Be My Everything (13 page)

“Katherine,” he moaned. “I’m gonna come, baby.”

Baby?
She liked the way that sounded.

He pulled her hair and spilled inside her. She closed her
eyes, as he emptied deep within her. She released hard as she shuddered against
his body.

“Oh...I…” She couldn’t catch her breath.

“Shh.” He rolled over and pulled her onto his chest.

What should have been a blissful moment quickly turned into
anxiety for Katherine because she knew she’d be getting up and heading down the
hall in a matter of minutes. She draped her arm across his chest and buried her
head in his shoulder. She wanted to get as close to him as possible.

He stroked her hair for a few minutes and then he called her
name. Her heart sunk at his voice.

“Yes, Master,” she said as she started to get up.

He pulled her back down and held her to his body. “I want
you to spend the night here with me.”

She gasped at his request. She couldn’t believe he was
asking her this.

“Will that be a problem?”

“No, Master,” she said. “I’d be honored to share your bed.”

“Thank you.” He kissed her head and held her tight.

She didn’t want him to ever let go.

Wednesday night guest…

Luke strolled up the walkway to Katherine’s house at a
minute to nine. She’d be expecting his phone call by now. He knew how wrong
this was, but the weeks were dragging on and it was too difficult to wait until
Friday to see her. They’d tried phone sex a couple of times, but it was never
fulfilling, not when he knew how she tasted on his tongue, how her scent
lingered on his skin, and her body felt against his own.

“Fuck,” he whispered. He was hard before he even rang the
bell.

That night in his bedroom changed things for him. He’d been
trying to make that evening more relaxed for her. They had been stepping up
their playtime so much lately that he was afraid she was becoming overwhelmed
with the lifestyle. He had wanted to give her an evening to recharge, plus he
wanted a chance for her to be more at ease with him. He hadn’t slept much that
night as he held her in his arms and tried to fight his internal battle of getting
too close to her. Not only had he lost the battle, but now he feared he’d lose
the war.

She answered the door and looked surprised to see him.

“Master?” He could see how shocked she was to see him. “I
wasn’t expecting you.”

“I know,” he said. “May I come in?”

“Of course,” she said as she lowered her head and let him
enter before she moved from the doorway.

He walked into her loft and smiled when he saw how cluttered
and untidy it was. She definitely wasn’t expecting company. Her scent
immediately hit him. It smelled of roses, probably her soap or perfume. It was
the same smell that surrounded the sub bedroom. When he missed her during the
week he would go in there and press his face to her pillow. It was also where
he settled in during their phone sex conversations.

“I’m sorry to show up here like this,” he said, feeling
rather ridiculous at how awkward he felt in her presence. “I had to see you.”

“Is everything okay?” He could tell she was confused. This
was exactly why he didn’t make contact with her during the week. He didn’t want
to blur the lines.

He took her hand and pulled her toward his body. “The phone
wasn’t going to be enough tonight.” He tilted her chin up and kissed her lips
as he ran his fingers through her hair. He walked them over to the loveseat,
never breaking their connection, and sat down, pulling her into his lap. They
kissed and groped for a few minutes, but Luke needed to stop. He hated that he
couldn’t figure out what he was feeling from one minute to the next.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “You make me do things that
aren’t rational.”

“What do you mean?”

“I shouldn’t be here,” he said. “But yet, here I sit.”

“Why are you here?”

Lately, he noticed she had been trying to get more
information out of him than he was willing to share. Whether she knew it or
not, she knew more about him than any other sub ever had. Actually, she knew
more about him than some of his closest friends.

“I’m here because I want to be, and that’s all you need to
know,” he said, slipping back into Dom mode.

She quickly dropped her gaze to the floor.

“It’s not your place to question me.”

“Yes, Master,” she quietly stated.

