Bargaining for Baby (6 page)

Opening her eyes, willing away the awareness, she shut off those dangerous thoughts and focused on a heavy star hanging low on the horizon. She wasn’t here to indulge in fantasies, no matter how sweet or how strong. She was here to do a job and get back to where she belonged.

Besides, Jack’s affections were spoken for. Tara had made her position on that clear:
Hands off.

Suddenly weary, Maddy pushed off the tree.

She shouldn’t have come out here. Talking with Jack was like trying to push an elephant up a hill. She needed to accept this situation for what it was. She needed to chill out and let things between herself and Jack unravel naturally. Right now, she needed to say good-night.

She was about to take her leave when Jack’s deep graveled voice drifted through the night.

“This property’s been in my family since 1869.” He angled his head toward a long stationary shadow to their left. “See that trough?”

He began to walk. Maddy threw a look at the back door then inwardly shrugged. Slapping the impression of bark from her palms, she followed. If he was making an effort, she would, too.

“This trough was a wedding gift,” Jack was saying. “My great-great grandfather suggested to his wife he should cut
a hole in the bathroom wall and they could use it as a tub as well as to water the horses in the yard.”

Maddy blanched. She had a feeling he was serious.
Thank heaven for modern-day plumbing. How had women survived out here back then?

“I carved my initials here when I was six,” he went on and swept one long tanned finger over an etching in the wood. “Our dog had just had pups.” He pointed to several nicks—One, two, three… Seven pups. He straightened and, studying her, weighed the bridle in his hand. “You never had a dog?”

“I had piano lessons and lots of dresses.”

“But no dog,” he persisted.

“No dog.”

Something rustled in the brush nearby at the same time he lifted and dropped one shoulder. “You missed out.”

Focused on the brush—was it a snake, a dingo?—she admitted, “I was attacked by a Doberman cross when I was young.”

His expression froze before he blindly set the bridle down on the trough. “Maddy…God, I’m sorry.”

Weeks spent in hospital, years of fighting the phobia. She made herself shrug. “Could’ve been worse.”

He held her gaze for several heartbeats then slipped her a wry smile. “I got the shakes once. I broke my arm jumping a stallion over a creek when I was ten. He was the most cantankerous horse I’ve ever known.”

Maddy openly grinned. Quite the confession coming from Crocodile Dundee.

He walked again, a meandering comfortable gait that invited her to join him.

“Piano and dresses,” he murmured. “So you were a mummy’s girl.”

“My mother died when I was five.”

His step faltered. She almost saw the shudder pass through his body. “Wait a minute. I need to take that other foot out of my mouth.”

She wasn’t offended. He couldn’t have known.

“I have one perfect memory of her tucking me into bed. She had a beautiful smile.” Her favorite photo she kept in her wallet—a candid shot of her mother laughing and holding her first and only baby high against a clear blue day.

“Your dad still around?”

The snapshot in Maddy’s mind faded and she squared her shoulders. “Uh-huh. He’s great. Really energized. I work for him at Tyler Advertising.”

“I’ve heard of it. Well-respected firm.” He kicked a rock with the toe of his boot. “So you’re a chip off the ol’ block?”

“Hopefully. I have my first big deal coming together soon.”

“In for a big bonus?”

“I guess.”

In the moonlight, his lidded gaze assessed her. “But that’s not your motivation.”

“Not at all.”

“You want to make your father proud,” he surmised and she nodded.

“That’s not so unusual. Besides I really like the industry,” she added. “Lots of exciting people and events. It’s where I belong.”

She believed that and finally her father was believing it, too. She’d seen the look in his eyes when she’d told him at sixteen she wanted to be an account executive with the firm; he didn’t think she had it in her. He’d said the words,
You’re more like your mother,
which meant she wasn’t strong enough. Her mother had been a gentle person and,
no, she hadn’t been able to beat the leukemia, but she and her mother were two separate issues, two separate people. And once she had the client’s signature on the bottom line…

“You must be chomping at the bit to get back,” Jack said, coming to stand beside a weathered post and rail fence.

Her lips twitched. “I won’t deny I’ll be happy to leave the flies behind.”

“They don’t eat much. It’s the bull ants you have to worry about.”

