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HAPTER 9: AMY

The first week of classes were a blur to me; a constant stream of people and text books; lines and instructions; hallways and colors.  Unlike simply sitting in the classes and auditing them, I actually had to participate, to do the work, and answer questions.  More than once, I found myself lost trying to find a small classroom, or backstage entrance. The students were helpful, friendly for the most part and willing to share their textbooks and scripts with me until I got my own … at least in the beginning.  But as time went on, it was Liam who gave me the support I needed, making sure I had time to find my way and pausing to offer definitions of terms or words that must have obviously confused me.   And soon, I found the friendly looks from others turning to raised eyebrows, and snickering; dirty glares that would have stopped even the hardest heart in their tracks.

              I told myself he was just being nice. He was helping me out. After all, we were to perform together soon, and so we had to work together. I even tried telling the others that. But soon, I found being at school was not much different than being at home. I was isolated, alone and different. The walls were thin, and I could a lot through them. I was used to sleeping in pitch darkness and dead silence. But at school, with the hall light constantly on, and the thin walls, I got neither. 

             
It’s just that…I don’t know. Maybe I’m so useless and need all this extra attention, so they are frustrated with me. And my lack of talent.
I texted Sarah one evening, as I sat in one of the common rooms alone. I was supposed to be writing out a modern day translation of a Shakespeare verse, but I found myself unable to focus.

             
Are you kidding? They’re jealous.
She replied back instantly.
You beat out a million girls for a scholarship, you’re awesome and gorgeous, and the hot movie star/headmaster is paying attention to you. Why are you sad?! This is the ride of your life!

Maybe he thinks I’m so useless that I’m ‘special.’
I replied back, sullenly.
And that’s why he has to stop every five seconds to tell me what something means.

Video chat. Now.
Came the reply, and I sighed.  I didn’t really have an excuse to say no to her, now that I was at school with free unlimited Wi-Fi. Our video chats could go on for hours without me worrying about our internet bill. I hit the screen share button and waited for her camera to load up, holding the phone up to my face.

             
Sarah was pretty, in a kind of exotic way. Her hair was cropped short, in a style I never dared to try, and she always wore eye shadow that made her almond shaped eyes pop. Up in Canada, she was a community theater actor, being forced by her parents to study finance in University. However, that didn’t stop her from dressing like Madonna and auditioning for everything she could find. She had spunk, energy about her that I always envied.

              “You know what you should do?” She said, as soon as her face popped up. Sarah had a liquid French accent that I imagined made every man around her want her. “Take me on a tour of your school. The Wi-Fi goes all over, right?”

             
“Nooo,” I whined, leaning back in my chair. “It’s getting dark and I want to go to bed.”

             
“But you’ll just lie in bed for hours and listen to whoever is sobbing their eyes out every night continue to do so. Besides, it’s like 8pm, Amy, you’re acting like a 50 year old.”

             
“Hey,” I grinned at that, struggling to my feet. “I have a disease, you know.”

             
“There’s the disease…and then there’s just you,” Sarah teased me.  “Or you can sit here and tell me how gorgeous Liam is.” I sighed, and hit the button for the rear camera, so she could see things from my point of view.

             
“Alright, fine,” I stood up, heading out into the hallway. “But if I get in trouble for illegally filming or something, I’m sending them to arrest you too.”

             
“Show me Liam!” Sarah said to me, and I rolled my eyes, quickly turning the camera around and pulling my headphones out of my pocket, so the whole corridor wouldn’t hear her outbursts.

             
“Sarah,
hush
,” I said, burning with embarrassment. “I don’t know where he is, geez.”

             
“I thought he was always with you?” She teased, and I rolled my eyes. “Ooo, what’s that?”

             
“That’s the dance studio for the juniors,” I said, putting the phone up to the window. It was empty, but she could still see the barre decorated with Disney characters and the multicolored lights.

             
“Wow. You could have had so much fun as a kid,” Sarah said, as I continued to walk, angling the camera to show her various pictures or sticking it into classrooms so she could see my daily environment. I was just about to see if the theater was open when I was distracted by the sudden sound of breaking glass. Sarah must have seen my eyes dart away, because she leaned forward.

             
“What?”

             
“Hold on a second,” I said, walking carefully towards the sound.
Curiosity killed the cat,
my father always used to tell me. However, I ignored his voice ringing in my ears as I peeked around the corner to the classroom.

             
“LIAM! OMG!” Sarah almost deafened me with her scream. I gave the phone a quick glare, wincing. Sure enough, inside the class room, was Liam, standing in the middle and waving his arms. Porsche sat on a desk, glaring at him.

“She’s my sire, Porsche, darling, she’s the one who made me. You expect me to just forget she even existed?”

“I’m just saying be careful,” She replied. “You’re splashing your face all over the media again, and if she wants to find you, she’s going to find you and then this is going to start all over again.”

“What are they talking about?” Sarah hissed in my ear. I glanced at her video and angrily put a finger to my lips.

“Let her,” Liam shrugged. “There isn’t anything that blood sucker can do to me that she hasn’t already done. Not with you around anyway.”

The conversation made little sense to me, and made me lean in further, trying to understand exactly what they were talking about. My head crossed a light, and my shadow played strongly against the wall. The change in light was what gave me away. In an instant, they both turned to look at me. I felt the color rise in my cheeks, and I yanked my head phones out.

              “Sorry!” I said, quickly. “I was just showing my friend around,” I held up the video call on my phone which showed Sarah gaping. Quickly, I ended the call, without saying goodbye.

