Diary of a Wanted Woman (19 page)

Keith noticed my initial resistance and so he pushed her down making sure her pussy was on my lips.

“Hannah, you better dig in.”

She was already taking advantage of my pussy. She ate me like she wanted to taste me cum again.

I finally relented letting my tongue slide across her pussy lips. She shuttered a little and the thought of making her come the way she made me drove me insane.

I slid my tongue into her pussy and focused on her clit. She moaned and Keith slapped her on the ass hard almost smacking me in the head.

Her pussy was plump and surprisingly sweet to the taste. I never thought I would enjoy eating pussy so much. She began to rock her pussy on my face grinding it into my mouth.

She stopped eating me and began to focus on her own pleasure.

“Oh yes, right there,” she said continuing to rock.

I flicked my tongue in and out lapping up all the juices that flowed from her hole.

“Oh, I’m coming,” she shrieked and to my surprise she came dropping the full weight of her body on my face. I thought I was going to die of suffocation by pussy.

Keith noticed and laughed as he knocked her off me.

“Looks like Hannah is a natural.”

I rolled over utterly exhausted and began to climb off the bed.

He grabbed me.

“Where the fuck do you think you’re going? Get your ass back on the bed and put your ass in the air.”

I obeyed and climbed back on the bed. I got on all fours and pushed my ass in the air.

I suspected that Keith was ready to fuck me, but that is not what he had in mind. I would be fucked, it just wasn’t going to be by him.

He grabbed the sex toy he pulled from the trunk and handed it to Jasmine. She began to put the contraption on and he helped her. I realized then that she was going to do the fucking.

The attached dildo was huge. It was even bigger than he was. I wasn’t even sure any human male could ever be that big.

She adjusted the strap-on and climbed on the bed. Once she got behind me, I couldn’t see her anymore but I heard her squirt some lube and I closed my eyes waiting for her to penetrate me.

I moved my head to the other side and saw Keith standing there stroking his dick practically salivating at what was about to happen.

He knew it was going to hurt and that turned him on even more. He liked it when I was in pain. He tried hard to find new ways to hurt me so he could get off.

She inched forward and used one hand to spread my ass cheeks apart.

Gently she pressed her dick against my hole and I could feel my ass spreading. The pain made me buckle a little and I could barely hold up my own weight anymore.

Keith reached over and smacked me on the ass.

“Get that ass up!”

I sucked it up and put my ass back into the air closing my eyes and accepting the pain. She continued to push the dildo further into my asshole until it was all the way inside of me.

She thrust in and out slowly at first and then faster and harder at Keith’s direction. Throughout the whole ordeal, Keith stroked his cock standing right by my face.

Occasionally he would add more pain by slapping me on the ass as hard as he could.

Gradually pain turned into pleasure. It was a pleasure that I was not accustomed to that took my breath away. I didn’t think I was able to come again but I was so wrong. I came hard with my face buried in the sheets.

Keith was also close to coming. The girl stopped fucking me and jumped off the bed. She was on her knees ready to catch what he had coming.

He moaned and then a stream of cum sprayed on her face. It was a lot and covered her chin and landed in her eyes.

It didn’t bother her though. She enjoyed it.

Keith stumbled backwards and landed in his chair. I lay on the bed trying to get myself together. I could see her wiping her face off on the sheets.

We had been at this for hours and I was so exhausted I could barely move.

There was no talking between the three of us. You could just hear everyone breathing.

Suddenly Keith spoke.

“Hannah, get over here.”

It took me a minute but I climbed off the bed. My legs were shaky but I made it over to him. He grabbed my hand and brought me down into his lap.

He kissed me on the shoulder.

“Was it as good for you as it was for me?” he asked chuckling.

“Yes it was,” I answered sighing contently.

We heard Jasmine groan. Keith remembered she was still there.

“Jasmine, get the fuck out! We’re done.”

I watched her without a word get dressed and saunter out the door. Keith held me the whole time laying kisses on my back, arms and shoulders.

When she left I figured I would leave as well. I tried to get up but Keith held me tightly.

“We’re not done. I’m going to feed you and then I’m going to give a couple more orgasms.”

I made myself comfortable in his arms.

Someone once said “Never underestimate the power of jealousy and the power of envy to destroy. Never underestimate that.”

I never understood what that meant until now. I mean I have always been jealous of people with normal lives and those that didn’t have to grow up the way I did.

Sometimes you are so consumed with your jealousy and how much you missed out on that you forget to realize everyone goes through things and everyone has problems in their lives.