“So I’d better not stand in one spot for too long.”

He chuckled—a rich easy sound that fit him as well as those delectable jeans. She couldn’t think of another man with more sex appeal…the energy he expelled was as formidable and natural as thunder on a stormy night. On the
What Makes a Man Maddeningly Irresistible
list, Jack got double ticks in every box.

When she realized their shared look had lasted longer than it ought to, a blush bloomed over her cheeks. As the heat spread to her breasts and belly, Jack rubbed the back of his neck and moved off again.

“How did you meet Dahlia?”

“A university friend,” she said, willing the husky quality from her voice. “Dahlia was a couple of years younger than me. We were enrolled in different majors, but we met at a party and hit it off. She had the best laugh. Infectious.”
Kind of like yours,
she wanted to say,
only not so deep.

Looking off, he scrubbed his temple with a knuckle. “Yeah. I remember her laugh.”

Maddy stayed the impulse to touch his arm—to offer some show of comfort. Men like Jack were all about strength, intelligence and making decisions. Jack was a leader and leaders didn’t dilute their power with displays
of emotion, either given or received. In an emergency, he would act and act well. Even standing in the uneventful quiet of this night, Maddy found a sense of reassurance in knowing that. Some silly part of her almost wanted to admit it out loud.

Instead she said, “You must have missed that sound when she left here.”

A muscle ticked a strong beat in his jaw and he let out a long breath. “My wife begged me to go after her but I was determined not to. Some sorry home truths came out that last night. I figured if Dahlia wanted to find her own way, I wouldn’t stop her.”

But his tone said he regretted it.

“She didn’t like Leadeebrook?”

“She liked it okay,” he said, crossing his arms as he strolled, “but she didn’t feel the same way I feel. The way my father felt, too. She didn’t want to stay here, ‘shrivel up and die,’ as she put it. She’d said she’d had enough of station existence to last a lifetime.”

Which would have cut her brother’s loyal Prescott heart in two.

“And your wife…how did she feel about the station?”

He searched the sky as if she might be listening and looking down, and Maddy knew in that moment that he’d loved his wife very much.

“This was Sue’s home. Always will be.” His thoughtful expression sharpened then, frowning, he angled toward the house. “Was that the baby?”

Maddy listened then shook her head. “I didn’t hear anything. Cait said she’d keep an ear out.” They walked again, toward a timber structure she thought was the stables. When next she spoke, Maddy put a lighter note in her tone.

“Tara Anderson is obviously a big fan of the land, too.”

His gaze caught hers and as his look intensified, Maddy’s skin flared with a pleasant, telling warmth. The way he was looking at her now, she could almost fool herself into believing that she, not Tara, was the woman with whom he was involved…that the primal heat smoldering in his eyes was meant for her and her only.

When a different, more guarded light rose up in his eyes and he broke the gaze, Maddy’s shoulders dropped and she told her pulse to slow down. Dynamic in every sense of the word, he was more of a man than any she’d known. That was the reason she imagined heat waves rippling off him and wrapping themselves around her. Not because this moonlight was affecting him as it was clearly affecting her.

“Tara and I have known each other a long while,” he said. “Her uncle and my father were friends. Sue and Tara became good friends, too. They shared similar values, similar interests. So do we.”

“Are you going to marry her?”

A red-hot bolt dropped through her middle at the same time her eyes grew to saucers and she swallowed a gulping breath. Had she actually said that? Yes, she’d been wondering—a lot. But to
ask
…

She held up both hands. “I’m sorry. That is so none of my business.”

Beneath the star-strewn sky, Jack’s gaze held hers for a protracted moment. Then he set his hands low on his belt and tracked his narrowed gaze over to the distant peaks of the Great Dividing Range.

He nodded. “There’s been talk of it.”

Maddy let out that breath. So Tara had good reason to be so demonstrative this afternoon. She saw Jack as her
future husband. A husband who’d gone to a funeral and had brought back a baby.

Maddy chewed her lip. She shouldn’t ask—she might not like the answer—but she couldn’t keep the question down.

“Does Tara like children?”

