The Quiet Game (41 page)

“Annie?” I whisper, lifting her away from me enough to look into her hazel eyes. “It’s Daddy, punkin.”

Tears spill down her cheeks.

“Everything’s all right now. I love you, punkin.”

She opens her mouth to speak, but her quivering chin ruins the words before they emerge.

“Honey, who took you to the lady’s house? Did you see?”

She nods hesitantly.

“Who was it? Did you know them?”

“Fuh . . . fire. Fire man,” she stammers. “Fire man.”

“A fireman? With a red hat?”

She shakes her head. “A black and yellow hat.”

“That’s good, punkin. He was just making sure you were all right. Did you see his face?”

“He had a mask. Like a swimming mask.”

A respirator. “That’s good. Did he say anything to you?”

“He said he had to get me away. Get me safe.”

“That’s right, that’s right. He was just getting you away from the fire. Everything’s fine now.”

Her face seems to crumple in on itself. “Daddy, I’m scared.”

I crush her to my chest, as though to protect her from the threat that has already passed. “I love you, punkin. I love you.”

She shudders against me.

“I said, I love you, punkin.” I pull her back and look into her eyes, waiting.

“I love you more,” she says softly, completing our ritual, and my anxiety lessens a little.

Livy climbs into the driver’s seat, squeezes Annie’s shoulder, then takes her silk scarf from the glove compartment and begins wiping soot from my face.

“Where do you want to go?” she asks.

“Let’s just sit for a minute.”

“Do you think it’s safe here? Your mom told me about the note.”

Instead of answering her question, I lift the Fiat’s cell phone, call Information, and ask for the number of Ray Presley. Livy takes her hand from my knee and watches me with apprehension. Presley’s phone rings twenty times. No one answers.

“Is he there?” she asks in a quiet voice.

“No.”

Her face is strangely slack. “Penn, why did you call Ray Presley?”

“There’s no time to go into it now.”

“Penn? Where are you, son?”

It’s my father. “Over here, Dad!”

Livy looks back over the trunk of the convertible. “He’s seen us. He’s coming.”

“Olivia!” Dad cries, rushing up to the car. “Are you all right?”

“I’m fine, it’s Penn and Annie who need help. I’m so sorry about this, Dr. Cage. It’s just unbelievable.”

Dad leans over the passenger door and hugs Annie and me. Annie keeps her head buried in my neck.

“Is she all right?”

“I think so. Considering what just happened. Somebody—”

“I already heard. The story’s spreading like—” He laughs bitterly. “Like wildfire. Where’s your mother?”

“I told her to go across the street and put the note in a Ziploc. There might be fingerprints.” I reach up and take his hand. “I should have listened to you. You told me they’d stoop this low.”

He squeezes my hand hard. “It’s just a house. We’ll build another one.”

“I was crazy to get involved in this case.”

He shakes his head, his eyes on the great column of smoke rising into the sky. “Gutless sons of bitches . . . laid hands on my granddaughter. If I find the man who did this, I’ll flay him alive.”

“Do you know anything about Ruby’s condition?”

He sighs heavily. “They carried her to St. Catherine’s Hospital. Peter Carelli’s in the ER with her now. It doesn’t look good. Massive third-degree burns, a broken hip. The helicopter’s on its way from Jackson. I’m about to go over there.”

“We’ll follow you as soon as Mom gets back.”

He nods absently, watching the water pour onto the ruin that sheltered our family for thirty-five years.

“Dad, the library—”

“I know. No point thinking about it now. Right now we worry about the living.” He looks down at me, his eyes flinty and cold. “This is the crossroads, son. We back off or we go forward. It’s your call. I’ll back you either way.”

Go forward? After this?
“Let’s just find Mom and get to the hospital.”

He nods. “I’ll see you there.”

The treatment room in the ER is crowded but quiet. The muted beeps of monitors punctuate the hushed voices like metronomes. Ruby lies at the center of the room, a technological still life surrounded by doctors, nurses, a respiratory therapist, and my father. I move closer, straightening the scrub shirt a nurse brought me to replace the shirt I lost in the fire. Two large-bore IV lines are pouring fluids into Ruby’s arms, and oxygen is being pumped into her lungs through a mask. Her mostly nude body is exposed to the air, the parts ravaged by fire—her right arm, shoulder, trunk, and both legs—bathed
in Silvadene ointment. She was apparently wearing some sort of synthetic dress that caught fire and melted into her skin. The helicopter ambulance summoned from Jackson is under orders to whisk her to the burn center in Greenville as soon as it arrives, but my father doubts she’ll survive to make the flight.

“Let my son in here,” Dad says, and the white coats part for me.

My first reaction is horror. Ruby’s dentures have been removed and this makes her face look like a sunken death mask. Her black wig is also gone, leaving a thin snowy frizz atop her head. Her eyes are closed, her respiration labored. She looks like a dying woman photographed in some plague-stricken African village.

“Is she conscious?”

“She was until a minute ago,” Dad replies. “She’s in and out now. Mostly out. In her condition, it’s a blessing.”

One of Ruby’s hands is undamaged, and I move around the table and take it, squeezing softly. “Did Mom talk to her?”

“A little. Ruby had a panic attack, and Peggy calmed her down.”

The thought of Ruby in terror makes it difficult for me to breathe. As I look down at her, her lips tremble, then move with purpose. She’s trying to speak. But what comes from behind the mask is only a ragged passage of air. I lean closer and speak into her ear.

“Ruby? It’s Penn, Ruby. I hear you.”

At last the rasps forms words.
“. . . fine blessing. You . . . give a fine blessing, Dr. Cage. You go on . . . go on, now.”

