Cowboys Mine (11 page)

She shrugged. “Still a bit shaken, I guess.”

“Nobody will ever hurt you again,” said North. “You’re
ours and we protect what’s ours.”

His brother made a weighty statement, one that he
didn’t disapprove. Colton wanted to own Eva, to know she’d always be his. He decided
to put her before his fears, before the baggage from his past. Holding back
wasn’t saving Eva, only supplying him with an excuse to follow in his father’s
footsteps. But they were two different men, and the only role model he’d ever
needed was Mr. Ford.

“I want to be yours,” she said. “I don’t want to be
alone.”

Colton put his arm around her shoulders, holding her
to his side. “That’s good, because you should know by now how hard it is to get
rid of us.”

He watched the flames dance, the wood crackling as it
slowly turned to ash. The stars were out and the moon was full. These were the
kind of nights he loved.

“It’s back to the real world tomorrow,” said North. “I
don’t even want to think about all the fields I need to plow.”

“We’ll get caught up,” said Colton.

He wanted to bring up the topic of their ménage relationship
because he was worried about the future, but Eva had enough on her plate. It
was best not to stress her out any more.

“The moon’s big tonight,” said Eva. “Remember the
harvest moon last Halloween? I wonder if we’ll get one again this year.”

They’d stayed out in the corn fields all night. It had
been an Indian summer, and the moon was huge and a brilliant orange. It
appeared so close he swore he’d be able to touch it if he reached far enough.
He remembered every detail of that night from the corn stalks poking him in the
ribs to the sound of Eva’s giggling. It seemed all his positive memories
featured Eva Ford. Before her, before their dad walked out, his life was a haze
of beatings, sadness, and chaos. Eva equaled happiness, safety, and laughter.

“I remember,” said Colton simply.

North set his hand on her thigh. It meant nothing
until Eva pushed his hand higher. She turned to look at his brother. “I can’t
forget last night,” she said.

“Neither can I,” said North.

“Are you going to keep pushing me away?”

His brother kept quiet.

“It’s for your own good, Eva,” said Colton. “You’re
not ready for more just yet.”

“Why not? Because I’m twenty-two? Last time I checked
that’s very much a woman.” She sat straighter, not willing to lean on him any
longer.

“But you’re still our little Eva. All these changes
are going to take time to get used to,” he said. And it was true. One day he
was her friend and protector, and the next they were declaring their romantic
love for each other. It must have been there for a long time, growing and
waiting for the perfect time to show itself.

“I don’t need time to get used to you,” she said. “Time
is for people learning to trust. It’s for people who aren’t in love yet.
Neither apply to me.”

“So what do you suggest, little one?” asked North.
“You seem to know it all tonight.”

“I want to be closer to both of you. There’s only one
way left to do that.”

Colton swallowed hard. How could he refuse her? How
could he agree? “You don’t know what you’re asking.”

“You showed me last night.” She turned to look him in
the eyes. Even in the darkness, the moon picked up the blue notes in her eyes.
“I want to go all the way, Colt. I want to feel your cock filling me.”

He closed his eyes and took a deep, controlling breath
before speaking. “You’re a virgin, Eva. It’ll hurt. I won’t feel like you’re
thinking.” It felt awkward talking about sex with Eva. She’d always been kept
in a separate place in his mind, one far away from the darkness, including his
one-nighters. Now she was his everything and he was terrified to make that
transition.

“I don’t care.” She wrapped her little fingers around
his open collar and leaned up to kiss him. Her tongue slid along the seam of
his lips in a slow, sensual drag. “Touch me again.”

They were out in the open but sheltered from the view
of other trailers. He kissed her back, tasting her lips and losing himself to
her innocent seduction.

She grabbed his hand and brought it to her crotch
without breaking the kiss. He cupped her mound through her jeans making her
gasp. “Yes, like that,” she murmured.

North peppered kisses along the back of her neck, her
body securely sandwiched between them as they sat on the old wooden bench by
the fire.

“Are you sure this is what you want? We can still go
back to the way things were,” said Colton.

“This is exactly what I want.”

He slid his hand up her sweater. Her skin was soft and
warm against his calloused palm. He cupped her breast, using his thumb to roll
her nipple.

“I love it when you touch me. North, touch me, too.”

His brother didn’t need to be asked twice. He wrapped
an arm around her, finding his way to her other breast. She wriggled on the
bench, rubbing her thighs together.

“You have the cutest little tits,” said North. “I
could suck them all night long.”

“Do it.”

Colton shook his head. “It’s too cold out here for
you, Eva. Let’s get inside.” He stood and helped her to her feet. North
followed as they climbed the few step into the silver bullet. As soon as they
were past the threshold, Eva threw herself against him, wrapping her arms
around his neck. If she’d been any other woman, he’d have her on all fours by now.
But this was Eva. His self-control would be put through a Herculean test
tonight.

****

Eva felt like she was losing her mind. All she could
focus on was muscles and sex. Every sight acted like an aphrodisiac—the scruff
on Colt’s jawline, the way North’s jeans fit low on his hips, the plaid of
their jackets, and the strength coiled in their forearms alone. Colton and
North were sex on a stick, the kind of men who were every woman’s type. Now
that she saw them as much more than childhood friends, she was anxious to enjoy
them, to explore their bodies in new intimate ways. Only they kept pushing her
away, treating her like a child. Her confidence was taking a hit since she
couldn’t seem to give away her body even when trying.

But they were men. How long could they keep saying
no
to her?

Colt pushed her back as if her body scalded him. She
turned to North instead. “Let me touch you.” He’d refused her last night and
she didn’t want a repeat.

“Touch me all you want, sweetheart. I’m yours.”

She immediately attempted to unbuckle the leather
strap from his silver buckle. He stilled her hands.

