Diary of a Wanted Woman (5 page)

Suddenly I realized who I was kissing. I shoved him off me and leaped from the couch.

“David!” I exclaimed “We cannot do this.”

My mind was swimming and I could barely contain myself. He seemed surprised at my reaction. He sat on the couch scratching his head.

“I thought you wanted me as much as I wanted you,” he stated

He looked so good just sitting there. His lips still slightly swollen from kissing and his blonde hair tussled. I badly wanted to finish what he started but I thought about Stacy and I knew I just could not go through with this.

If I had to turn down a man’s advances for the first time in my life now would be the time.

“I see how you look at me. Your eyes say you want me.”

I was disoriented. My lust was clouding my mind. He was sitting here looking so good and telling me he wanted me. He wasn’t supposed to want me like this.

“We cannot do this. What about Stacy?”

He sat back on the couch folding his arms across his chest.

“Does my sister care that much about who you sleep with?”

He knew the answer to that question.

“When it comes to you she does. You are off limits.”

He stood coming toward me. I tried to take a step back but it didn’t matter. He just closed the gap and placed a hand on me gripping my upper arms in his large hands. He pushed me until I was between him and a wall. He was strong and I had no choice but to let him hold me this way.

“So my sister told you to stay away from me, huh? That answers a lot of my questions.”

I didn’t know what questions he had but my resolve was fading quickly. I have never been able to turn down a beautiful man when he wanted me.

But this was David. I had to be strong and hold my ground.

“What questions?” I asked trying to stall for time to think of something.

“I always wondered why you didn’t make a move. I thought maybe you just weren’t attracted to me. Then I noticed how you stare at me sometimes and I knew that couldn’t be it. It’s good to know that it was only my sister holding you back.”

I tried to move from his grasp again but that was a bad idea. He just pushed his body against mine until I could feel his erection poking through his pants to press against me.

That didn’t help me much. I did want him. I have wanted him for a while now but I just didn’t want to go there with him. I just didn’t want to start something that I could not finish.

“David, we are such good friends. Do we really want to ruin that with sex?”

He laughed.

“Ruin it? Baby, sex will only make it better. Especially when you let me taste you right here,” he said moving one hand down to touch my pussy.

That was it. I was finished. I didn’t think I could fight anymore.

He sensed he had me and so he tried again. He leaned down and placed his lips on mine kissing me. This time I didn’t struggle.

Still there was a tiny piece of me that said I was making a mistake. I felt like I was entering into new territory and I was in for more than I bargained for.

He had my arms pinned to the wall and I could not move. Not that I wanted to move. I loved being in his arms. Our tongues continued to play against each other’s and his strong arms kept me pinned. I tried to move my arms. I wanted to touch him and run my fingers through his hair.

Suddenly he let
me
go, but his body was still warm on mine. He violently fought with my shirt almost ripping it off me. I grabbed his hands and stopped him.

“Wait!” I said.

He sighed.

“Hannah, I want you so bad. Just let me fuck you already!”

I raised one eyebrow staring at him. Then I lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it onto the couch behind him.

“I just really like that shirt,” I said smiling.

He laughed and placed his lips back on mine. He tasted so good.

He pulled back and tugged on my pants.

“If you really like these you might want to take them off too.”

I laughed but I didn’t hesitate. I pulled them off and he followed roughly removing his clothes. This was the first time I had seen him naked and I was mesmerized. I had been with quite a few men of many different races and I still found myself at a loss for words.

He was all muscle strong and chiseled. He glowed with an alpha male dominance that soaked my panties through. I was only in said panties and my bra when he picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder.

I grunted as my stomach pressed into his shoulder. It was such a turn on to be man handled in this fashion. It made me feel so alive and electric.

He had been in my condo before helping me move in six months ago so he knew exactly where my bedroom was. He carried me down the hall and through my bedroom door. He plopped me on the bed and then followed me placing his body on mine. I parted my legs and his body fit snugly between them.

We kissed and I tried to forget about his sister and the promise I had made to her. I just laid there and let her baby brother take care of my body.

I sat up on my elbows letting him reach around me to unhook my bra. He must be a pro at this. He removed my bra with a flash throwing it across the room.

His kisses left my mouth and trailed down my neck. His mouth found my breasts and he immediately took in a nipple. He sucked and nibbled on it. It drove me insane and I dropped from my elbows and fell backwards onto the bed. He moved to the second caramel colored nipple and let his tongue draw circles around it.

“Oh,” I moaned running my fingers through his silky blonde hair.

