Undone: A New Adult College Bad Boy Romance (Mature Young Adult Fun Contemporary Romance) (40 page)

Chapter 3

I could tell what he was trying to ask without him finishing his sentence. Then again the blush that touched my cheeks probably answered his question without me having to answer him.  I was surprised it gotten to this so quickly.

He rolled me onto my back gently as he settled down between my legs. “Then I will have to make it extra special.”

Nervousness was biting at my stomach. The wolf moaned, wanting more from him as his lips trailed their way along my neck, his teeth grazed my skin softly. My fingers traced over the muscles in his back. I reached out and removed his shirt. I heard it land somewhere on the ground beside the bed. Nate grinned. As he pulled away.

“Take your shirt off.”

It wasn’t an order, it sounded more like a request than anything else. I pushed myself up and reached for the hem of my shirt, pulling it over my head I let it fall to the ground beside the bed too.

His roamed over my body. “And your pants.”

My cheeks flushed. Correction: My body flushed. From embarrassment and arousal at the same time. I stood utterly aware of his eyes on my every move. I unbuttoned my jeans and pushed them down to my ankles. I bit the inside of my cheek nervously.

As I stepped out of them he pulled me close to him, guiding me back down onto the bed. His lips touched mine. “Are you nervous?” He asked, his eyes locking on mine.

I nodded.

He pulled away. “We don’t have to if you don’t want to.”

I stared at him unsure of what to say. I was his mate, I would have to eventually. And I
wanted
to. The wolf wanted nothing more than to feel him inside us. I was nervous though. I wasn’t necessarily a virgin because it had been my choice, but it wasn’t something I wanted to jump right in and do. I bit my lip. “I… I don’t want to stop.” I admitted.

His eyes sparkled as he lowered his lips to my chest. “Then we won’t.” My heart skipped a beat as I felt his teeth touch my breast. I moaned closing my eyes. His hands traced down the curves of my body as he sucked on my skin. I moaned louder. His warm hands stopped at my hips and pulled me closer to him. He pressed his body against mine. He rushed to my pussy as I felt every inch of him. Even with his jeans on I was sure I could feel his erection. My hand slipped between my legs, but instead of touching myself-something I was quite used to!- I touched him.

Nate gasped, a soft growl escaping him as I opened my eyes to look at him. He pressed himself against me as I massaged his cock from outside of his pants. I pushed him off me and reached for the zipper on his jeans.

He grinned as the fell down to his knees. I reached for him but he grabbed my wrist. “This isn’t about me.” He pushed me back down onto my back, pinning my hands above my head. “You can play with me later, for now this is all about
you
.” He let go of my wrists and trailed kisses down my body. My heart raced as he made his way lower and lower. I moaned as his hot lips touched my uppermost thighs.
Oh god.
This was it. Right? I may be a virgin but I knew what was coming next. I gasped as his tongue touched my pussy from outside my panties. My body arched towards him, begging him for more.

The wolf wanted so much more. I wanted so much more.

His finger touched me, pushing my panties out of the way as his tongue slipped past my folds.
Oh god.
My body arched closer to him, trying to get him closer; deeper.

His hands slipped under my butt, pulling me up to his face as his tongue slipped in and out of me, exploring every inch of my pussy it could reach. His tongue slipped out of me and licked my clit. I gasped as the tip of him circled the sensitive skin. My fingers dug into his muscular back.

He pulled away from me, sitting between my legs and pulling my legs over him. I watched his every move as his finger inched closer to me and slipped into me. I gasped my eyes rolling back. A deep moan escaped me as his finger worked in and out of me. Another finger, then another.

“Does it hurt?”

I shook my head.

“Do you want to try something bigger?” His eyes sparkled as he said it.

“Yes.”

He looked shocked that I’d said yes, but he pulled away from me, placed a kiss on my lips and stood. I watched as he made his way over to the dresser. “You… um, you’re not using any form of birth control, right?”

“Nope.”

