Alone (7 page)

'Your turn to do me David.'

For a few seconds I just stood and stared at every square inch of her beautiful and slim curvaceous back and buttocks. She was stunning and my urges were so great that I just wanted to pull her close to me from behind and wrap my arms tightly around her breasts and upper body and grind my hips gently onto the backside of her buttocks. Of course though I didn't and just stepped back instead.

'This doesn't... this doesn't feel right Anna.' I said as I put my hands to my head letting out a deep sigh. Anna turned quickly around to face me looking concerned.

'David! What's wrong? Is your head hurting again?'

'I'm sorry!' I replied. 'I can't do this... I'm sorry.'

I abruptly left the shower area and quickly gathered my trousers and pants hurrying out of the shower room. I'm sure Anna was more than a little confused as she watched me leave.

***

A short while later and I was sitting in the middle of the row of three chairs once again at the far end of the dim computer room, right in front of the huge viewing window. I was sitting naked with my feet up on the same chair, tucked in against my buttocks, while I hugged into my knees. I hadn't bothered to put my white trousers back on as I was still wet from the shower and wasn't feeling cold at all. I thought about Anna and how I wanted to hold her close to me so much and grind myself against her, yet somehow it didn't feel the right thing to do. I was feeling so upset, angry and confused, but by staring out at the brilliant twinkling darkness outside it was making me feel better, calming me down and taking my mind of all my confusing and conflicting thoughts racing through my mind. My eyes then caught the reflection of a dark figure slowly entering the computer room from behind and coming towards me. I didn't dare move or turnaround though. As the figure came closer I could see that it was in-fact Anna, still completely naked and wet from the shower just like me. I took a deep breath as she manoeuvred herself around to the front of the three chairs to face me, eventually blocking my view of the glorious twinkling darkness with her own stunning naked petite body. Without words I glanced up at her for a long moment and stared deeply at her with blank thoughts and a blank expression while she stared at me just the same. I had no idea what was going to happen here but my loins were stirring hard once more and I felt my hardness begin to grow and stiffen at the sight of her wet naked body. A rush of lustful adrenaline was beginning to race through my veins and take over my entire body and I could feel that I was going to loose control soon. Anna though moved a little more closer towards me so that her lower stomach and groin were both gently pressing up against my knees and lower legs. She felt so soft and warm, it was such a good feeling to have her pressed against me like that and my hardness grew even more. Anna pressed her hands down on top of my knees trying to prize them open and with my strength I could've easily stopped her from doing so, but I couldn't resist and opened them for her, gently letting her naked body slip even closer towards me, brushing against my inner knees and inner thighs until finally her stomach was pressing right up against my hardness and she arched her back at feeling it. I couldn't resist her any longer and raised my hands up to Anna's face, gently caressing her cheeks and neck. I reached down and wrapped my hands around her waist and pulled her smooth naked body even closer towards mine so that there was no longer any space between us. With her face now right in front of mine I pressed my lips softly against hers for a brief second, then just like I had remembered doing to Steffi in the shower room from my memories, I opened my mouth a little wider and slipped my tongue gently inside Anna's mouth, while taking her tongue deep inside mine. I felt Anna push herself against me even harder and firmer as I let my hands wander all the way down her lower back and towards the back of her upper thighs and tight firm buttocks. In one swift movement I lifted her up and off her feet and the solid floor below until she was finally sitting down on top of me. I felt Anna's wetness right away and with a little help from her, she easily guided and took my hardness deep inside her.

