Be My Everything (11 page)

A half an hour later Luke was standing outside the playroom
door. Katherine was already in there, and he could hear her pacing the floor.
He knew this room intimidated her because there were so many things in there
that he hadn’t even begun to introduce her to. But she was right, they had been
together for over two months and it was time to step up this game. She was
ready for more, and so was he. He had confidence in them both.

Luke turned the handle on the door and was surprised to see
that she was already on her knees, waiting for him in nothing but a pair of
tiny black panties. He smiled at the sight of her. Normally, he wasn’t a fan of
panties, but when that was all she had on, he found it did something for him.

“Do you know how it pleases me to witness your submission?”
He walked over to her and stroked her hair. “I’m very proud that you had the
courage to voice your concerns in the kitchen and tell me you needed more.” He
dropped to his knees, something he’d never done with her before, so that they
were eye level. “Look at me.”

She quickly raised her gaze.

“You would not have been able to communicate with me that
way a month ago,” he told her. “That shows me you’ve come a long way in this
journey already.”

“Thank you, Master, for allowing me the opportunity to voice
my concerns.”

“Always, Katherine. You must never be afraid of me. That’s
going to be really important for you to remember as we progress.”

He stood, pulling her up to meet him. He walked her over to
the bed, sitting down and placing her in his lap.

“Touch me,” he whispered.

He saw the shock on her face. He’d always initiated the
touching and never had allowed her to freely explore him. And he always
determined when and how they would kiss. The only time he’d ever really kissed
her was when she was sprawled out on his desk the weekend he was punishing her.
She was the only sub he maintained such strict physical contact with. In the
beginning, it was a way for him to stay in control, but as the weeks
progressed, he was afraid her touch would be too much for him to handle. He
wanted more with her and knew how wrong that was for him.

“Where?” She swallowed hard.

“Anywhere you want. I’ll tell you when to stop.”

She tentatively placed her hands on either side of his face,
running her thumbs over his lips. He had this uncontrollable urge to kiss her.
He hadn’t expected her to be so sensual. It sent a shiver down his spine. This
was exactly why he’d kept her at arm’s length. He briefly closed his eyes and
internally battled over what he should do next. His head was screaming one
thing, but his heart wanted something different.

“Now kiss me,” he whispered because he needed more.

Uncertainty flickered across her face before she slowly
leaned in and pressed her lips to his. He could tell by the way she responded
to his lips that she’d wanted to do this for a long time. He’d always felt
kissing on the mouth for long periods of time was too personal during a scene,
but she changed that for him. He slipped his tongue inside her mouth and
massaged it against hers, running his fingers through her hair. Her mouth was
warm and soft and tasted so sweet. It didn’t take long for either one of them
to fall into the other. After a few minutes, he had to stop this. It was far
too intimate. He was rock hard and losing focus fast. This girl did things to
him that no other sub even came close to. A make-out session in the middle of a
scene was definitely a first for him and he’d been doing this a long time.

Luke saw the disappointment on her face when he broke the
kiss. He slipped his hand down her bare stomach and over her heated sex. He
could feel how wet she was through the thin lace material. He moved his hand
inside her panties and ran his finger over her entrance.

“Ahh...” she moaned.

She swiveled her hips as he continued to finger her. She was
eager for more. Her body was shaking and she was completely at his mercy.

“You like this,” he whispered against her temple. “What does
it make you want to do for me?”

“I’ll do anything for you, Master,” she moaned.

He smiled at her words. “Do you want to come?”

One of the hardest things for her to master thus far was
controlling her climaxes. He had been easy on her and didn’t punish her when
she slipped up. He was teaching her control, but now she had asked him to be
harder on her, so he would indulge her request.

“Yes,” she barely breathed out. The friction from his
fingers was no longer enough. “Please…”

“Maybe I should come first,” he said as he slipped her
panties down her legs. As sexy as she looked in them, he decided he hated
panties and from here on out, she wouldn’t wear them in his playroom.

She let out a small sigh.

