Read Winners and Losers Online
Authors: Catrin Collier
Victor turned bright red. âLloyd!'
Lloyd burst out laughing at his brother's embarrassment. âFor pity's sake, Victor, if you can't talk frankly to your brother about personal matters, who can you talk to? I'm broke, but they're the one thing I dare not economize on, because Sali's family are difficult enough now without her getting pregnant before our wedding day.'
âIt's different for you two.'
âNot that different. I know you take your religion and the church almost as seriously as Mam did, and Catholics aren't supposed to control the size of their families but given Megan's father's antagonism towards you, surely you don't want to risk Megan getting pregnant before you marry.'
âI always thought Megan and I should wait until our wedding night before ... well ... before ...'
Lloyd regained his composure before Victor. âYou've been going out with the girl for two years, and you can barely keep your hands off one another when you're in the same room. Don't you think that another two years will put an unbearable strain on your relationship?'
When Victor remained silent, Lloyd said, âI bought it for you, do what you want with it, but for now, stick it in your pocket. That's the front door opening. And if it's Joey, I'm not risking bankruptcy to keep
him
supplied in French letters.'
âPlease, Joey, stay with me, I get so-o-o lonely without you,' Jane Edwards whined. She wrapped her arm around Joey's chest and tried to hold on to him, as he rolled away from her to the edge of the bed.
He wrinkled his nose. It was stiff with cold. Reluctantly he moved his arm out from beneath the bedclothes into the icy atmosphere and shifted the saucer holding the burning candle stub closer to the alarm clock. âIt's after midnight. My father and brothers are getting suspicious.'
âWho cares?' She dug her nails into his arm, as he tried to leave the bed.
âI care. Stop messing, Jane. I'm a mass of bites and scratches as it is and it's difficult to explain them away.'
âTo your other women?' She scraped her nails down his arm, shaving off slivers of skin.
âI said stop messing!' He hit her hand away and rummaged through the clothes he'd flung on the floor in search of his drawers.
âI hate sleeping alone,' she pouted.
âYou won't have to when Emlyn comes out.'
âDon't remind me. He's old, he smells, he has false teeth that he takes out at night. And he's horrid to me.'
âThen why did you marry him?'
âBecause my father threw me out and I had nowhere else to go.' She leaned towards him. He grabbed his clothes and retreated. âI prefer to have you in my bed,' she purred
âWhat girl wouldn't?' Joey gave her the full benefit of the smile he practised every night in front of his dressing-table mirror.
âI'm serious, Joey. I've fallen in love with you.'
âNo, you haven't.' He pulled on his drawers, heaved his trousers over them and turned to look at her as he buttoned his flies and buckled his belt.
âHow do you know what I feel?' she demanded crossly.
âMen talk, Jane, especially after they've had a few pints in the Pandy, and the milkman and the insurance man can still afford to buy beer.'
âThey haven't been here in months except to deliver milk and pick up the penny a week Emlyn pays to cover his funeral costs. Well, they wouldn't, would they?' she argued. âNot when you're here practically every night. But all you ever want to do is go to bed for an hour or two before clearing off to visit some other girl.'
âI swear, Jane,' Joey crossed his fingers behind his back as he hauled his braces over his shoulders, âI have no other girl.'
âMaybe you haven't visited another one today, Joey Evans. But I hear gossip too.' She knelt on the bed and despite the freezing temperature, allowed the sheet to fall below her knees. âI never should have married an old man.'
âYou told Emlyn he had to marry you because you were pregnant,' Joey reminded her with more honesty than tact.
âIt wasn't my fault I lost the baby a week after we married. And afterwards, instead of giving me sympathy, he accused me of lying to him just to get him to marry me.'
âDidn't you?'
âNo!' She grabbed the sleeve of Joey's shirt, pulled him towards her and clamped his hands over her naked breasts. âYour father owns this house. I could stop Emlyn from coming back.'
âNot when his name is on the rent book, you can't.' Joey evaded her clutches, grabbed the candle and lifted it to the floor to look for his boots. âHe's a good tenant. He always paid on the nail until the strike.'
