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Authors: Carol Berg

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He didn’t even pretend. “I wanted to see
him
. The king. My own
goodfather
. I wanted to ask him how he could believe a man who saved his life ten times and spent most of every year away from home in his service could ever betray him. I wanted him to tell me with his own mouth.”
“And did you see anyone you recognized this evening?”
“I wasn’t looking for any but him,” he spat. Not the least twitch of guilty withholding marred his youthful fury. If raw passion exposed truth, then Ambrose de Vernase knew nothing of the night’s events.
“I don’t think there’s more to do here,” I said. “Lord Ambrose must be returned to his mother, whose welfare he should consider ahead of childish whims. Being His Majesty’s goodson, wise in the ways of politics and royalty, he surely knows that until he reaches his majority, his mother is held equally responsible for any libelous word or treasonous act on his part.”
Ambrose’s rose-gold complexion faded to puking yellow. One would think I had slammed a boot into his groin.
“As for escape, such a noble young man’s word should suffice. Is that true, Lord Ambrose?”
Eyes narrowed, he gave something of a positive acknowledgment with head and shoulders.
“Good.” I held out the boy’s dagger. “Then, of course, you will place your hand on your weapon and swear by your mother’s safety and your own honor that you will not leave your father’s apartments by
any route
—door, window, or
other
—until such time as your king gives you leave. Do you so swear?”
“I do—” Ambrose had already spoken by the time he comprehended the “any route” part. When his eyes shot up to meet mine, I made sure he could read my understanding of his evasion. His mouth clenched in resentment. “I do. But I’ll make him answer. Be sure of it.”
Sacre angeli!
I gripped his shoulders and shook him. “Treason is not a contest, Ambrose. Nor are you a child, whose thoughtless transgressions can be indulged and forgiven. Cool your emotions and heed reason. Your path is grown exceeding narrow this night.”
His demeanor did not change, which did not mean he failed to comprehend. I hoped.
“Take him back to his mother. Tell her to put a leash on him.”
“Whatever my father’s done, he has good reason,” said the boy, his dark eyes filling with angry tears. “But you and your mage and . . . and the lord who put you up to it . . . have done worse. You think you can hurt people and no one will guess. I’ll see you pay for what you’ve done.”
Though he wrestled and squirmed, the guards marched him away held securely between them.
The young palace aide who’d fetched me shut the closet door. “I may be speaking out of turn, sonjeur. Forgive me, if so, but you seem to have the lad’s interest at heart. I don’t know that the contessa will talk sense to him. The strain of the conte’s disappearance . . . his situation . . . she is not the same woman as visited here in the past.”
“How could she be?” I murmured as he left me. Confirming that, indeed, a hidden passage could be accessed from the dark corner of the closet did nothing to soothe my unease.
 
 
STARS SHONE INSIDE THE ROTUNDA’S dome. Or rather, silver lights dotted the blackness that filled the great vault, some randomly scattered, some clustered into familiar patterns—the Arch of Heaven, the Bowman, the Three Oxen, the Winter Cup. Some of the “stars” above our craning heads whirled and spun. Orviene adjusted a wooden cylinder and a disk of silver in his spell enclosure, made an entirely unnecessary circling wave of his arm, and a fiery chariot drawn by six giant eagles flew across a silver crescent moon. The compact and powerful charioteer was surely meant to be Sante Ianne the Reborn, though the saint of wisdom was commonly portrayed as returning on the back of one eagle rather than driving six. Perhaps Orviene was a cult ist like Ilario, or perhaps the chariot was merely a dramatic image, chosen because the mage couldn’t think of anything more interesting.
Was pure illusion the best Orviene could offer? Thanks to Ambrose’s misbehavior, I’d arrived at the Rotunda only at the end of Orviene’s display, but I was already sorely disappointed.
The chariot circled the vault. The air smelled faintly of rain. My hair and limp shirt collar shifted slightly in a wispy breeze, a poor reality out of proportion to the chariot’s size and speed. The children enjoyed Orviene’s work best, squealing in delight as he produced pink and yellow lightning and a rain shower that spattered on doublets and bodices, but felt more like swarming gnats than water droplets. The adult onlookers applauded politely as a grand gesture produced a red-orange sunrise entirely lacking in heat.
