White is the coldest colour: A dark psychological suspense thriller (14 page)

‘I could do with some advice. Have you get five-minutes to talk?’

‘As long as you need.’

‘Bern, this has to be on a strictly confidential basis, yeah.’

‘Goes without saying.’

‘We’re investigating a paedophile ring. It’s big. Everyones under a lot of pressure.’

‘And?’

‘The police are looking to make coordinated arrests in the not to distant future. We’re doing everything we can to prevent any of the suspects getting any clue of what’s coming. You know, for obvious reasons.’

‘And you're having to live with various kids being at risk while the investigation continues. Not an easy thing to do.’

‘No, it’s not, Bern. But it’s become more personal than that.’

‘What are you talking about?’

‘One of the suspects is a child psychiatrist.’

‘Oh, for fucks sake.’

‘It get’s worse, Bern: a close mate of mine’s son is due to see the bastard tomorrow. I’m the boy’s Godfather.’

‘Oh, that’s bad! Does the boy match the victim profile?’

‘It seems so.’

‘And you haven't said anything to either of the parents? I’m not sure I could just stand by and let things happen. ’

‘I’m not just standing by, Bern. That’s why I’m on the fucking phone. I’ve already tried to influence the parents in the direction of cancelling the appointment, but the mother still seems keen. She’s the sort of woman who's hard to derail once her mind’s set on something, if you know what I mean. I don’t know what the hell to do next, to be honest. Obviously I want to tell them, but if the doctor get’s even the slightest hint that something's up, the consequences for the investigation could be dire.’

‘You're not wrong there, Phil, But…’

‘But what?’

‘You need to use your imagination, mate. Get creative.’

‘I’ve spent most of the night trying to get creative, Bern.’

‘How will they get to the appointment?’

‘By car, but what the hell’s that got to do with anything?’

‘How many have they got?’

‘What, cars?’

‘Yeah, that’s what I asked you.’

‘Just the one!’

‘Disable the engine, smash the windscreen, syphon the petrol. Do something. It's got to be better than doing fuck all.’

‘Really? You're telling me to vandalise the man’s car?’

‘That’s what I’m telling you.’

‘What’s that going to achieve? Even if they don’t get there, the mother’s likely to arrange another appointment.’

‘I’m not saying it would resolve the situation long term, Phil. But it may just buy you some time.’

Beringer shook his head. ‘And that’s the best you've got?’

‘That’s the best I’ve got.’

Chapter 18

D
r Galbraith woke with a start on Friday 31, January. He’d spent the night sleeping intermittently in the recliner chair in one corner of his study next to a faulty radiator, and he was cold, stiff and tired. He stood, raised both arms in the air to stretch his back, yawned loudly, and smiled… Was today the day? It could be. It was something to aim for. But he had to be careful. He shouldn't rush things.

The doctor showered and shaved before dropping to the bathroom floor and doing seventy-five rapid press-ups, which left him only slightly out of breath. He jumped athletically to his feet and admired his reflection in his magnified shaving mirror before heading towards his palatial bedroom to get dressed.

He chose a Prince of Wales check suit made from an exquisite lambs wool cloth, a pristine white Egyptian cotton shirt, and a highly polished pair of black leather Oxford brogues. He finished the outfit off with his favoured gold cufflinks, and a brightly coloured cartoon tie adorned with a sporting logo, which he considered Anthony would almost certainly appreciate. He stared into a framed mirror hanging to the side of the king size bed in the light of the window and adjusted his hair, carefully coaxing the precise side parting into place. Finally, he swept non-existent fluff from both shoulders with a cherry wood clothes brush. Dr Galbraith looked in the mirror for one final time, drinking in his image, and decided that he looked truly wonderful. He left his bedroom, slammed the door behind him, strode purposefully across the landing, and descended the stairs two or three steps at a time.

Dr Galbraith sat at the kitchen table, actively ignoring Cynthia who was standing next to the range cooker cleaning and re-cleaning a spotless granite work top. She was still cleaning the same worktop when he finally finished breakfast about twenty-minutes later.

The doctor stood and glared at the back of her head. ‘I initially thought that you’d actually managed to do a reasonable job of preparing breakfast, for once in your miserable life.’

