Forever Alexa (Book Four In The Bodyguards Of L.A. County Series) (4 page)

Alexa closed her eyes and rubbed her fingers against the throb in the center of her forehead. What was she going to
do
? The media wasn’t an option. The police weren’t either. So where did that leave her? She glanced at Livy again, wiggled her mouse, and typed
Evan Cooke Security, LA
into her search engine.

Hits for Ethan Cooke Security popped up instead. She followed the link to the website and studied the company’s bold red and black insignia.
World renowned security firm, offering the best in close protection
. Alexa clicked the mouse again and her heart stuttered.

Jack.

There he was among several other well-muscled men in the professional group photo. She moved her finger to his handsome face and traced it as she clutched the charm dangling from her necklace.

“Excuse me. Can you help me?”

Alexa glanced up from the books she was checking back in to the college library computer system and lost her breath as she stared into fantastic blue eyes. “What can I do for you?”

“I have a ten-page paper due for one of my criminal justice classes in—” he glanced at his watch, “less than twelve hours.”

She measured his charming smile and ball t-shirt stretched over broad shoulders and mounds of biceps. Her smile dimmed—another dumb jock. Why were the cute ones always a disappointment? She knew her eyes chilled as she answered. “Sounds like a personal problem. The Criminal Justice section is along that wall.” She pointed across the room.

At ease and clearly unaffected by her scolding tone, he edged himself along the enormous desk. “So, do you practice that disapproving librarian look in the mirror?”

She refused to give in to her smile. “I might.”

“You’re too young to have that mastered. What are you, a freshman? I’ve never seen you before.”

“I’m a sophomore, and I imagine you haven’t. I spend a lot of time in the library.” But she’d seen him—Jackson Matthews, junior, football star, frat boy, Mr. Popular with the ladies. Definitely not her type. Not that she actually had a type, because she’d never been on a date. Her grades were too important. Her scholarships were vital.

He grinned. “I believe I was just insulted.”

She smiled this time and shrugged. “Maybe.”

“You’ve gone and hurt my feelings, and I don’t even know your name.”

“Alexa.”

“Alex,” he held out his hand. “Jackson Matthews.”

Her brow shot up as she stared at him. “I know who you are. And it’s Alexa.”

He stood and glanced at his watch again. “I guess I should get to work. Maybe I’ll see you around some time, Alex.” He flashed her another heart-stopping grin and walked toward the stacks she’d pointed out.

She let out a long, shuddering sigh and looked down quickly when he glimpsed over his shoulder and smiled.

The flip-top phone rang, startling Alexa out of her memories. She jumped and caught the laptop just before it crashed to the floor. Licking her lips, she set the computer on the coffee table and picked up the phone. “Hello? Abby?”

“Wrong again, Sister Alexa,” the familiar mechanical voice said.

Her stomach clenched with dread. “What—”

“I said no press.”

“I didn’t talk to them. I swear I didn’t. They followed me. Please don’t hurt her. Please don’t hurt Abby.”

“I saw you on the news, Sister Alexa. Grocery shopping. You look just like her. I had no idea we could’ve gotten two for the price of one.”

She rushed to her feet, grabbed the heavy wooden baseball bat with a trembling hand, and hurried to the entryway to check the lock as her heart rate soared.

“You broke our deal. I’m docking you six hours. You’re down to twenty. Tick tock.”

“No, I didn’t—”

“Twenty hours or we take Olivia next.” The line went dead.

Alexa gasped for breath as a terror like she’d never known constricted her chest. Not Livy. Not her Livy. She collapsed on the bottom stair in the landing, listening to her daughter’s sweet voice as she continued to play in the next room, oblivious to the danger and turmoil destroying their lives.

Alexa struggled to her feet as her body racked with uncontrollable shudders and tears rushed down her cheeks. They had to go; they had to get out of here. She shoved the heavy bench in front of the door as she had last night and dashed up the steps, yanking a suitcase from the small walk-in storage space. She rushed into Livy’s room and pulled clothes from drawers and the closet at random, then hurried into her own room and did the same. She headed for the bathroom next, scooping toothbrushes and toothpaste into the travel bag she had yet to fully unpack from their trip to Virginia Beach.

Alexa started back downstairs but stopped when Gordon, the mournful-looking stuffed frog Livy had slept with every day since her birth, caught her eye. She snatched the melancholy creature off the bed and bolted down the stairs with the cumbersome luggage, setting it by the door. “Livy, we have to go somewhere, sweetie,” she struggled to say, still fighting for each breath as adrenaline coursed through her veins.

Livy looked up from her spot at her small pink table. She was dressed in the princess costume Abby had made her for Christmas. “I’m having a party, Mommy.”

“I know, honey. I’m sorry, but we really have to go right now.” She flipped her laptop closed, dropped it into its case, and grabbed her purse. Next she took several of Livy’s books and shoved them into a small canvas bag. “Come on. Let’s go.”

Livy’s bottom lip turned down and her eyes filled with tears. “Lucy wants to eat her apples. I want to play tea party.”

“Later, honey.” Alexa glanced out at the darkening sky through the edge of the blind. She wanted them long gone from their isolated home. “You can bring your princess dress with you.”

Livy’s eyes brightened. “Okay.”

She held out her hand. “Let’s go.”

Two hours later, Alexa clutched Olivia’s hand as they walked through Baltimore-Washington International, rolling the suitcase and booster seat behind them. She glanced around as they made their way to the ticket counter, fearful Abby’s kidnappers were somewhere close, watching for the perfect opportunity to snatch her daughter away.