He moved down letting his tongue make a wet trail down my body to my belly button. My heart was pounding and I could tell my pussy was not letting up. I could feel my juices leaking down my thighs. The closer he got to my throbbing clit the more he drove me mad.

I expected him to gently remove my panties. Instead he forcefully ripped them off me. There was still some of the fabric wrapped around my thigh. My eyes had to be as big as saucers. He tossed the ripped material onto the floor.

He smiled at me.

“I hope those weren’t your favorite pair.”

I shook my head. He smiled and immediately began to devour my pussy. I threw my head back onto the bed.

“Oh, David,” I moaned grabbing a fistful of his hair.

“Why are you driving me so crazy?”

He didn’t answer. He just continued to lap me all up.

I could feel my orgasm building. He plunged two fingers inside of my pussy hunting for my sweet spot. He found it quickly touching and caressing it vigorously.

“Oh yes. Like that.”

It was crazy how well he knew my body. It was as if he were meant to touch me and explore me.

He continued to lick my clit. I could feel my body ready to erupt. His fingers plunged in and out stroking my spot bringing me closer.

Suddenly my body jerked and a spray of my cum shot out and landed all over him. I continued to spray him until his hair, face and chest was covered in my juices.

My orgasm was so powerful that I could not breathe for a minute. I lay there still riding the wave of my orgasm. It was one of the best that I have ever had. In the midst of it all I totally forgot about poor David.

“What the hell was that?” he asked in utter shock.

I rose up on my elbows to get a good look at him.

He was covered.

“Did I forget to mention that I can squirt?” I said.

He reached over and grabbed one of my shirts off the floor and wiped his face.

“I heard of women that could do that but I have never experienced it firsthand.”

He looked up at me and smiled.

“That was so fucking hot!”

With that, he leaped on the bed on top of me fitting himself between my legs again. He kissed me and I could feel myself being covered with my own cum.

Then he was inside of me. He filled me so well that I felt like I could come again.

He fucked me roughly not letting up one bit. I rode the surge with him wrapping my legs around his waist. Eventually he made me turn over and stick my ass in the air. Then he was pounding me from behind. I gripped the sheets holding on for dear life.

“Oh, babe,” he said.

Then he came hard inside of me panting and moaning desperately. He rolled off me and I fell flat on my stomach trying to catch my breath.

It all started to hit me all at once what just happened. Stacy was going to kill me. I had broken the only rule she had given me and I felt so awful about it.

On the other hand, he was so amazing in bed! If I knew baby brother could be this good, I wouldn’t have waited so long.

I rolled over and slid to the top of the bed leaning against the headboard. He laid there staring at the ceiling.

He broke the silence.

“Hannah, no more sleeping with my teammates. I mean it.”

I didn’t know after what we just shared he could still sound so angry with me. I think he realized he sounded harsh because he rolled over and began to kiss my legs.

“Fine, David. I will not have sex anymore with any of your teammates.”

He crawled up the bed and kissed me on the lips.

“Good,” he said lying kisses on my neck and down my chest.

I touched him stopping him in mid-motion.

“David.”

He looked up at me.

“Yes, babe?”

“We can’t tell Stacy.”

I heard him sigh.

“Are you afraid of my sister?”

I thought about that for a moment.

“I’m not afraid of her, but I am afraid of losing her friendship over this. We are not just friends, we are business partners. I can’t have this messing things up.”

He was quiet for a second. Then he leaned down and kissed me on the cheek.

“I won’t tell a soul.”

“Thank you,” I said tussling his long hair some more.

It was still wet and sticky from my cum.

“Now, I want to see you squirt again,” he said climbing on top of me.

Lust is a powerful thing.

It gets a hold of you the same way smoking a good joint would.

It was like a drug and it always left me feeling high and out of control.

When a sexy man was in my sights I sought out the one thing that could quench my thirst.

I had a new object of my lust and I could see he had the potential to show me things I have never experienced before. He knew just what to do and just what to say to make me lose my religion if I had any in the first place.

Yet as all good things go, this may be too good to be true. There was a problem right out the gate.

There was the matter of me giving my word to Stacey and David that I would learn to control myself. I would not fuck clients and I would not fuck his teammates.

It gets real sticky when the man that threatens to unnerve me is both.

I made promises to the people that I care about to control myself and not give in to the temptations that bind me. I needed to learn not to let lust cloud my judgment.

Do they realize what they are asking me to do? Do they realize who they are talking to? Have I ever been able to control my cravings?