DYING TO SURVIVE (Dark Erotica) (22 page)

“Your mouth Meghan, open it. Don’t make me tell you again,” Ryan demanded.

As Meghan opened her mouth, Ryan forced his cock into her mouth, causing her to gag as the tip pressed against her throat. As her eyes began to water, she instinctively raised her hands to her cheeks.

“Put your hands down, Meghan. Don’t raise them again,” the tone of Ryan’s voice became more distinctive and sharp.

Meghan blinked her eyes and attempted to open her mouth further, allowing Ryan to force himself deeper into her throat.

Ryan’s fingers gripped Meghan’s upper neck tighter, as he began to force himself in and out of her mouth. Meghan watched as his hips thrust close to her face as he buried his cock deeper in her throat. Meghan began to question if this was in fact his first sexual encounter as Ryan forcefully fucked her mouth. Hoping to satisfy him, she closed her eyes and pressed her tongue against the shaft of his thick cock. More than anything, Meghan wanted to please Ryan’s sexual desires.

Ryan’s hands rotated, his thumbs pressed into the back of Meghan’s neck and his fingers against her lower jaw. As he continued to force his cock in and out of her mouth, Meghan gagged and her eyes began to water. Ryan’s fingers pushed harder against her jaw, forcing her head to tilt rearward. Aggressively, he forced himself into her throat. As she choked and coughed, saliva dripped from her mouth down the shaft of Ryan’s hard cock.

“You like that cock down your throat, you trashy little slut?” Ryan asked as he looked down at Meghan’s face.

Her mouth full of cock and her neck strained from Ryan’s grasp, Meghan attempted to nod her head. As she realized she wasn’t capable of overcoming the strength of Ryan’s forearms, she blinked her eyes and mumbled against his cock.

“Mmmm….mmmm,” Megan sputtered as her saliva dripped from Ryan’s cock.

The sound of his cock against the back of Meghan’s throat, the moaning and whimpers as he forcefully fucked her mouth caused Ryan to become more excited. As the excitement began to heighten, he wanted more. The elevated euphoria he was feeling compared to what he felt from killing Meghan’s uncle. As he forced her head back and pressed his cock hard against her throat, his target of satisfaction began to move. Ryan was becoming bored.

“Stand up, you little slut,” Ryan’s voice was deep and confident as he released Meghan’s neck from his grasp.

As soon as Ryan’s hands released her neck, his right hand gripped her pony tail and pulled her to her feet.

“I said
stand up
. When I speak, you listen. Do you understand me, slut?” Ryan barked.

Meghan was confused, excited, and not quite understanding exactly who this person was that stood before her. As she straightened her legs, she felt pain in her knees. As she pressed her palms to her thighs and slowly stood, Ryan pulled her hair sharply, forcing her to stand erect.

“Oh
fuck
,” Meghan gasped.

With his right hand gripping her ponytail, Ryan pulled Meghan’s head toward his face. His left hand cupped around her neck and under her jaw, squeezing tightly. Now standing behind her with his chest pressed tight to her back, he rested his chin on his right wrist and breathed into her right ear.

“You little slut. You can’t suck a cock to save your life. I should just choke your ass to death right now and do us both a little favor,” Ryan growled into Meghan’s ear.

“No, please,” Meghan pleaded.

Ryan’s hot breath caused Meghan to shiver. The forceful nature of the sex, the not knowing what was going to happen next, and the lack of planning this sexual escapade was exactly what Meghan had always fantasized about. Her pulse now elevated, she could feel her heartbeat against Ryan’s hand as it squeezed her neck. As Ryan pulled her hair sharply, she closed her eyes, pressed her feet into the floor, and leaned forward.

Meghan wanted to resist.

“You trashy little slut. You’re going to get what you deserve,” Ryan’s said as he kicked his shoes across the floor.

Ryan’s hand slid from Meghan’s throat to under her dress as he kicked his legs frantically attempting to remove his pants. As he pressed his hand into her bra and squeezed her breasts, Meghan’s eyes rolled and she released an audible sigh. Ryan kicked his pants free from his feet and widened his stance behind Meghan.

“You like that, you filthy bitch?” Ryan whispered as he pulled Meghan’s hair, forcing the back of her head against his upper chest.

