Willow (Blood Vine Series) (29 page)

“I didn’t know it was you. There were wolves coming for us - I thought you were them.”

“There’s no other wolves here, Willow,” Gage’s voice had become softer.

“No. You guys scared them away but they took Ivy.” I shuddered at the memory.

“Ivy was never here.”

“Is Ivy her sister?” I heard Steven ask. I didn’t hear an answer but it didn’t matter.

“I know,” I half sobbed. “It was just a dream.” Several hands reached out to pat various parts of my body. My head, my back, my arm. It might have been comical any other time, but the dream was too fresh. I flung my arms out to ward them all off. “Why are you guys here anyways?”

“Time for school,” Rueben mumbled.

“Gage said you went to bed upset,” Rodney added.

“It’s time for school already?” I looked again towards the window. “You guys can go, I’m staying home.”

“We’ll stay with you,” Tyson offered.

“No,” I shook my head and took a shaky breath. “You guys go.”

“We’re not leaving you alone.” Rueben looked like the very suggestion was offensive.

“I’m fine. I just need to go back to sleep. You guys go … do some damage control.” I smiled weakly at Steven.

“What does that matter now?”

“It always matters, Colby.” I squeezed his hand briefly. “Good practice.”

“We don’t want to leave you like this,” he said solemnly.

“I know you don’t, but I’m going to have to insist on it.” I pushed my hair firmly behind my ears. “You guys go to school and I’m going back to sleep.” I waved my hand in a wide arc, shooing them all out of my room.

Reluctant, but obedient, they all filed out until it was only me, Jed and Gage. “You can’t sleep,” Gage said in over exaggerated sadness.

“Why not?” I started to scruff up my face but realized that my head was kind of sore.

“I don’t know how hard you hit your head but you are definitely not acting like yourself.”

“I’m fine,” I said for what seemed like the fiftieth time.

“I don’t think you are,” Jed seconded Gage’s opinion.

“I’m tired.”

“You go shower and I’ll cook breakfast.”

“I’m not hungry.”

“I know you’re not, but I’m going to have to insist on it.”

My lips turned up despite the quivering I still felt in my stomach. “Fine,” I groaned.

“That’s my girl.” He pinched my chin before bouncing off the bed.

“You’re just a great big bully!” I called to his back as he and Jed left me alone again.

Chapter Thirty-One

Horror Story

A shower helped immensely and by the time I joined Jed and Gage for breakfast I felt almost like myself again; a little shaken, but me. I even managed to eat most of the eggs Gage piled on my plate.

“This is really good,” I told him with a grin.

He grinned back. “Glad you approve.”

Jed rolled his eyes and shoveled more food into his mouth. He had already eaten so much I was sure his stomach would explode, but he didn’t appear to be in any pain.

Gage stood in front of me with his arms held loosely at his sides. “What?” I asked, swallowing too big of a bite in my haste. I half gagged and hurried to gulp down some orange juice.

“You want to go for a run?”

I knew that the prospect of going for a run wasn’t what was making his eyes narrow like that but I still agreed. Some fresh air sounded good. “We can wait for Jed,” I said with a small grimace towards the still eating Jed.

“I’m all finished,” he managed to say with a full mouth.

I morphed right outside the front door. I usually waited until we were out of sight of the road but my nerves were stretched tight and I longed to be in my wolf form. As I felt the others join me I marveled at the way Gage always knew just what I needed.

I felt freer than I had in the cabin; less afraid. It was easier to think clearly when I wasn’t blinded by my fear. I barely even noticed Jed and Gage running with me, as the muscles in my legs grew hot.

This was the second time I had dreamed of Ivy and the second time she had told me to come find her. Was she really in trouble or was it just a dream? Were the warnings real?

We looped around in a circle and stopped by the river to rest. When Jed and Gage morphed I followed suit. My mind was too full to notice the way they stared at me at first, but then I looked up.

“Your dream was about Ivy?” Jed asked as soon as I raised my eyes.

“She was sitting on my bed, giving me advice.” I raised both eyebrows but neither of the guys smiled. “But then she told me to come find her.”

“To come find her?” Jed leaned a little closer. “She said that in your other dream, too.”

“I know.” Jed seemed more interested so I avoided looking at Gage.

“What else did she say?” he asked eagerly.

“She said that only I could find her; save her. And that I had to be strong enough and … ” I hesitated to tell them anything else. I already knew how Gage felt about Mikhaul.

“And what?” Gage asked in his raspy voice.

“Well,” I looked over at him, prepared to stop talking at the first sign of anger, “she said not to let him eat her heart.”

Gage nodded slowly but didn’t look mad, or laugh, or roll his eyes, or do any of the things I expected him to. “You know,” he said softly, “that she wasn’t really there, right?” I liked when Gage used his soft voice, it wasn’t so raspy.

“I know. But these dreams have to mean something.”

“I agree whole heartedly.”

His ready agreement took a little of the wind out of my sail. “You do?”

“I do.” He still didn’t smile.

“So you agree that Ivy needs me?” I asked cautiously.

“I didn’t say that.”

“Then what
are
you saying?”

“I think it’s just you.”

“It was Ivy.”

“Because you miss her.”

“No.” My lips snapped shut on the word.

“It could have been anyone, Willow. You were talking to yourself.”

“That is,” I snorted, “ridiculous. It was Ivy; it was so real.”

“It was all you,” he continued softly, “your anxieties about the pack, your fear of Mikhaul,” he couldn’t help a slight eyebrow raise at that, “and Ivy.”

