ANGEL: When Angels Cry (16 page)

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“You know, this is the best time I’ve ever
had in my entire life.” Seth stood at the large hotel window and
stared out at the city. Once in Sydney, Horatio had made hotel
accommodations for Seth’s friends, renting each couple their own
separate room.

“I’m having a good time as well.” Horatio
murmured and walked up behind him, resting his hands on his waist.
He kissed the back of his neck. “I’ll miss you when this over.”

A comfortable silence fell over them and Seth
leaned back against Horatio’s chest, laying his head on his
shoulder. “You’re a lot different than I thought you’d be.” Seth
said quietly, “When I first saw you out on the beach.” He smiled.
“When you looked at me and I knew you wanted me…I thought you were
just some rich playboy looking for a quick fuck.”

“And still you came back to my hotel room
with me.” Horatio chuckled softly.

“Well,” Seth shrugged and grinned. “You were
sexy as hell and maybe
morality
isn’t my strong suit.” He pulled Horatio’s
arms around him. “But you surprised me. And it was a
pleasant
surprise.” He
twisted his face and kissed Horatio’s neck. “What did you think of
me when you first saw me? Am I what you thought I’d be?”

Horatio tightened his arms and pressed his
lips against the young man’s shoulder, closing his eyes. When he’d
first spotted Seth–all he could see was Max. He didn’t know what he
thought of him, how he would be as a person. At that moment, he
hadn’t cared. Once their eyes met and he knew the boy wanted him as
well, all that mattered was having him in his arms, his bed,
imagining he was the love of his life.

“You reminded me of someone.” He admitted,
not really sure if he meant to reveal that bit of information or
not. “Someone I used to know a long time ago.”

Turning around, Seth played with the buttons
of his shirt. “So that’s why you’re doing all this?”

Horatio gazed at him, contemplating the
question; was it? He smiled and kissed him softly. “No.” he
murmured. “I like you, for you. And I like your friends. You’re
good company.” He pulled him closer and squeezed his butt, smiling
darkly, “And you’re incredible in bed.” He sighed. “Yes, you still
remind me of…him…but that’s a compliment, trust me. He’s gorgeous,
and the most amazing man you could ever meet.”

Exhaling softly, Seth plucked loose a few
buttons and slipped his hands inside Horatio’s shirt, caressing his
bare skin. “More amazing than you?”

Horatio smiled, his throat knotting, eyes
stinging. “By leaps and bounds.”

***

The strength and force of Angel’s orgasm was
a straight shot of adrenaline to Dane’s cock. He’d nearly come with
the boy. Angel’s reaction to the blow job was that of a
first time
.
Yet he was fairly certain the boy wasn’t a virgin. Even so…what
kind of experiences had he had?

Dane crawled up and kissed him, but made it
quick as the kid was still trying to catch his breath. He shifted
his mouth to his sweat drenched throat instead, sucking the wetness
from his hot skin. “Has anyone ever sucked you like that before?”
he whispered, licking up under his earlobe and drawing it between
his lips.

Swallowing hard, Angel shook his head slowly.
“Never.” He rasped.

“Well get used to it.” Dane nibbled his lobe
then sucked it gently. “Because I’m addicted.” He groaned, putting
emphasis on
dick
. He lifted off him. “Turn over, baby.” He
panted softly. Angel drew in a deep breath and exhaled hard then
turned onto his stomach. Dane rubbed his hands up his slick back
then kissed the center of his spine. “You are so beautiful, Angel.”
He whispered and kissed down the curve his spine to his perfectly
rounded back side. His hands rubbed tentatively over the swell of
his cheeks, scalding to the touch and wet with sweat. He kissed the
crease in between and squeezed his ass as his tongue slithered into
the hot center of his lovely buns without spreading him open.
Pushing his tongue deeper in between, the tip touched the boy’s
puckered hole and flicked teasingly.

“Oh god
…” Angel whimpered, teeth clamping onto
Dane’s pillow.

His tongue slipped easily through the damp
cheeks, tasting the saltiness of his sweat. He tried not to rub his
own cock against the bed too much for fear he would burst. To avoid
friction, he drew his knees up under him then gently spread the boy
open, licking him more thoroughly, from balls up to the start of
his crack.

“Shit.” Angel buried his face in the pillow
and lifted his ass. He was trembling, wanting more.