As the smiling mage bowed to the audience and made the required obeisance to a stone-faced Philippe, footmen turned up the lamps. The true daylight outside the thick walls had faded. But despite the passing hour and whatever drowsiness might have been encouraged by wine and supper and a less than stirring demonstration, not one soul left the chamber. Guests whispered to their neighbors, and fingers pointed to a shadowed space beside the dais where Dante stood, eyes closed, forehead touching his staff, as if in prayer.
Knowing Dante was more likely to be engaged in spellwork than prayer, I felt my own excitement rise, though reason insisted I should be gnawing bricks by now. Maura was waiting.
I planted my back on one of the columns that supported the vault. Let Dante open his eyes, if he wanted to know where I was.
Orviene left the dais to a scattering of applause. Seemingly oblivious to several scornful comments about “tricks to amuse children,” he began chatting amiably with guests seated on the front rows, as he packed his materials into a bag.
“Get you gone, mage!” Dante’s voice cracked the restive quiet, as he emerged from the shadows, his staff jabbing at Orviene’s paraphernalia. “These folk have serious magic yet to see this night! Take your trinkets with you.”
When some of the guests tittered, Orviene—complexion purpled—snatched up his bag and hurried off, abandoning his enclosure strings and metal chips.
The shocked murmurs quieted quickly, as Dante stepped onto the dais. His blue silk robes rippled, and his collar gleamed, the fine gold inlay reminding all that this was a master’s collar, not the plain silver of a lesser mage like Orviene. His white staff began to gleam of its own light, brighter by the moment, while the lamplight dulled—flames not snuffed or reduced, but muted in quality as if the air grew thicker.
My skin shivered, itched, half numb, half heated, as do pursed lips when one blows a single low note for much too long.
“We’ve been asked to show wonders,” Dante said, leaning on his staff, his ruined hand hidden inside his flowing sleeve, as always, “and I, a crude man, unaccustomed to what noble lords and ladies and celebrated scholars deem wonderful, have watched and learned this night. The astronomers created slotted shades and built apparatus to demonstrate what they cannot explain. But any alley brat lucky enough to find a shard of broken glass on a sunny day might do as well.”
The onlookers gasped as a rainbow of light shot from the top of his staff, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet. And they clapped as the colored rays bent and joined together into a single white beam, like a single stem emerging from a spread of colorful roots.
I did not applaud. My gut constricted, because I heard his heated scorn glaring like a summer sunrise, and even halfway across the room I tasted the bitterness feeding his magic. Could no one else sense it? Why were those nearest him not squirming backward? Had my body not been pressed against a solid surface already, I would have done so.
“But I celebrate these academicians of the natural world as you do. They attempt to learn. They map the heavens and theorize about its structure and movements. They quantify and record and seek answers, and create”—his white beam bent and moved, traversing the upturned faces, pale and dark, young and old, smiling, amazed, puzzled, until it reached my own, near blinding me with the glare—“magnifying spectacles, so that lowly secretaries with weary eyes may read the words they scribe for trivial men. Useful things.”
Laughter rippled through the silk- and satin-clad rows and lapped at my shoulders from those behind me. Heat rushed to my cheeks, and my hand came up to shield my eyes, which were not wearing the spectacles at the moment. Was this why he’d wanted me here?
Even as humiliation burned, I could not but contrast the searing heat of the beam with Orviene’s simulacrum of sunlight. Every person Dante’s light touched must realize the same. After what seemed an age, the beam moved on, and so did the mage’s introduction.
“But even a king’s astronomers cannot lift you into the heavens, any more than they can take you inside their beams of light. Not yet. And so next, we saw the practitioner deemed collar-worthy by the Camarilla Magica attempt such a journey. But he teased you with air painting, no more real than the inhabitants of this ancient dome.”
The white beam and its bright-colored roots vanished. Now the staff, raised high, gave off a broad, spreading glow that illuminated the vault, immersing all of us below in a sea of shadows.
Long before the days of Sabria, a people called the Cinnear had built the Rotunda, choosing the ribbed dome, resting on its ring of glass windows, as a repository of their god stories. Centuries later, a Sabrian king had hired artists to cover the painted scenes of beast gods and legends we did not know. In the arced recesses between the vault’s ribs, the artists had laid richly colored mosaics of our own god and the stories of our hero saints.
Though much of the gold background had since flaked away, exposing the faded paintings underneath, and the pendulum suspension cog protruded from the dome’s peak like an unsightly wart, the luminous figures of the Pantokrator and his servants still had power to awe. In the daytime, the thin bracelet of glass about the dome’s base bathed them in sunlight, revealing the richness of lapis and jade, coral and amber. But touched by Dante’s shuddering luminescence, the angels’ wings seemed to ripple as in a mighty wind, and the eyes of the saints, dark-outlined as prescribed by the Temple, widened as if they had just taken notice of earthly life. Their backs bent, their raised hands reached down toward us all. . . .
