Diagnosis Death (14 page)

"What you've heard so far is only based on rumors, and that's unfair to you and to Frank." Cathy tented her fingers beneath her chin. "I guess it's time to give you more information."

"I finally got Will to admit that the consensus around town was that 'nice women don't go out with Frank Perrin.' Would you care to elaborate?"

Cathy drew in a deep breath and exhaled through pursed lips. "Okay. Part of this is covered by doctor-patient confidentiality, but since you're now my associate I suppose you're entitled to the information as well, since it concerns this practice."

Elena struggled to keep her tone neutral. "Thank you."

"Since I've been here, I've had two pregnant women come to me wanting abortions. I managed to convince one of them to carry the baby to term, but the other was adamant. I later learned that she drove to Dallas for the procedure."

"What does that have to do with Frank?" Elena said.

"I'm coming to that. Both women were divorced, had been for a couple of years. Neither would name the person responsible for the pregnancy. One followed my recommendation to have the baby. Milton Gaines did the prenatal care and delivery. I later learned from him that Frank Perrin paid that bill."

Elena pondered this. "So Frank was a nice person helping out a woman who made a mistake. I'd think that would be a mark in his favor."

"The clinic in Dallas that terminated the pregnancy of the other woman called our office for information. It seems the receptionist accidentally transposed some numbers and their bill to the responsible party was returned." Cathy's lips tightened. "They wondered if we had the correct address for Frank Perrin."

Elena turned this over in her mind. "That's not exactly firm evidence that he was the father."

"Perhaps, but there are other rumors, ones I can't substantiate, so I won't repeat them. I guess I'd just encourage you to be careful."

"I think I've learned how to assess men," Elena said.
Of course, I thought I'd done a good job when I chose Mark, but look how that turned out. No, she had to put that aside and move on.
"But I appreciate your concern. So far, Frank has been the perfect gentleman. If I see any evidence that's about to change, I'll back away. Fair enough?"

"Fine," Cathy said. She picked up her mug, took a swallow, and grimaced. "I'm not especially fond of herbal tea, and I hate it when it's cold. I need to nuke this."

Elena rose and followed Cathy out of the office. So this attractive man, one who seemed to be interested in her, might be trouble? Well, she was used to trouble—dealt with it on a regular basis in the ER. She was sure she could handle it. And if it got too bad, she'd take the advice of a former president: "Just say no."

"Dr. Gardner, thank you for coming in." Nathan Godwin gestured Elena to a chair on the other side of his desk.

It struck Elena that what she'd observed before held true here: the smaller the man, the larger the desk. Maybe Godwin was compensating for his stature with a desk that appeared to be large enough to require its own ZIP code. Then again, perhaps he had a lot to do and needed room to work. She put that idea aside when she observed that the vast expanse of mahogany was unencumbered by papers. It held a phone with a handful of pushbuttons, a handsome pen and pencil desk set, and a single photo, the frame angled so she couldn't see it.

Godwin fiddled with the cufflinks on a spotless white dress shirt. "We have in hand your application for privileges at Summers County General Hospital, and they will be acted upon in the usual fashion. But right now we need to address an irregularity."

There was a discreet tap at the door. "Nathan, sorry I'm a bit late. I know how you hate to be kept waiting."

The speaker, a middle-aged man, was tall and muscular, a marked contrast to Godwin. Beneath his white lab coat, he wore an Izod golf shirt and khaki slacks. His wavy brown hair receded ever so slightly in a widow's peak. Rimless glasses did little to hide brown eyes that smiled, despite his neutral expression.

Godwin remained seated while he gestured the newcomer to the chair beside Elena. "Come in, Marcus. Dr. Elena Gardner, this is Dr. Marcus Bell. He's a general surgeon who also functions as our hospital chief of staff."

Bell offered his hand. "Pleasure to meet you, Dr. Gardner. I'm glad Cathy is getting some help. I was afraid she planned to work right up to the time of her delivery."

Before Elena could reply, Godwin cleared his throat and said, "Now that Dr. Bell is here, let's get down to business." He produced a thin folder from his desk drawer, centered it carefully on his desk, and tapped it with a manicured forefinger. "This is your application for privileges. It seems to be in order, but there's one problem."

Elena felt a vein in her temple begin to throb and wondered idly if either of the two men could see it. Had what she'd hoped to leave behind in Dallas reached out to grab her already?

Bell hitched himself forward in his chair and picked up the folder. "What Nathan is trying to say is that you saved Milton Nix's life yesterday before you jumped through all the hoops to be formally granted hospital privileges to do so. I've told him that the awarding of those privileges—already scheduled for the next Credentials Committee meeting—is a slam-dunk."

Godwin drew himself up to his full height, a difficult feat when sitting, and doubly difficult when you're only five six. "Dr. Bell, surely you recognize that privileges are granted to each physician based upon their training and qualifications. We've only had Dr. Gardner's application for a short time. I have not yet seen all her references."

Dr. Bell didn't move, yet gave the impression of a lion crouched to spring on a helpless small animal. "Nathan, I liked it a lot better when our old administrator administered and left oversight of the medical staff to me. But, since you want to make this a contest of wills, I've talked with Dr. Amy Gross, the chair of the Family Practice Department where Dr. Gardner trained. She assures me that when her letter reaches me, along with those of others at that medical center, there will be no question of granting the requested privileges."