“What do you know about my sister?” It was suddenly so much more difficult to breathe.

“I know that you miss her and I know you feel guilty for not protecting her more.”

The truth was, the things Gage said made sense. I looked away toward the water, my bottom lip trembling. “I didn’t protect her,” I told him without moving, “she never needed me to.”

Jed laid his hand on my leg. “I’m sure you did,” he said hopefully.

“She needs me now,” I said firmly.

“You don’t know where she is,” Gage pointed out.

“She’s with Bella.”

“And that helps you how?”

“The council found Bella once … ”

“You think the council will help you find Bella?” Gage, as usual, didn’t need much to know exactly what I was thinking.

“I can ask them,” I shrugged.

“You’re part of the council,” Jed said turning to Gage, “you can ask them to.”

“I’m not part of the council,” Gage replied patiently, “and I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

“Going to the council?” Why wouldn’t he want me to go to the council? Wasn’t the council there to help?

“Finding your sister.”

My sigh was short and curt. “Why?”

“I just don’t think it’s going to be the happy reunion you’re expecting.”

“You don’t even know her.”

He regarded me quietly, a smirk on his lips. He abruptly got to his feet. “Jed, do you want to hunt with me?”

Jed didn’t need to be asked twice, he was immediately on his feet. “Sure.”

“You staying here or going back to the cabin?” he asked me.

“You aren’t going with us?” Jed almost sat back down.

“No, I just want to sit here a while longer. I don’t know how you can still eat, Jed,” I teased with a fake smile, “after that breakfast.”

“We’ll see you back at the cabin,” Gage called.

By the time I turned my head to respond, they were already gone. I stared at the place they had been sitting, which was now just a bare piece of grass.

Gage made me want to pull my hair out in thick chunks most of the time. It seemed like any time I was near him I was either angry or drooling. I had to admit, though, he usually ended up being right.

Of course I knew that it wasn’t the real Ivy in my dream; even I - who turned into a wolf - knew that some things just weren’t possible. I had tried to convince myself that she was somehow sending me a message using our sisterly bond.

But the truth was, Ivy and I didn’t have a strong bond. Maybe we did when we were kids, but we hadn’t been kids for a long time.

I absently tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, which refused to stay in place. What would it hurt to find her? Even if she weren’t happy to see me, at least I would know she was ok. I could endure more of Gage’s “I told you so” attitude for that.

I chewed nervously on the frayed skin of my thumb. It would probably be better not to tell Gage what I was planning. He would just try to talk me out of it, then we would fight - again. No, it was best to find Ivy without Gage’s help. That took out the council. How would I possibly find her?

The rest of the day passed quickly. Gage and Jed rejoined my silent brooding after their impromptu hunt with smug smiles. I didn’t need to ask them why they were so happy; I could smell blood all over them.

“Feeling any better?” Jed asked off-handedly.

He obviously wasn’t interested in the truth so I lied. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

“We should move to a big city.” Gage scoffed at his suggestion but I only smiled.

“Why would you want to live in a big city?”

“A place like New York.” His eyes were still mostly glassy.

“We can’t live in New York,” Gage said with a small laugh.

“Why not?” He turned to me for help.

“Although I try to make it a habit of disagreeing with everything Gage says, I have to agree with him on this one.”

“Too many people?”

“Just a bit.” He grinned wide. “Well, where ever we go, you’ll be able to go to school again.” Jed must be bored crazy having to spend all his days with Gage. “Gage, you’ll be able to go, too,” I gushed with sudden inspiration, “you could easily pass for a senior.”

“I’m not going to high school.” Gage was quick to shoot down my moment of brilliance.

“Why not? It might be good for you. Mixing with people your own age?” I wriggled my eyebrows dramatically.

“You really think there are people who are almost 900 years old?”

My smile disappeared. “You know what I mean.”

“High school is not the place for us,” Jed piped up.

“Us?”

“Me and the guys have been talking and we’re not going back to school.”

“Why wouldn’t you?” My mouth fell slightly open. “You have to!”

“We’d learn tons more by hanging with Gage and,” he continued forcefully when I was ready to interrupt, “high school is dangerous.”

“They’re just kids.”

“Exactly.” His eyes beamed at me as if I’d caught on to some great secret, which I hadn’t.

“I doubt if they can hurt you.”

“But we can hurt them.”

“You haven’t hurt anyone here.” I wasn’t quite ready to give up, but my voice got lower.

“Not yet.” He crinkled his nose slightly, making me shift uncomfortably. “Do you know what happened at our last school? Why we had to leave?” I wordlessly shook my head, not sure if I wanted to find out. “There was this teacher there, an art teacher; I can’t even remember his name, but he was a young guy. I don’t even know why they let someone like that teach young people. He liked … ” Jed hesitated, looking over at me with a nervous flicker of his tongue across his top lip.

“He liked the girls?” I guessed. “He was a little too friendly with them?”

“No,” he said tightly, “it was the guys he was after.”

“What?”

“Yeah, he asked them to stay after class and then he’d … ”

I swallowed thickly. “Ok, I get it,” I grimaced.

“So one day he asks Rueben to stay after class.”

“Oh no.”

He nodded solemnly. “Maybe the guy deserved it.”

“What did you guys do?”

“We burned the school down before leaving. Figured it was better than them finding … the mess.”

“That’s awful,” I whispered.

“Have you ever killed a human, Gage?” Jed asked.

“I have, but I don’t make a habit of it.”

“Have you?” he turned to me.