you be killed while I am alive. And if they do not like to
execute me, I will go lie down in front of Parliament,
until they have changed their minds."
They were escorted across the gardens to the great
pavilion, together; Laurence marched in a company of
Imperial Guards, splendid and sweating in their tall black
shakos and blue coats. Lien was lying upon the riverbank,
observing benevolently the traffic which went up and down
the Seine before her, and turned her head when they came,
inclining it politely; Temeraire went very stiff, and
rumbled, deep in his throat.
She shook her head disapprovingly at his manners. "You
needn't shake your head at me," Temeraire retorted,
"because I do not care to pretend that we are friendly; it
is only that I am not deceitful: so there."
"How is it deceitful, when you know we are not friendly,
and so do I," Lien pointed out, "and all who are in our
confidence? There is no-one deceived, who has any right to
know, but those who prefer to take no notice of it; except
with your boorish behavior, no one about can avoid knowing,
and being made to feel awkward."
Temeraire subsided muttering, and crowded up as close as he
could to the nervous guards, trying to hover protectively
near Laurence; a dish of tea was brought him, which he
sniffed suspiciously and then disdained, and a glass of
cold sillery, which Laurence did not; a slight cooling
breeze came off the water and the greenery of the park, and
the vast marbled space was pleasant, with somewhere hidden
a running gurgle of water over stone, but the day was still
very hot, even with the morning not yet far advanced.
The soldiers went to attention; and then Bonaparte was
coming down the walk, trailing guards and secretaries, one
of whom was writing desperately even as they came: taking
down a letter. The valedictions were added as they came up
the steps, then Bonaparte turned away, came through the two
files of guards hastily shuffling out of his way, and
seizing Laurence by the shoulders kissed him on both
cheeks.
"Your Majesty," Laurence said, rather faintly. He had seen
the emperor once before, briefly and from concealment,
while Bonaparte had been overlooking the field of Jena; and
had been impressed at that time with the intensity and the
nearly cruel anticipation in his expression, the remote
eye, the hawk about to stoop. There was no less intensity
now, but perhaps some softening; the emperor looked
stouter, his face a little more rounded, than on that peak.
"Come, walk with me," Bonaparte said, and drew him by the
arm down to the water, where Laurence was not himself
required to walk, but rather to stand and let the emperor
pace before him, gesturing, with a restless energy. "What
do you think of what I have done with Paris?" he asked,
waving his hand towards the sparrow-cloud of dragons
visible, working on the new road. "Few men have had the
opportunity to see my designs, as you have, from the air."
"An extraordinary work, Your Majesty," Laurence said, sorry
to be so sincere; it was the kind of work which only
tyranny, he supposed unhappily, could achieve, and
characteristic of all Napoleon's works, smashing through
tradition with a kind of heedless forward motion; he would
have preferred to find it ugly, and ill-reasoned. "It will
expand all the character of the city."
Bonaparte nodded, satisfied with this remark, and said, "It
is only a mirror held up to the expansion of the national
character, however, that I am going to achieve. I will not
allow men to fear dragons: if cowardice, it is
dishonorable; if superstition, distasteful; and there are
no rational objections. It is only habit, and habit which
can and must be broken. Why should Peking be superior to
Paris? I will have this the most beautiful city of the
world, of men and dragons both."
"It is a noble ambition," Laurence said, low.
"But you do not agree with it," Bonaparte said, pouncing;
Laurence twitched before the sudden assault, very nearly of
palpable force. "But you will not stay, and see it done,
though you have already been given proof of the perfidy,
the dishonorable measures to which a government of
oligarchs will stoop: it can never be otherwise," he added;
more declaration than an attempt to convince, "when money
becomes the driving force of the state: there must be some
moral power beneath, some ambition, that is not only for
wealth and safety."
Laurence did not think very much of Bonaparte's method,
which substituted an insatiable hunger for glory and power,
at the cost of men's lives and liberty; but he did not try
to argue. It would have been hard indeed, he thought, to
marshal any argument in the face of the monologue, which
Bonaparte did not mind continuing in the absence of
opposition or even response; he ranged widely across
philosophy and economics, the useless folly of government
by clerks, the differences, which he detailed minutely on
philosophical grounds quite beyond Laurence's
comprehension, between the despotism of the Bourbons and
his own imperial state: they had been tyrants, parasites,
holding power through superstition and for their own
personal pleasure, lacking in merit; he was the defender of
the Republic, and the servant of the nation.
Laurence only withstood, as a small rock in a deluge; and
the gale past said simply, "Your Majesty, I am a soldier,
not a statesman; and I have no great philosophy but that I
love my country. I came because it was my duty as a
Christian and a man; now it is my duty to return."
Bonaparte regarded him, frowning, displeased, a tyrant's
lowering look; but it flitted quickly away, then he stepped
closer, and gripped Laurence by the arm, persuasive. "You
mistake your duty. You would throw away your life: all
right, you might say, but it is not yours alone. You have a
young dragon, who has devoted himself to your interest, and
who has given you all his love and confidence. What can a
man not accomplish, with such a friend, such a councilor,
free from any trace of envy or self-interest? It has made
you who you are. Think where would you now be, without the
stroke of fortune that put his heart into your keeping?"
