DAMON: A Bad Boy MC Romance Novel (20 page)

T
hey waited
outside the dingy-looking, weathered apartment building for three hours. Most of the people going in and out looked exactly as broken-down as the apartments. Damon could tell the drug dealers from the drug addicts, the fighters from the thieves, the single mothers from the prostitutes. He didn’t judge any of them. Life was harder for some than for others. He only cared to judge one man. And when he saw that man, coming out the front doors with a pained gait, he stiffened all over. Tricia reached out from the backseat, one arm on his meaty bicep.

“Calm,” she said, the word sounding very much like its meaning. He nodded and opened the driver’s side door.

Curly didn’t see Damon, but he heard his name when Damon shouted it. The man turned slowly, clearly suffering somewhat from the fight. His eyes widened, darkened.

“You,” Curly said, his hands fisting. “You motherfucker…”

“Get in the car,” Damon said. Curly’s eyebrows rose, and then his mouth quirked upwards slightly. Damon could tell that the man thought this was his chance to finish what he started, maybe collect on whatever he was owed by the Steel Dragons. But when Curly saw the wad of bills in Damon’s hand, poised above the roof of the car, his expression changed. “Whatever they were paying you, I’ll double it. Get in the car.”

Curly looked up and down the street, calculating. He looked back at the fat wad in Damon’s hand.

“How do I know this isn’t a trick?” Curly said, approaching the car warily.

“What? I’m going to kill you in broad daylight in my own fucking car? I know who paid you, I know it’s them who
really
want me dead,” Damon growled. Curly looked impassive. Damon sighed. “I got my woman in the car, and she won’t abide any killing. Just get in.”

Curly leaned down, looking in the passenger side window. Tricia recoiled from his cold glare, the violence in his sneer. Damon sat back down in the driver’s seat and waited. Finally, Curly opened the passenger side door, sliding in.

“I should kill you right now,” Curly said as he shut the door. “Then I could take the money
and
get the rest of what hose assholes owe me.”

“I know,” Damon said, trying to swallow the desire to strangle the guy. “That’s why she’s here. She’s got 911 on speed dial. You make any move we don’t like, and she’s out of here, down the block, with the cops on the line.”

Curly grunted, looked back at Tricia once more, and saw the phone in her hand. Tricia felt, once more, the cold tingle up her spine. Something in this man’s eyes told her all she needed to know about his feelings on women. It made her sick.

“What do you want?” Curly barked, turning back to Damon.

“I want to end some shit,” Damon said, keeping his eyes straight and level above the steering wheel.

“You gonna pay me to lay off you?” Curly asked, dropping his gaze to the money in Damon’s hand.

“I’m gonna pay you to lay off me,” Damon agreed, nodding. “And to tell me something.”

“What? I don’t know where they’re hiding out,” Curly said. “I only met them at bars and shit.”

“That’s not what I want you to tell me,” Damon said, and finally turned to look at the man he’d hunted all those years. “I want you to tell me that you recognize me. That you know who I am.”

Curly scoffed, shaking his head.

“Yeah, I know who you are,” he said. “You’re the fucker I got paid to kill, the fucker who got a few good shots in before I turned you into Swiss cheese.”

Damon’s muscles twitched, violently.

“That’s not all I am,” he growled, nearly spitting the words out. Tricia watched from the backseat, still holding her phone up, her heart racing. Damon might lose his cool. He might snap.

“Alright,” Curly said, sensing Damon’s growing ire. “Then who are you?”

“Let’s start with you,” Damon said, impatient. “You’re Curly Gottlieb, right?”

“Yeah, I am,” Curly said. “Didn’t Whitley tell you my fuckin’ name when you signed up for the fight?”

“Twenty years ago, you lived in Providence, Rhode Island,” Damon said, ignoring the man’s question.

Curly’s eyes darkened, his own hands fisting.

“So?”

“You beat and raped a woman in a parking lot,” Damon went on, choking the words out like he was coughing up razor blades. Curly’s eyes went wide, his skin blanching.

“What are you, her fucking brother or some shit? Her son? Shit – you’re not
my
fucking son, are you?”

Tricia’s breath caught in her throat. Was that enough?

Not for Damon.

“You were a miserable, pathetic little prick,” Damon said. “And I want you to admit it. I’m not your fucking son. If I was, I’d kill myself. I wouldn’t want your shitty blood in my veins.”

