Generational Sins (20 page)

"Kat?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you want to go away this weekend?"

"To where?"

"I don't know. I was thinking that it would make sense to take you somewhere nice to fake propose to you, and truthfully I think we could use some quality time. I know you just started back to school though. Do you need to work?"

I thought it over. I wasn't really worried about work, and I never said no to a weekend away if I could help it. "No, if you'll help me finish grading those pre-algebra tests on Friday we can go away." I looked up at him, and I could practically see the wheels in his head turning. I knew him well enough to know that he was planning something.

"Kat, what would you think about going to Montana?"

"Montana? Why would we do that?"

"My dad doesn't know about your father's house out there."

Well that came out of left field. He was right though, unless Richard had really dug into my history, he probably didn't know about the house. I hadn't mentioned it to him.

"Well, it's in my name, so if he really wanted to find it, it wouldn't be hard."

"I know. That's why I was thinking we should go to Montana."

"I don't understand."

"I think we should do two things. Change the name on the deed so that my father can't find it, and then prepare the house to be a temporary getaway for us."

"Can we even do that? Whose name would it go in?"

"I'm not sure. I haven't figured it all out yet. Maybe we could tell my dad that I'm making you sell the house. He'll like that, and it might get him off my back for a while about your job. In reality, we'll just transfer the name so that it looks like we sold the house. It'll be a safe place for us to start over."

I thought it over in my mind. It did make sense, in a way.

"Can I think about it?"

"Of course, it was just a suggestion. We haven't been out there in a while anyway, it wouldn't hurt to check up on the place."

I nodded and then turned my head back towards the tv. I wasn't sure what to think. I wasn't ready to give up that house. I had grown up there, and it held a lot of memories. I hadn't sold it because I just couldn't let it go. I wasn't sure that I really wanted to live there again either though. Again, it held a lot of memories. I had a caretaker who went over there every week or so to make sure that it wasn't broken into or anything, but I hadn't been there myself in more than a year. Maybe we should go back. It wasn't a possibility that I had really considered before. Did I want to move back to Montana?

I decided to sleep on it. Maybe it would different in the light of the morning. David and I went to bed without much further conversation, but we both lay awake, pretending that we were sleeping, also pretending that we didn't know we were both awake.

David got sick of it before I did, but instead of speaking like I thought he would, he pulled me into his arms and cupped my breast in his large palm. I gave into his distraction of choice and rubbed my still-sore ass against his growing erection.

"Fucking minx," he growled in my ear. It was so fucking hot when his voice got rough like that. It didn't take long for every other thought to be driven from my mind. When I was with him, there was only David.

He pinched and tugged at my nipples until they were hard and peaked. He whispered filthy words in my ear and sucked on my neck until my pussy was wet and aching.

He turned the bedside lamp on low, and then positioned me on my hands and knees and slid into me from behind. He pulled my hair to the side, forcing me to turn my head, and look where he was looking. Opposite the bed was our vanity, which had a large mirror. The convenient positioning of it was not an accident. We had watched ourselves in that mirror countless times, but it never grew tiresome.

His body was as sculpted and beautiful as it was when we were undergrads together. He ran those long graceful fingers down my back and sides, playing me like his piano. His toned biceps took on definition when he pulled back on my hips. His abdominal muscles flexed each time he thrust into me. Absolute perfection.

His long cock pounded a steady rhythm in and out as he watched me watching him. I knew how much it turned him on to see the desire I had for him. When he grew close to his orgasm he reached around my hip to stroke my clit. Years of practiced repetition had taught him exactly the right movements to make me bend to his will. I arched back into him, taking him as deep as I could and cried out my release. He followed immediately after me, silently claiming me and loving me all at the same time.

I watched as he calmed himself before pulling away. His forehead rested against my spine. His breathing was labored, but his face was at peace, and I was glad I had given him a moment of rest, no matter how temporary.

The days and weeks went by and Kat and I experienced more and more together. I spoke with Cody on average once a week, and he mentored me from a distance. I would never admit it out loud but I was incredibly grateful for his guidance. He kept me from making a lot of rookie mistakes. His research recommendations were good too, and I found myself totally enamored with a lifestyle that I hadn't truly understood before.

I collared Kat the weekend after my breakdown at the winter house. She accepted my collar with great enthusiasm and I swelled with pride every time I noticed it on her. She was mine. Mine.

She began to call me Master during our playtimes, and I was amazed by how hot it made me.

We worked together during the week, played with each other on the weekends, and fell more in love every day. We avoided discussions about my father as much as possible at first, but slowly Kat began to understand what I hadn't fully been able to express to her right away. She respected my decisions and let me deal with my own family in my own way.

When the summer rolled around we chose to spend it apart. She went home to Montana, and I went home to my parent’s house on the shore of the Nahant Harbor, outside of Boston. I busied myself with volunteer work that summer, anything to keep my mind off of her. I lied to my father a lot, but I never broke my promise to the woman that I loved.

At the beginning of August, I couldn't stand the distance any more and I booked a flight to Billings. Kat made excuses to her father and spent the weekend with me in a secluded cabin in the woods, not far from her hometown. We barely made it out of bed that weekend. I had missed her so much that it physically hurt.

I fucked her, spanked her, made love to her, talked with her, touched her, and simply worshiped her that weekend. I laid claim to her mind and body in every way that I knew how. From Friday to Sunday she was my whole world, and I was hers.

