The Seer and the Scribe (11 page)

“Brother Volmar, that is enough said. This is not like one of our lessons where there is a clear right and wrong answer. As you know, monasteries are homes for imperfect people to come and learn how to serve our most perfect Savior. I will take your objections into consideration. Nevertheless, the solemn induction
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ceremony you speak ill of will take place this evening after Vespers.” Abbot Burchard slumped forward in his chair. The skin on his bald skull left by his tonsure was so clear and thin you could see the pulsating blue veins below. Volmar had forgotten how old he really was.

“I am sorry, Father. I understand that your hands are tied in all of this.” Volmar went and kneeled before his Abbot. “Forgive me.”

The Abbot patted his shoulder good-naturedly, “Until I pass on, Brother Volmar, I am the chosen shepherd of the community of Saint Disibod.” He gazed over at the flames licking the grate. “It is my responsibility to feed the fire on the altar of the Lord. Remember this, my son, the three young women you speak so passionately for are of the age of consent and have asked for this life of prayer, celibacy, and praise.” He straightened his back as the distant bells announced the arrival of the first of their guests. “It is time.”

Volmar rose and checked the water clock. Its steady, relentless drip reinforced the sense of inevitability. He went to the window and peered down into the Abbot's garden. “I believe it is the Bishop and his entourage.”

The Abbot straightened his cincture, thankful that the Bishop was of his generation and perhaps more forgiving of how one's proportions are altered by time. “Many persons of high and low degree will be in attendance,” he said with some trepidation. “The entire village of Staudernheim will find these proceedings very curious, indeed. Come now, my son, we must put on a brave face.”

Abbot Burchard's Private Quarters

Feast of All Saints, 1
^st
of November, Friday, the Year of Our Lord 1112

Moments later, there was a knock at the Abbot's door. Brother Rudegerus, the Guest Master
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, ushered in Bishop Otto and his two distinguished-looking traveling companions. All three had cloaks with ermine collars and hems edged in gold tracery. They had journeyed nearly two hundred miles from Bamberg to preside over this ancient rite.

Bishop Otto breezed by Volmar, dropping his heavy cloak into the boy's arms. His heavy-lidded eyes focused only on the Abbot. “Good evening, Abbot Burchard.”

Volmar noticed how the Bishop's thin, hawk-like features smiled continuously. To him it seemed artificial and tasteless. The Bishop extended his left hand.

“Your Grace,” the Abbot responded, rising from his chair and bowing, kissing the ring on the Bishop's middle finger in deference. For the first time, Volmar examined the face of his Abbot anew. Here was a determined man lacking the meekness, patience, and humility that he normally portrayed. It was as if the occasion had suddenly energized him, rekindling the Abbot's spirit with a breath of fresh air. Maybe these visits were necessary, Volmar reasoned, if only to give the Abbot stimulating contact with the world beyond his monastery and with superiors he could confide in.

“Abbot Burchard, may I present my traveling companions, Adalbert of Mainz's son, Reginald, and his friend Atif.” Reginald was a short, stocky man, looking barely out of his teens, and Atif was taller, leaner, and at least a decade older.

“Ah, it is an honor to meet you Reginald . . . Atif.” The Abbot extended his hand to both men in a hospitable gesture. “I hope you will find your stay at Disibodenberg a comfortable one.”

“I'm sure we will,” Reginald answered for both of them, sourly noting the humble furnishings of the Abbot's private chamber.

“Atif . . . that's an unusual name,” the Abbot mused aloud. “Tell me, do you know what it means?”

Volmar rolled his eyes in amusement, finding his Abbot's obsession with names and their meanings rather eccentric. By far, he put too much emphasis on a person's name being a window into their soul.

“I am not sure, Father,” Atif said, bowing low, his dark eyes focusing above the Abbot's head. “Does it matter? Is not a man supposed to be judged by his character instead of his name?”

“Perhaps,” the Abbot answered with a feigned smile.