“You just said you’d do anything for me.” He dipped his
fingers back inside her and began thrusting in and out. She grabbed his bicep
and forced him to move faster.

That was a big mistake on her part. This was his territory,
and he didn’t like relinquishing the control.

He stopped his movement, “I’m in charge of this scene,
Katherine. I set the pace.”

She let out a frustrated breath and rolled her eyes. Maybe
she was testing him. She had said she felt he was being too lax with her.

Oh, what a feisty girl
, he thought. He could
accommodate that.

“Are you attempting to question what I’m doing?”

She looked up at him and he saw the panic on her face. He
knew she realized her mistake.

“Do you think I don’t know what’s best for you?” He asked a
direct question, so he expected a response.

She stared at him wide-eyed.

“Answer me,” he said in a stern voice.

“Forgive me, Master,” she said in a low mumble. “I shouldn’t
question your plans for me.”

“No, Katherine,” he scolded. “You shouldn’t. What should I
do about that?”

She shook her head, and he could see that she was losing
some of her confidence.

“I believe punishment for disobedience is at my discretion.
Does that sound right?” These terms were all outlined in the contract she had
agreed to before they ever entered into this arrangement.

“Yes.” She shifted in his lap.

He arched a brow and she quickly added, “Master.” She seemed
to be losing her focus.

“Well, since this is your first mishap, I think I’ll take
you over my knee,” he said as he shifted her position and placed her across his
lap. “Rolling your eyes is very disrespectful.”

Katherine took a deep breath and her body stiffened.

He gave her a hard smack and her white skin immediately
turned a bright pink. This would normally be a warm up spanking before he would
take a leather strap to a sub, but he didn’t feel that was necessary in this
situation. He would consider this a warning, but he had a feeling as they moved
deeper into this relationship, the strap would be making an appearance.

“You will come when I tell you to, and not a moment sooner.”
He smacked her bottom again. She let out a small whimper. He knew this wasn’t
as erotic for her as the time he’d hit her with the ruler. “Don’t vocalize,” he
warned as he hit her again, but this time not as hard.

He ran the palm of his hand over her ass and she sighed.

“I’m not done,” he whispered as he lightly smacked her
again.

He slipped his hand between her legs and smiled when he
discovered she was still wet. He rubbed her backside again before placing one
last strike against her bottom. When he pulled her into a seated position she
didn’t look at him.

“Consider that a warning.” He tilted her chin up so that she
had to look at him. “Why did I punish you?”

“I was disrespectful, Master,” she said as she stared
directly into his eyes. “I was frustrated and I let you know.”

“Why are you here?”

“To submit to your will,” she answered without any
hesitation.

“That’s right, my sweet girl,” he said, knowing she fully
understood the meaning of her words. “And you will trust that I know what’s
best for you.”

“Yes, Master, I do trust you.”

“Good,” he said as he took her face between his hands and
slowly kissed her lips. He reached for his belt buckle and smiled at her.
“Where are we?”

“Green, Master.”

He smiled again because she wanted to continue.

“Maybe you shouldn’t have use of your hands.” He quickly
removed the belt and moved her up to the top of the bed, using it to secure her
hands to the headboard. “Now I’m in total control. I decide how fast and when
you release.”

Her eyes widened as he brushed his lips against her mouth.

“What’s wrong, sweet girl? Didn’t anyone ever tell you that
patience is a virtue?” He licked her neck as he positioned himself on top of
her. He slowly worked his tongue down between her breasts, along her abdomen
and right to her waiting heat. She moaned as he thrust his tongue between her
folds. He roughly grabbed her thighs and spread them open. She closed her eyes
and lost herself in the pleasure he was creating. He continued to lick and nip
at her clit as he pushed his finger inside her tight little body. The way her
muscles constricted let him know that she was seconds away from exploding in
his mouth.

“Oh…” she moaned.

He abruptly stopped and waited for her reaction, but she
didn’t roll her eyes this time.

