Don't Tell (3 page)

“You seem to have found what in this world makes you happy. That’s quite an accomplishment.”

“Mmm, hmm.”

The light in Finn’s eyes shifted; instead of contentment he recognized longing.

That shouldn’t have caught him off balance but it did as he set his beer down on the table and took a step toward him.

Another step forward and he stood at the end of Finn’s chair. “Are you done with your beer?”

“Yeah.” Finn passed it to him.

When their fingers brushed, the simmering arousal between them sparked, heat rushing to his groin. They’d been tiptoeing around each other since they left the pub and it was past time to up the game.

He placed the bottle on the table without breaking eye contact and sucked in a deep breath of air. Nothing was going to slow his pulse now.

Straddling the chair, Jeff bent and slid his fingers along the seam of his shirt. “As much as I like your house, I can’t get other things off my mind.”

“Such as?” Finn’s voice sounded harsh.

He freed one button from its hole and moved down to the next. “Touching you, kissing you, getting inside of you.” His fingers continued their path until the shirt hung loose. He pushed the edges apart and off his shoulders.

“I’ve been waiting for you all night.”

“Good.” Jeff leaned forward, his lips capturing Finn’s. He kissed him hard, his ability to be gentle fleeing fast. His tongue plunged inside the warm cavern of his mouth, sweeping and touching everywhere he could. That husky voice when he sang made his dick pulse till he’d damn near crawled out of his skin.

Even better, the voice came with an entire package. Beautiful body, soulful eyes and a mouth he wanted wrapped around his cock as he fucked into him.

Finn moaned low and deep, the sound shooting through him, fanning the flames higher on his need. He stroked across flat, ridged abs sprinkled with a soft downy hair bumping up against the waistband of his jeans.

Finn wrenched his mouth free. “Too many clothes,” he whispered breathlessly as his fingers pulled open the buttons on his pants. He reached for his cock and pulled it free. Jeff sucked in a breath at the glorious sight when he wrapped his hand around the meaty length and stroked from root to tip.

“I want you,” he managed. It had been too long and his brain didn’t want to function at full capacity anymore, leaving him light headed and greedy. “Do you have any idea the torture I suffer watching you perform? In all my life I’ve never wanted to stop and fuck right where I stood. But that’s what you do to me.”

Finn tipped his head back and leaned forward his teeth grazing against Jeff’s jaw. A jolt of sensation arrowed through him, heating his groin to bursting.

“You aren’t the only one dying here you know. I want you too.”

Jeff grunted at the words he’d been waiting to hear as he jerked free and tore his pants from his waist and shoved them down his legs.

Finn’s eyes widened at the erection jutting from his hips, giving Jeff the opportunity to capture his lips once again. His dick might be rock hard and wanting but he didn’t want to rush through this. Instead he savored Finn’s mouth, exploring every nook and cranny, loving the sweet taste along the curve of his tongue.

The kissing made him hot and dizzy and boy could Finn lock lips. He wanted more but he couldn’t stand to move his mouth away. How long had it been since he’d kissed anyone like this? He didn’t remember. The most he’d had time for in years was a quick and nameless fuck, yet here he was at a man’s house with his hands roaming what skin had been uncovered while his tongue got sucked on.

The intimacy of the moment nearly drove him to distraction. His brain said too much too fast but his body disagreed. Fingers toyed with his nipples, making his head spin and the small nubs hardened to tight points.

Reluctantly he pulled free of Finn’s mouth, licking his skin from the edge of his lips to the soft spot between his neck and shoulders. Finn tipped his head on a moan as he continued to play with Jeff’s nipples, even going so far as to pinch and pull them.

The bite of pain raced a sizzling current into his groin as he lost himself in a guttural moan.

“Jesus, Finn I can’t take much more of this.” He pressed his head against a strong shoulder and willed the boiling sensation in his balls to calm or he’d be shooting his load before they went a step farther.

Finn grinned while his hands traveled south and pushed Jeff’s aside. He sucked in a sharp breath when Finn wrapped those strong fingers around his shaft, creating a tight fist around him.

“And I’ve been thinking about this all night long.” Finn sank down until a warm puff of air caressed the swollen head.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. He searched his brain to think of anything but Finn leaning in front of him but nothing came to mind other than right where he stood with Finn’s mouth about to engulf him.

Finn moved another inch and his teeth grazed over him causing his cock to jerk hard. Unable to stand any more, Jeff wrapped his hand around the back of Finn’s head to hold him steady while he pushed into his heated mouth.

Immediately Finn’s tongue stroked tender flesh, whipping along the stalk at a furious pace until he stopped midway in. He hollowed his cheeks and sucked with steady pressure, building his arousal higher than he thought possible. When he retreated, Jeff eased his hold on his head and allowed him to take control.

When Finn moved off he cried out from the loss until his mouth went lower and sucked on his scrotum. His magical tongue worked him up one side and down the other until his cock bobbed at every touch. Even the stubble scratching the inside of his thighs sent shivers shooting up his spine.

“Feels so good,” his head relaxed backwards as he looked up at the night sky.

For the first time in a very long time he noticed stars shining bright against the inky blackness. Hope bloomed inside him that yes, his life would be okay and he’d have Finn to thank after tonight.

His mouth returned to his cock and practically swallowed him whole as he felt the tip pushing to the back of Finn’s throat. More heat exploded across him as his balls

drew up tight against his skin. When he thought he couldn’t experience anything better, Finn wrapped his hand around his sac and squeezed.

Once again his fingers tightened in the soft strands of Finn’s hair and pulled him half way off his dick before thrusting forward quickly. The ache in his groin spread to every limb of his body as the pressure built to an impossible level. He wanted to draw this out, make Finn work for it but dammit the man was too fucking good at sucking him.

