Wolf in Shadow-eARC (2 page)

The train screeched to a halt without warning, the carriages lurching and bumping as the multiple brakes bit differentially. Rhian sighed. London had the oldest and largest underground railway system in the world, two hundred and seventy-five stations connected by two hundred and fifty miles of track. Rhian had chosen the history of the London Underground as her special topic at school so she had a fund of pointless information about the system stored up in her head. The idea of a giant underground railway had seemed romantic to a girl growing up in a Welsh valley.

The problem with being the oldest and biggest was that the system was out of date and impossibly expensive to modernize. When she came to London she discovered that the tubes might be impressive but were hardly glamorous. They were an example of archaic heavy engineering. Some of the power wiring was fifty years old and had a habit of cutting out at inconvenient moments.

Half the system ran underground in tight tunnels. There was an unclaimed prize for any engineer who could work out how to fit air conditioning to the carriages. The temperature in a broken-down train in the rush hour, when passengers were packed into a stationary mass, climbed quickly past blood heat until people started passing out. No one had actually died yet, but it had to happen one day.

The driver came on the intercom. “We are being held on a red light, so there must be some sort of delay up ahead. I haven’t been informed of any special problem over the radio, so I assume that we will be moving soon. I will let you know in the unlikely event that anyone tells me anything.”

The driver switched off the intercom with an audible click, leaving the carriage in silence. The delay dragged on so Rhian checked the map above the seats. They must be just outside Whitechapel Station, on the way to Stepney Green. The carriage felt cold, and Rhian shivered. Someone had just trodden on her grave.

She saw a flicker of motion at the edge of her vision, but when she looked there was no one there. It happened again and she heard faint whispers, echoing like hushed voices in a cathedral. The engines under the stationary train suddenly erupted in a loud chugga-chugga-chugga that made her jump. They did that at irregular intervals, but no-one seemed to know why.

Without warning, the carriages lurched forward, banging against each other as they picked up power from the ground rails with different degrees of efficiency. The tube actually ran more smoothly when it was full. With no passengers, it tended to rattle about like an empty container ship. The whine of heavy-duty electric motors under load built up. Rhian had hopes that they were on their way when the brakes came on again, slamming the cars to a halt.

The shadow of another figure appeared in front of her. She reached for her ticket, glanced up to proffer it and her heart thumped. An old woman in a dirty brown shroud and long dress looked at her in puzzlement.

“What do you want?” asked Rhian.

The woman didn’t answer. She shimmered and Rhian could see through her to the empty bench seats opposite. Rhian’s mouth went dry. This had happened to her before on the tube. She found it upsetting, but the specters seemed to be tied to particular places, so they vanished as soon as the train passed on.

The train moved. Speed was difficult to estimate in the dark tunnel, but Rhian concluded that they were travelling at a slow walking pace. More images flickered on the edge of her peripheral vision but faded when she looked directly at them. The whispering started again, building up until it filled the carriage like white noise in which Rhian could almost make out odd words. She fidgeted uneasily, never experiencing such a strong haunting before on a train.

The carriage filled with specters that solidified as the train inched forward. A little girl in a threadbare coat and long skirt designed for an adult woman sidled right up to her and said something, actually spoke words.

“Mummy, Mummy, it’s dark, Mummy and I don’t like it. Why won’t you come for me, Mummy? I’m frightened.”

Rhian put her hands over her ears to shut it out, but the piping speech of the child was in her head. This had
never
happened before. The train door opened at a station, and Rhian wanted to jump out, but she could not bring herself to move through the ghostly figures.

A burly man shoved the others aside. He wore heavy workman’s clothes and boots. He waved a misshapen green bottle in one hand.

“You bitch! I’ll teach you to go on the game.”

He threw the bottle at Rhian, who screamed and ducked, putting her arm in front of her eyes. Once she started screaming she couldn’t stop. It seemed to agitate the specters until they crowded around her, cajoling, pleading, demanding, threatening.

“No, no, leave me alone, please,” she said.

