Authors: Erin Bowman
It's quiet, but not in the way I'm used to. When Pa were still alive, his voice were the last thing I'd hear every night. “Sleep well, Kate,” he'd say, and tug my bedroom door shut with a creak. Dreaming always seemed easy after that. But without Pa's words, there's too much nothingâtoo much sky and space and endless parched land.
Sleep well, Kate,
I tell myself.
Sleep well, sleep well, sleep well.
I tip my Stetson down to cover my eyes and wait for sleep to find me.
I wake to a tumbling in the brush.
Eyes bolting open, I reach for my rifle, but it's big, and tucked away beneath my blankets. Worried about making too much noise, I draw my pistol real quiet-like and strain my hearing. And there it is again, someone grunting or struggling, not more than a few dozen paces away. I push my hat up slow and let my eyes adjust.
Silver and Libby are awake, both sets of ears sharper than spindles in the moonlight. I see the movement nextâshaking brush at the far end of the ditch, right where the earth starts to steepen. Standing careful, I keep the pistol ready and my steps silent. Whoever it is hears me coming, though, 'cus the rustling quits.
“I know yer in there,” I whisper. I reach out to pull back the branches. “Come out withâ”
A dark shape darts outta the brush and charges my legs, squealing. I get knocked down hard, tailbone throbbing, and then something bites my ankle.
“Son of a . . .”
I look up to see the javelina fleeing.
“No good wild hogs,” I says.
The stout creature snorts at me and then rejoins his small herd in devouring a cactus.
Thank goodness for my boots. If it weren't for the tough leather protecting my ankles, I'd probably be bleeding right now. I heave to my feet, still cursing the creatures, and hobble back to camp. I have my guard so low, I nearly miss the worse threat still.
“See? I told you we'd find his camp.”
I freeze, crouching low behind a shrub.
“But where's the kid? Claude said he were headed this way.”
“Why in tarnation would I know? Let's just scare his horses and take the gear.”
“How we gonna get the bounty if we don't have a body?”
“He ain't gonna head nowhere but back to town on foot, you imbecile. Then we kill him and collect. Now get those reins untied.”
“Hang on. There ain't even a rose burned into these saddles. Ain't that their mark?”
“Maybe there's no mark 'cus he's trying to keep it hush. 'Cus he knows Rose's head is worth a fortune and any of his riders's a nice purse too.”
“I's got a bad feeling, Tom. Kid's probably watching us right now, ready to shoot us dead.”
I don't wanna. Not if I don't have to. My bullets are meant to avenge Pa, but I still squeeze my pistol's grip.
“Go stand watch, then,” Tom says to his partner.
“Stand watch? Watching ain't gonna do much 'gainst a Rose Rider.” But he drifts up the ditch to where their horses wait and he can better survey my camp.
Tom yanks Libby's reins free of the tree. Just as fast, he draws his pistol and shoots a bullet into the ground behind her.
She rears, then takes off north.
Aw, hell.
I reach down near my feet and feel round till I find a rock the size of my palm. Then I throw it toward the trail. Soon as Tom's partner walks off to investigate the sound, I jump up from behind the shrub and sight Tom.
“I wouldn't do that,” I says to him, cocking my pistol.
He lets go of Silver's reins and raises his hands.
“Walk back to yer horse and ride outta here,” I says, “and we can forget this happened.”
“And let you continue on and slaughter Abe's family?” he says. “I can't do that, son.”
“Yer worried 'bout Abe? It don't got nothing to do with a bounty?”
“Well, you caught me. I guess it does.”
He spins and draws his gun so quick, alls I can do is react. I pull my trigger. Tom goes flying into the mesquite tree and crumples still.
Jesus, he's dead.
I did that.
I didn't even mean to or want to, but he woulda got me. If my gun hadn't already been out, I know I'd be dead. My heart's pounding frantic in my chest.
“Tom?” his partner calls. “Was that the second horse? Can we get outta here now?”
I duck behind Silver and stretch my arms over her back so that when Tom's partner appears on the ridge he's already in my sights.
“I'll count to three, and if yer still here, I'm shooting,” I says. “One, twâ”
He scrambles onto his horse and grabs the reins of the second. I watch 'em flee north, the dust blowing up pale. Once he's gone, I whistle for Libby, knowing right well she's outta ear shot and ain't coming back. Pa had her nearly twenty years and I lose her in less than a day. It's like I'm failing him all over again. Like I can't get nothing right.
“You stupid idiot,” I says to the dead man at the base of the tree. “I ain't a Rose Rider. I want 'em dead just like you, and alls you's done is lose me a horse and get yerself killed.”
His wide eyes stare up at me, and my pistol starts in my grasp. I stuff it back in the holster. I gotta move. The other man'll be back, only I doubt by hisself.
I throw my saddle over Silver, then cinch my gear in place. One glance at the extra effects Libby was carrying and I know I can't afford to take them.
Abe, you better be worthwhile,
I says to myself. Then Silver and I are moving again, a bullet streaking beneath the moon.
Abe's appears on the horizon
just after dawn. My stomach's growling and I ain't slowed once to quiet it or even take a drink. Neither of which is smart. I'm sweating so much, dirt's clinging to me like a gritty second skin, and the scent of last night's campfire lingers on my flannel, reminding me that I been up a long while without refilling my stomach.
