Thirteen Roses Book One: Before: An Apocalyptic Zombie Saga (20 page)

She pulled away and turned around. She didn't want to look but she had to. She had to check. He was still there. His hands, so warm and loving, looked like something from a comic book, twisted and curled up and grotesque. She heaved and put her hand over her mouth. Vomit trickled from either side and she put her head down and let it come out.
 

Layla rubbed her back, murmuring something about it getting better. Bayleigh laughed. It started quiet but escalated until she couldn't control it, and she was scared of herself but couldn't do anything about it. She was trying to say something through the gasps but she couldn't form words.
 

Layla backed away and crouched against the wall. Her forehead was creased and she looked like a deer about to bolt. Bayleigh pushed her nails into her palms and stared at Ali's body until the laughter stopped as abruptly as it had started.
 

'It's already got better. Hasn't it? Wasn't that what happened last week, with the flower seller? It got better, it all got better...'

She was crying again and she felt rather than saw Layla come back over and stand above her. When she looked up into her eyes, she saw something that surprised her. They were hard. Not bad-hard, just, resigned. Layla reached out a hand and pulled her up. Bayleigh rubbed her palms over her eyes and took a deep breath. They peeked out of the alleyway again.
 

The street was littered with bodies in all directions. People had fallen as they ran and were stretched out in all sorts of weird poses. Bayleigh's gorge rose again and she took a deep breath. She looked sideways at Layla. He friend was staring at the bodies like they weren't even there and she wondered if the hardness wasn't something else.
 

They tiptoed out into the street as though at any moment something or someone was going to explode from somewhere. But the chaos of earlier had ended abruptly and now the silence was almost as unnerving. The city was dead. Why weren't they?

'Why are we here?'

'Because we ran?'

Bayleigh sniffed. 'No, I mean, why aren't we, you know?'

'Dead?'

'Yeah?'

Layla shrugged and picked her way between the bodies towards the shop opposite. She flung her next words back over her shoulder. 'I dunno, but I've wanted that jacket for ages and I don't think anyone's gonna mind if I borrow it.'
 

There was a boutique clothes shop on the far side of the road, and Bayleigh watched open-mouthed as Layla wandered in and walked into the window display. She pulled the jacket off the model, checked the label and put it on. Happy with the fit, she strolled back out into the street.
 

'Layla, that's stealing.'

'From who? Everyone's dead in case you hadn't noticed.'

'I...' She was struck dumb for all of two seconds then stepped forwards and grabbed Layla by her new lapels. Her words came out in a hiss she recognised no more than her screaming from earlier. 'In case you hadn't noticed, my boyfriend's lying on the floor over there. It's still stealing. And when did you start stealing?'

Layla frowned, looking at her feet. Her voice was small. 'What's happening?'

Bayleigh took a deep breath. 'I don't know. But we need to stay who we are and not start acting like lunatics.'

'Hey, it's just a jacket.'

'It doesn't make any difference.'

'Jeez, who died and made you the law?'

'Everyone, actually.'

Her voice had changed again and become hard-edged and blunt. Layla's eyebrows rose from their frown and she stared at her boss. Some of the hardness went, and what lay behind it reflected what Bayleigh thought might be waiting in her own mind. It wasn't just a reluctance to accept, but a willingness to choose a different reality to escape this one.
 

She shook her head. 'We're together and we're still alive, so whatever's coming, we can handle it, right?'

The edge was replaced by shaking, but she sounded convincing to her own ears and Layla nodded, playing with her fingers. 'Can I keep the jacket, though?'

Bayleigh barked a close approximation of a laugh and crossed to peer into the shop window. 'Don't think anyone's going to mind.'

She looked around. It was the stillness more than anything. When she was the only one moving it felt like everyone was looking at her, even though they lay face down for the most part. But when she stood still, the city might as well be empty. There were no pigeons and the wind was almost non-existent. Only a pennant hanging from one of the posh shops further down the street stirred occasionally.
 