He nodded pulling something out from the dresser and came back over to me. I took a deep breath as he slid his pants down and stepped out of them. My eyes widened.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve seen a penis before but oh my. I swallowed. Maybe there was something about seeing it in real life, or maybe it was just him. I forced myself to look away from him as he crawled back into bed. He chuckled.

“You can look all you like. I don’t mind if you stare.”

I brought my gaze back to him, lower and lower. His thick cock stood totally erect. I reached for the condom and tore into the packaging.  We wouldn’t be trying for cubs anytime soon.

“I take it you know how to do it?”

That got a glare from me. He only laughed. “I’m not stupid.” I muttered. Plus I’d learnt it in school.

I slipped the condom over him and rolled it back, my eyes locked on him. His grin widened as he pushed my back gently. I felt the bedding and took a deep breath. This was it, right?

Nate spread my legs settling down close to me. His head pressed against my folds. I gasped as he pushed into me. My eyes squeezed tight, but there wasn’t half as much pain as I thought there would be.

“Are you okay?” He asked taking my hand.

“Yes.”

He pulled away gently and slid back into me. “You’re sure?”

“Mhmm.” I was more than okay. With every gentle thrust pleasure overwhelmed me. I bit my lip. How could I already be so close?

I forced my eyes open so I could see the man staring at me. His hands traced over the curves of my body.

Faster and faster but still so careful with me. I wasn’t sure if I would want it rough or not sometime, but all I knew was right now this was almost enough to send me over the edge. Nate bent down giving me a gentle kiss. I moaned into his lips my fingers tracing their way up his back and finding a happy home in his hair. I kept him close to me, our kiss growing more passionate.

My teeth grazed his lower lip, nipping him playfully. He grinned returning my nip as he thrust into me faster and faster.

“I’m close.” I whispered, a blush touching my cheeks. “Oh.” My eyes rolled back as everything went a fuzzy white. My body arched as he thrust into me, harder and harder. His fingers dug into me as pleasure surged through my body like never before. I cried out as I heard something close to a growl escaped him. My fingers dug into his scalp.

Harder and harder. Another wave of pleasure, just intense as the last. My body arched grinding against him, then another wave. I gasped for breath moaning as another wave of pleasure hit me this time softer, then another softer one, and another. Once they died down I opened my eyes to find him staring at me. He placed a hard kiss against my lips before sitting up and pulling out of me slowly.

“How do you feel?”

“Damn good.” My eyes locked on him.

~

I rolled off the bed and reached for my clothes. I glanced at Nate, my eyes roaming over his body. I bit my lip and took a deep breath. Yup, body wise I could do a lot worse.

He caught me staring, a smirk spread over his face as he pulled his jeans on as he stared at me. “Are you going to get dressed?”

“I might not.” I grinned. “If you want to get back into the bed.”

He laughed softly. “Maybe later, but I think the pack just pulled in from their trip to town.”

A blush touched my cheeks. They’d be able to smell it the second they stepped into the house.  That’s the thing about a pack… there are no secrets. He reached out and held his hand out for me. I pulled a shirt over my head and took his hand he pulled me to my feet. I bent down, grabbed my pants and slipped them on. I pulled my hair into a bun and bit my lip as I turned to see Nate. He pulled me into his arms and guided me towards the door.

As we headed into the living room everyone stared at us. A smirk spread across Christine’s face.

“Hello. We brought home dinner.” She held up two boxes of pizza and a plastic bag.

My stomach grumbled. Nate snorted as he glanced at me, a smirk spread across his face. Clearly he thought the hunger was his doing.

I made my way over to the couch and sat down beside Christine. She handed me a box of pizza and handed the other off Jack.

Nate sat down beside me, a grin across his face as I took three slices of pizza, balanced them on my somewhat clean jeans and passed the box over to him. Hey, when you’re used to eating living flesh off the dirty ground somehow clean jeans work just fine! Anyway I was so hungry it didn’t matter. I gobbled down the three slices in no time. Christine offered me a box of breadsticks and one with wings. I took a couple wings but no bread sticks and instead went of another slice of pizza.

“Was he that rough with you?” Jesse asked with a smirk.