"But—"

Bell held up his hand like a traffic cop. "No 'buts,' Nathan. Just before coming here, I spoke by phone with each member of the Credentials Committee." He turned to Elena. "Dr. Gardner, it's my pleasure to advise you that, in a special called vote, all your requested privileges have been granted, retroactive to the moment you walked into the Emergency Room yesterday and took over Milton Nix's care." He beamed, perhaps as much at his triumph over Godwin as in welcome to Elena, and extended his hand. "Welcome aboard."

Elena felt the atmosphere in Godwin's office chill as though an unseen hand had run the thermostat to its lowest level. She tuned out as Godwin and Bell exchanged words that were far from pleasant.

Bell rose. "Well, Nathan, take this to the Board if you want to, but I'm sure you know that your margin there is razor-thin. I'd pick my battles if I were you." He touched Elena lightly on the arm. "Doctor Gardner, let's get out of here."

Godwin was still talking, although with less assurance, as the door closed behind them. Bell steered Elena past the elevators and said, "Let's get some coffee. I'd like to give you a better welcome to the staff than our esteemed administrator has."

They settled in at a table in the back of the cafeteria, each with a cup of coffee. Elena sipped hers and decided that it would never win any competitions for taste.

Bell apparently saw her grimace. "I know. Hospital coffee. And this was probably made for lunch, which was . . ." He consulted his watch. "Which was at least three or four hours ago."

"That's okay. I've had worse," Elena said. "Thanks for defending me to Mr. Godwin."

"My pleasure. As Chief of Staff, I count the day lost when I can't do battle with our Little Napoleon. But don't let him hear you call him Mr. Godwin. Our esteemed administrator is a physician, or so the diploma on his wall from St. George's University certifies."

"I don't believe I've heard of that one. Where is it?"

There was a twinkle in Marcus's eyes that his glasses couldn't fully hide. "Grenada."

"So he doesn't—"

"I think he may have a license to practice in some state, probably the one with the most lenient board exam, but apparently Dr. Godwin decided early in his career he was more cut out to be an administrator than a practicing doctor." Marcus pushed away his cup, still almost full. "Speaking of medical education, one of the responsibilities I'm saddled with is staff education. How about teaching the next CPR class? The groups are usually pretty small—mainly nurses who need to get certified or renew their certification in basic cardiopulmonary resuscitation."

"I guess I could do that."

"Deal. I'll have my secretary call your office with the details. And since we discussed hospital business, now I can turn in a voucher to get reimbursed for the two dollars I spent for your coffee." Marcus laughed. "I wish I could see Nathan's face when that comes across his desk."

Elena pushed back her chair and reached for her purse. "I guess I'd better be running along. It was nice meeting you. And thanks for the coffee."

Marcus gestured for her to stay seated. "I've enjoyed it too, although I don't think either of us had much of an opportunity to get acquainted with the other. Why don't we rectify that by having dinner together sometime?"

Elena wondered how to handle this. She plastered a smile on her face. "Marcus, I'm flattered. But could I have a little time before I take you up on that?"

"Sure. I guess this is sort of a hectic time, getting settled in and all."

Might as well come right out with it.
"I don't guess Cathy told anyone. I'm newly widowed. My husband died six months ago."

Marcus's expression didn't change—score one for him. He reached out and covered her hand with his own. "I'm so sorry. You have no way to know this, either, but I'm a widower, although my wound isn't as fresh as yours. If you'd like to get together sometime for a meal and to talk, please call me. But we won't call it a date. We'll call it therapy."

"You hardly touched your dinner," Mrs. Kennedy said.

Elena forced a smile. "I'm sorry. Your cooking is wonderful, but I'm just not hungry. It's been a long day."

Matthew Kennedy blotted his lips and folded his napkin. "Would you like to talk about it?"

"No, I think I'd like to get some rest. Would you excuse me?"

In her room, Elena made a stab at rearranging her things, but she had no heart for activity of any kind. She kicked off her shoes and sprawled on the bed. Her eyes were closed, but she still saw the drama that was her life as it unfolded like the scenes of a particularly bad soap opera.

The ring of her cell phone brought her back to reality. She dug it out of her bag and answered the call.

"Elena, this is David. Are you free to talk?"

She almost cried. She'd come close to breaking down and dumping her problems on Pastor Kennedy, but something— some innate caution about letting anyone into her world—kept her from doing it. But David knew her innermost secrets. Well, almost all. And he'd be sympathetic.

"I'm free to talk as long as you want, or at least as long as my battery holds out." She added a second pillow under her head. "I never thought I'd say this, but I already miss the medical center."

"I figured you'd be glad to have your residency behind you. No more early morning rounds. No more poring over textbooks and journals to be able to answer the questions of your staff doctor. No more—"

"I still get up early, but it's to make rounds on my own patients. And if I have a question, there's no calling the staff doctor. I'm my own staff doctor. I have to look up the answers, chase down the weird symptoms."

"In other words, now you're a grownup."

Elena realized that what she felt wasn't a longing for the life she'd left behind. What she really missed was the feeling of security that fled with Mark's death. And she had no idea when—or if—that would come again.

"Enough about me," she said. "How about you? What's new? When will you be coming here? Can I do anything to help you get settled in?"