The Tower: A Novel (66 page)

‘I imagine you could, though I think she has specialized in fidelity.’

‘Aha … And you say it doesn’t cost a lot, Gudrun? People say that dark-haired men with blue eyes are unfaithful. Robert, for example. Don’t you think it’s terrible how quickly young people develop these days? On the other hand there is a definite positive side to it. I always thought Ina would bring home one of those long-haired types, but no, she’s my clever daughter, she’s inherited my instinct. One day she turned up at the door and said, “Mum, this is Thomas, we’ve made up our mind.” And I hadn’t noticed a thing, not a thing! I must have been ill, that’s the only explanation.’

‘Black-haired men with blue eyes are unfaithful? In an article on Alain Delon in
Paris Match
I read at Wiener’s it said he was very faithful. He and Romy Schneider –’

‘That’s just newspaper nonsense, Gudrun! They just want to keep his female fans happy. Faithful? With his looks? I ask you. Anne says Robert has a girlfriend already – but I can’t see her, he hasn’t brought her. He must have a new one already. And how faithful is Richard … True, he has blond hair, but his eyes are pretty blue. I mean, what does
he see in Anne, she’s let herself go a bit recently, she should look after herself more. Richard’s still in his prime, has a good job, has an air about him, the children are gradually moving away, that’s when you become open to certain offers …’ Barbara made an apologetic gesture to stop Meno from walking away. ‘I know she’s your sister and what I’ve just said might sound insulting, but that’s not how it was meant. I think it’s worse when no one says anything and then one day you’re picking up the pieces – and everyone else is nodding, they’d all known about it, had seen it coming ages ago. People are saying all sorts of things about Richard; I had a long conversation with Thomas …’

‘Saying what kind of thing?’ Meno asked.

‘You see, now you’re curious, you’ve lost that disapproving look. They say this and that. So what, Dresden’s a small town. And you know yourself what he admitted to us.’

‘I think exposing those who peddle such rumours is the best way of putting a stop to them. I have to stand up for Richard.’

‘That’s not quite the way you were talking back then, Gudrun. You said State Security only approached a certain type of person … and that one shouldn’t do anything to attract them. I remember it very well. Look, there comes the wedding cake. Isn’t it a beauty? The idea of the amputated hand was Ina’s, she thought it was somehow – surgical. They used red jelly for the blood. Or was it ketchup? Well, you’ll soon find out.’

‘And the ruler stands for education? Is it made from frosting? I have to say I don’t think it’s very nice the way you confront me with the things I’ve said – or am supposed to have said. There’s something insidious about it, as if you were secretly noting down everything we say just so that, years later, you can accuse us of contradicting ourselves, make any development or change of opinion seem stupid. How would you react if, years later, I imitated your shriek in the church at every opportunity?’

‘I’m sure you’d do it very well. It’s your speciality.’

‘Enoeff, Barbara, enoeff.’ Gudrun got the tone exactly right and for a while Barbara didn’t know what to make of it. Then, closing her eyes, she flapped her hand.

‘They’re a lovely couple, don’t you think? He doesn’t idolize her, that’d be quite wrong, he’d be disappointed and take refuge in booze, work or affairs. It’s not that particularly pretty women, and that’s what Ina is, have no faults. She is a bit of a spoilt princess, perhaps we weren’t strict enough with her and once the child’s arrived and he’s spending the whole day at work, perhaps even working on his post-doctoral dissertation in the evenings as well, she’ll look round and realize what a family means. They’re planning to go to Berlin. She’ll be the one who’ll have to deal with the move as well.’

‘I think the best thing is to book a few appointments with a good beautician right away. Giving birth and everything that follows, a little mucky pup getting on your nerves all hours of the day, isn’t exactly good for your complexion. Ina’s pretty, I give you that, but I think she’s one of those who fade early … There’s something dry about her skin. And she has a tendency to cellulite, as far as I can see, which indicates weak connective tissue that won’t have regained its elasticity after birth. Not exactly what men want. For women with weak connective tissue in particular the first child can often be a disaster, they get fat like Russian women, and Ulrich was born in Moscow, as you know.’

‘Look, the bridegroom’s going to say something,’ Meno said, in an attempt to change the subject.

Wernstein made a short speech, thanked the guests for coming, took Ina’s hand and kissed it. Adeling brought in trays with Crimean champagne, Ulrich wiped his forehead with his handkerchief and tapped his glass with a spoon.