“I want to touch what’s mine,” she said, determined.

He chuckled. “We have all the time in the world.”

“You’re both making me angry. Why do you keep refusing
me?”

“Because you’re too special,” said Colt. “You’re too
special to have your first time in the loft of the silver bullet. You deserve a
lot better than that.”

She loved them so much. Meshing the unique love they’d
always shared with this new intimacy was addicting. It added a whole new layer,
creating so many things to discover.

“I only have good memories of this old trailer. I even
remember when we used it as a fort until dad kicked us out.” She ran the backs
of her fingers along Colt’s cheek. “This is my decision.”

He cupped her face, holding a little harder than
usual. His eyes were intense, a look a feral passion staring back at her. “Sex
changes everything.”

“It will never change how I feel about either of you.”
This time she dared to reach out and run her palm over the bulge in Colton’s
Wranglers. He bolted back as if she’d punched the air out of him. At least he
couldn’t hide his desire. No matter what sobering words he muttered, his
rock-hard erection said otherwise.

Eva needed to show them just how committed she was to
seeing this through. She’d lose her virginity tonight, even if it killed her.
She pulled her sweater off over her head, letting it fall to the ground. She
briefly massaged her own breasts before unzipping the front of her jeans.

“Holy shit, Eva. Behave yourself.”

“Not tonight.” She wriggled out of her pants until she
was standing in just her white panties. She wished she had on something
prettier, not the standard issue garments her mother bought her. Eva never
thought about it before today.

The twins didn’t say anything but they both raked
their eyes up and down her body. She loved the heat of their stares on her
intimate parts. Her body was thrumming with the need to be touched.

“North, are you hard for me again?” She could see his
cock pressed diagonally across the front of his jeans. His size intimidated her
but also roused her curiosity. She’d never seen a grown man naked.

He nodded.

Eva took a couple steps until she was able to press
her body against his. “Take off your shirt,” she said, fiddling with North’s
buttons.

North complied, pulling his partially-tucked shirt out
from his pants and tugged it off the top of his head. She was instantly hot.
His skin was smooth and golden, ripped muscle after ripped muscle. Eva stood in
front of him and ran both hands over his pecs, around his sides, and along his
washboards abs. She never wanted to stop exploring, but out of nowhere, he
grabbed her around the waist and hoisted her up on the kitchen counter a couple
feet away. He forced his body between her legs, cupping her ass to slide her to
the edge. She could feel his hard, denim-clad erection rubbing against her
clit.

Her breathing turned to rapid pants as she hung onto
his shoulders, waiting for him to act. His massive ribs expanded and contracted
like an enraged bull. Maybe she’d been playing with fire all along.

She thrust her hips forward, loving the friction
against her intimate parts. She was tired of waiting, of dreaming of the moment
of penetration when her ache would finally be sated.

“Eva, you’re not ready,” said Colt, standing right
beside his brother. They were the same height with the same broad cowboy
shoulders. He leaned forward and sucked her breast slowly and thoroughly until
her heartbeat was racing double time. “Your pussy’s small and tight. I don’t
want us to hurt you.”

“Don’t make me beg,” she said.

He growled in frustration, finally telling her to lean
back on her elbows. She felt so exposed, but it thrilled her. Colt slipped off
her panties, leaving her completely nude on the kitchenette counter. Thankfully
she trusted the McReed brothers with her life because she was acting completely
out of character. They’d awakened something deep inside her, and she needed to
trust them to teach her everything.

“What a pretty little pussy,” said North. “So pink and
ripe.” He ran the tip of his finger along the moisture of her slit, up and down
and all around her clit. Then he actually bent over the lapped his tongue up
her folds. Eva screamed. It was such a dirty thing to do but exactly what she
craved. The rush of electricity racing through her body took her by surprise.

“Yes, North! That feels so good.”

“You taste fucking sweet, Eva.” He spread her bent
legs wide, Colton holding one knee open. North’s hot breath stimulated her
throbbing pussy before his tongue entered her. He was merciless, eating her
like a starved man. She was teetering on a volatile edge, an orgasm threatening
to break free at any second. Eva gasped for air, her arms flailing to the sides
in search of anything to anchor her. A pot fell to the floor and cutlery
scattered.

When North came up for a breath, Colt pushed him to
the side, taking his place between her legs. He looked down at her swollen
parts, only teasing with a feather-light touch. “If we’re going to do this, I
have to try and prepare you a bit,” he said.

“Okay.”

He showed her a bottle with “lubricant” written on the
side. She watched as he drizzled some of the clear substance on two of his
fingers. Just like last night he pressed those fingers into her pussy. Eva
closed her eyes and focused on the fullness of the invasion. She clenched down
on his fingers wishing they were his big cock instead.

“Relax for me, baby girl.”

She hadn’t realized her body was so tense, so she
willed herself to melt around his fingers. Colt began to pump his two digits
inside her. From her propped position on her elbows she could see everything he
was doing. All three of them watched Colt finger-fuck her, occasionally
scissoring his fingers to stretch her virgin hole.

“More,” she chanted.

He smirked, pulling his fingers away, leaving her
wanting. Colton lubed up one finger this time, bringing it lower until he
touched her asshole. She froze, unsure what he was going to do. When he slid
that single finger up her ass, she gasped and nearly choked on all the wondrous
new sensations flooding her bloodstream.

He kept his finger inside her forbidden hole as North
leaned over to suckle her clit. Both men worked together, invading her with a
menagerie of erotic experiences. She grabbed North’s hair in a tight fist. An
overload of powerful erotic pleasure assaulted her from numerous directions.
Her ass was afire with need, her clit spasming under North’s vigorous
ministrations. She loved the untamed nature of the McReed twins. They were just
as rough and raw in the bedroom as they were in every day left.