CHAPTER seven

I was lying wide awake once more, but with the beautiful naked Anna sleeping peacefully beside me, arms draped over my chest. I turned onto my side and began watching her sleep. It felt so calm and soothing to watch her in such a motionless state, almost as relaxing as gazing out into the twinkling darkness. It felt good to watch her too, not as good and as pleasurable as the previous animal act we had recently shared together, but a different kind of good. A comforting good. I kept trying to stop myself from thinking about the experience Anna and I had recently shared, but it was hard to get those thoughts out of my mind. It wasn't that I didn't enjoy the intimate act, I really did. It was just the fact that something, somewhere, felt wrong in the back of my mind, something didn't quite sit right. In my heart and in a rational state of mind, I think I truly never really wanted to go through with the act, but those urges were just to damn strong for me to resist and when they took over my entire body it scared me, it really, really scared me, because I wasn't in control of myself anymore when they took over. Just like when I wasn't in control when I tried to strangle Anna in the shower room. This was what scared me more than anything, not being in control. But at the heart of it, my mind, my thoughts, my feelings, I just couldn't stop thinking 'Why did this act of intimacy between two consenting and sexually active adults feel so strange and wrong?'

Suddenly a faint beeping alarm sounded out from along the corridor outside. I tried to think where I'd heard a similar sound and then I remembered the beeping noise that Anna's pod had made before it fully opened and she came into my life. Quickly, but careful not to awaken her, I climbed off the bed and made my way out into the main corridor, following the sound of the beeping noise all the way inside the pod room. I entered and stared hard at the four remaining unopened pods which were all flashing and beeping wildly from each of their own little computer screens. I approached and tried to glance into each of them, but they were just too damn steamy inside. I then rushed over towards the main computer in the far corner of the room and began to frantically press at the emergency de-hibernation buttons, until eventually all of the pods finally began to open up. I took a few seconds to glance around at the opened pods, but I couldn't see any movement or hear any sounds coming from them at all. I don't know exactly what I was expecting, maybe a whole bunch of Anna look-alikes to come leaping out at me from each of the closed pods, but I felt a little deflated when no movement came from a single one of them. I gently slid down onto the floor against the computer system behind me and thought about how that 'this was it then,' unless I can start to remember anything more from my previous existence, there was nothing more for me to do here. This was it for both Anna and I. To remain alone here for all eternity, inside this giant box of square corridors and odd shaped rooms with their bizarre contents. Nothing else to do or see here, except eat, drink and hold each other until, until when? Until we finally ran out of food and drink?

Something caught my eye, it was movement, very slight movement from the very last pod. My heart pounded in my mouth and I gazed up with excited wide eyes. A man's hairy hand suddenly emerged from inside, then another hand, then finally the rest of him began pulling himself up onto his feet inside the pod. The man was tall with a slim build. He looked older than me by maybe a few years, but not as old as the strange Ian, and like me he also had a full beard and wore a pair of those white sleeping trousers.

The man looked completely exhausted and disorientated as I watched in awe as he staggered wearily out of the far pod, rubbing his eyes and shaking his head as he balanced himself up against the front wall near the exit doorway.

Slowly I rose to my feet, continuing to glance over at the new arrival who began coughing out violently before composing himself and groaning out, holding his head in discomfort, just as myself and Anna had done. I froze when he eventually glanced over at me with squinted eyes.

'David!' The bearded man said tiresomely but like he really knew me. 'Is that you David?'

I felt a little shocked and awed that this new man should know my name and so I remained frozen in silence.

'David?' The man said again, but with more determination in his voice.

'You...! You know my name?' I said finally.

The man rubbed his face once more and shook his head, desperately trying to wake himself up. He then glanced all around at the opened pods.

'David, is everyone else awake?'

Again I was frozen in silence. This man seemed to know things, his mind seemed to be intact from the sleeping pod, unlike myself and Anna, he seemed able to remember. He had memories. A little chill of excitement ran down my spine. Finally I might get my answers.

'Jesus Christ, I need some water.' The man groaned out.

***

The man, still staggering and finding it hard to keep his balance, leaned onto my shoulder for support as I led him without words into the kitchen and dining area, finally helping him settle down onto one of the dining room chairs. I made my way over to the kitchen cupboard and grabbed a couple of water packages before handing them over to him. The man quickly tore off the small white lid and devoured the first package in just a few seconds. I continued to stand and watch, keeping my distance while I gazed curiously at him. What did he know about this place? About me? and how the hell we ended up in such a strange accommodation. The man let out a loud gasp as he finished his second water package.