Ryan began walking forward, toward the couch where Meghan was seated earlier. Pushing against her as he walked, Ryan shoved Meghan forcefully, causing her to stumble as she stepped. As he squeezed her breasts and pulled her hair with tremendous force, Meghan began to whimper.

“Please, be careful. What are you going to do to me?” Meghan whined.

Meghan had no understanding of what was going to happen next. The elevated excitement, forceful nature, and Ryan’s deep demanding voice caused a level of sexual arousal that Meghan had never experienced. Her pussy was soaked. Now standing in front of the couch with Ryan’s chest against her back, she could feel his cock through the material of her dress, pressing the inside of her thigh.

Ryan’s knees pressed against the back of her legs, causing her to lean backward. As she did, he pulled her hair harder.

“Pull your dress up over your ass, Meghan,” Ryan growled into her ear.

Nervously, Meghan fumbled to find the hem of her dress. As her hands bunched up the fabric, she eagerly raised it above her waist. As she did, Ryan removed his hand from her breast and slid it to her neck, squeezing forcefully and pulling the back of her head to meet his face.

“I’m going to stuff your little wet pussy full of cock, Meghan. Do you know why?” Ryan pressed his lips against the back of her neck and breathed into her ear.

“I…I…I don’t. Uhhm. Why?” Meghan fumbled to find the words.

“Because I can. And I want to feel what it’s like to fuck you,” Ryan paused and inhaled a slow breath.

“Before I kill you.”

Ryan slid his hand from the front of Meghan’s neck to the back of her head. Pressing against her back with his chest, he caused her to bend at the waist as he forced her head into the cushions of the couch. His hips now pressing against her butt, he forced her head between the arm of the couch and the seat cushion. With his right hand holding her head in place, he grabbed her panties with his left hand and pulled sharply, snapping the fabric.

As Meghan felt Ryan’s cock penetrate her, she groaned into the couch cushion. Her slight fear and uncertainty cast aside, she grunted with each thrust of his hips. The sounds of their skin slapping together became hypnotic as Ryan’s hand pressed harder against the back of her head. Meghan labored with breathing as she felt her pussy begin to contract.

As Ryan pounded his cock deep inside her pussy, Meghan bit her bottom lip and moaned in ecstasy; reaching a climax she had never known.

“Oh my god,” Meghan gasped.

Ryan lifted his right foot from the floor and stepped onto the couch. With his left foot on the floor, and his right foot beside Meghan’s head, he released his grasp of her head with his hand. As Meghan began to raise her head from the couch, he stepped on her neck with his foot and pressed her face into the void between the cushion and the arm of the couch.

With one foot on the floor and one on Meghan’s neck, Ryan began to fuck her harder and harder. With each stroke, a muffled grunt could be heard from the couch cushions.

“Holy fuck, that cock is deep now, isn’t it?” Now
that
, Meghan, is balls deep. You feel my balls against your wet little pussy?” Ryan shouted.

Ryan extended his right leg, using his thigh muscles to press his foot against Meghan’s neck with more force. As his foot slid up her neck and onto the back of her head, he pressed down with his foot harder, smashing Meghan’s face into the frame of the couch. As he pushed against her head, he continued to force his cock in and out of her pussy and scream as he did so.

“Fuck, Meghan. I think I might just cum,” Ryan bellowed.

“Yep, I’m sure of it,” Ryan assured her.

Methodically, Ryan continued to fuck her with long harsh strokes. With his left foot between her feet, and his right pressing against her head, each stroke was penetrating as deep as possible. With his upper thigh against Meghan’s lower back, he pressed his cock as deep as he could and held it inside of her.

Meghan’s body began to shudder and shake. From her pussy to her nipples, she felt as if she was being shocked. She had never experienced anything like this before, and was incapable of expressing her feelings. The darkness of her head being buried by Ryan’s foot was amplified by the force in which Ryan was pressing against her head. As Ryan held his cock buried deep inside of her, everything she was able to see went black and her ears began to ring.

“Oh fuck, Meghan. Here it comes,” Ryan howled.

As Meghan reached the height of her orgasm, she felt Ryan’s cock begin to swell. Slowly, as he pulled it from deep inside of her, she sighed and relaxed as best she could into the couch. As she felt his hands spread her ass cheeks apart, she tensed her arms and stomach muscles. Almost immediately, she heard Ryan groan and felt the warm spurts of cum against her ass.