Dane rimmed his hole then pushed his tongue
through. The boy bucked and gasped. Dane slipped a finger in under
his tongue, reaching deeper inside than his tongue could reach and
found
the
spot
.

“Fuck!” Angel yelled and squirmed as Dane
simultaneously tongue and finger fucked him. “Oh fuck! Uh! God!
Uuuhh!!
”

Unable to take it anymore, his cock leaking a
steady stream of clear juice that would soon turn creamy white and
explode out of him if he didn’t do something quick, Dane crawled up
over Angel’s body and rubbed his pulsing cock between the boy’s ass
cheeks without penetrating, but just sliding through the slick oven
of his crack. He kissed Angel’s ear and whispered with a strained
voice, “I’m so far gone, baby, I’m gonna come in seconds. Let me
get this one out of the way then we’ll get down to business.”

Angel nodded and rocked his ass against his
cock, rubbing up and down his shaft.

“Fuck
.” Dane choked and pressed his head to the back
of Angel’s neck and stroked through his cheeks with urgency. He had
to force himself not to draw back and shove inside him, but when he
got in there, he planned to stay awhile. “Oh my god…oh fuck,
Angel…fuck, baby…I’m gonna come…now…oh shi…shit…
fuuuck!!
” He burst, filling
his crease with hot cum as he fucked his cheeks hurriedly.

“Oh god!” Angel moaned loud, moving with
him.

Dane growled deep, tight, his balls pushing
out more and more of his substance as he came so hard he began to
see stars. A moment later, he was panting against Angel’s back, all
strength abandoning him. “Oh fuck, baby…no one has ever gotten me
so worked up.” He slid off him and turned him over, wrapping Angel
in his arms. He kissed him deep, long, tongue making itself at home
in the boy’s mouth. Angel moaned and pressed closer to him,
clinging in a kind of desperation that startled Dane a little. When
he pulled out of the kiss, he wiped tears from Angel’s cheeks.
“What’s wrong, baby?”

“Nothing.” Angel moaned and kissed him
again.

Savoring the kiss for a moment, Dane finally
drew back and murmured, “Let’s take a shower, get cleaned up, then
come back and,” he kissed him softly, warmly, and whispered, “Make
love till we pass out.”

Love Unfeigned

In the shower, Angel found himself on his
knees before Dane. And for the first time in his life–there by
choice. He’d had to learn how to deep throat a cock–or choke to
death–and did it well. Dane’s pants and cries echoed and bounced
off the filmy glass doors as Angel’s mouth sucked up and down his
newly hardened cock.

“Fuck, baby.” Dane gently pulled Angel off
him and lifted him to his feet, kissing him hard. “You keep that up
and I’ll be cutting loose again right quick.”

Though they had stepped into the shower just
minutes after Dane had come, the man had still been solid and even
stiff to a degree. One suck of Angel’s mouth had returned him to
instant granite.

“We better get back to the bed.” Dane groaned
and backed Angel against the shower wall, kissing him with a
powerful hunger. “Before I take you right here.”

High on the man’s passion, Angel’s head was
in a fog when Dane laid him down, naked and wet on top of the bed.
His mind barely cleared in time to ask, “Do you…have any
condoms?”

Dane hesitated as if startled by the
question, then nodded and drew back. “Uh, yeah. Of course. I’m
sorry…I guess I just got lost in the moment. Of course, I’ll grab
one.”

A lump tightened Angel’s throat as he watched
the man walk to his dresser and open the top drawer. He didn’t keep
them in his nightstand drawer? Did that mean he didn’t often have
men in his bed? At least not enough to need the contraceptives
within quick reach? Angel liked the thought that this maybe wasn’t
a common thing for Dane. But he hated asking him about the condoms.
It felt so impersonal, as if this was all about sex and nothing
more. But his request for the protection–wasn’t for himself. It was
for Dane.

To protect his
investment
, Wade insisted that the men who
fucked Angel had to wear a condom. But Byrd had fucked him
unprotected. And if he fucked him without a condom, if was a safe
bet he fucked others unprotected as well. Angel had no idea what
the man might be carrying, and he didn’t want to take the chance of
passing anything on to Dane. When he’d started work at the club, it
was a requirement he have the tests done. He was clean up to that
point. But Byrd had been in him
afterwards
.

