clearing suddenly thick in his nostrils, the new-copper
smell of blood and dirt vividly recalled, of sour vomit. He
had the strong sensation of rope, pressing into the skin of
his face, and he rubbed his hand uneasily over his cheek as
if he might find a mark there, though they had all faded;
there was nothing more than a little roughness, perhaps, an
impression of the corded rope left upon the skin.
Jane joined him after a little while, her fine coat
discarded and her neckcloth also; there were bloodstains on
her shirt. She sat down on the bench and leaned forward
mannish with her elbows braced against her knees, her hair
still plaited back but the finer strands about the face
wisping free.
"May I beg a day's leave of you?" Laurence asked,
eventually. "I must see my solicitors, in the City. I know
it cannot be long."
"A day," she said. She chafed her hands together absently,
though it was not cold in the least, even with the sun
making its last farewells behind the barracks-house. "Not
longer."
"Surely they will keep her quarantined?" Laurence said,
low. "Her captain saw our own quarantine-grounds; he must
have realized she was taken ill, as soon as he saw her. He
would never expose the other dragons."
"Oh, they thought it out with both hands; never fear," Jane
said. "I have had the account of it, now. He was sent home
by boat; she was let to see him off, from a distance, and
told that he had been sent to the covert outside of Paris,
where the mail-couriers nest. I dare say she flung herself
directly into their ranks. O, what a filthy business. By
now it has been well-spread, I am sure: the couriers go
every quarter-of-an-hour, and new come in, as often."
"Jane," Laurence said, "Napoleon's couriers go to Vienna.
They go to Russia and to Spain, and all through Prussia-the
Prussian dragons themselves are penned in French breeding
grounds; our allies whom we deserted, in their hour of
need-they go even to Istanbul, and from there, where will
the disease not be carried?"
"Yes, it is very clever," she said, smiling, with a
parchment thinness to the corners of her mouth. "The
strategy is very sound; no one could argue with it. At a
stroke we go from very nearly the weakest aerial force, in
Europe, to the strongest."
"By murder," Laurence said. "It can be called nothing else;
wholesale murder." Nor was there any reason why the
devastation should end in Europe. All the maps over which
he had labored, through their half-year's journey home from
China, unfolded again for him without any need for their
physical presence; the wavering course of their journey now
made a track for slow creeping death to run along in
reverse. Strategy, strategy, would call it a victory to see
the Chinese aerial legions decimated: without them, the
Chinese infantry and cavalry could hardly stand against
British artillery. The distant corners of India brought
under control, Japan humbled; perhaps a sick beast might be
delivered to the Inca, and the fabled cities of gold flung
open at last.
"I am sure they will find a prettier name for it, in the
history books," Jane said. "It is only dragons, you know;
we ought think nothing more of it, than if we were to set
fire to a few dozen ships in their harbor, which we would
gladly enough do."
He bowed his head. "And this is how wars should be fought."
"No," she said tiredly. "This is how they are won." She put
her hands on her knees, and pushed herself standing. "I
cannot stay, I must take the courier for Dover at once; I
have persuaded Excidium to let me go. I will need you by
tomorrow night." She rested her hand on his shoulder a
moment, and left him.
He did not move, a long while, and when he at last raised
his head, Temeraire was awake and watching him, the slitpupiled eyes a faint gleam in the dark. "What has
happened?" Temeraire asked quietly, and quietly Laurence
told him.
Temeraire was not angry, precisely; he listened, and grew
rather intent than savage, crouched low; when Laurence had
done, he said, simply, "What are we to do?"
Laurence wavered uncertainly-he did not understand; he had
expected some other response, something more than this-and
said at last, "We are to go to Dover-" He stopped.
Temeraire had drawn back his head. "No," he said, after a
moment's strange stillness. "No; that is not what I meant,
at all."
Silence. "There is nothing to-no protest which-She is
already sent," Laurence said, finally; he felt thicktongued, helpless. "The invasion is to be expected at any
moment, we are to stand guard at the Channel-"
"No," Temeraire said loudly. There was a terrible resonance
in his voice; the trees murmured back with it, shivering.
"No," he repeated. "We must take them the cure. How can we
come at it? We can go back to Africa, if we must-"
"You are speaking treason," Laurence said, without feeling,
oddly calm; the words only a recitation of fact, distant.
"Very well," Temeraire said, "if I am an animal, and may be
poisoned off like an inconvenient rat, I cannot be expected
to care; and I do not. You cannot tell me I should obey;
you cannot tell me I should stand idle-"
"It is treason!" Laurence said.
Temeraire stopped, and looked at him only. Laurence said,
low and exhausted, "It is treason. Not disobedience, not
insubordination; it cannot-there is no other name which it
can bear. This Government is not of my party; my King is
ill and mad; but still I am his subject. You have sworn no
oath, but I have." He paused. "I have given my word."
They were silent again. There was a clamor back in the
trees; some of the ground-crew men returning from their
day's leave, noisy with liquor; a snatch of raised songthat saucy little trim-rigged doxy-and roar of laughter, as
they went into the barracks-house, their lanterns
vanishing.
"Then I must go alone," Temeraire said wretchedly, so
softly that for once there was real difficulty in making
out the words. "I will go alone."
Laurence breathed once more; hearing it, said aloud, made
everything quite clear. He was grateful, it occurred to
him, that Jane had refused; that he had not that pain to
give. "No," he said, and stepped forward, to put his hand
on Temeraire's side.