Atif appeared genuinely ill at ease with everyone's attention suddenly focused on him. Quietly he helped Reginald with his heavy cloak and approached Volmar with it. He smiled stiffly before draping his own cloak over the young monk's arm.

Volmar quietly slipped into the nearby dressing room to hang up the overcoats. As he was hanging Atif's cloak on the hook, he heard the faint sound of something dropping to the floor. Kneeling discreetly,
Volmar picked up a small rosary
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and studied it, surprised to find it had the distinctive markings of a crucifix from the Knights of Hospitaller
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. He slipped it back into the hidden pocket he guessed it had been in, hung the cloak up on the hooks behind the door with the others, and returned promptly to the Abbot's study.

“You may recall,” the Bishop continued, “nearly two years ago, Adalbert went to Rome to arrange Henry the Fifth's coronation as Emperor. The Emperor, in turn, has gratefully appointed him the Archbishop of Mainz.”

The Abbot turned to Reginald and clasped both his shoulders. “I hadn't heard. Give your father my heartiest congratulations. Tell him that he deserved such recognition a long time ago.”

When Volmar returned, he noticed that Brother Rudegerus had moved quietly from his corner over to the Abbot's desk. With pursed, thin red lips he began rearranging the correspondence Volmar had been working on. Volmar felt annoyed by this obvious intrusion and watched with disdain as Rudegerus furtively read excerpts from the Abbot's personal papers.

Rudegerus had that quality of not caring what other people think, or at least acting like it didn't matter to him. In his late twenties, he had made it perfectly clear to anyone who would listen to him that he was infinitely more qualified than Volmar for the role of the Abbot's personal assistant, and would have made a better choice than the precocious younger monk. Such back-stabbing remarks troubled Volmar, and now, silently, he made his way behind Rudegerus, snatching up the pages he'd been working on earlier. Rudegerus turned and glared at Volmar. Protectively and silently, the young scribe gathered up all of the scattered pieces of correspondence and locked them away in the Abbot's desk drawer.

Out of all the holy brothers, Rudegerus was Volmar's least favorite and perhaps the most infuriating. Everyone knew that whenever Rudegerus was late for Mass, he was simply hiding behind his position, using it as an excuse to absent himself from holy affairs.

Bishop Otto continued. “Well, it should come as no surprise that Reginald has expressed interest in the church and wanted to accompany me on this journey so he might observe one of our more arcane rituals.”

The Abbot looked ruefully at Reginald and said, “Weren't you one of the more persistent of Lady Jutta of Sponheim's suitors?”

Reginald replied stiffly, “Our families had discussed the possibilities of marriage. But Lady Jutta chose to keep her promise to God.”

The Bishop took his cue and continued his introductions. “Atif is an Aramaic
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scholar from Rome. He is Reginald's good friend and confidant. He is also interested in our practices and is considering the cloth.”

Volmar checked his impulse to verbally disagree with the Bishop's false pronouncement of Atif's background. If he was who the Bishop said he was, then why would he carry a rosary of a very obscure and secretive society of monks from Jerusalem?

“Please, join me in a drink,” the Abbot said congenially, scooting up two more chairs and placing them beside his and the Bishop's. He uncorked the bottle and poured wine into four goblets. Handing Reginald his drink, the Abbot asked, “What were your father's impressions of our new Roman Emperor, King Henry the Fifth?”

“Truthfully,” Reginald said, sitting upright, his eyes luminous under his thick eyebrows, “my father regrets supporting the Emperor in his quest to regain the rights to investiture
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.” He emptied the glass in a single gulp and set it down with an impatience that belied his outward appearance of calm. “Roman Emperors are all alike. They are dullwitted, egotistical, and completely ungrateful! It is shameful how this Emperor has systematically gained control of our imperial castles by enlisting the help of our own countrymen, bribing them with ridiculous privileges. If this continues, my father is seriously considering rallying all the bishops and leading them in an anti-Imperialist movement.”

