal us. But my father was powerful even then and could control his rages, the pain.”

Aramei lay against the pillows on her side. A servant covered her middle body with a silk sheet. Her feet were so delicate, so small.

“If she were anyone else,” Isaac continued, “my father would have killed her without a thought. He almost died himself because he couldn’t.”

“He fell in love with her.”

“Yes, he did.”

The servant stroked Aramei’s hair and face softly as a mother would do to her child.

“When he was healed enough to shift,” Isaac said, “he wouldn’t shift because he didn’t want to scare her—I know that sounds dumb, but—”

“I know why,” I interrupted. “Trajan was afraid if she saw him shift into a man, it would be too overwhelming.”

Isaac nodded slowly. “Yes, that’s right. A beast is one thing, but a beast that is also a man is many things. He left one day and couldn’t ever go back. He knew that just being near her would sooner than later only get her killed.”

Isaac looked into my eyes. I knew what he was thinking. He was thinking about me being human, about the danger he posed. And I found it disturbingly beautiful how similar our stories were, that I would meet the real Isaac wounded in a barn, too.

He turned away.

“A few years later,” he went on, “Viktor’s men were ravaging villages and Turning the men. He wanted an army that could defeat my father’s. Aramei’s village was one of them. By the time my father made it there, her family had been killed or Turned. He found Aramei lying in the woods, bloody and dying, but she had not been infected.”

Isaac took a deep breath, watching Aramei.

She shut her eyes.

“My father fed her his blood, bonding her to him,” he revealed.

The dancing candles cast shadows upon the walls. The light dimmed slightly as a servant gently blew the candles out near the bathtub.

Isaac turned back to me, severity in his face. “Our blood, male werewolf blood, will protect a human from age and disease. It can heal grave wounds and ward off sickness. It’ll make them immortal, though just like us; a human can still be killed.”

It was the answer to everything, this Blood Bond. My mind was running a million miles a second.

“Milord,” said a servant, “will you be sleeping with Milady this evening?”

A weird lump caught just below my throat suddenly. I stopped blinking again.

“No,” Isaac said to the servant, “Adria and I will be leaving soon. You can lay with her until my father comes.”

Isaac placed his hand upon my leg and turned back to me.

“The price,” he said, “of her immortality is her mind. Aramei has not been herself for at least two hundred years. She knows only my father and few people can be left with her.” He glanced at Aramei and then back at me. “She can never be left alone. Tonight you’ve seen her quiet and emotionless...and well, you know. But sometimes she goes into these uncontrollable episodes. Sometimes she cries and hurts herself. Other times she’s violent toward others. Never know what it’s going to be.”

“So awful....” I said.

As Aramei lay there sleeping, I saw nothing but peace in her. I never wanted to witness her violent or suicidal. The thought of it was blasphemous.

“But why was she...on Trajan’s lap like that?” I had to ask. It was obvious Aramei was no ‘whore’, but I couldn’t understand the relationship between her detached personality and what I saw at the table.

Isaac’s gaze strayed toward the floor, his posture suggesting pity and regret.

“She’s barren,” he said lamentably. “The blood made her barren. She had been trying to give my father a child since before the blood started taking its toll on her mind. Her thoughts, they sort of…stuck that way. My father will never tell her she can’t have children. Her mind is too fragile. He’ll do anything for her; let her have her way with him whenever and wherever she feels the need.”

He added, “My father is her life, as she is also his. If one of them died, the other would follow.”

It was the most heartbreaking thing I’d ever heard.

It was also a devastating end to my so-called answer to everything.

I stood carefully from the bed and watched Aramei from afar; my hand cupped my mouth and nose. A servant curled up next to her, stroking her hair.

Aramei was like an angel laying there.

Isaac moved in front of me, taking my hands away from my face. “Now do you see why I can’t do it?” The way he said it, with such devotion, crippled me. I put my hands to my eyes, trying hopelessly to wipe away the steady stream of tears. “Adria, you
have
to be the way you are. I’ll never risk killing you with the Change. And like my father, I’ll keep you in my life, but
unlike
him, I’ll never leave you to
her
fate.”

My tears won. They kept coming. Isaac crushed me devotedly against him. I could hear his heart beating so fast. I knew I was going to have to accept the way things were, that Isaac and I would not be forever. It shattered my whole world, the world I created when I met Isaac Mayfair. The one that had only him and me in it.