She longed to shout and scream to fill the silence, but she could still picture the soldiers perfectly. She didn't want them to know she and Layla were still alive. What had they done? Why had they done this? Who were they? And why the hell were the two of them still alive when everyone else wasn't?

Layla gasped and Bayleigh watched her stand on tiptoes and wiggle like she was dancing.
 

'What is it?'

Layla turned to her, face pale, and Bayleigh felt like someone had found her grave and was stamping on it in size nines. She tried to run to her friend but there were too many bodies and she stumbled on them. She caught herself before she fell and made it to Layla's side. 'What is it?'

Layla pointed at a spot where the road ran down into a deep gutter. 'Rat.'

'What?'

'Rat. There was a rat, a big one.'

Bayleigh's laughter was fuller this time and carried some genuine humour. 'You're really worried about a rat?'

'It was chewing on his arm.'

Bayleigh swallowed the saliva that filled her mouth and crouched beside the body. His face was twisted in a grimace as though he'd hurt himself falling to the floor. Perhaps he had. Perhaps he wasn't actually dead but trapped in some horrible stasis where he could feel everything but not move.
 

Her fingers shook as she pressed them against his wrist. There was nothing there; no pulse, no warmth, nothing. He was dead and the corner of his trousers bore little ratty teeth marks. On second inspection, they weren't that small. She pulled his trouser leg up and looked at skin beneath. There were marks, red indents, but the rat had stopped the moment it broke the skin. Presumably, Layla scared it away.
 

She had an image of a mountain of rats feeding on the corpses and turned to her friend. Layla had gone from pale to white, and had one hand outstretched, pointing, shaking. Bayleigh followed the finger and her heart slammed in her chest like a hammer, ferocious and exhausting.
 

Someone was sitting up. In the centre of the street, one of the dead people was sitting straight up. She couldn't see her face, but she was stiff and her head moved slowly as though she was trying to loosen it. Bayleigh wanted to go over and check she was all right. Another person, a little further down the street did the same and the chill thawed a little.
 

The smoke was obviously temporary. It didn't explain why it had happened, but it did mean Ali would wake up. She drew nearer to the woman and stopped with distance still between them. There was something about the way she moved her head, something a bit
Exorcist
y, that made her skin crawl.

From the front, she got a better view of the woman's face, but her long dark hair still covered too much to be sure. Then the woman flicked her head from side to side. It was a normal gesture, but it looked affected and strange, and was even creepier than the original movement. It exposed her face and Bayleigh screamed.
 

Her skin was the colour of pale concrete and her eyes were red and sunken. Veins sprang like tributaries all over her face and, as her mouth opened, she saw teeth that belonged to a ninety year old who'd never brushed. The woman fixed her eyes on Bayleigh and a sound somewhere between a growl and sandpaper against a metal wall emerged. Then she lurched to her feet and came at her.
 

Jackson - Thursday: Plague Day

Jackson strode out over the bridge. He made sure the trucks were long gone, of course. There was no point in tempting fate. The silence was lessened here by the swell of the Thames beneath his feet.
 

His mind reeled, from questions about himself to questions about what was happening. But the one he kept coming back to was why he was alive and no one else was. Why had he been chosen? Was this some kind of punishment for all those years of treating God like dirt? Was it payback after the years of crime? It was no less than he deserved, but perhaps there was more here than this. Perhaps he was being given a chance. A second chance to do something real with his life. To make a change.
 

He stared down into the water and his fists clenched as he nodded. He would make a change. He already had. Whatever was happening in London, he had been kept alive to fix it, to make it better, and he would. If it was the only thing he ever did. It would be the one thing he did that was good and pure, and not motivated by the dark needs that he could still feel inside, trying to claw their way up.
 

The children were keeping them down. Stamping and kicking at them, screaming all the while.
 