             
“Amy!” Liam said, a bit too loudly. He looked different from this morning; paler, and more defined in the face and his voice sounded different as well, although I couldn’t place it. However, with one whiff of the air in the room, it was probably a safe bet to assume he was drunk. I recognized the smell of brandy from the kitchen … sweet and potent. “It’s ok, the more the merrier.”

             
“Liam,” Porsche growled, from her place on the desk. “I think Amy should head back to her dorms, right now.”

             
“Why?” He turned to her, a bit unsteadily. “She’s the best student in the school. She’s the only one that gives a damn about acting. The rest of them are after fame and fortune. Why shouldn’t she stay and join us?”

             
My mouth hit the floor at his words, which had no trace of sarcasm or untruth in them.  He spoke them from his heart, obscured by alcohol as they were. And then he stumbled, reaching to a nearby desk for support. Without thinking, I moved forward, even though I was too far to catch him. I heard it before I felt it; the crunch of glass beneath my feet that speared right through my thin sandal and into my skin.  It pierced deep, and I cried out from the pain, stumbling forwards myself in alarm. I put my arms out to catch myself, but panicked when I realized there was broken glass everywhere.

             
Liam grabbed me before I fully hit the ground, pulling me out of harm’s way before I could do too much damage to my skin. He had moved across the room at seemingly inhuman speed, grabbing me around the waist and pulling me to the left, so we both fell.

             
For a moment, I was in his lap, his strong arms around me, and I didn’t want to move, my heart beating so fast I thought it might explode. But then I felt the rush of blood as my muscles recovered from the fall, and I twisted, trying to get out of his grasp.

             
“Let go. Let Go. Please let go,” I cried, trying to assess where the blood was, and whether any of it had gotten on him. If he had even a drop of blood in any wound, in his face, there was a good chance he could be infected. Liam looked shocked at this, and released me, but soon, I had another problem.

             
Porsche was in front of me then, grabbing my wrists to get me to stop struggling.

             
“Amy, are you ok?”

             
“Please,” I said, surprised as tears sprung to my eyes. I had to make her understand. “Please, don’t touch me, NO!” I moved my arm away as she reached for it, sprouting blood from broken glass. “I’m HIV positive, my blood is infected. You can’t be anywhere near me. You need gloves!”

             
“Ssh, Honey,” her voice was gentle as she met my eyes. “Me too.”

That stopped me, and I stared at her. She was so beautiful, so healthy, and strong. How could she possibly be infected as well?

              “Really?”

             
“Yep,” she said, with a sad smile, as she reached to examine my arm. “Years ago. Dirty needle.” She winced as she looked at the wound. “This is going to need the first aid kit. I’m going to get it.” She stood up, looking at Liam, who had backed up a bit to lean against a desk. “You alright? I’ll be fast.”

             
“Sure,” he seemed a bit more sober now, although his eyes weren’t as intense as they normally were. “Go ahead, Porsche, I’m not going to eat her.”

             
“Uh huh,” the dancer seemed un-amused, and headed off down the hallway, breaking into a jog as she got a few feet away. Curling my knees against my chest, I turned to look at Liam. He was looking right back at me, sympathy playing across his face.

             
“Are you alright?” he asked me, and I nodded.

             
“Yes, I was just careless.”

             
“If anyone was careless tonight, it was me,” he said, sitting down beside me.

             
“Are you alright?” I cocked my head at him. “You look…sorry, you look terrible.”

He laughed, glancing up at the clock.

              “It’s just time for me to go to bed,” he said, and I raised an eyebrow at that.

             
“A former Hollywood party boy, wanting to sleep at 9pm?”

His face darkened at that again, and I saw his mouth twitch. I blinked twice, trying to clear my head. His teeth were white and perfect inside his mouth, but tonight they looked almost menacing.

              “There are things the darkness does to me that you don’t know, Amy. Things that you don’t want to know.”

             
I would have laughed at that, but there was something about the tone in his voice that made me lean closer, my chest tight with empathy.

             
“Like what?”

He waved his hand, dismissingly.

              “We all have our demons in the dark. I’m sorry that you have to…see me like this. The booze helps, believe it or not. But then, you’re 18 and young, you should believe it,” he gave me a wry smile, and I shrugged.

             
“I’ve lived a pretty boring life.” I said, quietly, pulling at a thread on my shirt. “But Liam…” There was something about his face, the way he was almost folded in on himself, looking so vulnerable, that made me continue to speak. “You’ve given me so much help while I’ve been here. You’ve given me everything. A year ago, I never would have even dared to dream my life would be like this. So…” I trailed off, meeting his dark eyes. “If there’s anything I can do to help you…I know it’s not my place, but...” What stopped me this time was what I thought I saw in his eyes; the tears welling up as he spoke, shaking his head.

             
“You’re a good kid, Amy. You shouldn’t be mixed up in all this.”

             
“I’m not a kid,” I said, immediately, and he met my eyes, a tender smile on his face. He raised a hand to my cheek, and I let him touch it gently.

             
“Indeed you are not.” He said. “You are a beautiful young woman, and any man would be blind to refuse you.”

             
I was lost in his eyes, their watery depths flooding into my soul. I had seen his face a thousand times, on the screen and in the magazines, and I couldn’t believe it was now inches from mine. Slowly, his other hand rose to my other cheek, and he dipped his head. Without even realizing what was happening, I kissed him.

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