I froze. A blush touched my cheeks but I was quick to reply. “What? You need something to think about? Or you’re jealous?” I raised an eyebrow.

He laughed softly but didn’t answer. I glanced at Nate who sat grinning beside me. He reached out and touched my hand, squeezing gently. I sighed closing my eyes.
I can’t believe it hasn’t even been a day
. I bit my lip.

I should be in the bedroom sulking, ignoring everyone. Not out here having pizza and making jokes with them.
But I feel at home. That’s good, isn’t it?
It was supposed to be, but maybe it was all moving too fast.

“Nikki is coming over tomorrow.” Jesse said after looking down at his phone. He glanced at Nate, then me and back to Nate.

I didn’t need to be a mind reader to know that there was something about Nate and Nikki. I turned to him feeling jealousy tug at me.

“Who’s Nikki?” I raised an eyebrow.

“No one.” He said quickly, squeezing my hand in some attempt to make the point that she was no one. I raised an eyebrow.

“Really?”

“Really.”

I turned to Christine. I knew it wasn’t the right thing to do, but I also knew I had power over her just because of who was holding my hand.

“Christine, who is Nikki?” I tried to give her a sympathetic smile and phrase my question in a way that she could beat around but still give me a little info.

“She’s…” Christine paused. She didn’t seem to mind that I’d pretty much thrown her under the buss. She picked her words carefully. “Nikki is another wolf, she’s from the next area over, her pack is pretty small and I think her dad has been trying to warm Nate up to her for a while now.” She paused glancing at Nate. I did too.

He didn’t look angry, more embarrassed than anything else.

I gave him a smile and then turned my attention back to Christine.

“I see.” It was my way of letting her know she’d told me enough and didn’t need to tell me anymore.

“Anytime.” Her eyes sparkled. “I don’t like the bitch anyway.” And with that she turned her attention back to her food.

I looked around the room No one looked pleased at the idea that she was coming over. And I have to admit that made me feel a little happy knowing that they hadn’t been rooting for her.

Still, I hated the idea that he’d been checking out other potentials for his mate. My brow furrowed trying not to let it get to me, but knowing it still did.

Chapter 4

The next morning I rolled out of bed before Nate could pull me back in. He grinned. “You’ve got a cute butt.”

I glanced at the clock and groaned. 10:00.
That’s what I get for being up until 4:00 in the morning having sex.
I smiled just thinking about it. Although, I wasn’t too sure I’d be feeling great today, if you know what I mean.

It had been five times last night. Five wonderful times.

“What do you say you come back to bed.” Nate raised an eyebrow.

“No. I’ve got to get dressed. Anyways it’s probably best if we’re not fucking when Nikki gets here.”

He stared at me for a couple seconds. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. “You’re mad at me for that.”

Of course I was. “I get it.” And that was the truth. I did get it.

“No you don’t.”

I turned away from him as I made my way over to the suitcase. It almost felt silly to keep it out and not just pack my shit into a dresser, but on the other hand I wasn’t sure I was ready to admit I felt at home enough to do that. So I just pulled out a pair of jeans, the pair that made my ass look the best, and a tank top. I picked my simple black lace bra, not wanting Nate to think I was trying to look too hot knowing that Nikki was coming over, but I did want to make sure I looked better than her.

Bitch.
The wolf said.
I should kill her. I should show her who is dominant.
The wolf wanted to, but I knew it wasn’t the right thing to do. It wasn’t the mature thing to do. I needed to let my human side win out and just be mature. I needed to prove it wasn’t a big deal if he’d checked out another girl.

“It wasn’t something I ever wanted. But her father… he was hoping I’d be of use to the pack, you have to understand her father’s getting old. He’s a traditional alpha, he doesn’t believe in females being alpha.”

I scowled. I couldn’t believe how common it was for old wrinkly men to think a female shouldn’t be alpha when in reality a lot of actual wolf packs
had
female alphas. I pulled my clothes on and grabbed my makeup bag. I didn’t feel like putting much makeup on but I did go for  lipstick and some eyeliner.

I grinned as I turned to face Nate. “What do you think?”

