You Found Me (244 page)

I
t
o
ld
h
im
a
bo
u
t
th
e
p
i
a
n
o
a
n
d
ho
w
I
w
a
s
t
r
y
i
n
g
t
o
ge
t
b
ack
i
n
t
o
i
t
.
I
to
ld
h
im
ho
w
s
t
r
ugg
li
n
g
it
w
as,
y
e
t
at
th
e
s
a
me
t
i
me
ho
w m
u
ch
c
o
mf
o
r
t
i
t
s
ee
m
e
d
t
o
b
r
i
n
g
m
e
.

“I
ca
n
't
exp
l
a
in
i
t
.
Ho
n
e
s
t
l
y
?
It
's
li
k
e
t
h
e
f
e
e
l
i
n
g
I
go
t
f
r
o
m
th
e
c
utt
i
ng
.
I
kno
w
th
e
c
utt
i
n
g
w
a
s
b
ad,
I
kno
w
it
w
a
s
a
m
i
s
t
a
k
e f
r
o
m
th
e
b
e
g
i
nn
i
ng
,
bu
t
a
t
th
e
s
a
me
t
ime
the.
.
.th
e
s
a
t
is
f
ac
t
i
o
n
it
b
r
o
ugh
t
me
w
a
s
s
o
m
eth
i
n
g
te
r
r
i
b
le
a
n
d
w
on
d
e
r
f
u
l
at
th
e
s
a
me
t
im
e.
”

“So
y
o
u
a
dmit
t
o
c
utt
i
ng
?”

“Y
e
s,
si
r
.
I
kno
w
it
w
as
stup
id,
bu
t
th
e
r
e
w
as
to
o
m
u
c
h
.
Th
e
r
e
w
as
t
o
o
m
u
ch
go
i
n
g
o
n
a
n
d
h
i
tt
i
n
g
me
at
on
c
e
.
I
c
ou
ld
n
't
h
a
n
dle
a
ll
o
f
i
t
.
P
a
i
n
,
s
t
r
e
ss,
d
e
p
r
es
si
on
,
hu
r
t
,
l
o
ss.
Ev
e
r
yth
i
ng.
”

D
r
. O'
N
a
s
s
i
s
s
ee
m
e
d s
o
r
t
o
f
p
l
e
as
e
d
w
i
t
h
th
i
s.
I w
a
s
n
't
s
u
r
e if
h
e
r
e
a
lly
w
as
o
r
not
,
bu
t
h
e
h
ad
a
l
oo
k
a
bou
t
h
im
th
at
g
a
v
e
me
th
e
i
m
p
r
e
ssi
o
n
th
at
h
e
w
a
s.

“
Th
e
r
e
a
r
e
m
a
n
y
diff
e
r
en
t
w
a
y
s
t
o
c
op
e
wi
t
h
l
o
ss.
M
a
n
y diff
e
r
e
n
t
wa
y
s
t
o
h
a
n
dle
p
ai
n
.
M
a
n
y
o
f
the
m
a
r
e
goo
d
,
a
n
d
j
u
st
as
m
a
n
y
a
r
e
b
ad.
I
th
i
n
k
y
o
u
'
v
e
l
e
a
r
ne
d
a
l
o
t
w
i
t
h
w
h
at
y
ou
'
v
e
bee
n
th
r
o
ug
h
.
It
's
g
oo
d
t
o
kno
w
you
'
r
e
t
r
y
i
n
g
s
o
m
eth
i
n
g
e
ls
e
.
W
h
at
s
o
r
t
o
f
r
u
l
e
s
did
th
e
D
a
ws
o
n
C
i
t
y
f
a
ci
l
i
t
y
pu
t
in
p
l
ac
e
?
”
I
'm
s
u
r
e
h
e
a
l
r
e
ady
kne
w,
bu
t
I
h
ad
n
o
r
e
a
s
o
n
no
t
t
o
t
e
l
l
h
im.
I
w
a
s
t
i
r
e
d
o
f
f
i
g
h
t
i
ng
.

I
w
en
t
o
ve
r
a
l
l
th
e
s
tu
ff
t
h
ey
'd
to
ld
m
e
.
Th
e
r
az
o
r
s, m
e
d
i
ci
ne
s,
c
o
ld
w
a
t
e
r
,
ev
e
r
yth
i
n
g
.
Ho
w
th
e
y
'd
c
he
c
k
e
d
t
o ma
k
e
s
u
re I
did
n
't
do
a
nyth
i
n
g
.
The
re
w
e
re
eve
n
l
o
c
k
s
o
n
th
e
c
a
b
i
net
s
th
at
h
ad
th
e
kn
i
ve
s
in
the
m.
The
y
w
a
nte
d
t
o
m
a
k
e
s
u
r
e
I
did
noth
i
ng
,
n
o
t
a
th
i
n
g
t
o
ca
u
se
a
n
y
s
o
r
t
o
f
da
m
a
g
e
t
o
m
y
s
e
lf.