Captivated (5 page)

“Who’s she?” Nash asked.

“She has many names.” Moving to the statue, Morgana took up a small ladle, dipped it in the clear pool. She sipped, then poured the rest onto the ground for the goddess. Without a word, she crossed the patio again
and entered a sunny, spotless kitchen. “Do you believe in a creator?”

The question surprised him. “Yeah, sure. I suppose.” He shifted uncomfortably while she walked across a white tiled floor to the sink to rinse her hands. “This—your witchcraft—it’s a religious thing?”

She smiled as she took out a pitcher of lemonade. “Life’s a religious thing. But don’t worry, Nash—I won’t try to convert you.” She filled two glasses with ice. “It shouldn’t make you uncomfortable. Your stories are invariably about good and evil. People are always making choices, whether to be one or the other.”

“What about you?”

She offered him his glass, then turned to walk through an archway and out of the kitchen. “You could say I’m always trying to check my less attractive impulses.” She shot him a look. “It doesn’t always work.”

As she spoke, she led him down a wide hallway. The walls were decorated with faded tapestries depicting scenes from folklore and mythology, ornate sconces, and etched plates of silver and copper.

She opted for what her grandmother had always called the drawing room. Its walls were painted a warm rose, and the tone was picked up in the pattern of the Bokhara rug tossed over the wide-planked chestnut floor. A lovely Adam mantel draped over the fireplace, which was stacked with wood ready to be put to flame should the night turn cool or should Morgana wish it.

But for now a light breeze played through the open windows, billowing the sheer curtains and bringing with it the scents of her gardens.

As in her shop, there were crystals and wands scattered around the room, along with a partial collection of her sculpture. Pewter wizards, bronze fairies, porcelain dragons.

“Great stuff.” He ran his hand over the strings of a gold lap harp. The sound it made was soft and sweet. “Do you play?”

“When I’m in the mood.” It amused her to watch him move around the room, toying with this, examining that. She appreciated honest curiosity. He picked up a scribed silver goblet and sniffed. “Smells like . . .”

“Hellfire?” she suggested. He set it down again, preferring a slender amethyst wand crusted with stones and twined with silver threads. “Magic wand?”

“Naturally. Be careful what you wish for,” she told him, taking it delicately from his hand.

He shrugged and turned away, missing the way the wand glowed before Morgana put it aside. “I’ve collected a lot of this kind of thing myself. You might like to see.” He bent over a clear glass ball and saw his own reflection. “I picked up a shaman’s mask at an auction last month, and a—what do you call it?—a scrying mirror. Looks like we have something in common.”

“A taste in art.” She sat on the arm of the couch.

“And literature.” He was poking through a bookshelf. “Lovecraft, Bradbury. I’ve got this edition of
The Golden Dawn
. Stephen King, Hunter Brown, McCaffrey. Hey, is this—?” He pulled out the volume and opened it reverently. “It’s a first edition of Bram Stoker’s
Dracula
.” He looked over at her. “Will you take my right arm
for it?”

“I’ll have to get back to you on that.”

“I always hoped he’d have approved of
Midnight Blood
.” As he slipped the book back into place, another caught his eyes. “
Four Golden Balls. The Faerie King
.” He skimmed a finger over the slim volumes. “
Whistle Up the Wind
. You’ve got her entire collection.” Envy stirred in his blood. “And in first editions.”

“You read Bryna?”

“Are you kidding?” It was too much like meeting an old friend. He had to touch, to look, even to sniff. “I’ve read everything she’s written a dozen times. Anyone who thinks they’re just for kids is nuts. It’s like poetry and magic and morality all rolled into one. And, of course, the illustrations are fabulous. I’d kill for a piece of the original artwork, but she just won’t sell.”

Interested, Morgana tilted her head. “Have you asked?”

“I’ve filtered some pitiful pleas through her agent. No dice. She lives in some castle in Ireland, and probably papers the walls with her sketches. I wish . . .” He turned at Morgana’s quiet laugh.

“Actually, she keeps them in thick albums, waiting for the grandchildren she hopes for.”

“Donovan.” He tucked his thumbs in his pockets. “Bryna Donovan. That’s your mother.”