âBut I want to live with you,' she repeated petulantly.
âHow about as a lodger?' he joked. âThen you can switch from Emlyn's bed to mine halfway through the night. Better still, you've enough spare rooms; you could ask the milkman and insurance man to move in as well. That would give you a real choice.'
âThat's not funny, Joey.'
âNeither is your nagging.' He found his boots and sat on the dressing-table stool to lace them on.
âI've written to Emlyn to tell him that he can't come back here.'
âYou've what!'
Even in the dim light of the flickering candle, she saw Joey's eyes round in horror. âI know you go to the Catholic church and all that, but we wouldn't be the only couple in the Rhondda to live in sin. I don't care what people or the chapel say -'
âDid you really write to Emlyn?' he broke in, hoping she was lying.
âYes.' She stared at him defiantly.
âAnd said what?'
âThat I love you.'
âAre you insane!'
âYou were so peculiar the last time I saw you. I thought you needed a push.'
âWhat the hell do you mean?'
âA push in the right direction. You know you want to settle down with me,' she purred seductively.
âIf I was ready to settle down, and I'm not,' he added heatedly, âI'd sooner settle down with old Mrs Johns. She may never see ninety again but she knows how to cook and her house is clean, which is more than can be said for you and this place.' He loosened the laces on one of his boots and pushed his foot into it only to discover that he'd put his left boot on his right foot.
âThat's a horrid thing to say. If I thought for one minute that you meant it -'
âI do! And if you've really written to Emlyn about me, you've done something even more horrid âand stupid.'
She left the bed and walked naked, goose-bumped and shivering towards him. âIf you don't love me why do you visit me every night?'
âFor heaven's sake, Jane, I'm nineteen, I want a bit of fun ...' He wrenched off his boot and thrust it on the other foot.
âAnd I'm seventeen. That's what makes us so perfect for one another.'
âHave you posted that letter?' he challenged.
âThere's no need to shout and, yes, I have posted it.'
âYou serious?'
âYou obviously aren't,' she said irritably.
âI told you from the beginning that we should enjoy what we had. Jane, it was fun -'
âFun! Fun! Fun! That's all you can say, Joey Evans. Fun for who, that's what I want to know? You knew I wasn't happy with Emlyn. That I was looking for someone else. And now I could be having your baby -'
âOh no, you don't pull that one. Not on me.'
âIn fact, I know that I am carrying your baby.' She smiled jubilantly.
âIt could be anyone's. The milkman and the insurance man are good blokes, they wouldn't stand back and say nothing if you took me to court to claim maintenance for a bastard that wasn't even mine.' Joey froze at the thought of the scandal Jane's accusation would precipitate, the lectures he'd have to suffer from his father â and Lloyd. Quite apart from the five shillings a week the magistrate would order him to pay towards the upkeep of the child until it was at least twelve, what chance would he or she have in life with Jane for a mother? His son or daughter ... his blood ran cold at the thought.
âYou would and all, wouldn't you, Joey Evans? You'd deny any of this happened in court. You, horrible, evil ... swine.' Realizing from the expression on his face that she'd gone too far to get him back, Jane picked up a pair of pink glass candlesticks from the dressing table and flung them at his head. Joey ducked but not far enough. One of them caught his cheek.
Without stopping to fasten his shirt buttons or tie the laces on his boot, he grabbed his second boot, the rest of his clothes and ran out of the door. And, for the first time since he'd started sneaking into Jane Edwards' house and bedroom, he raced straight down the stairs, through the front door and into the street.
News of Alun Richards' attack on Megan reached the County Club before it closed. Billy Evans stayed only as long as it took him to verify the details before going home. He was discussing the incident with Victor and Lloyd when Joey burst into the house, carrying one boot and half his clothes. He dropped them by the kitchen door and ran to the tap.
âSomeone's husband finally catch up with you, little brother?' Lloyd asked.
âCan't you see I'm hurt!' Blood oozed between the fingers Joey had clamped over his face and dripped on to his unbuttoned shirt.