He kissed his way back up her body and whispered into her
ear, “You’ll thank me for this. The anticipation makes it so much better, I
promise.”

She pulled against the restraints and he quietly laughed at
her eagerness. He had to remind himself she was new to this world and it would
take some practice, for both of them.

“I’ll give you what you want.” He unbuttoned his pants and
tossed them aside along with his boxers, allowing his erection to spring free.
He absentmindedly began to stroke his cock as he stared at her. “Is this what
you want?”

“Yes, Master, please…” she moaned as she raised her hips.

“So enthusiastic.” He smiled. “I’m flattered.” He positioned
himself at her entrance, but didn’t penetrate her. He continued to teaser her,
rubbing his length up and down her slit. The friction felt so good that he
almost released just from the thought of being so close to her. At this point,
he didn’t care how he got there. She had him so worked up, but he was teaching
her a lesson and it wouldn’t do well for him to come without finishing the
task. “Wrap your legs around me.”

She did as he asked without hesitation. As soon as she was
set, he grabbed her hips and forcefully pushed into her.

“Fuck, Katherine…”

She squeezed her legs tight around his waist, bracing
herself for each thrust. He pushed in as far as her body would allow and then
slowly moved in and out of her. He wanted to make sure she felt every inch of
him. This encounter was so intense that he was completely overwhelmed by her.
He was supposed to be teaching her, but the closer they became the more he
realized he needed her just as much.

Luke stilled his movements and stared at her for a few
seconds. “You’re so beautiful,” he said as he leaned down and kissed her lips.

He kept a steady rhythm inside her while he reached up and
quickly untied her hands and pulled her up into his lap, never breaking their
connection. She gripped his shoulders and straddled him as he tangled his
fingers in her hair. She trembled as she bit her lip, a sure sign she was
trying desperately to hold back. He knew she wanted to please him.

“Come,” he growled out. “Let me hear you.”

She dug her fingers into his shoulders and released so
fiercely he thought she might pass out. She shook and gasped for air as she
held on to him as tight as she could. He didn’t want her to ever let go.

He pounded into her a few more times and then he thought he
screamed out her name in the midst of his own release, but he couldn’t be sure.
The things this girl did to him. He buried his face in her neck, and once his
breathing returned to normal, he gently pulled out of her and rolled off her
body. He fought the urge to pull her against his chest and hold her, so he
gently stroked her hair instead.

“Are you okay?” He always needed to make sure she was good
with anything he did with her.

“That was…wow.” She abruptly stopped, and he knew she had
forgotten her place. “I mean, yes, Master.”

“I told you you’d thank me.” He laughed.

Luke’s Bedroom…

It had been a long and rigorous Saturday afternoon in the
playroom. Kat stayed behind to tidy up per her Master’s request. She looked
around and cringed when she saw the whipping bench. It reminded her just how
intense things could get. Since they had stepped up the play, she’d had the
misfortune of bending over that bench two times and was trying her hardest not
to gain herself a repeat trip. It was horrible, humiliating, and painful. The
only good part about it was the aftercare. Luke always made sure to tend to her
sore bottom with a soothing balm and would give her the opportunity to discuss
why she had been punished in the first place.

Luke wasn’t overly aggressive when it came to punishing her,
and he only did it when he felt it was absolutely necessary, but each time it
happened she learned a little more about herself and exactly how much she could
handle. She was becoming stronger and learning that she was going to make
mistakes, but was finding she was making them less often, especially with the
presence of that dreadful bench in eyeshot every time she entered this room.

They had been together for four months now and they were
growing in this Dominant-submissive journey, but she longed for more. She knew
it was wrong because he didn’t want to progress, but she wanted to find out
more about him. She knew what he liked in the playroom, but wanted to know what
he liked outside of this world. The only thing that connected them was the fact
that he was her Dom. It was the only link she had to him, and she didn’t want
to do anything to make him change his mind or dissolve their agreement. She had
a strong feeling that if he knew how deeply she felt for him, he would end
their contract and never look back.