“Who the fuck are you then? What the hell do you care?”

“I’m the kid you threatened. I’m the kid who saw,” Damon finally ground out. Tricia saw the red rising in Damon’s cheeks, saw pain flash in his eyes, bright hot and searing. Curly’s jaw went slack, and he seemed to re-examine Damon, or see him for the first time.

“You’re that little gypsy kid? Shiiiit,” Curly said. “I forgot all about you.”

“You
forgot
?” Damon barked, his shoulders bunching. “You
FORGOT?
”

“Hey,” Curly said, backing away and putting his hands up. “Hey man, it was a long time ago. I’ve had a rough life.”

“You’ve had a rough life,” Damon said, his voice strangely flat now. “You’ve had a rough life.
You’ve had a rough life.
”

He sounded like a broken machine, and Tricia fought back the desire to touch him. She needed both hands to keep the phone steady.

“Damon,” she said, using her words instead. He blinked, turned away, looked down at the money in his hands.

“Fuck it,” Damon muttered, then looked back at Curly. “Just tell me what you do remember. I want to hear you tell me the story.”

“Are you fucking crazy, man?”

“Stop asking questions, and start talking,” Damon growled. Curly looked at the wad again, sighed, and leaned back slightly.

“I don’t know,” Curly said. “I was a kid. I was horny as fuck all the time. I’d always cut through the parking lot and see this bitch on her way to her car. She always smelled like fuckin’ flowers ‘cause she worked at that store. And one day I just figured, fuck it. Why not. So I picked up this piece of wood and bashed her over the head.

And listen, man, I never even got off, alright? I tried to, but I never did. I guess that’s ‘cause you interrupted me – I remember that now. You got me all distracted. By the time I got back to her, I didn’t even really want her anymore. She was all bloody and shit. So I wiped down what I could, ‘cause I wasn’t as stupid as I seemed, you know? And I closed the door and I left her there. That’s it. That’s the whole story.”

The way he spoke, as though telling a story about getting ants at a picnic, made Tricia nauseas. The coldness. The total nonchalance. But he’d said it. He’d told it. In his own words, in his voice. Damon was silent for a long moment. Tricia wondered if Damon would forget all about the plan. She had a mental picture of Damon reaching over and bashing the man’s head into the window. Instead, Damon threw the wad of money into Curly’s pocket. The older man eagerly picked it up, flipped through it, saw that it was all twenties. His eyes were bright, a smile on his face.

“That’s three grand,” Damon said, his voice flat again, emotionless. “I’m sure that’s a lot more than the Steel Dragons wanted to give you. Now get the fuck out of my car. I never want to see your sorry ass again.”

Curly didn’t argue, was all too happy to obey. The sound of the door slamming shut seemed too loud, seemed to ring and echo in Tricia’s ear. She put the phone down, crawled up to take his seat. She grimaced, realizing it was still warm from his body. That was closer than she ever wanted to be with a man like that.

“I got it,” Tricia said, holding the phone out. “I mean, we’ll have to edit it a little, and I still don’t think it’s going to do any good, but I got it.”

“It probably won’t do a damn thing,” Damon muttered, taking the phone from her hand. On the screen, he could see the first frame of the video Tricia had filmed from the front seat. “I don’t think these kinds of confessions are admissible in court, or even grounds for an arrest.”

I finally made my movie,
he thought, feeling numb and cold all over.

“But maybe when you come forward as witness…”

“Maybe,” Damon said, gritting his teeth, doubt in his voice. He knew how these things worked. He’d been through it all in his head already. A witness twenty years after the fact was pretty damn unreliable. This confession was pretty much worthless, even after cutting out the parts that mentioned the money. Stabs in the dark. In the deep, wide, awful dark.

Tricia folded her hand over his, and a little bit of light shone through.

T
hey gave
Jenner one phone call, but he hadn’t figured out how to use it yet. He could call Kennick, ask for money for a lawyer. He
should
call Kennick. Kennick had promised him money. Money would be useful, no matter where he ended up.

H
e guessed
that Kennick hadn’t really gone back on his word after all. Jenner had made him promise to get him away from the Steel Dragons, and so he did.

J
enner had never specified
that he didn’t want to go to jail, either.

T
hey had
him on
aiding and abetting, conspiracy, arson, and more
.
If Jenner got a good lawyer, he thought, he might get off on time served as the Steel Dragon’s prisoner. But that would involve proving he was their hostage, that they held him against the will…and any prosecutor worth his salt could probably argue that the Steel Dragons were hiding him, protecting him.