When we got up on Sunday, both sore from the physical exertions of the weekend, I tried to determine the best course of action. I wanted to meet Cody. It was one of my reasons for coming. I knew that he didn't live far from where we were staying, and I thought it would probably be possible to have lunch with him before my flight left that evening. I was nervous in more ways than one though. First of all, Kat still didn't know that I had ever communicated with him. Secondly, I wasn't sure that I was comfortable taking Kat with me to meet him. What if he touched her? I didn't think I could handle that.

I looked at the delicate chain around her neck. It bore my initials. Mine. He couldn't take her away from me now. She belonged to me.

"David?" Kat's voice drew me out of my thoughts.

"Are you okay? You look like you're thinking really hard about something."

"Yeah, Kat, I'm fine. I um… I had something that I maybe wanted to ask you about."

"What is it?" She walked across the room and settled herself in my lap. I tightened my arms around her waist possessively and forced myself to be calm. This was not a big deal.

"I probably should have brought this up to you earlier, but please trust my judgment when I say that I had my reasons for not telling you until now." She waited patiently for me to continue. A thin worry line creased her brow. "The first weekend we were together, when you told me about your previous Dom, Cody, I took his number from your phone. I was unsure of how to proceed in becoming your Master, and I wanted some advice."

"You called Cody?"

"Yes, I did, and I asked him not to tell you."

"Oh, well that explains why he's been checking up on me."

"He has?"

"Yeah, he called me about three days after I became your sub. He said he was just checking to see how I was. He asked if I was in a relationship, and I told him about you. He calls every couple of weeks just to say hello."

Interesting. I wasn't sure how I felt about that. On one hand, it was very responsible of him. He had reason to be concerned about our relationship, and he wanted to make sure that she was okay. On the other hand, he didn't trust me enough to simply take my word for it. I guess I can't blame him for that.

"Anyway," I continued, "Cody has given me some guidance concerning our relationship, and I was hoping to meet him today, before I go home. How do you feel about that?"

She thought for a moment. "I don't mind. Would you like for me to introduce you?"

I pulled her closer to me and kissed her neck right where her collar rested. "I'm not sure how I feel about seeing you with him," I answered honestly.

"It was never like that between us, David. He never meant anything to me."

"I know. But, he's been with you physically, and he's held power over you. While I've accepted that he is your past, you belong to me now, and I'm not sure I will be able to keep my temper at bay, should he try to remind you of your history with him."

"I'll leave it up to you," she answered, "if you want me there, I will go. I belong wholly to you, and you know that. You have no reason to fear Cody. I harbor a fondness for him. He taught me a lot, but he is what you say – my past. I want only you."

I nodded my head. There was no sense in being a coward. He was just a man like any other.

"I'll call him and see if he can meet us for lunch."

Cody agreed to meet us at a small diner that he and Kat both knew well. I resisted the urge to growl at him when he suggested that it would be nice to see Kat again. I knew I was being completely irrational, but this was not easy for me.

We arrived two hours later to find Cody already seated in a booth near the back. For some reason he was not what I expected. He was... well... different from me. He had dirty blond hair that was pulled back into a ponytail. He wore a black t-shirt that was tight across his chest and dirty jeans. A black cowboy hat rested on the table in front of him. I could see why Kat had been attracted to him. He had a powerful air about him, definitely alpha male material, but I hadn't expected him to be quite so nomadic and rugged looking.

Seated next to him was a petite blond. She had a black leather choker around her neck, her collar, I assumed. She was dressed in a low-cut, tight black shirt and I couldn't see under the table well enough to know what else.

I kept my arm firmly around Kat's waist as we approached the table. I was not letting go of her. Cody stood and stepped out of the booth, the woman did not move.

"David," he said, "it's great to finally meet you."

"You as well," I replied. He had a strong, firm handshake. I wasn't surprised.

Courteously, he sat back down, and I allowed Kat to slide into the booth ahead of me. I was relieved that he hadn't tried to touch her in any way. I was about two seconds away from throwing her over my shoulder and hauling her out of there.

"Kat, lovely to see you again." He called her Kat deliberately. I knew that she had heard it as well. He was giving up his prior claim on her. Good man. "I'd like you both to meet Lara," he gestured to the woman next to him. She looked up and smiled, but did not offer her hand. Cody put his arm around her, and she laid her head against his chest.

"Cody, how's your summer been?" Kat asked.

The chatted for a while about people that I didn't know, and I began to relax. This wasn't so bad. We ordered lunch, and I watched the two of them interact. It wasn't any different than watching her interact with another classmate really. I kept my hand firmly attached to her thigh though, just in case.

Finally Cody turned his attention back to me. "So how are things with you?"

"Great," I answered honestly.

"She behavin’ for you?" He looked only at me when he said this, ignoring her completely.

"Yes," I said, moving my hand a little higher up Kat's leg. "She responds quite well."

"Mmm, Lara and I have been trying out a new binding technique that you might be interested in..."

I tried not to choke on my Dr. Pepper. He wanted to discuss this here? Granted no one was listening to our conversation, but still...

"When’s your flight out? Would you like to see it before you leave?"

Oh God. He was offering to show it to me live. He wanted to bind this woman and probably fuck her in front of me. I was half appalled and half aroused. There is no way in hell that I would let him see Kat like that with me, but at the same time, if he and his sub were okay with it, it was actually something I would like to see. I'd never seen a Dom work before, except for my father who didn't really count, and pictures in books. Was I ready for that? Was Kat?