She steadied herself, and slowly turned to face him. ‘Initially, dear?’

‘The position of my glass was two millimetres out of place.’

‘I checked twice, dear. I used the ruler. I’m sure…’

He took a step towards her. ‘Are you calling me a liar?’

‘No, of course not, dear. I would never…’

‘Two millimetres isn’t acceptable. I shouldn't have to tell you that.’

Cynthia fought to control her trembling body; she fought to control her bladder, and she searched for a response, any response that may placate him… Say something, Cynthia. Say something. ‘I’m s-sorry, dear. I’ll do better. I promise I’ll do better. Have you g-got everything you need for w-work, dear?’

He approached her slowly, placing his face only inches from her’s, and spat his words, spraying her face with buttery yellow saliva. ‘Don’t pretend you care about my work, bitch.’

‘But I do care, dear.’

He swivelled his head and glared towards the door. ‘I can hear your fucking brats crying. You would be well advised to sort them out before I do.’

The couple's two young daughters were standing, ashen faced and weeping at the top of the stairs when Cynthia reached the landing. No one spoke, but Cynthia smiled softly, and gestured to them to come to her. Both girls walked forward and hugged her tightly with eager arms. Cynthia held them close, shielding them from their cruel world, until they heard the front door slam shut a minute or two later. She forced a thin smile and spoke in a hushed whisper. ‘It's not Daddy's fault, girls. I must try harder. We all must.’

Dr Galbraith sat back in the drivers seat, red faced and panting hard. He took slow, deep, deliberate breaths as the pressure in his head mounted… Think, man, think. Picture the scene: the little bastard hanging there, helpless and at his mercy. That’s it, that’s it, make it big, make it bright, make it loud.

He squirmed and twitched and sweated and struggled to relax as the pounding gradually subsided and became bearable… That’s it, that’s it. Now all he had to do was make fantasy reality.

Dr Galbraith mopped his brow with the sleeve of his jacket… Stay positive, man, stay positive. At least now he could move his project forward. Not as fast as he would like to, certainly. But, forward nonetheless. The little bastard would soon be within his grasp. All be it for only an hour, and with his ghastly, interfering bitch mother hovering somewhere in the background like a foul odour. Today was not the day he’d live out his ultimate fantasies, he had to accept that. But it would bring that day nearer. That was something to be grateful for. Something to celebrate. Something to be proud of. A sweet sorrow, so to speak. Today, however frustratingly, he would have to be satisfied with whatever he could get away with.

The doctor arrived in the clinic's empty car park much earlier than usual. He secured the vehicle with the click of a button, and smiled as he made his way across the car park… At least his moronic bitch secretary wasn't in work yet.

He strode into the clinic’s reception and entered the four digit code into the burglar alarm control box with unneeded haste… It felt good to be standing in the empty room, avoiding the usual ritual of good mornings and other nauseating mundane pleasantries with his needy secretary. One day he’d tell the obnoxious bitch exactly what he thought of her.

He clenched his fists, before consciously relaxing his hands… One day, yes, one day.

Dr Galbraith darted from room to room, repeatedly checking that everything was ready: video camera, yes, video recorder, yes, new videotape, yes, television, yes, and microphones, yes… Everything in its place and working perfectly. Things were well on course. Just one more thing to organise.

He lowered himself to the floor of the therapy room and urgently arranged several children's videos on the shelf immediately below the television. He ensured that all but one were suitable only for very young children: Postman Pat, Noddy, Paddington Bear, Play School, and the like… Yes, yes, they were ideal.

He picked up a best goal compilation, discarded the tape behind him for later disposal, and took an unlabelled videotape from his briefcase, before putting it in the case and placing it back on the shelf with the others. He relaxed momentarily and smiled… It was a simple technique. One he’d used many times over the years. But, he couldn't be too careful. There was always an element of risk and no room for complacency. Staying focussed was everything.

Dr Galbraith sat at his desk and repeatedly reviewed the plan in his mind: point by point, again and again and again… Was following the tried and tested process he’d utilised so many times before giving him the temporary illusion of a self-control he no longer possessed? He had to be sure everything was right. He had to avoid any potential pitfalls. Think, man, think!