At sea, like as not, or at home: a small estate in England
perhaps, married, by now his first child here; Edith
Woolvey, née Galman, had been delivered of her first four
months before. Marching steadily up the post-list towards
flag-rank; he would probably have been sitting presently on
blockade, beating up and down off Brest or Calais, a
tedious but necessary routine. A prosperous and an honest
life, and if no great chance of glory, as far from treason
as from the moon; he had never asked for anything else, or
expected it.
The vision stood at a distance almost bewildering, now;
mythical, softened by a comfortable blind innocence. He
might have regretted it; he did regret it, now, except
there was no room in the gardens of that house for a dragon
to be sleeping in the sun.
Bonaparte said, "You do not suffer from the disease of
ambition-so much the better. Let me give you an honorable
retirement. I won't insult you by offering you a fortune,
only his keep and yours. A house in the country, a cattleherd. Nothing will be asked of you that you do not want to
give." His hand tightened, when Laurence would have drawn
away. "Will your conscience be more clear when you have
delivered him into captivity? Into a long captivity," he
added sharply. "-they will not tell him when they put you
to death."
Laurence flinched; and through the grip Bonaparte felt it
and pursued, as a breach in his lines. "Do you think they
would hesitate to forge your name to letters? You know they
will not, and in any case the messages will only be read
aloud. A few words-you are well, you think of him, you hope
that he is obedient-and he will be imprisoned by them
better than iron bars. He will wait and linger and hope for
many years, starved and cold and neglected, long after you
have swung from a gibbet. Can you be satisfied to condemn
him to it?"
Laurence knew all this sprang from a selfish concern: if
Bonaparte could not have Temeraire's active complaisance,
even in the matter of breeding, he would still have been
glad at least to deny him to the British; and he probably
had hopes of persuading them, in time, to do more. That
knowledge, cold and impersonal, gave Laurence no comfort;
it did not matter to him that Bonaparte was interested,
when he was very likely also right.
"Sir," Laurence said unevenly, "I wish you may persuade him
to stay.-I must go back."
The words had to be forced. He spoke past a constriction,
as one who has been running a race uphill, for a long time:
since that moment in the clearing, since they had left
London behind. But now the hill was past; he had reached
the summit, and he stood there breathing hard; there was
nothing more he had to say or bear; his answer was fixed.
He looked over at Temeraire, waiting anxiously inside the
open pavilion. He thought he would try and put himself in
Temeraire's hands, at least, rather than be marched back to
prison; if he was killed in the attempt, it did not make
much difference.
Bonaparte recognized it; he let go Laurence's arm, and
turned away from him to pace frowning up and down; but at
last he turned. "God forbid I should alter such a resolve.
Your choice is the choice of Regulus, and I honor you for
it. You will have your liberty-you must have your liberty,"
he said, "and more: a troop of my Old Guard will escort you
to Calais; Accendare's formation see you across the
Channel, under flag of truce: and all the world will know
that France at least can recognize a man of honor."
The covert at Calais was busy: fourteen dragons were not
easily put in order, and Accendare herself was inclined to
snap and be difficult, irritable and weary with coughing.
Laurence turned away from the confusion, and wished only,
dully, to be gone; to have done with everything, all the
hollow ceremony: eagles and flags, polished buckles, the
fresh pressed blue of the French uniforms. The wind was
fair for England; their party was expected, letters having
traveled across and back to arrange the parley. There would
be dragons and chains to meet them: perhaps even Jane, or
Granby, or strangers who knew nothing more of him than his
crime. By now his family surely would know all.
De Guignes was rolling up the map of Africa from the table;
Laurence had shown him the valley where they had found the
mushroom supply. It was nothing materially more than he had
already done; the mushrooms were growing, but Bonaparte did
not care to wait, Laurence supposed, or risk a failure of
the harvest. They meant at once to send an expedition,
which was even now outfitting in the harbor: two sleek
frigates, and he believed another three going from La
Rochelle, in hopes that at least one would evade the
blockade and reach their destination, and by stealth or
negotiation acquire an immediately useful supply. Laurence
hoped only they should not all be taken prisoner, but even
if they were, he supposed it could not matter; the cure was
established and would spread; no more dragons would die. It
was a small satisfaction, at least, if a dry and tasteless
one.
He had feared some last attempt at bribery or seduction,
but De Guignes did not even ask him to say anything, with a
great sensitivity, but brought out a dusty bottle of
brandy, and poured him a generous glass. "To the hope of
peace between our people," he proposed; Laurence moistened
his lips, polite, and left the cold collation untouched;
and when it had been cleared, he went outside to Temeraire.
Temeraire was not embroiled in the general clamor; he was
sitting quietly hunched on one side, looking out to sea
over the straits: the white cliffs were plainly visible,
from their perch. Laurence leaned against his side and shut
his eyes, the steady heartbeat beneath like the rushing
tide in a conch shell. "I beg you will stay," Laurence
said. "You serve me not at all, nor your own cause; it will
only be thought blind loyalty."
Temeraire said, after a moment, "If I do, will you tell
them that I carried you away, against your will, and made
you do it?"
"Never, good God," Laurence said, straightening, and
wounded even to be asked; too late he realized he had been
led up to the mark.
"Napoleon said that if I stayed, you might tell them so if
you liked," Temeraire said, "and then they might spare you.
But I said you would never say such a thing at all, so it
was no use; and so you may stop trying to persuade me. I