H
e knew
that Roper and his men, all of whom had been led out in handcuffs, same as Jenner, would find harboring a fugitive
a much better crime to admit to than kidnapping.

J
enner rolled
his head back on the hard, stiff cot. Just like his bed back at the clubhouse. The only difference was that the guards here wore badges instead of cuts.

M
aybe this was
what he deserved, after all.

A
t least in
prison I won’t have to wear an apron,
he thought, rolling over onto his side and closing his eyes.

T
ricia was reclining
on the bed, her back against the headboard. Damon sat at the foot, re-applying his bandage. Tricia had stocked up on enough antiseptic ointment, gauze, and bandages to keep a small army supplied, and she was making sure he took his antibiotics. She had wanted him to go back to the hospital after meeting Curly, but he’d refused, saying he had more important healing to do.

She understood this, and let it go.

He would be leaving soon to meet his brothers; he’d be going alone, just as his brothers were going alone. For the first time in a long time, it would be just the three of them.

Damon had just tied the bandage in place when the news story caught his attention.

“Eight men associated with the notorious Steel Dragons Motorcycle Club were arrested in Carol City early last night. Police were responding to an anonymous tip when they heard gunshots from the house, pictured here. Inside, they found two pounds of heroin, four pounds of marijuana, and multiple illegal firearms. They also found a fugitive, who sources say is
not
a member of the Steel Dragons, but who has multiple warrants for his arrest in Delaware. Several of the men were immediately incarcerated for violating their parole, and all will face charges…”

“Woah,” Tricia said, her body going slack.

“They did it,” Damon muttered, watching the aerial view in the corner of the screen.

“…say that a band of
gypsies
were responsible for the gunshots, but a witness who was at the scene says that it was one of the gang’s members who did the shooting. More on this story as it develops.”

The newscaster’s emphasis on the word
gypsy
made Damon’s lips quirk upward. He rose, pulling on his shirt.

“Guess I’m going to get a sneak peak at the 11 o’clock news,” he said, turning to Tricia, who crawled across the bed to him. He leaned down, covered her lips with his, and felt stronger with the taste of her on his lips.

The bar where he met his brothers was a nice-looking establishment in South Beach, with an after-work crowd in white shirts and brown slacks hanging around the small, round tables. Damon saw his brothers before they saw him. They
looked
like brothers, like they belonged together. And so they did.
And so do I,
he thought, feeling an awful pain in his heart, a sensation like grief. He wasn’t sure if that was true anymore. That’s what he was there to find out.

When Damon sat across from them, taking up a comical amount of space at the small table, they ordered a beer each. None of them seemed particularly eager to start the conversation, but Damon decided it would be a good way to start paying penance.

“Saw the news before I left,” he said, nodding to the waitress as she returned with their drinks. “You guys made the 6 o’clock.”

“Shit,” Cristov said, glancing at Kennick. “Names?”

“No,” Damon said, shaking his head. “Just ‘band of gypsies.’ And I don’t think the newscaster was buying it.”

Kennick cleared his throat and gave Damon the full story, the whole story, from Jenner’s call to buying the drugs and the guns to their getaway.

“What was with the gunshots?”

“We needed to make sure they had a reason to search the place,” Kennick explained. “Paid our good friend James to say that he saw Roper out there waving a gun around. And we got an alibi.”

Damon raised an eyebrow.

“We were at a strip joint all night,” Cristov piped up, looking slightly amused in spite of himself. “The girls weren’t too happy about that excuse, but the bartender at Jimmy Slick’s
was very obliging.”

“Good. Clean,” Damon said, nodding and taking a sip of his beer. If he’d been a part of the planning, there wasn’t much he could have improved. “So it’s over?”

Kennick shrugged.

“As over as we can make it. You never know. They could pop right back, like weeds. But hopefully they see two for two as a pretty good reason to stay away.”

“Cost us a shitload of money, this whole deal,” Cristov grumbled. Damon glanced at his brother, his mouth screwed up to one side.

The
kumpania
was in good shape, financially. Much better shape than their choice of abode or thrifty ways would suggest. Their businesses brought in good money, they were savvy with saving and investing. There was always enough to provide for everyone and keep the communal pot loaded. And that didn’t even include the Volanis’ personal fortune, accrued over many years and generations of people who’d been pushed around – and saw wealth as a way to make sure they wouldn’t be pushed around anymore.