Ahead, the homestead's quaintâa modest house resting in the corner of a fenced plot of land. What ain't quaint is the barn. It's massive, big enough that I start wondering if the place is a ranch. I thought everyone living round these parts stuck to miningâthat's all Wickenburg's been good for since the first strike at Vulture Mine over a decade agoâbut I reckon beef and dairy's gotta come from someplace. Could be Abe's got an arrangement with folk in town, supplies them with goods on a schedule more dependable than incoming freighting wagons.
I pull Silver to a halt 'longside the fence. A mangy-looking cattle dog lounges by the barn, where two boysâone round my age, the other a bit olderâare saddling horses. They both pause to eye me. When I don't budge, they argue a moment, and finally the older one walks over.
He's squinting like the sun's in his eyes when it ain't, and he makes a show of tossing his jacket open so I can glimpse the pistol on his hip. The wine-colored handkerchief beneath his chin reminds me of one Pa used to wear. I feel my lip wanting to tremble, and I bite it.
Not here. Not now.
“You lost, friend?” the boy says. Up close, I wager he's round twenty. Dark stubble covers his jaw, and the only creases in his skin are the ones surrounding his eyes. Suppose he wouldn't even have those if he quit squinting so much.
“Wickenburg's just another few miles ahead. Keep right on following this trail.” He points it out like I'm blind.
“I'm looking for Abe,” I says.
“Abe's dead.”
“What? He can't be.”
“Sure he can. Got kicked in the temple by a horse two years back and died the same day.”
“But I'm supposed to see him.”
“That's gonna be a problem, then, ain't it?”
I'm 'bout to tell him he's a rotten pain when I spot a flake of grief in his features. “I'm sorry for yer loss,” I says dryly.
“You and everyone but God, it seems.” He reaches a hand over the fence. “Jesse Colton. Abe was my father.” I bend from Silver and we shake. “This is the part where you tell me yer name,” Jesse adds.
“Nate,” I says. It's the first thing to pop into my head. “Nate Thompson.”
“Thompson?” Jesse's squinty eyes go even narrower.
“I were to come see Abe if anything happened to my pa. Well, something happened, so here I am.”
But Jesse's not even listening no more. He's waving for the other boy in the field like a madman flagging down a stagecoach. “Leave the horses,” he shouts to him. “Meet me inside.”
What a waste of time. Abe dead, Wickenburg pointless. I click my tongue, and Jesse vaults over the fence, putting his hands up to stop me and Silver.
“What was yer pa's name?” he says.
“Henry.”
“Henry
Thompson?
”
“That's what I said, weren't it?”
Jesse rubs his jaw. “Why don't you come in and sit awhile. Sarah's making biscuits and it won't be no trouble if you join.”
“I ain't got time for biscuits or sitting,” I says. “If Abe ain't here, I got places to be.”
“Nate.” Jesse grabs Silver's bridle and looks me dead in the eye. “Abe always said a young Thompson might come calling. We got something for you, something of yer pa's. We been holding it for ages.”
Inside, the farmhouse smells of fresh bread and burnt coffee. The table's covered in mismatched plates and silverware, and I don't think there's a single mug that ain't chipped.
I smear honey on a biscuit and shovel it down 'longside some eggs. I know I'm eating like a heathen, but I can't tell if the quiet's 'cus of my lack of manners or just the very fact that I'm here.
“Yer real,” says the boy 'cross the way. He's so small, his chin barely clears the table. Maybe five years old. “Will said it were all horseshit.”
“Jake, you watch yer mouth,” Sarah snaps, smacking the back of his head for added emphasis. She's prettyâpale hair and pale skin and a slender neck accented by the buttoned collar of her periwinkle dress. She looks like one of them porcelain dolls. I reckon she's Jesse's wife, but no one's introduced me proper, and frankly, I don't give two hoots. I'm eating, getting whatever they're holding for me, and making for town. Trails run cold pretty fast when you ain't riding 'em.
“You were mentioned by Abe nearly once a week when he were still alive,” Sarah says to me by way of apology. “It was always,
Henry's kid'll come through one day, don't yous forget it,
but sometimes it were hard to believe. More coffee?”
She sloshes some into my mug before I can answer.
“And what do you know, Will?” Jesse says, elbowing the boy he was saddling horses with earlier. “I was right like always.”
“And the day yer finally wrong, I'm gonna let you know it for a decade,” Will mutters back. Theys got the same nose and jaw, only Will don't squint constantly.
Jake stuffs some biscuit in his mouth and keeps his eyes rooted on me.
“Didn't nobody tell you it's rude to stare?” I says.
The boy wipes his nose with his sleeve and keeps at it.
“Use a napkin, Jake,” Jesse says.
“You don't gotta pretend to be his father,” Sarah says to Jesse.
“Well, when's Roy getting back, Sarah? He were due two days ago, and we ain't heard a word. I told you I never trusted that miner. I don't know why you went and married him.”
“You don't trust no one, Jesse. Not even yer own sister!”
Not married, then.
I keep my head down, eating while they argue 'bout Roy and someone named Clara. I ain't got the energy to try and figure the relationships or follow the argument.
When there's a brief lull, Will cuts in. “What happened to yer pa, Nate?”
“Got himself hanged.”
“For horse thieving? High-grading?”
“My pa weren't no criminal,” I says.
“So why a hanging?”