I didn’t think that I would ever let jealousy ruin what I had with David. Maybe my masochism reached levels that even I could not comprehend.

How else do I explain the way I sabotage myself without any control.

I had my chance with him, yet seeing him with someone else just brings out this ugly and uncontrollable side to me.

Not wanting to be in a relationship was one thing, but I still loved him and I believe that I always will.

But as it says, jealousy can destroy everything. I didn’t realize that my jealousy was strong enough to cause more pain…

I pulled up to the house all the while regretting my decision to come. I had not been feeling very well lately but I knew I would never live it down if I didn’t make it to Stacey’s birthday party.

Every year, we all get together to celebrate her birthday with a nice dinner. She insists it was the only time besides holidays that we can get together and not try to blow it off because we are too busy. I guess she had a point. Especially since that was all that she asked for.

Her mother goes all out for it too. It’s practically Thanksgiving all over again with the amount of food there always was. David and I were always the last ones to leave the table.

We would sit there for hours talking and eating. He would tell me about football even before he was drafted into the league. I used to enjoy listening to him though I had no interest in football. He was just so passionate and hopeful about life.

I envied that quality in him. I was too jaded by life to think such a thing.

There was another reason why I wanted to come. I wanted another chance to talk to David. Even with Keith in my life, I still missed him. Keith and I have great sex but David and I had a great friendship.

I was still a little uneasy about seeing him, however. He called me a couple of weeks ago and said that he changed his mind. He still wanted me in his life and hoped that we could work on our friendship.

That made me so happy to hear. Yet, he didn’t really produce on that. We hadn’t spoken since that call. He didn’t call me after that.

I didn’t call him either. I figured he needed some time to cool off. I was hoping that tonight everything would be back to normal. I knew it would never be the same but I was hoping that we could try and mend fences. I missed him a lot.

I rang the doorbell and after a few seconds, Stacey answered the door. She had the biggest smile on her face.

“Happy Birthday!” I shouted and we embraced.

I handed her a gift bag that contained the lingerie I bought her as a present.

“Oh, thank you,” she squealed. “You shouldn’t have.”

She peaked inside of the bag and the smiled wiped off her face.

“No really, you shouldn’t have.”

I laughed.

“Make sure you and John have some fun tonight.”

She smirked.

“We don’t need your help in that department.”

I punched her playfully in the arm.

“Uh oh, look at you, sexy
thang
.”

She laughed.

“I think I’m going to put this away before my parents see it.”

She walked over to the coat closet and placed it on the shelf. When she was done she came over to me and pulled me close.

“So guess who’s here?” she whispered as we walked toward the dining room.

“I don’t know. Who’s here?”

She beamed even more almost like a proud momma.

“So it seems like my matchmaking skills have paid off. Guess who’s a couple now?”

It took me a minute to catch on but if I wasn’t sure I was when I entered the dining room.

Sitting at the dining room table was David and next to him was Kim. They were snuggled together talking and laughing about something.

For a minute I froze. I just stood there staring at them. I felt something rip inside. It was if my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I struggled to think or even to breathe.

It was Stacey’s mom that brought me out of my stupor.

“Hannah!” she said wrapping her small pale arms around me.

“It’s so great to see you.”

I was having trouble finding my voice.

“Hi Mrs. Castor, it’s good to see you too.”

“Now that Hannah is here, we can all dig in,” Mr. Castor said not wasting anytime.

I turned and David was standing behind me. I didn’t see him move.

“Hey Hannah,” he said holding out his arms ready for an embrace.

I didn’t say a word. I just sat down and grabbed a plate. I was hurting so bad inside that I couldn’t say anything to him.

He stood there for a second looking dumbfounded. After a few seconds, he walked back to his seat directly in front of me.

I tried not to look at him. Every time I did, my heart just continued to rip. Three weeks ago he was telling me he loved me and didn’t want anyone but me and now he’s a couple with the anorexic blonde. It killed me.

The only thing at this dinner that didn’t disappoint was the food. It was amazing as usual. I didn’t think I would have an appetite after seeing David and Kim together, but once I smelled the goodness, I dug in like nothing had happened.

As we ate, the conversation focused on David’s football career. It was getting close to the playoffs and everyone discussed who was going to make it to the first round.

“So David, do you think you guys are going to clinch your division. You have major competition,” John said.

David laughed.

“Please, not only will we win our division and the conference championship game, I’m looking forward to bringing home my second championship ring.”