A door banged and someone gripped her by her right arm. She fought and tried to pull free, the wolf clamoring within her.

“It’s all right, love. You’re all right. There’s no one here but us.”

Her arm was pulled from her eyes and she found herself looking at the ticket man, who held a bulky black pistol in his right hand.

The spectres had gone.

“Do you need a doctor, love? I can get you one at the next station.”

“I’m okay,” she said, trying to catch her breath and failing, panting with exertion.

“You’re having a panic attack and hyperventilating. Breathe into this.”

He spoke calmly, as if to a child. He produced a paper bag and got her to breathe into it. She wondered vaguely if paper bags for hysterical girls were standard kit for SAS men. After a few moments, her frantic panting eased and she lowered the bag. She looked at his gun pointedly and raised an eyebrow. Nobody carried guns in London, not the police and certainly not ticket inspectors.

It was his turn to blush and he put the weapon out of sight in his shoulder bag.

“I, ah, heard the screams and thought you were being attacked.”

“I must have had a nightmare.” She said the first thing that came into her head and cursed that it sounded so lame. “Sorry.”

He grinned at her. “No harm done, love. Do you have a phone number? Just so I can check later that you are okay.”

“No,” she lied, suspecting that his concern wasn’t entirely altruistic. In other circumstances she might have found the young man’s interest flattering, but she was not looking for a new relationship. It was far too soon after James.

He pulled an old receipt and a pen out of his pocket and wrote something down, giving it to her.

“You can always give me a call if you’ve another panic attack and need someone to bring round a paper bag. I have a great bedside manner.”

I bet, thought Rhian, but she rewarded him with a smile and put the number in her pocket so as not to appear rude.

The train finally pulled into a station and the doors slid open. Rhian grabbed her bags and fled the train in embarrassment. On the platform she organized herself, putting her rucksack on. When she was ready, she looked around to find out where she was. A tube sign announced that this was the Mile End Station.

The station was clean and modern looking, which surprised Rhian. She had always lived in the western suburbs since she had first come to London, and she had accepted western prejudices about the East End. She could wait for the next train, but the incident had shaken her. Maybe this was fate? Maybe she was meant to get off here? She could continue eastwards later, by bus if she could not bring herself to get on another tube.

Rhian struggled up the steps to the ticket hall and out onto the street, blinking in the sunlight. As usual, the clouds had vanished without disgorging water. She bought a local paper from a sales booth at the station entrance. The headline was something about another body being found. She had not bought the paper for the news, so she ignored it.

The Mile End Road opposite the station was impassable on foot, with dual carriageways separated by railings. So, being too tired to struggle along the pavement with her bags until she found a pedestrian crossing, she turned behind the station into the maze of small streets. She came to high walls with a sign indicating Tower Hamlets Cemetery. On the corner, where Hamlets Road ran into English Way, was a traditional London pub. Traditional in the sense that it was run down, with faded paint and rotten woodwork. Not traditional in the sense that it had been given a spray-on makeover by a design consultancy.

A tatty sign, which looked as it had been used as a target for spent beer bottles, admitted that the premises were called the Black Swan. A smaller, newer sign proclaimed that one Gary Hunter was the licensee. Inside the furnishings were equally worn but surprisingly hygenic. Rhian dumped her bags by a table and went to the bar. She was served a by a clean-cut man in a striped rugby shirt. He was quite old, in his thirties, but fit. Perhaps the rugby shirt was not just for decoration.

“What’ll it be, love?” he asked.

“A large Coke and two packets of plain crisps, please,” she said.

“One ninety-five.”

She sorted the money from the change in her purse and carried her purchases back to the table, sitting on the bench seat that ran along the front wall under the windows. She sipped the Coke and ate the crisps greedily.

“You were hungry,” the barman said.

“I haven’t eaten since yesterday.”

“You want to look after yourself or you will become all thin and anorexic. You know what happens then, don’t you?” the barman asked.