'Ahhh! That was good.' He then leaned back in his seat and took a good look up at me for the first time, studying every inch of my body.

'The shuttle's so quiet. Where is everybody?'

'I...' I didn't know what to say to this. 'I don't know.' I continued. The man just chuckled in amusement at my comment and for no good reason.

'What do you mean you don't know?' He said. Again I remained silent, I still didn't know how to answer or even where to begin.

'All the pods are open.' He continued. 'Where's Ian, Steffi... Anna?'

My mind was in knots, he knew them all, he knew Anna.

'...Anna?' I said curiously.

'Yes Anna!' He said smiling like this was all a game. 'Where is Anna?' He continued. Why was he more concerned with Anna than the rest of them I couldn't help but wonder.

'She...' I said distant. Something told me in the back of my mind that I had to be careful with what information I shared with our new arrival. This man wasn't like the strange and bizarre Ian, who knew almost every little detail of my inner most thoughts and desires. This man was more like me, his own person. With the ability to not think from out-with his own mind and thoughts, just like me and Anna.

'She's sleeping.' I said finally.

'Are we home yet? or near about?' The man said yawning.

'Home?' I said, both curious and confused. Again the man chuckled.

'Yes, home! Why are you acting so spaced out David? Jesus!'

'I... I don't know.' Was all I could muster. The man then leaned forward towards me looking very curious.

'What's wrong with you David? You're acting really... weird.'

'You know my name!' I said blankly. The man chuckled again.

'Yes, David! I know your name.'

'But I don't know you.' I said. 'I don't even know your name?'

The man leaned back in his chair and rubbed more sleep from his weary eyes.

'I'm really too tired and lagged for you're funny stuff right now David.'

'Do you know who I am?' I demanded.

The man sniggered, then abruptly stopped rubbing his eyes to give me his full attention and with a look of great seriousness.

'Please David! Will you stop this stupid act right now.'

'You know my name!' I said again. 'So you must know who I am?'

The man stared curiously up at me for a long moment as I began to both feel and look more and more desperate by the second.

'Who am I? What am I doing here? Please tell me something... anything, please.' I pleaded, breaking away from my previously calm state. Suddenly the man stood right up onto his feet scaring me a little by his abrupt movement. I backed away just a little.

'David!' Said the man sternly. 'What the hell is going on with you?' But I couldn't keep control of my fragile and upset emotions any longer and I began to sob.

'I don't know... I don't know what's going on here. I can't remember who I am... I can't even remember how I got here? ... And I'm just so scared...' I said trying to regain my composure and stop myself from sobbing anymore. The man then unexpectedly motioned for me to approach him.

'Come here David. Please... Come here.'

Still trying to control my sobbing I approached the bearded man who opened his arms and gave me a comforting hug.

'It's okay David, it's okay.' He said as he gently rubbed my back. Gradually, I eased up on my sobbing.

'Who else is on the shuttle right now David? Who else is around here?'

'Just me...' I said as I pulled away from the man's arms. Suddenly thoughts and images flashed and raced all over my mind. Thoughts of kissing Steffi with such passion in the shower room followed by Steffi shrieking and screaming out in shear terror right in front of me. Thoughts of Ian smiling smugly and whispering into my ear. Then finally thoughts and images of Anna, oh the beautifully pale and fragile Anna. Giggling playfully with me in the kitchen as we squirted each other with water. Strangling her up against the shower room wall. Being intimate together and joining together as one inside the dark computer room with the glorious twinkling darkness viewing window in the background as she took my hardness inside her. And then finally thoughts of Anna sleeping peacefully in the bed beside me... so peaceful and calm.

'...Anna!' I finally whispered.

'Anna? Anna's here? Is she okay?' The man said greatly concerned.