Authors: Joel Cobbs
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m
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.
I
kne
w
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.
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my
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d
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s
too
d
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on
t
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f
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to
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I
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me
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way
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p
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p
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n
m
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.
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u
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.
yo
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k
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w
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it
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s
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o
u
ld
d
o
.
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o
u
k
n
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w,
yo
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kne
w
a
ll
al
ong
.
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n
d
f
o
r
s
o
me
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did
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is
ten
.
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m.
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w
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l
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s
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n
t
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yo
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.
“
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be
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a
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ly
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kno
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w
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kno
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.
it j
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st
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me
so l
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.
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w
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d
t
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g
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s
.
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.
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l
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it
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t
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s
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w
as
so
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d.
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w
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.