He turned back and headed to what he was already referring to as ground zero. The police had been heading for the Houses of Parliament, so that's where he'd start. He stomped hard, revelling in the thud of the pavement beneath his feet. Every step took him further from the countless hours spent in the park.
 

He realised that he had no idea how long he'd been there. He had no way of knowing how long the children had been climbing inside him and tearing him apart. Tears sprung up in his eyes and he stumbled to a halt and fell to his knees. He had deserved nothing less, but still it hurt. His punishment had been brutal, beyond brutal. Had he really deserved all that?

He climbed to his feet and resumed his walking, bringing every step down with a thump. His knees began to hurt but he couldn't stop himself. An image flashed before his eyes, of a child's face beneath his boot as he brought it down. He shouted and swung his arms as if to bat the image away but it was stuck firm in his mind.
 

He growled and kept walking. This was a test. It was all a test. What was happening here was a test to see if he was worthy, if he should be allowed into heaven. Just like Mam had said, he had to work at it. Every day he had to work at it and eventually he'd be let in. This just made it easier, because he knew what he had to work at.
 

The streets were covered in bodies. They were stiff and twisted into strange positions. If he blurred his eyes he could imagine he was looking at mannequins, molten in the sun. A fog lay over the ground, thick enough that some of the corpses were obscured from view. A weak wind tried and failed to move it, and he felt like he was floating through the city.

Buildings sprung from the fog, untethered and ready to float away at any moment. He sniffed. Enough of the romantic bullshit. He had to keep his eye on the prize, whatever it was. He didn't really know what it was. He couldn't save these people, they were already dead.
 

He stopped, squinting through the afternoon sunshine. A hand thrust up through the fog, like a flag on a ship far out to sea. Against the dirty brown of the mist it stood out stark, white and stiff. The closer he got, the more convinced he became that it was just an unfortunate pose, that the owner was just as dead as the others.
 

His feet scraped on the concrete and he hesitated. Ten feet and then five. He was about to turn away when the hand slowly opened and closed, the fingers twitching. He swallowed and took a step backwards, and a hand closed around his ankle.
 

He tumbled onto his backside, swearing as he went down. He landed on something soft and jumped up quicker than he'd gone down. The hand scraped against him again and he looked down, but the fog hid everything. He lashed out and hit something. He lashed out again, shouting this time, but missed and nearly went arse over tit.
 

Jackson ran. He didn't think about where he was going. His feet caught against bodies and he went over, tearing his trousers and the knees beneath them. His hands were bleeding as well by the time he reached the bridge, but he couldn't stop. It was quieter here and the fog hadn't settled. It was appearing in wisps before being dragged off by the wind and drifting down the river.
 

He arrived on an island. On both sides of the river the dirty fog lay thick and heavy. There were no bodies in his small space, nothing but him and the railings and the water far below. The buildings hovered, floating on a sea that shifted and spun. He could stay here. He could stay here and be safe. Nothing could get to him, not if he stayed alert and focused.
 

He put his back to the railing and waited. It didn't take long.
 

The first thing he heard was the scraping, as though someone with a gammy leg was making their slow way across the bridge. When he spotted them, his teeth went straight through the lip he'd been worrying. He didn't know whether it was the blood or just his scent, but as it trickled out his mouth and down his chin, the person he'd spotted - and he still used the word person then - jerked to a stop and stared at him.
 

He'd learn soon enough that the blood hadn't helped. He'd learn all about the blood, but at that moment, all he knew were the eyes. They were dead, sunken and dry, yet still seemed to glare at him with a malevolence he'd have recognised had he been one of the children he'd taken in the last five years. The man's hair was coming out, tufts and patches covering a blotchy scalp.
 

The person lurched back into motion. It didn't move fast, but it didn't hesitate either, and came with a purpose that suggested inexorability. As it reached the top of the bridge, he realised that it did indeed have a gammy leg. One foot was dragged along, twisted to one side. Jackson took a deep breath and then burst out coughing.