A chill races over my neck and arms. “Dad? I think she wants you to say something religious.”

“She’s obtunded, son. She doesn’t really know what she’s saying.”

“She knows. She wants you to say something over her.”

My father looks around at the ring of expectant faces. “Jesus. I don’t remember much.”

“Anything. It doesn’t matter.”

He takes Ruby’s hand and leans over her.

“Ruby, this is Dr. Cage.
Tom,
by God, though you refused to call me that for thirty-five years.” He chuckles softly. “You’re the only one in the world who could get me reciting from the Bible. Haven’t done it since I was a boy.”

Ruby’s lips move again, but no sound emerges.

“The Lord is my shepherd,” Dad says quietly. “I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. He leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul. He leadeth me . . . he—” Dad stops and picks up further on. “Yea, though I walk through the shadow of . . . through the
valley
of the
shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thy . . .” He looks over at me. “Damn it, what’s the rest of it?”

I lean down beside Ruby’s ear and continue for him. “Thou preparest a table for me in the presence of mine enemies. Thou anointest my head with oil. My cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”

Ruby has stopped trying to speak. Her face is placid.

Dad lays a hand on my shoulder. “Well, between us we managed it. She’s got two atheists praying over her. Pretty pathetic, I guess.”

“It was good enough.”

Looking around, I notice expressions of shock and awe on the faces of the assembled doctors and nurses. “What’s the matter?”

“They’ve never seen me do anything like that before.”

“She’s trying to speak,” says a nurse.

Ruby’s jaw is quivering with effort, her wrinkled, toothless mouth opening and closing behind the mask like that of a landed fish. Dad and I lean over her and strain to hear. At first there is only a lisping sound. Then three words coalesce from the shapeless sounds.

“Thank you . . . Tom.”

Ruby’s eyes flutter open, revealing big brown irises full of awareness. She seems to see not only us but beyond us. I suppose this is the look of faith.

“Lord Jesus,” she says, as clearly as if she were talking to me across the breakfast table. “Ruby going home today. Home to glory.”

Seconds later her eyes close, and the monitors that were so muted before begin clanging alarms.

“She’s coding,” Dad says.

“Crash cart!” cries one of the other doctors.

A hurricane of activity erupts around us, everyone rushing to his appointed task.

“Cardiac arrest,” Dad says in a calm voice.

“Tom?” says Dr. Carelli, a lean dark man in his late forties. “Clear, Tom.”

Dad holds up his right hand. “Everyone listen to me. This case is DNR.”

The alarms go on ringing with relentless insistence.

“Do you know that for a fact?” asks Carelli, standing anxiously over the cart with a laryngoscope in his hand. “Tom, you know the rules.”

“This woman is eighty years old, she’s got third-degree burns over sixty percent of her body, and a broken hip.”

“Tom, for a DNR we need it on paper.”

“She also has carcinoma of the lung,” Dad says softly. “No one knows that but me. There’s nothing on paper, but she’s discussed it with me on several occasions. No extraordinary measures. Do not resuscitate. Turn off those alarms.”

The whole apparatus of technology stands poised on the edge of action, and my father has ordered it to stand down.

“Tom, are you sure?” asks Carelli.

“I take full responsibility. Turn off those goddamned alarms.”

One by one the alarms go off. Dad looks at me, his eyes weary. “Go on out, Penn. Check on Annie and your mother. You don’t want to see this.”

“Not until she’s gone.”

He nods slowly. “All right.” He turns to the assembled staff. “Thanks for the effort, everybody. We’d like to be alone with her.”

I squeeze Ruby’s good hand, kiss her forehead, and wait for the end. Looking at this ravaged shell of a woman, I find it hard to believe that she was the towering figure who saved me from that German shepherd. But she was. She is. As the last nurse files out, the drumbeat of rotor blades descends over the hospital, announcing the helicopter that will return to Jackson without its scheduled passenger.

Ruby Flowers is leaving Natchez by another route.

Our family has gathered in the small chapel provided by the hospital for patients and their families. It’s a small, dim room, with electric candles, two pews, an altar, and some “new” Bibles full of undistinguished prose. I’m not a believer myself, but in time of death you can do a lot worse than the King James Bible for comfort.

My mother is praying quietly at the altar. Dad sits beside me in the front pew, with Annie on his lap. This is the first time we have been together in anything like a church since Sarah’s funeral. My older sister was with us for that, but she’s been teaching in Ireland ever since. Today was a good day to be there and not here.

I have never seen my father this angry. Not even during the malpractice trial. He is by nature a gentle and even-tempered man, and his medical experience has taught him to be calmer as situations deteriorate. But right this minute he has blood in his eye, and I understand the feeling. If I knew with certainty that Ray Presley set that fire, or that Leo Marston had ordered it, I would shoot them both without a second thought.

Mom rises to her feet, then walks over and takes Annie from Dad. “We’d
better check into a motel,” she says. “And we need to think about getting some clothes. I’m sure everything is ruined.”

“The insurance will cover most of it,” Dad replies. “The police are waiting to talk to me in the ER.”

Mom looks at him and shakes her head. “The things I cared about in that house, no insurance can replace.”

“I know that, Peggy.”

“Mom, I’m sorry,” I say uselessly. “I know this happened because of me.”

She reaches out with her free hand and squeezes my arm. “Let’s just get checked in somewhere. We need to take care of this little girl.”

Dad follows her to the door, then shuts it and comes back to me. “We’re going to need some protection, son. Real protection. Off-duty cops aren’t up to this. Who do we call?”

“I know some people in Houston. Serious people. An international security company. I’ll call the CEO right now.”