Chapter 16
LAURENCE WROTE TO Jane, the merest word; no apology could
suffice, and he would not insult her, by asking her to
sympathize, adding only:
...and I wish to make clear, that I have in no wise made my
thoughts known to, nor received Aid of, my officers, my
crew, or any man; and, neither deserving nor soliciting any
excuse for my own Part, do heartily entreat that all blame
attaching to these my actions should be laid at my door
alone, and not upon those who cannot even be charged, as
might on similar occasions be merited, with culpable
blindness, my Resolve having been formed bare minutes
before setting ink to this Page, and will upon its
enclosure be immediately carried out.
I will not trespass further upon the Patience which I fear
I have already tried past all hope of endurance, and beg
you only to believe me, in despite of the present
Circumstances,
Yr obdt Svt, &c.
He folded it over twice, sealed it with especial care, and
laid it flat upon his neatly made cot, the address faced
upwards; and left his small quarters, walking between the
narrow rows of snoring men to go outside again. "You may be
dismissed, Mr. Portis," he said to the officer of the
watch, who was nodding at the edge of the clearing. "I will
take Temeraire up for a turn; we will not have a quiet
flight again in some time."
"Very good, sir," Portis said, barely concealing a
bloodshot yawn, and did not stay to be persuaded further:
not quite drunk, but his gait a little shambling as he went
back to the barracks-house.
It was not nine. In an hour, at most two, Laurence
supposed, they should be missed; he relied on scruple to
forbid Ferris's opening the letter, addressed to Jane,
until he began to suffer a greater degree of anxiety, which
might save another hour; but then the pursuit would be
furious. There were some five couriers in the covert
sleeping now; more by Parliament; some of the fastest
flyers in all Britain. They had not only to outrun them to
Loch Laggan, but after to the coast: every covert, every
shore battery from Dover to Edinburgh would be roused to
bar their passage.
Temeraire was waiting, ruff pricked, agitated and crouched
small to conceal it. He put Laurence upon his neck, and
launched quickly; London falling away, a collection of
lamps and lanterns and the bitter smoke of ten thousand
chimneys, ships' lights moving gently down the Thames, and
only the rushing hollow sound of wind. Laurence shut his
eyes, until they had grown accustomed, then looked at his
compass to give Temeraire the direction: four hundred
miles, north by north-west, into the dark.
It was strange to be all alone on Temeraire's back again,
not merely for a pleasure-flight; the ordinary round of
duty did not often allow it. Unburdened but by the
triviality of Laurence's weight and the barest harness,
Temeraire stretched himself and drove high aloft, to the
margins where the air grew thin; pale clouds passing
beneath them over the dark ground, fellow sailors in the
air. His ruff was flattened down, and the wind came
whistling hard over his back, cold at these heights even in
the midst of August; Laurence drew his leather coat more
snugly close, and put his hands beneath his arms. Temeraire
was going very fast; his wings beating a full, cupped
stroke, and the world beneath blurred when Laurence looked
over his shoulder.
Close towards dawn, Laurence saw to the distant west
faintly an eerie glow which illuminated the curve of the
earth, as if the sun meant to rise the wrong way round; a
color broken, now and again, by belching smoke: Manchester,
and its mills, he guessed, so they had gone some hundred
and sixty miles, in less than seven hours. Twenty knots,
twenty-five.
A little after dawn, Temeraire stooped, without a word, and
came to ground at the shores of a small lake to drink
deeply, his head thrust partway beneath the water, with the
gulps traveling convulsively down his throat; he stopped,
and panted, and drank some more. "Oh, no; I am not tired;
not very tired, only I was so thirsty," he said a little
thickly, turning his head back: despite his brave words he
shook himself all over, and blinked away a dazed expression
before he asked, in a more normal tone, "Shall I set you
down a moment?"
"No; I am very well," Laurence said; he had his grog-flask
with him, and in his pocket a little biscuit, which he had
not touched. He wanted nothing; his stomach was closed.
"You are making a good time, my dear."
"Yes, I know," Temeraire said complacently. "Oh! It is more
pleasant than anything, to go so quickly, in pleasant
weather, only the two of us; I should like it above all, if
only," he added, looking round sorrowfully, "I did not fear
that you were unhappy, dear Laurence."
Laurence would have liked to reassure him; he could not.
They had passed over Nottinghamshire during the night; they
might have passed over his home, his father's house. He
rubbed his hand upon the neck-scales, and said quietly, "We
had better be off; we are more visible, in the day."
Temeraire drooped, and did not answer, but launched himself
aloft again.
They came in over Loch Laggan after seven hours more, at
the dinner-hour; Temeraire without even the pretense of
courtesy or warning dived directly into the feeding
grounds, and not waiting for the herdsmen seized two
surprised cows out of the pen: his descent too swift even
for them to bellow. Alighting with them on the ledge which
overlooked the training flights, he crammed them one after
another down his throat, not pausing even to swallow all
the first before he began upon the second. He gave a
relieved sigh, afterwards, and belched replete; then
daintily began to lick clean his talons before he made a
guilty start: they were observed.
Celeritas was lying in the waning sun, upon the ledge, his
eyes half-lidded. He looked aged, as he had not during
their training, so long ago and yet scarcely three years
gone; the luster of his pale jade-colored markings had
faded, as cloth washed in too-hot water, and the yellow
darkened to a bronzey tone. He coughed a little hoarsely.
"You have put on some length, I see."
"Yes, I am as long as Maximus," Temeraire said, "or anyway,
not much shorter; and also I am a Celestial," he added
smugly: they had left off their training under the pressure