There wasn’t much he could say about the money that had been spent, so Damon turned back to Kennick.

“And Jenner?”

“I kept my word,” Kennick said, his voice gruff. “I got him out of there.”

“We’ll get him a lawyer,” Cristov said, less amused by this than he had been about the strip club. “If he plays nice and supports the story about Roper shooting up the joint, we might even get him a good one.”

“How about you, Damon?” Kennick asked, cutting to the quick. “You got any more loose threads?”

Damon swallowed, found it hard to meet Kennick’s eyes. He remembered how his brothers used to trust him. It hurt to be questioned like this. But he had done that to himself.

“Kind of,” he said.

“Kind of? That doesn’t cut it anymore,” Cristov snapped, his knuckles tight around his drink.

“I went to see him,” Damon said, not breaking Kennick’s stare.

“We know,” Kennick said. “Mina got his information for you.”

“I went to see him, and I got a video of him confessing to what he did. I don’t think it will mean anything to anyone. It’s probably not admissible evidence. But I’m going to take it to Providence, and I’m going to give my statement. That’s all I can do.”

“And it’s enough?” Kennick asked. Cristov was brooding, looking down at his pint. Damon shook his head.

“It’s not enough,” he admitted. “But it has to be. I have to let it be enough. I’m not going after him again.”

Silence lingered between the triad. Cristov glanced up at Damon, sucked in a breath of air.

“Is there anything else we need to know? Any more deep, dark secrets that weren’t worth sharing? Any other tea parties we’re gonna have to break up to save your ass?”

Damon saw the hurt in Cristov’s eyes. He shook his head again.

“I should have told you. I should have told you when it happened. I made a mistake. And I kept making it for twenty years.”

Cristov nodded absently, studying his brother. He looked tired, suddenly. Like all the energy it took to be mad at Damon was waning at last. His shoulders slumped and he leaned back.

“Well, you better not make mistakes like that again,” Cristov said. “Especially not if you’re going to be doing this thing with Tricia…”

At that, a devious sort of smirk crossed Cristov’s lips.

“You know, Ricky was about ready to kill you for putting
me
in this situation,” he went on. “If you do anything to put Tricia in harm’s way, she’ll be making baby food out of your spleen.”

“That’s disgusting, Cristov,” Kennick said, sneering and leaning away.

“I won’t,” Damon said, knowing that Cristov was joking but taking it seriously. “I’ll never put Tricia in danger. Again.”

She’d almost died for his sins once. He wasn’t going to let that happen again.

“So it’s serious, huh?” Kennick asked. Damon nodded.

“You know, Kingdom’s a damn small town, but we sure know how to make it smaller, don’t we?” Cristov said, smiling again. “Shit, can’t I have a girlfriend without my brothers marrying her sister and best friend?”

“I’m not married yet,” Damon pointed out, letting a grin spread over his own face.

“I had Kim first,” Kennick argued at the same time, their words meshing together. “Me and Kim’s the whole reason there’s a baby in your girl’s belly.”

“Actually, I think my extremely virile equipment is the reason there’s a baby in Ricky’s belly,” Cristov retorted, smiling over the top of his glass. Kennick groaned.

“Ugh,” Damon joined in, not wanting to have to think about his younger brother’s “extremely virile equipment.”

“Can you believe this guy is going to be responsible for raising another human being?” Kennick directed the question at Damon, gesturing to Cristov.

Cristov slapped Kennick’s hand away and leaned in slightly.

“The next
rom baro,
to be precise,” he said. Kennick blanched.

“Shit, I didn’t even think of that…” He turned to Damon again, looking horrified. “Someday, a little Cristov might be running the
kumpania.
”

“He’ll be great,” Damon said, looking at Cristov with a newfound and bittersweet pride. “We just have to make sure he doesn’t stick his head out of any car windows. That’s what messed this one up so bad…”

It happened so quickly that Damon couldn’t even figure out when it happened. One moment, he was looking at his brothers from far away. The next, he was back with them, back where he belonged. His brother’s banter faded slightly as he watched them; Kennick had waved for a round of shots, a belated celebration of Cristov’s big news.

Family forgives. Family accepts. Family will let you come home.

Maybe not all families, but Damon’s family.

And that was all that mattered.