He scratched the tip of his ear. “That’s a sticking point. Tara wants a family very much…”

He’d been slow to accept responsibility for Beau. He approached his guardianship as a duty to be performed rather than a gift to be treasured. Now he was admitting that he didn’t want a family.

Maddy knew one day she wanted be a mother. Caring for Beau had only heightened that knowledge. She couldn’t imagine why any person wouldn’t want to have their own family—to give and receive unconditional love. What had Jack’s first wife to say about his aversion to fatherhood? More importantly, what did that admission mean for Beau?

She’d hoped, she’d prayed, but did Jack have what it took to be a good father to that baby? And there was Tara. She hadn’t shown an interest in Beau other than out of shock and suspicion yet she wanted children of her own. If she and Jack married—if they had children together—would Tara see Beau as a nuisance or inconvenience when her own brood came along? If that were the case, what sort of family would poor Beau grow up in? What sort of damaged self-image would being an add-on leave him with?

A whinny sounded in the night and Maddy was brought back.

“Herc can hear us,” Jack told her and jerked a thumb at the stables. “Want to meet him?”

Deep in thought, Maddy absently agreed but before
long the scent of horse and leather pulled her up. With a sneeze tickling her nose, she made an excuse.

“It’s getting late. We probably shouldn’t disturb him.”

Jack laughed and kept walking. “Herc won’t mind the company.”

She pinched her nose. “I think I might be allergic.”

That got his attention and he angled back around. “Have you been around horses before?”

“A real one?”

He grinned—a breathtaking, cheeky smile—and Maddy’s breasts tingled with unbidden desire.

“You know, Maddy, there’s nothing quite like the rhythm of a strong dependable horse rocking beneath you.”

Rhythm…strong…rocking. Maddy blew out a breath. She wanted to fan herself. Did he have any clue how fiercely attractive he was?

“Thanks,” she announced, dabbing her brow, “but I’ll pass.”

That smile widened and she imagined the fire in his eyes had licked her lips.

“Why not broaden your horizons? There’s more to life than a wardrobe of pretty dresses.”

“Or a stable of horses.”

“You’re right.”

He sauntered over to stand, shoulder to shoulder, beside her as he checked out the trillion-star lightshow dancing over their heads. His innate energy—the physical pull she felt when he was this close—was as tangible as his body heat. She wished he hadn’t moved nearer. And, dammit, she wished he’d moved nearer still.

“There’s a cool breeze after a long muggy spell,” he said, “and the dependability of a vast rich land like this. There’s the satisfaction that comes with a hard day’s work,
and the lure of a full moon on a still night just like tonight. And then…”

His dark brows nudged together as if an odd idea had struck. When he turned his head, his expression had softened with an emotion she hadn’t seen in him before. He blinked once then, as if he’d read all her earlier thoughts, he cupped her cheek and she stopped breathing.

“And then,” he said, “there’s this.”

The pad of his thumb raised her chin and as his head dropped over hers, Maddy’s faculties shut down. She might have wondered, might have dreamed, but having Jack Prescott’s undivided smoldering attention focused only upon her had seemed beyond reason or possibility.

And yet now…

Maddy trembled, leaned in and pressed up.

With his mouth closed so perfectly over hers and his hard muscular frame pressed in tight all the world seemed to spiral away. With her heart beating high and hard, she couldn’t think beyond the thrill of this moment, beyond the wonder of his fingertips working against her nape…the heavy throb low in her belly…and a fiery internal pulse that whispered to her about the promise of a slow, hot night spent in Jack Prescott’s bed.

His thumb ran down her throat as he sipped and tasted and explored. When his mouth reluctantly left hers and her heavy eyelids opened, his eyes were smiling into hers. A delicious full-body quiver ran through her blood. She was light-headed, dizzy. Had Jack truly just kissed her? Had she truly kissed him back? On one level she couldn’t digest the reality. The possibility that he would embrace her, gift her with the world’s steamiest kiss, didn’t compute. And yet as she stood now looking up into the shadowed perfection of his face, improbability faded into another understanding.

Her belly felt heavy with a need that acknowledged only deep physical desire. She wanted his mouth on hers again. With a longing she hadn’t known she was capable of, she wanted his lips on her neck, on her breasts.