The air boiled, thick as a posset. My wind-whipped hair and collar stung my cheeks. Terror wriggled its way into my craw, though it had no name and no shape that made sense.
I shook my head and blinked, and the saints and angels retreated to the ceiling. Shivering, I forced my eyes from the vault.
“Heaven’s gates, so beautiful,” murmured a woman just beside me, her sighs merging with a chorus of awe from the rest of the chamber. What did she see? Did no one feel the danger? Gowns, scarves, lace, and hair riffled, disarranged by the wind of angels’ wings.
Dante lowered his staff, and every eye shifted his way. “Perhaps you would rather travel to places of your own choosing,” he said, and he twirled his staff in his hand, now pointing it at the wooden dais. Spinning in place, he quickly scribed a circle with a rill of blue flame.
As one, the onlookers inhaled, but did not cry out or panic, for the fire did not spread or grow. Inside the circle, Dante crouched down—I could not see what he did—then rose up and settled into his meditative posture, eyes closed, head pressed to the carved hornbeam staff. “Consider regrets,” he said, “those unfortunate things you would change. We could travel into that demesne. . . .”
All around me, people closed their eyes. Like sheep. Like herdbeasts allowing themselves to be led into worse danger. Oh, I knew regrets, but I would not play. I held my eyes open.
But darkness bloomed from his circle of fire, blinding my common eyes. And with night came memory and a fiery wounding. . . .
The knife rips down my left arm, and five different places on my chest and back and side, as if my father is trying to carve the cursed mark—the interlaced
S
and
V
—into every part of my wretched flesh. Into my heart.
Get up, get up! On your feet, Portier, or die this moment. Sweet angels defend! Grab the madman’s wrist. Ignore the pummeling; that hand holds no blade. Hold on. . . .
The gut wound, explosive agony moments before, cools. A blessing, save that my legs are losing all feeling at the same time. Blood pulses weakly from my belly and arm. Numb feet stumble sideways, dragging the scrawny madman along with me, his face contorted, bloody.
“Master! Help me! Dufreyne . . . Garol . . . Mother . . . someone!” My calls bring no succor, and he does not stop his flailing. The earth wavers . . . light shimmers . . . fades into gray . . . Let go and he’ll strike again . . . and you’ll die. Retain your hold and you’ll collapse . . . and die. Choose.
Let go, then. Strike at his throat. You’ve one chance. . . .
Released, the madman staggers backward. My weakened hand scarce grazes his throat.
The floor rushes upward. Breath will not come. A cold black glove envelopes limbs, belly, back, squeezing the heart . . . inexorably . . . stilling its struggle . . . then brushes lips and tongue with numbing frost . . . and, with two black-clad fingers, closes my eyelids.
No! Please, give back the light! I am not finished. Father Creator, this is wrong! I am destined . . . meant . . .
Smell is the last of the senses to fade, so it’s said, and the first to return. Thus the aroma of cedar and juniper, old leaves and dry grass, dampened by mist, should be a reassuring replacement for the odor of evacuated bowels and blood-soaked wool. But I know where I am, and I will not look upon it. And so I shutter thought and belief and the eyes I cannot feel.
Sweet angels carry this plea to the One Who Judges. Was I not born for more than failure? For more than petty striving? I cannot . . . will not . . . accept this.
A soughing wind rattles twigs and grasses—my only answer. Despair replaces breath. Cold stone replaces heart. And two lumps of unfeeling wood shove me upright and set themselves one before the other. I am terrified to look, lest seeing make it real, lest I spy the First Gate barred and know I will wander in this cold, lifeless place for the duration of the world.
Please, I don’t belong here! I am Other! Destined! Hear me. . . .
A hammer falls upon anvil, and I am falling . . . falling . . . seared, crushed, starved, burnt. Bursting agony in my lungs sparks streaks of acid on skin, through flesh. My nostrils clog with choking lavender.
“Onfroi went mad and killed my boy. My child.” Her sobbing whispers blare through skull bones like trumpet blasts. “I had to stop him.”
“Give me the fire iron, Dame Duplais. No one will blame your son for defending himself. If he lives, he’ll not remember elsewise.”
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