“Holy hell Finn!” His back arched and his hips moved faster. Hard little jabs into Finn’s mouth.

Heat and pressure boiled in his balls and his vision wavered with spots. Working to catch his breath he felt a finger slide between his cheeks and press against the nerve rich ring of his anus before slipping a fraction inside the aching hole. Oh yes, he wanted to experience Finn inside him but not now. His legs trembled from trying to hold back but it was too late. He couldn’t maintain control.

Finn’s finger pushed deeper and twisted, sending Jeff flying from the edge as everything inside exploded. Muscles wound tight, he thrust one last time into Finn and he came, shooting jets of come down Finn’s throat.

Chapter Four

When Jeff pulled from his mouth, Finn grinned up at him. Very satisfied with what he’d done. Jeff dropped into the opposite chair not bothering with his pants.

“I think I’m going to need a minute after that. You are quite the multi-talented man.” Jeff’s hand swept across his stubbled head and back over his face.

Finn leaned forward and pressed his lips to Jeff’s knee. He’d wait all night if he had to but keeping his hands off this glorious body was out of the question. In fact he wanted to take this party to the comfortable bed in his room where he could worship a man appropriately.

He stood and refastened his jeans on his hips before holding out his hand to pull Jeff up.

“Going somewhere?”

“Yeah, a bed. As much as I love being out here for what I have in mind we need to either relocate or go grab supplies.”

Jeff only hesitated for a minute before placing his palm in Finn’s hand. Of course, Finn pulled him harder than he needed to giving him a chance to rub against the flushed and heated skin of his new lover. Their lips crashed together in a hungry kiss, as Finn dueled for control. The fact that Jeff didn’t pull away from a kiss with him after he’d taken his cum stoked the intimacy of the moment to an even higher level.

“I owe you.” Jeff whispered against his mouth when they pulled apart.

“Mmm, yes you do and I aim to cash in, so let’s go.”

“Lead the way and I’ll follow.”

God did he like the sound of that. First things first, they needed to get naked in a bed because he ached to be buried inside Jeff and didn’t want to wait a second longer than he had to.

Luckily the master bedroom was at this end of the house and right off the kitchen but he didn’t even have to go back in to get there. He walked to the other end of the deck and pushed open a set of French doors. He hadn’t done much to decorate his room yet but he did have a big ass bed. It had been his number one priority when he bought the house.

Because he worked odd hours between club performances and studio time, he’d kept things simple and dark so he wouldn’t be distracted by light during the day. Inside the room everything was navy blue from the bedding to the walls to the carpeting.

Finn hit the dimmer switch next to the door just enough to cast a glow in the room so he’d be able to get a good look at Jeff when he undressed. He’d already seen his impressive cock up close and personal but he wanted to check out the whole package.

Let his hands roam every inch.

“Wow, I guess you like to keep it dark in here.”

“Helps me sleep during the day.” Finn pushed Jeff down on the bed and worked the buttons of his shirt loose. When he parted the fabric he nearly choked on his tongue.

Good god his nipples were pierced. Little gold hoops shimmered in the soft light against a smooth expanse of muscle and skin that made his mouth water.

He reached forward and tugged on one of the rings. “These aren’t exactly military issue, soldier, now are they?” He smiled and bent to Jeff’s chest hooking one of the

circles with his tongue. “You are a very bad man tempting me with these.” He pulled his head back, tugging and stretching the nipples.

“Oh fuck that feels good, Finn.” Jeff sucked in a sharp breath when he eased back another inch.

When he whimpered, Finn released the ring and laved the nipple gently, soothing away the pain. He trailed his tongue between his pecs and down the center of his torso, following the barely there trail of soft hair. His hands moved with his mouth to unzip the pants and tug them down his legs. Jeff’s spent cock lay nestled in the curls of dark hair but jerked every time he came near it with his tongue. He was making a remarkable recovery.

His fingers continued to glide and stroke the firm muscles of Jeff’s thighs and the indentations on the side of his buttocks. He was in fact one prime grade A specimen of a man.

“Move up on the bed,” he quietly ordered.

Jeff scooted until his head rested on the pillow and Finn leaned toward the nightstand to get a condom and lube. He peered closer only seeing three condoms.

Damn there better be some more in the bathroom.

“I have more in my truck if we need them.”

His head jerked back to Jeff, their gazes locking before they both burst out laughing.

“Glad to see great minds think alike.”

“Well, you didn’t believe we’d be done after just a couple of times did you?”

“Smart ass.” Feeling constricted and entirely overdressed Finn stood and removed his shirt and pants. When he caught the look of pure lust in Jeff’s eyes he almost choked on the sudden well of emotion in his chest. Yeah he wanted to bury his dick so far in Jeff’s ass he’d be begging for more, but more importantly, he didn’t feel the familiar ache of regret and shame that had lingered for months after the scandal.

Some time between then and now he’d moved on and the freedom overwhelmed him. He crawled on the bed, stretching out beside Jeff who turned to face him. Again their lips met but this time the kiss was not urgent. He savored the moment, wrapping their arms together so body heat melded and cocks rubbed together. One stiff and the other half way there already.

“Why did you come into the pub tonight? You’re a long way from the closest Marine base.” Finn toyed with Jeff’s nipples again. Teasing and arousing them with the tiny hoops he couldn’t keep his hands off. He’d always loved the look of a pierced nipple but had never known how much fun they actually were to play with.

“Do you really want to talk now?”

“Actually, yeah.”

Jeff sighed and rolled onto his back. “It’s not easy. I’m not much of a touchy feely person.”

He didn’t believe that for a second but he wasn’t going to argue or push. “I don’t need your life story I just wanted to know something about you.” To remember later.