âAnd how exactly did you get hurt?' Billy wondered just how much more trouble his family could get into in one night.
âBloody women!' Joey turned on the tap and threw the tea towel under it.
âA woman, not a husband,' Lloyd taunted. âMy, my, could it be that you're losing your Don Juan touch?'
âHow bad is it?' Billy Evans went to Joey and prised his fingers from his face.
âNot bad.' Joey pulled away from his father.
âBad enough,' Billy pronounced. âTake a look at this, Victor and see if it needs a stitch.'
âI had enough of Victor's horse doctoring after the riot.' Joey dabbed the wet tea towel on his face, pulled it away and studied the bloodstain.
âIt's more bruise than cut.' Victor opened the wound and made it bleed even more.
âThat hurt,' Joey growled.
âYou can't say we didn't warn you that your philandering would lead to trouble,' Lloyd lectured, unable to resist an âI told you so'.
âSpare me the sermon.' Suddenly faint, Joey pulled his chair from under the table and fell on to it.
Victor filled the tin bowl with cold water, threw in the tea towel and sat next to him. âLet me take a closer look?'
âNo.'
âJoey, be sensible. If that cut gets infected you could end up looking like the monster in that illustrated
Frankenstein
book you keep reading.'
His father's threat was enough. Mindful of his good looks, Joey sat quietly while Victor washed and examined the wound.
âWell, it can't be Emlyn Edwards because he's inside, so was it Jane?' Lloyd knelt on the hearthrug, lifted a pile of sticks and papers from the alcove cupboard, pulled the coalscuttle towards him and began building a fire for the morning.
âMind your own business.'
âA man would have done more damage, given that you were only half dressed. He also would have kicked you out before you had time to gather your clothes.' Billy took the cloth from Victor and looked Joey in the eye. âAre you going to tell us what happened? Or do we have to wait for Betty Morgan or one of the other neighbours to enlighten us.'
Joey saw that his father wasn't going to leave him alone until he gave him an explanation. âIf you must know, I was hit by a candlestick.'
âA flying candlestick,' Lloyd whistled. âIs this a variation on the
Arabian Nights
flying carpet?'
Billy held up his hand to silence Lloyd. âAnd who threw the candlestick?'
âSomeone I thought I knew but didn't,' Joey muttered belligerently.
âWas it an upstairs or a downstairs candlestick?'
âI've said all I'm going to.' Unable to meet his father's eye, Joey took the tea towel from Victor.
âWhat would you say if I told you that it was an upstairs candlestick and Jane Edwards threw it?' Mr Evans took his place at the head of the table.
Joey's first instinct was to try to bluff it out then he remembered Betty Morgan. Nothing that went on in the street escaped her notice, and the chances were Ned Morgan had already mentioned his wife's suspicions to his father. âShe wanted me to move in with her. When I refused she threw the candlestick at me.'
âDid she say whether or not she expected her husband to join the two of you when he is released from prison?' Billy enquired frostily.
âOw!' Joey glared at Victor who was dabbing iodine on to his cut.
âYour love life is too complicated for me, Joey.' Lloyd left the hearth and washed his hands and face at the sink. âI'm going to bed. Goodnight.' He dried his hands in the kitchen towel and left the room.
Victor gently touched Joey's cut. âYou may have a slight scar but it will fade. You definitely don't need a stitch.' He tossed the cloth back into the bowl and carried it over to the sink.
âI'll clear that up,' Billy offered. âGo on up with Lloyd.'
Victor looked from his father to Joey. Sensing that Joey was in for the talking to of his life, he nodded. âI could do with a good night's sleep. See you in the morning.'
Billy sat back in his easy chair after Lloyd closed the door.
âBefore you say anything, I've learned my lesson.' Joey went to the sink and emptied the bowl down the drain.
âHave you?' Billy enquired cynically.
âI have,' Joey reiterated. âFrom now on it's only nice girls for me.'
âI hate to disillusion you, Joey, but there isn't a respectable man within a fifty-mile radius of Pandy who'll allow you over his doorstep, much less near his daughter. You've earned yourself quite a reputation, boy.'