Authors: Anne Calhoun
holding a bottle of water. One shoulder holding up the doorframe, he drank half, then looked at her as he
wiped his mouth with a knuckle. He couldn’t possibly look less interested in her, or for that matter in sin,
but as he watched her, his eyes changed. Heated. Without a word the air picked up a charge. That skittering,
sparking electricity made her grip the edge of his mattress.
He crossed to stand in front of her and set the bottle of water on the nightstand. A tuft of dark brown
hair peeked from the elastic waist of the shorts, and the scent of sleep-warm skin drifted into her nostrils as
she looked up his long torso to his face. To her surprise he went down on his knees in front of her. He said
nothing, the sound of her shallow inhales running in counterpoint to his even breathing as his hands
gripped her ankles and rose slowly up the backs of her calves, along the sides of her thighs. His thumbs
met, brushing one after the other over her mound, awakening nerves before his fingers slid into the elastic
at the top of her white cotton panties and tugged. She lifted her hips and he slid them down and off. Then
he wrapped his arm around her hips and lifted her backward as he planted his other hand and shifted them
back to the center of the big bed. As they shifted her hair, loosely braided halfway down her back, caught
and she winced.
Without a word he settled easily on top of her, one hair-roughened leg between hers, her skirt rucked
up to midthigh, his hard, bare torso pressed against hers. Braced on one elbow he reached under her back,
found the end of her braid, and tugged the elastic free, then began loosening the plait.
Intimacy encompassed so much more than just sex, she thought. On her back, in his bed, she watched
his face as his rough fingers worked away in her hair. Memory bled into the present as images of him using
the ends of her hair to tease her breasts flashed in her mind. Without thinking about it she lifted her hand
and rested it on his hip, gently rubbing her thumb on the ridge of bone exposed by his shorts. When he
finished loosening her hair he cupped the side of her face. His thumb brushed across her lips, and it took
her a minute to realize he was moving his thumb in the same slow rhythm she was. Curious, she dipped her
thumb into the elastic waist of his shorts. In response he pressed gently on her lower lip, opening her
mouth slightly. Then he bent his head and kissed her.
The taste of toothpaste, fresh and minty, quickly dissipated as the kiss grew heated. His hand roamed
from her thigh, over her skirt to her waist, then up to cup her breast, back down again to tease her mound,
then down to her thigh. Anticipation built, heat simmering in her lips, her nipples, in her sex, pressed firmly
against Ben’s hard thigh.
Still, the light, teasing brush of his fingertips as they trailed up her thigh, taking her skirt with them,
made her tremble. But he continued the motion, up over her tummy, catching the hem of her blouse and
working under it to cup her breast. He gripped it firmly and pinched her nipple. Sensation made her gasp
and tear her mouth from his even as she lifted into his hand.
“Tell me again why you’re here.”
“I want to be with you,” she said.
“What does that mean?” he said, his voice slightly amused, slightly mocking, then answered his own
question. “You want to have sex.”
“Yes,” she whispered.
“Say it.”
“Why? You know what I mean.”
“Because
be with you
is kind of lame. Generic. Like watching a sunset on a date,” he said, still amused,
still mocking. “Guys are dense. The next one might need specific instructions.”
She waited, her heart pounding hard against the palm cupping her breast. “I like watching sunsets, and I
want to have sex with you.”
A rough chuckle tumbled into her ear. “This won’t be like watching a sunset. Be more specific,” he
said. “What do you want me to do to you?”
The world contracted, encompassing only their bodies, the mattress at her back, the sunlight filtering
through the blinds. His bedroom was like a wolf’s den, hidden away from prying eyes, safe and dangerous
at once.
This wasn’t about what she wanted him to do to her. It was about what she wanted to do to him, to feel
with him, starting with his torso against hers, so she sat up. Together they got her blouse and bra off, and
this time when they lay back down she wrapped her arm around his bare back, flattening her palm at the
small of his back and pulling him closer. Her fingers explored the hard bumps of his spine, the muscles
flexing and ridged along either side while he kissed her. Mouth, jaw, cheek, ear, throat, collarbone, each
impact light, teasing, the scrape of his stubble striking sparks over each hot spot raised by his mouth. Her
nipples hardened in anticipation when his mouth reached the top of her breast, but he ignored them, instead
gently scraping then licking, rough then hot and smooth, then chilly as he worked his way into the valley
between her breasts, teasing the undersides.
Then he flicked his tongue against one stiff nipple. She shuddered, felt as much as heard that low, dark
laugh before he did it again. Tongue, teeth, then another slow tour of her breasts while she floated in desire,
her nipples tight and sensitized in the cool, dim room.
“What do you want me to do?” When she hesitated, he dropped hot, openmouthed kisses down her
breastbone to her belly, then flicked her a hot glance. “Say it.”
“Kiss my breasts,” she whispered.
He gave a low, rough growl-laugh, then ran his tongue up the underside of her breast to her nipple.
“Like that?” he asked, licking the hard tip.
“Harder,” she said.
He rewarded her daring with the pressure of teeth holding her nipple for the slow stroke of his tongue.
Heat and light sang in her veins, spreading with her heartbeat, pooling between her legs. She undulated
against his hard thigh, the rhythm slow, subtle—unlike her hands tightly gripping his shoulders as the air
simmered around them. He brushed his cheek against the full sides, then slid up her body to hold her jaw
for an explicit kiss. His mouth was wet, hot, lips swollen. She responded with abandon, her breath
shuddering as she inhaled the scent of skin and sweat and arousal.
“Keep talking.”
“Why?”
“Because you need to learn what works for you. Don’t rely on the man to take care of you. Know what
you want and how to ask for it.” His scythe-smile flashed in the filtered sunlight. “Because it makes me
really, really hot when a woman talks dirty in bed.”