By asking Dane to wear one, though, he felt
like he had somehow diminished the intimacy, and that hurt. He
longed to be able to make love to the man in the complete raw
flesh, and he sensed Dane wanted that too. But he wouldn’t put him
at risk.

When Dane returned to the bed, he was tearing
open a condom packet. Angel watched as he rolled it down his thick
shaft, then tugged the tip a little to make adequate room for his
deposits. He crawled back on the bed and leaned over Angel, kissing
him softly. “Sorry about that, I wasn’t thinking.”

Angel’s lips tightened and he touched his
face. “Don’t apologize.” He kissed him and wrapped his arms around
his neck. “I’m sorry I ruined the moment by asking.”

Laughing quietly, Dane shook his head and
brushed his lips across Angel’s mouth. “You didn’t ruin anything,
baby. And you have every right to make that request. Don’t ever
think you don’t.” He sighed and smiled, “Hang on second, I forgot
one more thing.” He left bed again and returned to the same drawer
then brought back a tube of lubrication and held it up, winking, “A
gay man’s best buddy.”

Angel laughed softly and nodded. He’d had far
too many encounters with men who didn’t mind shoving a dry cock in
his ass, and it hurt like hell every time.

Dane dropped the tube on the bed and crawled
back up over the top of Angel and kissed his mouth. “I want this to
be as pleasurable for you as possible.”

You’ve already given me more pleasure than I’ve known in my
entire lifetime
. Angel pushed his hips up against him, his
stiff erection rubbing invitingly against Dane’s sheathed arousal.
“I’m not worried about any
lack
of pleasure.”

Dane chuckled and kissed him again then sat
back on his heels and picked up the tube, squeezing a generous
amount into his palm. Angel leaned forward and scooped it out of
his hand and began to coat the man’s cock, rubbing his hands up and
down in slow spiral motions. “Shit.” Dane breathed, his cock
swelling inside the condom. He gently pushed Angel down on his
back. “Okay, we need to do this now before I lose my mind, baby.”
He squeezed out a little more lube and had Angel spread his legs,
then coated his tight entrance, working some inside. He tossed the
tube aside and leaned over Angel on one arm, his other hand guiding
his stiff cock to his anal ring. He lowered down onto his elbow and
captured angel’s mouth in a warm, intoxicating kiss as he began to
push inside him.

There were no words to describe the ecstasy
of being entered with care and passion. Angel felt like a virgin,
making love for the first time. And in a way, he was.

Dane sucked in a sharp breath as his thick
cock squeezed deeper inside Angel’s tight velvet cave. “Oh my god.”
He shuddered and his head dropped against Angel’s shoulder as his
hips pushed harder.

“Uuhh!” Angel cried and gripped fists of damp
hair. “Oh…god…Dane…” He lifted to him then his legs wrapped around
his back, squeezing, raising his ass off the bed as the man slid in
deeper and deeper. “
Fuuuck!
” Angel’s cock hardened to steel instantly
and began to throb so forcefully he wondered if he might come just
by Dane’s penetration.

“Oh fuck.” Dane panted and wrapped Angel in
his strong arms and held on so tight Angel could barely breathe–but
it felt good to be held this way, with such want and desire, maybe
even…
love?
In time, maybe? “Oh my god, baby.” Dane’s breath puffed against his
cheek as the man put a little more force into pushing in his last
inch of cock. “Fuck. Yes.”

Angel trembled in his asphyxiating embrace.
He hadn’t known it could be like this, feel like this. He closed
his eyes as they began to sting, and tightened his legs around his
lover, sliding his ass on the man’s hard rod. “Dane…” he shuddered
fiercely and the guy pulled out a little then shoved back in, not
too hard, but deep enough to hit the spot perfectly. “
Oh god!
” Angel choked.
“Yes…right there…oh god…do it again.
Please
.”

Smiling against his ear, Dane did it
again–
and again and
again
–until Angel was clinging to him, fucking him in sheer
desperation, begging him–
“Don’t stop! Oh god, please don’t stop!”

The strength of Dane’s very fit body added
force to his thrusts, driving his cock into Angel’s very core, hard
and fast, urgent. The bed rocked against the window frame, shaking
the glass, as their fucking grew louder, wet bodies connecting in
the height of passion, shouts and cries exploding through the
loft.