“Yes, and she’d be delighted to know you approve of her work.” She lifted her glass. “From one storyteller to another. My parents lived in this house off and on for several years. Actually, she wrote her first published work upstairs while she was pregnant with me. She always says I insisted she write the story down.”

“Does your mother believe you’re a witch?”

“It would be better to ask her that yourself, if you get the opportunity.”

“You’re being evasive again.” He walked over to sprawl comfortably on the couch beside her. It was impossible not to be comfortable with a woman who surrounded herself with things he himself loved. “Let’s put it this way. Does your family have any problem with your interests?”

She appreciated the way he relaxed, legs stretched, body at ease, as if he’d been making himself at home on her couch for years. “My family has always understood the need to focus energies in an individual direction. Do
your parents have a problem with your interests?”

“I never knew them. My parents.”

“I’m sorry.” The mocking light in her eyes turned instantly to sympathy. Her family had always been her center. She could hardly imagine living without them.

“It wasn’t a big deal.” But he rose again, uneasy with the way she’d laid a comforting hand on his shoulder. He’d come too far from the bad old days to want any sympathy. “I’m interested in your family’s reactions. I mean, how would most parents feel, what would they do if they found their kid casting spells. Did you decide to start dabbling as a child?”

Sympathy vanished like a puff of smoke. “Dabbling?” she repeated, eyes slitted.

“I may want to have a prologue, you know, showing how the main character got involved.”

He was paying less attention to her than to the room itself, the atmosphere. As he worked out his thoughts, he paced. Not nervously, not even restlessly, but in a way that made it obvious that he was taking stock of everything he could see.

“Maybe she gets pushed around by the kid next door and turns him into a frog,” he continued, oblivious to the fact that Morgana’s jaw had tensed. “Or she runs into some mysterious woman who passes on the power. I
kind of like that.” As he roamed, he played with ideas, slender threads that could be woven into whole cloth for a story. “I’m just not sure of the angle I want to use, so I figured we’d start by playing it straight. You tell me what started you off—books you read, whatever. Then I can twist it to work as fiction.”

She was going to have to watch her temper, and watch it carefully. When she spoke, her voice was soft, and carried a ring that made him stop in the center of the rug. “I was born with elvish blood. I am a hereditary witch, and my heritage traces back to Finn of the Celts. My power is a gift passed on from generation to generation. When I find a man of strength, we’ll make children between us, and they will carry it beyond me.”

He nodded, impressed. “That’s great.” So she didn’t want to play it straight, he thought. He’d humor her. The stuff about elvish blood had terrific possibilities. “So, when did you first realize you were a witch?”

The tone of his voice had her temper slipping a notch. The room shook as she fought it back. Nash snatched
her off the couch so quickly that she didn’t have time to protest. He’d pulled her toward the doorway when the shaking stopped.

“Just a tremor,” he said, but he kept his arms around her. “I was in San Francisco during the last big one.” Because he felt like an idiot, he gave her a lopsided grin. “I haven’t been able to be casual about a shake since.”

So, he thought it was an earth tremor. Just as well, Morgana decided. There was absolutely no reason for her to lose her temper, or to expect him to accept her for what she was. In any case, it was sweet, the way he’d jumped to protect her.

“You could move to the Midwest.”

“Tornados.” Since he was here, and so was she, he saw no reason to resist running his hands up her back. He enjoyed the way she leaned into the stroke, like a cat.

Morgana tilted her head back. Staying angry seemed a waste of time when her heart gave such an eager leap. It was perhaps unwise of them to test each other this way. But wisdom was often bland. “The East Coast,” she said, letting her own hands skim up his chest.

“Blizzards.” He nudged her closer, wondering for just an instant why she seemed to meld with him so perfectly, body to body.

“The South.” She twined her arms around his neck, watching him steadily through a fringe of dark lashes.

“Hurricanes.” He tipped the hat off her head so that her hair tumbled down to fill his hands like warm silk. “Disasters are everywhere,” he murmured. “Might as well stay put and deal with the one that’s yours.”

“You won’t deal with me, Nash.” She brushed her lips teasingly over his. “But you’re welcome to try.”

He took her mouth confidently. He didn’t consider women a disaster.

Perhaps he should have.