She blinked. He tucked a pillow under her head, then left a trail of kisses down her breastbone to her
waistband. “Lift,” he commanded.
The slight angle allowed her to watch him unfasten button and zipper, then slide the skirt down to toss it
to the floor. He settled between her parted legs, blue eyes holding hers as he skated his palms up calves to
knees to inner thighs. Vulnerability melded with desire, and she kept her legs as closed as she could with a
big, broad-shouldered man kneeling between them.
“You said no to this the first night.”
She nodded.
He loomed over her, dark hair, lust-dark eyes, scruff on his jaw, broad, tanned shoulders gilded by the
weak sunlight pushing through the blinds, and without any movement at all she tightened again. He worked
his big, rough hands under her bottom to curve around her hips. One palm flattened on her belly. The
fingers of the other hand stroked her mound before he bent forward to press an openmouthed kiss to the
top of her folds. “Say yes this time.”
“I’m not sure I’m going to like that,” she said.
“It’s intimate,” he murmured, hot breath against her sex, his stubble ever so slightly grazing awakening
nerve endings. “More intimate than sex. Sometimes it’s easier for a woman to get off this way. Close your
eyes.”
She did as he said. Her awareness of touch heightened. Sweat slicked her thighs where his shoulders
held her open and where his palm lay against her belly, just above her mound. The fingers of his other
hand curled around her hip. After a moment a slow stream of air blew gently against the top of her sex. She
tensed. It stopped, but that faint pressure hinted at something more. When she relaxed again her thighs
relaxed a little more. Her inner folds parted, the sensation heightened without the visual distraction of his
dark face between her legs. The next time he blew gently, the air flowed over her clit.
Her breathing shallowed, and her hips tilted ever so slightly. Not enough. “Ben,” she whispered.
“Say,
lick my clit.
”
Her clit fluttered at the words as warm breath whispered against needy flesh. “Lick my clit,” she said.
“Look at me and say it.”
She opened her eyes to find him studying her. A shocking heat flashed from her nipples to low in her
belly. “Lick my clit, Ben.”
He was smiling when he pressed his open mouth to her sex. His tongue slowly circled her clit, sending
heat streaming through her veins. The slick, smooth pressure was easier to take than his rough fingertips.
She learned as he explored. One side was more sensitive than the other, and steady circles around the
increasingly distended nub tightened her muscles. The pleasure ebbed with the cessation of contact, and she
moaned and lifted her hips.
When she opened her eyes again, he said, “Still think you’re not going to like this?”
“Don’t stop.”
He widened her legs with his shoulders, then used his tongue and very, very gently, his teeth until she
was gasping. The build to orgasm still startled her, so demanding, so shockingly powerful. She gripped the
pillow behind her head with one hand, threaded her fingers through Ben’s hair with the other, and lifted her
hips to his mouth. Gasping little breaths tripped into the still, quiet air, then she stopped breathing entirely.
Then the wave crashed over her, pushing her deep into the void.
The rasp of palm over stubble brought her back into the room. She opened her eyes to find Ben wiping
moisture from his jaw. Her moisture. “Kiss me,” she said without thinking. When he hesitated, she said it
again. “Kiss me. I want to taste that.”
Chapter Eight
How in the name of sweet baby Jesus had this woman stayed a virgin for so long?
Broad damned daylight, she was naked in his bed, legs splayed for him, the sex flush still pink on her
cheeks and throat. Ten minutes ago she didn’t want him to go down on her. Now she wanted to know how
she tasted?
This wasn’t going according to plan. His cock hung heavy and rigid between his legs, balls tight to his
body because talking dirty did turn him on. Rachel Hill talking dirty made him hard enough to pound nails.
Her peremptory tone also did it for him, not quite a command but definitely leaving no room for him to
refuse.
“Yes, ma’am,” he said, and crawled up her body, using his knees to keep her thighs spread.
Make her
feel the emptiness, the need. Don’t hold back, and toss your expectations about delicate sensibilities out
the window.
He nuzzled into her jaw, let her smell the musk clinging to his chin and lips, then brushed his
mouth over hers. Her tongue flicked out to lick first his upper, then his lower lip, and somehow she’d
rewired his brain so the touch of her lips against his mouth sent five thousand volts straight to his cock. He
let out a soft little groan but stayed poised above her while she nibbled and sucked and licked, torturing
himself until she wrapped one leg, then the other, around his to pull him down to her. She worked her
hands under his elastic waistband and gripped his hips, pulling him closer.
“How do you like me now?” he said. Even to his own ears the words sounded rough, like she’d abraded
his throat with sandpaper.
“Very, very well,” she said.
“Gonna trust me to know what you need?”
“Maybe,” she said.
She flattened her palms on his hipbones, one hand on either side of his erection, and eased his shorts
down. The only thought left in his brain was how badly he wanted to hear Rachel Hill ask him to fuck her.
He sat back and opened the nightstand drawer to grab a box of condoms. “They teach you about safe
sex at that church you went to?”
“Only that safe sex is married sex,” she said.
Jesus fucking Christ.
He tore one condom from the strip, handed it to her, then shoved his shorts down and off. A muscle
jumped in his jaw as he pushed back onto his heels, his knees spread wide. “First safe sex lesson. The guy
always wears a condom. Always. Guys will use every line in the book to go bareback. It’s non-negotiable
until you see test results from a doctor.”
She opened the packet and withdrew the condom. “I know,” she said as she studied it. “I read up on
safe sex before we went out on our date.”
So there was a limit to the stupid risks she’d take. She’d buy a stranger at an auction, but know enough