‘A pleasant lad, doesn’t think he’s superior.’ Barbara didn’t give Gudrun, who was craning her neck, the chance to hear any of Ulrich’s speech. ‘And such a tragedy! Has no relatives at all left. His whole
family were from the uranium mines. Thank God I didn’t need to ask him whether … enoeff. Snorkel and I had set an afternoon for it, it should have been his business, really, between two men, but he couldn’t bring himself to, couldn’t sleep the whole night for thinking about how he should go about it … God, the ways of putting it. The next day Ina came with the positive test from the gynaecologist.’

‘Tell me, Barbara, there was something I was going to ask – why kvass of all things? Or was that what Ulrich wanted? Does he sometimes dream in Russian? Or do you, Meno?’

‘Meno won’t know that. There’s no one beside him in bed to tell him the next morning. Pity, really. Why don’t you get married again? Hanna just wasn’t the right woman for you, I could have told you that from the very beginning. She didn’t even know how to prepare a boiling fowl. If you ask me’ – Meno didn’t ask but still listened with amusement to Barbara – ‘you need a woman who’ll tell you what’s what. A woman who knows something about practical matters. I mean, you don’t even have a car. Can you even drive? But where on earth are you going to find one with the pittance you bring home. Snorkel said they could take you on in the firm right away, they’re looking for – what did he say? – a coordinator for the combine. You’d get at least twice as much. – The kvass was my idea, Gudrun. I like a tot of it myself from time to time and it would have been something different for a wedding. We just started it too late, Snorkel said the heaters would make up for that … and I did insulate the demijohns with coconut fibre. – Enoeff, now it’s the toasts: to the bride and groom.’

Christian was standing at the window of the summerhouse listening to the sounds coming from below and out of the house, a drizzle of voices, bursts of laughter, music from the gardens on the other side of the park. The rain had freshened the colours and restless waves of the still-new green of the beeches and maples mingled with the blossom of almond trees and rhododendrons at the upper edge of the steep
park. Soft, loud; wedges of melancholy in between. He wanted to be alone. If he closed his eyes he could see images of the barracks in Grün, hear the tread of boots in the endless corridors, listen to the slow, mournful dance of the polisher’s barbels that, at the turn just before they hit the walls, made a characteristic noise: the bearings at the end of the rods clicked against the cross-guides of the polishing brushes, pulling them back; again and again he was astonished at this crudely controlled elegance, similarly at the regularity with which the arched ceiling of the corridors reappeared in the evening, in the light of unshaded bulbs, strip by strip in the wooden floor, after all the boots that had trampled on it during the day. Down below someone must have told a joke, he heard Adeling’s bleating laugh, Alois Lange said in a clear voice, the Danish sauce was very good. Noack’s white hair was sucked into a cloud of plum blossom as he bent over the buffet to insert his fork into the glittering knitwork of all the other forks, the faces over them had hungry expressions, the eyes commanding the hands to perform swift, begrudging thrusts. Suddenly all these things had nothing to do with him; the house, the people: everything seemed alien to him. The civilian clothes he was wearing seemed something forbidden, something he wasn’t entitled to – it would never have occurred to him to judge others according to whether they were worthy to wear civilian clothes; yet earlier on, when he had been standing next to Herr Honich, watching the guests toasting the bride and groom, he’d caught himself automatically assessing each one according to whether he or she was worthy of being there, of laughing, eating, enjoying themselves with the others and wearing clothes the choice of which was entirely dependent on them (and on what the stores had in stock), they didn’t have to account for them to anyone. If his mother approached, he slipped away. Ezzo and Robert, Niklas and Ulrich, were talking about football, Wembley, the final at the Wankdorf Stadium; Ulrich explained a Fritz Walter goal, the famous Leipzig shot, the overhead backheel; it seemed trivial to Christian, he couldn’t
understand why Ulrich tried to copy it and shot the previous year’s Golden Delicious past Herr Adeling into the shed (Ulrich supported himself on his hands and slipped down, face first, into a bed of rhubarb); Christian walked away sadly. Children were playing by the tin bath, supervised by Babett Honich; the Stahls were sitting at the iron table and waved him over, but he shook his head. Now he was here, in the conservatory, touching the plants as if they might disappear, looking for Chakamankabudibaba in his hiding place in the sago palm, bending down, placing his hand on the chessboard floor, which was cool. Motes of dust in the light, the shadows of leaves like grey fish swimming through it, the slow movement of currents, that calmed, pleased him. Before anyone could come, he went into the park.