When he played the part of her Dom, it always put her in
exactly the mindset she needed to be in. His perfect submissive. There was a
reason he was so good at this lifestyle. He was disappointed she couldn’t act
the way she wanted in front of him. He was the reason why, but lately he wanted
it both ways and struggled with the absurdity of that. It wasn’t fair to
confuse her. But he was confused all the time.

“Katherine,” he said, feeling bad about the way this evening
started out. “I know I’m confusing you. I’ve allowed you to share my bed, I’m
here during an undesignated time for us, and I’ve been allowing you to touch me
more. All of these things I didn’t allow in the beginning, but they are all
part of our journey.”

He was lying not only to her, but to himself as well,
because he didn’t believe any of this shit he was spewing. He knew the dynamics
of their arrangement had changed, but there was no way she could recognize
that. She’d never been in this predicament before. She followed his lead, so he
could spin this anyway he wanted to.

“As we grow as Dominant and submissive, so will our
feelings.” Her face lit up over that statement and he knew he needed to change
where he was headed. “It’s only natural that we’d want more, and that’s why I’m
here. Weekend play doesn’t seem to be enough anymore. I want to explore other
options.”

“Whatever you think is best for us, Master,” she said
quietly. “I’m here to submit to your will.”

Exactly
, he thought. She wasn’t looking for a
boyfriend. She wanted a Dom, and he shouldn’t be here proclaiming his feelings
or intentions.
Fuck.
He didn’t know how he felt, so how could he tell
her? It wasn’t too late. He could get them back to where they needed to be.

“It was probably wrong of me to show up here,” he said. “We
should have discussed this during the weekend, but I was eager to see you.”

She smiled.

“I respect our contract,” he continued. “So, you would be
well within your rights to ask me to leave. You’d face no consequences.”

“I don’t want you to leave,” she blurted out.

“Would you be willing to make time for me one night during
the week?” he asked, already knowing that she would.

“Yes, Master I’d be more than willing.”

“Hmm.” He leaned into her and tugged her bottom lip with his
teeth. She climbed out of his lap, causing him to look at her questioningly.

She pulled her tank top over her head and then slipped her
pajama bottoms down her hips and off her body, showing him exactly what she
wanted. She was standing completely naked in front of him, offering herself to
him. It was beautiful.

He settled back in the chair and unbuckled his belt and
lowered his zipper. Reaching down his pants, he pulled out his more than ready
cock.

She slowly licked her lips and then swallowed hard. He
smiled because she wanted him to fill her mouth, but he had a few other ideas.

“Touch yourself for me,” he whispered as he stroked his
cock.

She leisurely moved her hand up her bare stomach and to her
breast, cupping it in her palm as she twirled her thumb over her nipple. As she
continued to pleasure her nipple, she moved her other hand to her pussy,
tracing her finger lightly over her mound before inserting it into her wet
folds. She closed her eyes and dropped her head forward causing her long, dark
hair to fall over her tits, but he could still see her fingers working her
nipple.

He continued to stroke his cock in time with her finger
slipping in and out of her hot little cunt, but when she let out a small moan
he knew he had to take over.

“Come here,” he demanded.

She walked over to him, and he grabbed her wrist and sucked
her juices from the finger that had been inside her.

“I want more,” he moaned. He may have been talking about
more than tasting her, but he couldn’t admit that.

“I’ll give you whatever you want.”

She dipped her finger back inside her juicy pussy and moved
it in and out a few times before bringing it to his lips again. She smeared her
nectar across his lips and then pushed her finger inside his waiting mouth. He
sucked her finger clean.

She was breathing heavily as she glanced down at his cock.

“Just a little lick,” he said as he pushed her head between
his legs. “I have to get inside you.”

She flattened her tongue against the front of his dick and
gave it one long lick before swirling it over the tip, making sure she cleaned
up the fluid that had gathered there.

“Fuck,” he whispered as he pulled on her hair.

“How may I serve you, Master?” she asked as she kissed her
way up his stomach and straddled his lap.