“I couldn't help but notice the renovations you've made to the sanctuary, Burchard,” Bishop Otto interjected, visibly ill at ease with the sudden turn in the conversation. “I myself am deeply invested in the improvements for the Bamberg Cathedral. You may have heard that a fire left it in a smoldering ruin thirty-one years ago.”

“I did,” the Abbot said, interested in the sudden air of fear that enveloped the room. “If Your Grace is willing, I would be overjoyed to show you and your companions around tomorrow shortly after Prime
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. The Anchorage is but one of our more recent projects we've completed here at Disibodenberg.”

The Abbot refreshed Reginald's drink, and then sat back, perplexed over how to continue diplomatically. The cloud of animosity that had formed still lingered in the room. When distant bells announced the arrival of more guests, the Bishop gave a strained laugh and genuflected, motioning the sign of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. “In homage of the divine Trinity, I am ready to conduct this ancient rite.”

Abbot Burchard's gaze momentarily met Volmar's eyes. His young assistant had moved to the wall opposite the Abbot and the seated guests and was propped up against the heavily carved wooden mantel, fully engaged in all that was happening. The Abbot then turned his attentions to his goblet. He twirled it around and around in his hand, staring down into it . . . wine was a rare indulgence. In a low voice he broke the tense atmosphere and addressed Bishop Otto. “Your Grace, enclosure is a frugal life for young women accustomed to being the daughters of a count and a knight. I must admit, I do not know how long their vows would sustain them under such hardships they are not used to. The Anchorage has but three small windows to the outside world, a pitiful substitution for life.”

Bishop Otto shifted uneasily in his chair. “Are you saying, Burchard, that you are not ready for tonight's ceremony?”

“No, no. It isn't that at all. We will be ready. I am simply questioning whether the three young women are ready.”

“They are of the age of consent, and all of their dowries have been registered, approved, and taken care of. So, that is that . . . the ceremony is all that is left to do.”

Abbot Burchard turned to Volmar and, with a resigned expression, signaled to him that there would be no more debate. “Brother Volmar, be sure all is in proper order and is prepared for tonight's ceremony.”

Volmar bowed formally as a sign of respect, though no one was paying particular attention to him. He turned and saw that Rudegerus had no intentions of leaving with him. Such political intrigue, he could tell, had the Guest Master mesmerized. Volmar then left his elders so they might converse further about the details of the ceremony.

Preparation Room in the Chapter House

Feast of All Saints, 1
^st
of November, Friday, the Year of Our Lord 1112

Hildegard shivered as she stood next to the window. A steady rain blurred the cloisters below into a grey labyrinth of competing shadows and pools of water. A familiar cowled figure with the determination of youth cut across the knotted garden. Stopping, as if sensing her gaze, he lifted his head up towards her window. With only a light towel wrapped around her to cover her nakedness, Hildegard stepped back, more though from confusion than shyness. She could not meet his eyes. They were at the crossroads where their two paths were to converge. However, it was not in the direction the young monk's heart was willing it to go. Hildegard saw how Volmar stood motionless in the rain and knew instinctively, the young monk was grateful for the downpour, for it masked the tears welling up in his eyes. Nothing, though, could hide her own tears that streamed slowly down her cheeks. Quietly she reminded herself that her God was a
sovereign God, and that if she bore direct witness of the Spirit, all strands of her tangled, muddled life would eventually come together.

Hildegard's turn was next after Jutta's, who was sitting motionless on a stool, having her hair shorn. Jutta's reddish gold locks fell to the floor like a heap of autumn leaves. They were preparing themselves to step from the lush green fields of Eden, the rich world Hildegard adored and knew she would sorely miss, into what would surely be like a parched landscape of the Egyptian desert: the stark, stony confines of an Anchorage. The enclosure ceremony would take no more time than it would take for a small mound of sand to accumulate in the base of an hourglass, and yet, for Hildegard, the vows she was about to make were to last a lifetime.