One of those Ulrich things, Meno thought as his brother wiped his face with a handkerchief dipped in eau de Cologne and spread his arms wide, beaming with delight: shot on target, he would later say, holding Malivor Marroquin’s photo; the Chilean had been standing around patiently with his finger on the shutter release of a Praktika and had caught both the flying Golden Delicious and Ulrich’s landing; his plate camera was keeping an eye on Meno’s balcony. Another thing was that Ulrich was thinking about sending his dentist a card on New Year’s Eve. ‘No one wishes their dentist a Happy New Year. But then no one knows how much he suffers. I always say, give a flower seller flowers and a dentist a smile for New Year. Why not? Even if it’s one of his own. And even if he’s called Frau Doktor Knabe.’ When, as now, he had sat down at the head of a table laden with good food where there was a big enough audience, he liked to impart, in tones of utter conviction, knowledge that was at best patchy and would not have withstood serious examination; but although doubt would appear on some of the faces, Ulrich’s self-assured body language, his expression of certainty that suggested that there was more to what he was saying, was
convincing enough to keep any scepticism unexpressed. People withdrew into themselves, were no longer quite sure, were afraid of making fools of themselves – how could one dare to cast doubt on an authority such as the eldest of the Rohdes, the Technical Director of one of the most important firms in Dresden (making typewriters, low-power engines and springs, the latter everything from mattress springs to coach springs for railway carriages), a ‘Hero of Work’ (Ulrich had spent part of the 10,000 marks that went with it on their trip to Cuba) with intimate knowledge of the ups and downs (and, above all, the to-ings and fro-ings) of the planned economy; they didn’t dare and held their tongues, but checked up when they got home, smirked or slapped their thigh, annoyed with themselves and determined to expose Ulrich the next time. Gudrun, however, did not remain silent. ‘That’s interesting, Uli. You sound very convincing, you could easily take the part of a director in a play about, let’s say, a socialist high-speed bricklayer. It’s almost a pity that your rock-solid certainties are mistaken. For example, the Garrison Church in Dresden is called just that, the Garrison Church and not the Garrison’s Church, even though to be correct it ought to be called that. Otherwise it would be a church in the form of a garrison, wouldn’t it? But good for you, Uli, you’ve got a natural gift for it, we have to grant you that, and you’ll go far, perhaps even as far as a high-speed bricklayer.’

At that Ulrich would pause for thought, check the effect her intervention had had on his audience, make some remark about the notorious unworldliness of workers in the cultural sphere, then just carry on. As well as that there was Uncle Shura. Neither Anne nor Meno had ever seen him, Kurt would just shrug his shoulders when asked about this dubious uncle; Ulrich insisted he had known him since childhood and even now (he was a very influential man in Moscow, he said, but one who worked behind the scenes) ‘did business with him’. It was from this Uncle Shura that Ulrich claimed to have all sorts of recipes that he described as ‘truly authentic’ and as coming to us ‘from the depths
of the Russian people’, for example instructions on how to make pickled cucumbers that Uncle Shura had from his babushka, who had been given them by the witch Baba Yaga herself. His babushka had given Uncle Shura the recipe on her deathbed, as she breathed her last, her voice scarcely audible, after she’d kissed the icon and crossed herself; and Uncle Shura had then passed it on to him, his friend from his earliest years, under the seal of strictest secrecy and to promote friendship among the nations (if not on his deathbed). Similarly a recipe for kvass and the ‘ultimate method’ of repairing bicycle tyres. The vodka too, under the influence of which Helmut Hoppe was gradually becoming merry, had its source in the unfathomable depths of Russia, with which Uncle Shura was in mysterious intuitive contact.

‘Come on, Uli boy, tell us.’

‘It would be a sin, if I were to reveal it to you. It comes from Grandmother’s deathbed, that’s an obligation you accept, you don’t give it away.’

‘I can unnerstand that. But we’re your relatives, yer own flesh an’ blood! You refuse to share it with us, you wanna keep it all for yersel’, shame on you, my friend, shame on you. I’d never have thought it of you, no I wouldn’t.’