He slipped his hands under her ass and pressed his finger at
her tight opening. He noticed she didn’t squirm away from his touch. He experimented
a little more as he ran his finger over it and then applied some pressure this
time. She shifted a bit as she wrapped her arms around his neck. He kissed her
while he let his finger explore her entrance.

“Hmm, Master,” she murmured.

“Yes?” He rolled his hips against her naked center.

“I’ve been thinking about that hard limit,” she whispered as
she sunk down lower into his finger.

“And?”

“I want to try it,” she moaned against his lips. “I want you
to fuck my ass.”

Her words threw him over the edge. She rarely ever spoke
like that unprovoked and he found it was a major turn on. He flipped her on her
back, pulled his pants off, and slipped in between her legs. He quickly spread
her thighs open, threw her legs over his shoulders, and pounded into her.

“Oh!” She screamed, clutching the cushions of the loveseat
as he slammed in and out of her. The thought of finally being able to take her
ass was too much to handle.

“I love fucking you,” he moaned. “Fuck!”

He reached down and grabbed her tits, squeezing them and
then pinching her nipples as he relentlessly slammed into her.

“Are you close?”

“Yes, Master,” she cried as she scrunched her eyes shut.
“Can I?”

“Yes, and let me hear you.”

She screamed out as her muscles clenched tightly around his
cock. “Feels so good!”

He removed one of her legs from his shoulder and wrapped it
around his waist as he slowed his pace. He was close now and all it took was a
few slow passes and he was shooting his stream inside her.

He gently removed her other leg from his shoulder and
collapsed on top of her. She ran her fingertips up and down his spine before
moving up to play with the hair at the nape of his neck. He lifted his head
from the crook of her neck and softly pressed his lips to hers.

“You’re such a naughty girl,” he whispered as he continued
to kiss her.

“But I’m your naughty girl,” she said as she slipped her
tongue inside his mouth. The kiss was slow and sensual, and he hated to pull
away but he could already feel his greedy cock twitching inside her. He
couldn’t spend the night here. It would send her the wrong signal.

He lifted himself up and propped his forearms on either side
of her face.

“Were you serious about the hard limit or did you get caught
up in the moment?” he asked. “It’s okay if you didn’t mean it.”

“I’m serious.” Her cheeks turned red. “I’ve been thinking
about it, and if it would please my Master, I’d like to try it.”

“We can discuss it some more this weekend. We need to
renegotiate the contract, and I want you to be absolutely sure. It’s one thing for
me to push your limits, but I would never want you to feel like you had to do
something you didn’t want to in order to please me.”

“You’ve never made me feel like I had to do anything. I feel
completely safe and secure with you. As we grow, won’t limits change?”

“They will.” He smiled. “You don’t know how proud I am of
you right now. Your courage astounds me.”

“You make me courageous. I can do things with you I never
thought possible. So, please, don’t overthink this. I never would have brought
it up if I didn’t want to try it.”

Such a confident thing for her to say
, he thought. He
couldn’t have been more proud of her in that moment.

“I’ll work it into one of our weekends in the near future. I
need time to prepare and think about how I can make it as comfortable for you
as possible. The first time may not be very pleasant, but I’ll do everything I
can to make sure you’re okay.”

“I trust you completely, Master.”

“Thank you.”

* * * *

After the night Luke showed up on Kat’s doorstep
unannounced, he often requested to see her a couple of nights a week. He always
reminded her that she was well within her rights to turn him down, but she
never did. She enjoyed his company. They never played during the week, but
instead, he would take her to dinner or a movie. She never felt comfortable
enough to completely let go when they were on these “dates”, but she did answer
any questions he had about her and her life. She noticed lately he had more and
more questions for her. He wanted to hear all about her childhood, her family,
and friends. She was too afraid to ask him about his personal life. Anything
she learned, she got from him in spurts. Some days he was really talkative and
others he was more interested in hearing from her. Either way, she liked being
with him and was finding she would take whatever he’d give her. Right now, it
was more than she’d ever thought they could have with one another.