“That’s my boy,” his dad said laughing. “There is no loser talk in here.”

“I guess you get all the confidence in the world when you have a good woman by your side,” Stacey teased winking at Kim.

She didn’t realize she had just pushed a dagger through my heart.

They all shared a laugh and David pulled Kim close. I threw up a little in my mouth.

To my misfortune and surprise, the conversation turned to me as it often does when relationships are involved.

This time Stacey’s father led the charge.

“So Hannah, when are you going to settle down?”

I took a sip of my wine trying to stall for time. I had to figure out what to say. Everyone was looking at me and I realized that I was the only one around the table without someone.

“I ask her that question all the time,” Stacey said.

My first instinct was to give my standard answer that I was waiting for the right person to come along.
 
I opened my mouth to speak but was interrupted by David.

“So Hannah, answer the question,” he said with his eyes intent on me.

He was staring me down and I knew he was egging me on trying to get a rise out of me. To add insult to injury right there in front of everyone, he leans over and kisses Kim. This was no ordinary kiss. He slipped his tongue in her mouth and they intimately kiss.

My pain and heartbreak turned to anger very quickly. I was jealous and I was angry that he would do this to me. He was using her to piss me off and it was working. It was working better than he expected I think because I suddenly ended up with a case of loose lips.

 
“I’m seeing someone already,” I confessed to everyone’s and my own surprise.

When the words left my mouth, I wanted to grab them back so bad. If I could snatch them out of the air I would. But now they were out there and all hell broke loose.

Everyone at the table looked surprised except for David. He looked livid. He was no longer tonguing Kim down. He was staring intently at me.

I just kept saying “holy shit” in my head. I don’t know what came over me. I just saw David with Kim and everyone had someone and I just opened my big mouth. Damn!

“Really?” said Stacey folding her arms across her chest. “Is that why you’ve been so secretive lately?”

“You’re lying,” David said practically leaning across the table.

I could tell he was praying that I was lying. I should have just lied and said it wasn’t true but I was still angry at the way he was flaunting Kim in front of me and when I am angry I can’t think straight.

“I’m not lying,” I said staring him down the way he was staring at me.

“So who is he?” John inquired.

I could lie and make up a name. In my head I was thinking of names to say but I knew David would see through a lie. Instead this is what I said.

“Keith Morgan.”

I still wish I hadn’t started this.

“What!” Stacey and David said in unison.

“Thee Keith Morgan?” Mr. Castor asked astonished.

“Yes.”

“And how long has this been going on?” Stacey asked.

I expected her to be upset as well but she looked elated. She was actually happy for me. Her brother on the other hand was far from happy.

“Yeah,” said David. “How long has this been going on?”

He was breathing heavily and his blue eyes were on fire. I knew if he hadn’t had any self-control, he would have leaped across the table and choked me.

I was equally as pissed. I wanted to hurt him the way I knew I was hurting at the moment.

“Months,” I answered.

“Well isn’t that wonderful. I am so happy for you Hannah,” Mrs. Castor congratulated oblivious to the tension in the room.

I think she might have been the only one. The tension was thick. It was hard to breathe. I knew that David was seething and he could not wait to get me alone so he could rip me a new one.

 
I didn’t look up I just continued to eat. Kim and Mrs. Castor were engaged in a conversation but I didn’t want to look up. I could feel David and Stacey’s eyes on me.

After a while I couldn’t take it anymore. I excused myself to the restroom and high tailed it out of there. I needed a moment alone to get my thoughts together. I was trying to figure out what I was going to say to Stacey or David.

I took a few deep breathes hoping I could make it through dinner without any more problems. Stacey I could handle but David…David was going to kill me. I took one more deep breath and opened the door.

David was standing there by the door leaning against the wall. I was frozen and for a second I was tempted to close the door in his face.

I began to panic on the inside.

He didn’t move. He just stood there staring at me. I knew that look. I could tell from his body language that he was trying hard not to explode. He knows that I don’t respond well when someone explodes on me.

He continued to glare and I continued to stand there afraid to move.

Finally I decided to say something.

“You and Kim look happy. Any more public displays of affection you want to rub in my face?”

Okay, so I was still angry too.
 
I guess all his efforts to stay calm were in vain because when he did speak to me, there was so much anger and venom spewing from his mouth.

“You are a fucking liar and you turned me into a fucking fool!”

“Wait a minute,” I said holding up my hand.

“Who are you to be so angry with me? You tell me you love me and two weeks later you are fucking somebody else. Did it really matter if I was seeing someone or not?”