It was more turbulent than any earthquake, more devastating than any storm. He didn’t feel the ground tremble or hear the wind roar, but he knew the moment her lips parted beneath his that he was being pulled in by some irresistible force that man had yet to put a name to.

She was molded against him, soft and warm as melted wax. If he’d believed in such things, he might have
said her body had been fashioned for just this purpose—to mate perfectly with his. His hands streaked under her loose shirt to race over the smooth skin of her back, to press her even closer, to make sure she was real and not some daydream, some fantasy.

He could taste the reality, but even that had some kind of dreamy midnight flavor. Her mouth yielded silkily under his, even as her arms locked like velvet cords around his neck.

A sound floated on the air, something she murmured, something he couldn’t understand. Yet he thought he sensed surprise in the whisper, and perhaps a little fear, before it ended with a sigh.

She was a woman who enjoyed the tastes and textures of a man. She had never been taught to be ashamed of taking pleasure, with the right man, at the right time. She hadn’t ever learned to fear her own sexuality, but to celebrate it, cherish it, and respect it.

And yet now, for the first time, she felt the sly quickening of fear with a man.

The simplicity of a kiss filled a basic need. But there was nothing simple in this. How could it be simple, when excitement and unease were dancing together along her skin?

She wanted to believe that the power came from her, was in her. She was responsible for this whirlwind of sensation that surrounded them. Conjuring was often as quick as a wish, as strong as the will.

But the fear was there, and she knew it came from the knowledge that this was something beyond her reach, out of her control, past her reckoning. She knew that spells could be cast on the strong, as well as the weak. To break a charm took care. And action.

She slid out of his arms, moving slowly, deliberately. Not for an instant would she let him see that he had had power over her. She closed a hand over her amulet and felt steadier.

Nash felt like the last survivor of a train wreck. He jammed his hands in his pockets to keep himself from grabbing her again. He didn’t mind playing with fire—he just liked to be sure he was the one holding the match. He knew damn well who’d been in charge of that little experiment, and it wasn’t Nash Kirkland.

“You play around with hypnosis?” he asked her.

She was fine, Morgana told herself. She was just fine. But she sat on the couch again. It took an effort, but
she managed a smile that was sultry around the edges. “Did I mesmerize you, Nash?”

Flustered, he paced to the window and back. “I just want to be sure when I kiss you that it’s my idea.”

Her head came up. The pride that swam in her blood was something else that was ageless. “You can have all the ideas you like. I don’t have to resort to magic to make a man want me.” She lifted a finger to touch the heat he’d left on her lips. “And if I decided to have you, you’d be more than willing.” Under her finger, her lips curved. “Then you’d be grateful.”

He didn’t doubt it, and that scraped at his pride. “If I said something like that to you, you’d claim I was sexist and egocentric.”

Lazily she picked up her glass. “The truth has nothing to do with sex or ego.” The white cat jumped soundlessly on the back of the couch. Without taking her eyes off Nash, Morgana lifted a hand and stroked Luna’s head. “If you’re unwilling to take the risk, we can break off our . . . creative partnership.”

“You think I’m afraid of you?” The absurdity of it put him in a slightly better mood. “Babe, I stopped letting my glands do the thinking a long time ago.”

“I’m relieved to hear it. I’d hate to think of you as some calculating woman’s love slave.”

“The point is,” he said between his teeth, “if we’re going to work this out, we’d better have some rules.”

He had to be out of his mind, Nash decided. Five minutes ago he had had a gorgeous, sexy, incredibly delicious woman in his arms, and now he was trying to think up ways to keep her from seducing him.

“No.” Lips pursed, Morgana considered. “I’m not very good with rules. You’ll just have to take your chances. But I’ll make a deal with you. I won’t lure you into any compromising situations if you’ll stop taking smug little potshots at witchcraft.” She combed her hair back with her fingers. “It irritates me. And I sometimes do things I regret when I’m irritated.”

“I have to ask questions.”

“Then learn to accept the answers.” Calm but determined, she rose. “I don’t lie—or at least I rarely do. I’m not sure why I’ve decided to share my business with you. Perhaps because there’s something appealing about you, and certainly because I have a great deal of respect for a teller of tales. You have a strong aura—and a
questing, if cynical, brain—along with a great deal of talent. And perhaps because those closest to me have approved of you.”