“No,” she said, supplying the required answer, like a straight man in a comedy duo.

“You have your picture taken wearing expensive clothes. You get on TV, marry a footballer and become seriously rich and famous, especially when you divorce him for sleeping with the entire cast of
Girls Behaving Badly
. Of course, it helps if you had an abusive childhood as well, but you can always get your PR people to invent something.”

Rhian nodded and smiled at him before unfolding the newspaper and turning to the letting page. Taking out a biro from her bag, she went carefully down the list of adverts, putting rings around likely prospects. When she had finished, she slipped her mobile out of her coat pocket and dialed the first number.

“Hello, I’m ringing about the room. Oh, it’s gone? Sorry to have bothered you.”

The second number did not answer, so she dialed the third.

“I’m ringing about the flat share. Your advert in the paper says you are looking for a girl? Oh, you have one. Sorry to have troubled you.”

And so it went on, until she was near the bottom of the page. Rooms to let went quickly in London and the paper had been published a few days ago. She dialed again without much hope.

“I understand from your advert in the paper that you need a female flatmate but I suppose it’s gone? No! I could come round right away to view it. How far is Vernon Road from the tube station? Right, number three-A, I’ll be there in an hour.”

Rhian felt far more relaxed now. However bad the let was, she would take it until something better came along or she moved on. For a while, she had thought that she might have to find a woman’s hostel for the night. She hated sleeping in hostels, as she always seemed to get the roommate who snored or worse. She remembered one who tried to get in bed with her. The next day the woman insisted that she was sleepwalking and remembered nothing of the night’s activities. Rhian had moved out nonetheless.

She opened the second packet of crisps and settled down to enjoy them. The door to the gents flew open, banging against the wall. A middle-aged man lurched out, weaving unsteadily between the tables. He must have been in the toilet for the entire time that she had been in the pub. The barman stopped cleaning glasses and watched warily.

The man sat down beside her on the bench seat. His closeness made her uneasy, since he had the choice of the entire pub. She ignored him and went on with her breakfast. He leaned over, blearily looking at her newspaper, clearly finding it a challenge to focus on the print.

“Looking for somewhere to stay, girly?” he asked, obviously noting the ringed adverts. “You can come back to my place if you like.”

He leered at her, guffawing at his own wit, and put his hand on her thigh.

Rhian panicked.

“Don’t touch me,” she screamed, pushing the drunk away.

Fear of what might happen if she lost control lent power to her voice. She could not bear to think what might happen if she lost control. Her Coke went over in the scuffle.

“I’ve warned you before about bothering girls in here.”

The barman appeared out of nowhere. He seized the drunk by the scruff of his neck. Pushing him to the door, the barmen threw him out into the street.

“You’re barred,” the barman said.

He stood for a while, making sure the drunk was really gone, then returned to Rhian’s table.

“You spilt your drink,” the barman said to her. “Hold on and I’ll get you another.”

He dashed back to the bar and, leaning over it, hosed out another coke from the dispenser into a clean glass. He brought the drink back and handed it to her.

“You’re trembling,” he said. “Honestly, he’s not dangerous, just a stupid drunken pest. Would you like a brandy?”

“No, thank you,” she replied.

Alcohol could be disastrous when she was upset. The barman sat with her for a while, apologizing all the time.

“Are you still looking for staff?” she asked, partly to deflect him. She pointed to a sign on the wall above the bar.

“Yes,” he replied. “It will only be temporary, I’m afraid. The brewery intends to gut the place and make it into a student theme pub. I believe that the current plan is to do it out as the bar scene from
Star Wars
.”

The two of them looked at each other and shuddered simultaneously. Rhian giggled with genuine humor, something that she had not done for a while. It felt good.

“Students!” they said, together.

“I have to find somewhere to stay,” Rhian said.

“I overheard you,” said the barman. “My name’s Gary, by the way. I’m the manager. If you want the job then come back this evening. I won’t even hold being Welsh against you.”

“I may take you up on that,” she said. “The job, I mean.”