“Your ass looks really good in those.”

I laughed as my cheeks flushed. The wolf loved the compliment more than I did. My head snapped towards the window as I heard the crunch of gravel.

“That must be Nikki.” Nate pushed himself to his feet. “Are you coming?”

“I’ll be right there.” I didn’t want to admit why I was staying in the bedroom for a couple minutes so I was thankful when Nate didn’t ask. Maybe he knew, maybe he just thought I needed to pee or something. Either way he left me alone to myself.

It wasn’t until he’d closed the door behind himself that I made my way towards the window. I tried to stay out of her line of sight, or at least not make it obvious what I was doing as I glanced out the window to get a good look at her. Long brown hair, high heels and skinny jeans that made her ass look better than mine. She strutted towards the house, a Gucci bag in her hand and a friend at her side. The look on her face told me she’d come for a fight and nothing more.

I took a deep breath and tried to relax myself. The wolf didn’t want to.

She wants to fight! Let’s fight! Let me show her why Nate picked us.
No. I fought with the wolf. We had to appeal to the human side of everyone. We had to show we were better than her.

She came for a fight and I wouldn’t give it to her. When I looked down I realized my hands were shaking.

My heart skipped a beat as I heard the door open.

“Hi Christine.” Nikki sounded happy to see Christine. Had I misread Christine last night? Were they friends? Was Christine playing with me?

“Hi Nikki.” Her voice sounded strained. Maybe she hadn’t misled me.

Only one way to find out.
Let’s get this done and over with, and if something goes wrong I’ll kill her.
I promised the wolf she could have her chance if it came down to it, but no killing. That was not how my mother raised me.

My shaky hands reached for the cold handle and I pulled the door open. I left it open encase she wanted to look around. I wanted her to see that I hadn’t taken the guest room.

I forced a bit of a strut into my walk as I made my way down the hallway. As everyone came into view they fell silent. Dead silent. I didn’t make eye contact with anyone but Nate. A smile touched my lips as I made my way over to him and reached for his hand. He pulled away and wrapped his arm over my shoulder.

“Nikki, have you met Becky?”

Nikki and Becky. How cute. I forced a smile over my face, as hard as that was, and reached out to shake her hand. “It’s nice to-”

“This is what you picked?” She cut me off raising her eyebrows. “I thought you could have done better.”

“Trust me,” I spoke before Nate could. “He couldn’t.” I smirked letting her think whatever she wanted. Maybe she thought I meant in bed, maybe she thought I was that full of myself; hell maybe she thought I was special in some way. I didn’t care. All I cared about was the fact that she was staring at me speechless.

She still hadn’t shaken my hand so I pulled it away from her and went back to standing beside Nate. “Was there a reason you stopped by?” Nate asked.

“Yes.” Her eyes didn’t move away from me.

My heart flipped realizing what she meant.

Nate and I still hadn’t married. We, we hadn’t sworn ourselves to each other, that meant there was still room for someone to step forward and challenge. Nikki wanted to be the one to do that.

I cracked my neck letting out a deep sigh I was hoping she would take for annoyance.

“Nikki.” Nate spoke in a low voice. “I-”

“Let’s get it over and done with.” I said cutting him off. I mean really, what choice did I have? I was the alpha female here and I needed to establish that. The wolf wanted to show she was strong. She needed to show she wouldn’t back down.

There were some things the human side of me needed to deal with, and somethings I had to let the wolf take care of, otherwise my wolf would go mad.

Before anyone could say another word I grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head. Most people might think twice before doing that in front of a group of people, but honestly when you’re raised around it you learn pretty quickly not to worry about it. My pants came off next, falling to my ankles as she slipped out of her shoes.

“At least you’re not going to make Nate fight your battles for you.” She smirked.

“Why? Is that what you planned to do?” Okay, I’m not the best at trash talking but at least I thought of a comeback. My bra and panties slipped off me quickly as the change started to take place. She was still in the process of taking her clothes off by the time I was in full wolf form. I sat down in front of Nate and stared at her. She didn’t break eye contact as she changed.