“Can I help you, ma’am?” The pretty blonde smiled from behind her computer.

Alexa peered behind her, spotting the two men dressed in black pants and short-sleeved tops standing by the enormous panes of glass, staring in her direction. She picked up Olivia and clutched her tight. Were they here for Livy? “Yes. I need to buy two tickets.”

“And your destination, ma’am?”

What
was
her destination? She hadn’t thought that far. Her only instinct had been to flee. There was nowhere to go and no one to pick her up on the other end. She and Abby had always had each other, but now she was on her own. She moved her free hand to her necklace and rested her palm against the triangular charm. “LA,” she said in a rush. “Two tickets to Los Angeles, please.”

“We have a couple of open seats on a redeye leaving in an hour.”

She glanced over her shoulder. The men were gone, but that didn’t mean Livy was safe. “Okay, we’ll take them.”

The agent told her her total, and she tried not to wince. This was going to eat into her already strained budget, but what choice did she have? Money meant nothing with Livy’s life in danger. She pulled her credit card free and her heart ripped in two. To save her daughter, she was leaving Maryland and her sister behind.

As Olivia shoveled fruit and syrupy bread into her mouth, Alexa pulled her laptop from her case and woke the computer from sleep mode. Ethan Cooke Security’s webpage still filled the screen. She clicked the
meet our agents
tab and scrolled down. Jackson’s bold blue eyes stared into hers. She skimmed his short bio: resident of LA for over three years, former Pittsburgh police officer, graduated with honors from Europe’s most elite bodyguard school, top-ranking agent specializing in sight survey/risk assessment.

Her gaze wandered to his picture again. Time hadn’t changed him much. He was still gorgeous, still perfect. His dark blond hair was shorter and cleaner cut than it had been when she knew him. His shoulders were broader, his biceps slightly larger. His tan told her he hadn’t lost his love of the great outdoors.

She traced her finger over his arched brows; his square chin, a little more defined without the softness of youth; and his full lips with their hint of a cupids bow, remembering how they felt against hers.

“Thank you.”

Alexa whirled from the stack of books when a firm body pressed against her back and a white rose appeared in front of her face. Her breasts brushed Jack’s chest as she stared into eyes inches from her own. She cleared her throat as her pulse pounded, and she attempted to step back but slammed into the bookshelf instead. God, he made her nervous. “For—for what?”

A slow smile played over his mouth. “For this.” He pulled stapled papers from behind him. “I nailed this assignment because you helped me.” He stepped closer, and she was trapped.

“I—” she cleared her throat again when her word came out on a whisper. “I just pointed you in the right direction.”

“No, that was the first paper. For this one you sat down with me.”

He’d come to the library every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday evening over the last month, doing his homework, talking to her, asking her for some sort of help or other.

“I think my parents might cry with joy when they see my grades this semester.”

“It’s amazing what you can do when you actually apply yourself.”

He grinned and moved closer until she swallowed and pressed a hand to his chest. “Let me take you out.”

A commotion erupted in the front lobby before she could answer. “Yo, Jackson, let’s go, man. It’s party time.” The group of football players filing into the library followed up ‘party time’ with obnoxious hoots and hollers.

“I’ll be there in a minute. Head on over without me,” he tossed over his shoulder.

The room grew silent as his teammates left.

“Come on, Alex. Let me take you out.”

She’d been ready to say yes before his friends came in and reminded her she and Jackson were from different planets. “Sorry, I can’t. I have to work.” She pushed at his chest, skirting away from the torturous pleasure of breathing him in.

“The library closed two minutes ago.”

“I need to study,” she evaded as she walked to the desk.

He followed. “It’s Friday night.”

She turned. “Look, Jack, I—”

“Jack?” He grinned.
She shrugged, embarrassed. “Yes. If you insist on calling me Alex, then I’m calling you Jack. It’s only fair.”

He chuckled. “I think I’m half in love with you.”

She studied him as he said what she felt. He’d sucked her in from the beginning with his great looks, happy-go-lucky attitude, and that smile that made her stomach flutter every time he flashed one in her direction. But more than that, she was in love with his brain. To her surprise he was extremely intelligent and fascinating. Alexa dismissed Jack’s comment as Jack joking around—like he always did.

“Come on, Alex.”

“I’m sorry. I don’t party. I have no interest in watching you get slobbering drunk while you act like an idiot along with the rest of your moronic friends.”

He frowned and gave a chuckle. “Ouch.”

She jerked her shoulders in frustration. If only they were different people. “I need to lock up. You should go.”

“How about a slice of pizza and a walk?”

The idea of walking and talking with Jack on a cool October evening was a bit too appealing. She struggled for another excuse. “I—I don’t have a jacket.”

He pulled the black fleece he was wearing over his head. “Problem solved.”

She stared at his tough athletic frame and disagreed. Her problems were just beginning. “Okay, Jack. Half an hour.”

“Sold.” He held out his hand, and she hesitated before she took it.

Thirty minutes turned into three hours. They strolled down the sidewalk to her dorm, still holding hands. This was the first time she’d walked the campus at midnight. She was always in her room by ten at the latest.

“So, was it painful?”

She glanced at him as they took the stairs to her building. “What?”

“Spending time with me.”

“Anything’s tolerable after a slice of pepperoni pizza.”