‘Good morning, Doctor, you’re an early bird today.’

He checked the clock… Oh for fuck’s sake. The bitch was early. Why today of all days?

His pictured her bloody and dying, and smiled,… Game face. Come on, man, game face. ‘And a good morning to you, my dear girl! Is that a new blouse you're wearing?’

Sharon giggled like a self-conscious school girl. ‘What, this old thing? No, I’ve had it for ages.’

‘Well, it looks marvellous, my dear.’

Sharon beamed.

Gullible bitch. ‘I need you to perform an errand for me a little later, my dear girl. After you've welcomed Anthony and his charming mother to our clinic. Nothing too strenuous of course. Simply delivering an urgent report to the social services in Swansea for me. It will take you an hour or so I expect, nothing more.’

‘When exactly would you like me to take it?’

He grinned and adopted a relaxed persona, sitting half on and half off one corner of her desk. ‘Let’s not worry about that for now, my dear. I’ll let you know nearer the time. Why don’t you make us both a nice cup of coffee to start our day properly?’

Sharon frowned… Something wasn't right? It wasn't particularly warm in the room; why was he sweating? His shirt was sticking to his body. And why was his left eye twitching? He was usually so composed. Should she say something or ignore it? Yes, of course she should. They were friends, after all. ‘Are you all right, Doctor? You look a little red in the face. Can I get you something?’

Get a grip, man. The bitch was onto something. ‘Nice of you to notice, my dear girl. Nothing to worry about. You know I don't like to complain. I suspect the girls brought some winter virus or other back from school. It’s inevitable at this time of year I’m afraid.’

‘You must look after yourself better, Doctor.’

Yes, yes, he was doing well. Keep it up, keep it up. ‘The entire family has gone down with it. Poor Cynthia was in a terrible state when I left the house this morning. I really hate to leave her like that. Now then, how about that coffee you were about to make us?’

‘You sit there and try to relax, Doctor. It won’t be long before the Mailer’s arrive.’ She picked up her handbag and went to open it. ‘Would you like some Solpadeine? I’m sure I’ve got some in here somewhere.’

‘No thanks, my dear girl. Just a coffee will be wonderful.’

The doctor slumped at his desk: staring at the clock, watching the second hand, and willing it to move faster. He fantasied, but this time it failed to alleviate his escalating distress. He clawed at his scalp with short clipped nails and clamped his cupped hands over his ears… If he didn't get his hands on the little bastard soon, the consequences to his well being could prove insurmountable.

Chapter 19

M
ike Mailer had taken full advantage of the opportunity for a lay in, and finally dragged himself out of bed at 9:12 a.m. He put on the previous day’s pants, socks, shirt and tie, and one of his two low-budget supermarket work suits, before casually running an electric shaver over his face on the way to the bathroom.

Mike checked the Seiko divers watch he’d received as a Christmas gift from Molly two years previously… Nearly nine-thirty. Time for a quick coffee and a piece of toast smothered in peanut butter and strawberry jam if he got a shift on.

Mike left the flat about twenty-minutes later, in the certain knowledge that he was cutting it fine… But, then he always did. That was his way, and there was nothing wrong with that.

He reached into one trouser pocket, then another, and finally found his car keys in the right inside pocket of his pinstripe polyester jacket… Sod’s law. Why was it always the last pocket you looked in?

He clutched the keys tightly in one hand, and began jogging the hundred-yards or more along the shiny wet pavement, to where he’d finally found an adequate parking space for the XR3 the previous evening. As he approached the car he spotted a flat tyre, then another, then another, and then another… Bastard vandals! They’d been slashed. That was going to cost him. High performance tyres didn't come cheap.

Mike checked the time… Fuck it!

He turned on his heels, and began sprinting back in the direction of the flat.

Come on Mo, answer the bloody phone, girl.

‘Hello.’

‘Hello, Mo. It’s Mike.’

‘Where the hell are you?’

‘Some jealous bastard’s slashed all the tyres on my car.’

‘So you're not on your way?’

‘I’ve only just found out, literarily five minutes ago, love.’

‘If this is some pathetic rouse to avoid your responsibilities, I’ll kick your arse for you.’