Ryan released the pressure of his foot from Meghan’s head. Slowly, she began to raise her head from the couch. As she did, she felt Ryan’s hand on her right shoulder, helping her raise herself from the couch. As she stood, her legs shook and her knees buckled.

Ryan extended his arms around her back and under her armpit, holding her from falling.

“Here, let me help you to the bathroom,” Ryan whispered as he held the weight of her body against his right arm.

As Ryan turned toward the hallway, Meghan’s legs gave out. Exhausted, and in a heightened state of euphoria, she was incapable of walking. As her legs failed, Ryan reached under her thighs with his left arm and picked her up from the floor.

“Carrying you might be easier,” Ryan chuckled as he hoisted Meghan from the floor.

“Holy fuck. First time, huh?” Meghan sighed, still out of breath.

“Excuse me?” Ryan asked as he carried Meghan down the hallway.

“Your first sex. That was it?” Meghan asked as she laid her head on Ryan’s shoulder.

“Oh. Yes. That was my first time doing it. I’m fascinated with watching it, though. I just did what I’ve seen others do,” Ryan admitted as he stepped into the bathroom.

Standing at the entrance of the bathroom, Ryan stood and admired Meghan’s attractive features. As she removed her dress, bra, and jewelry, her hands shook uncontrollably. Standing before him naked, Meghan’s body appeared much younger than her almost thirty years of age. Ryan, still dressed in his shirt, unbuttoned it and set it on top of the bathroom vanity.

Ryan watched as Meghan reached into the shower and turned on the water. The emotion he felt from the aggressive sex was comparable to the excitement and satisfaction he felt from killing Meghan’s uncle. Consciously, as he watched Meghan step into the shower, he compared the two events and his feelings associated with both.

“Are you going to get in with me?” Meghan asked from inside the shower.

Ryan, feeling somewhat disconnected from reality, nodded his head lightly. He turned to focus on Meghan, trying to make sense of the situation. His life, he began to feel, had become a whirlwind of changes. Changes he felt he wasn’t necessarily prepared for or could prepare for.

As Ryan watched the water from the shower raining down on Meghan’s naked body, he realized that he was not the failure his father had told him he would be.

“Well. Get in here. Water is going everywhere,” Meghan laughed as she motioned toward the bathroom floor.

As Ryan stepped into the shower, he thought of his torturous father, of Meghan, and of murder.

And his mouth slowly formed a smile.

CHAPTER TWENTY - FIVE

HEY BUDDY, NEED A RIDE?

TWENTY - FIVE.
With his shoulders held high, chin tilted up slightly, and his hair freshly trimmed, Ryan maintained a level of confidence he had never felt. As he walked toward the entrance of the coffee shop, he noticed Ami standing at the cash register.

“Good morning, Ryan,” Ami smiled.

“Good morning,” Ryan responded as he walked to the counter.

“Your hair looks nice, did you just get it cut?” Ami asked as Ryan stood on the other side of the countertop, looking at the overhead beverage menu.

Ryan nodded his head and momentarily raised his eyebrows jokingly.

“They say the best haircut is one that is never noticed,” Ryan chuckled.

“The usual?” Ami asked as she reached for an empty cup.

“No, I think I want something new,” Ryan responded.

“Wow. Ok. Well, do you want something sweet, salty, healthy, more of a coffee taste, chocolate?” Ami asked as she turned to face the menu behind her.

“I’m not certain. Something
different
,” Ryan said as he scanned the menu for choices.

“I didn’t figure you as a man for making too many changes,” Ami said as she studied the menu.

“Well, I’m making changes in my life, and my first change is the willingness to make change,” Ryan nodded his head as he finished speaking.

“How about a Chai tea latte,” Ryan said as he reached into his pants and removed his wallet.

“Perfect, I think you’ll love it,” Ami said as she turned around to face Ryan.

“I was surprised to see you here this late at night. Surely you don’t work morning shift and night shift both,” Ryan asked as he handed Ami a ten dollar bill.

“Oh, yeah. We have a new manager. They promoted me to night shift lead. Actually, it works better with my school schedule,” Ami responded as she accepted the bill and pressed the keys on the register.