Irresistible Desire (A Savannah Novel) (20 page)

Chapter 15

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Kayden’s breathing is rapid
against my neck as he kisses, sucks and nibbles along my collar
bone. He towers over me and presses himself between my legs and I
run my hands over his muscular arms, taking in every inch of his
body. He’s wearing the same cologne he had on last night, and the
smell washes over my body, filling my nose with pleasure. He grips
my thigh firmly and moans into my ear as I glide my fingers through
his hair, entwining my fingers in his locks and gently pulling as
desire shoots through my body.

“You drive me crazy,” he
growls before sealing his lips back over mine. I love the taste of
spearmint and liquor on his tongue as it dives into my mouth,
exploring every inch of it. Just as he loops his fingers into the
elastic of my panties, there’s a knock on his office
door.

Panic takes over and snaps
me back to reality; just outside that door was my boss, co-workers
and everyone who was here for Kayden. Every time I’m around him I
lose all common sense. I quickly push Kayden off me and fix my hair
before reaching down to adjust my panties and dress. “Oh my God,
Kayden! What were we thinking?” I whisper, hoping whoever is at the
door can’t hear us.

“We weren’t thinking…and I
have no regrets. Neither should you,” He stands up and fixes his
shirt and pants. God he looks so sexy, he doesn’t even have to
try.

“That’s my point! Every
time I’m near you I make rash decisions without considering the
consequences. What if that’s Eloise outside the door? What will we
say?” I’m seriously freaking out now; I could kill Rebecca for
bringing me to his office.

He takes a step closer and
places his hand on my cheek, staring so deeply into my eyes that I
have to look away, “Savannah, look at me.” I glance back at him,
whoever was at the door was persistent and they continue to knock
aggressively. “Hold on a minute," he shouts across the office
towards the knocking, before turning his attention to me, “If
you’re that worried, go in the bathroom and wait for me to see who
is, if I have to go back to the party just wait for me to leave and
slip out after a few minutes. It’s nothing to freak out about, you
really need to learn to relax," he laughs and flashes me a devilish
grin.

He has this strange control
over me and I can’t help but relax, “Okay, you’re right. I’ll go
hide and clean myself up while I’m at it. I don’t want to get my
picture taken with this hair,” I giggle. I plant a quick peck on
his lips and quickly run into the bathroom.

I hear Kayden open the door
and the sound of an unfamiliar man's voice echoes in to me, “Geesh
man, what the hell took you so long? I thought I was going to have
to bust the door down,"

“Sorry I was in the
bathroom. What’s up?"

“Giselle is out there
looking for you, you’re the only guy I know who shows up with a
smoking hot date and leaves her out there, while you sit around in
your office taking business calls.”

Oh my God, Kayden has a
date…of course he has a date! While she’s out there, he is in here
seconds away from fucking my brains out. Again.” I I touch up my
lipstick and wait for Kayden and the mystery man to finish their
conversation so I can get back to the party.

I hear Kayden snap at the
guy, “Well she knew what she signed up for when she agreed to be my
date, I don’t do romance and all that mushy bullshit. She got to
arrive on my arm, tell her to enjoy the party. She probably
couldn’t care less about spending her time here with me; she just
wants to have her photo taken alongside me so she can say she came
with Kayden Knox. There are plenty of single guys and some married
out there who will gladly keep her entertained for me.”

“Woah, sorry man, don’t
shoot the messenger. I’ll tell her you’re busy with a phone call
and will come find her shortly…Okay?”

“Thank you. Sorry for
snapping at you Braxton, I’m just a bit on edge with my Dad and
Luanne being here and all. I’d rather stay locked up in here all
night than have to spend five more minutes around those
two,”

“Don’t worry about it; I
understand completely…I can’t believe they actually came. Maybe
they’ll get bored and excuse themselves early, and then the real
party can begin.” I hear them both laugh and then the doors
shut.

I stand there for a moment,
trying to listen. I don’t know if Kayden has left with him or not.
By the way he spoke to him, it sounded as if he planned on staying
in here for a while longer. I wonder why he doesn’t want to be
around his dad and his fiancé. When we researched Kayden for the
magazine article I didn’t read anything about their relationship
being strained. Kayden’s knock on the bathroom door startled me and
I let out a small scream.

“Savannah? Are you okay in
there? He’s gone, you can come out now,” I slowly slip out of the
bathroom to find Kayden leaning against the wall by the
door.

“I’m fine. I was just
waiting to see if you were still in here,” I say, trying to avoid
eye contact with him, suddenly I’m so nervous that I can’t seem to
stand still. I stare down at my feet and wait for him to say
something. The entire feeling in the room has shifted.

“I imagine you heard of all
of that," he sounds defeated, “I want you to stop thinking whatever
it is you are in that over active brain of yours. Yes I came with a
date…but she is nothing to me, so don’t feel guilty for one second
about what just happened in here.”

“I feel awful, you have
someone out there looking all over for you,” I say, pointing
towards the doorway, “Do you know how bad I would have felt if that
was
her
knocking on
the door…interrupting us?”

“I know, I wasn’t thinking!
Hell I can’t think at all when you’re around Savannah! I got caught
up in the moment and all I wanted was to be inside you. You have me
all up in knots; I hate what you’re doing to me. I crave you…I want
nothing more than to hear you screaming my name while I make your
body explode”. He grabs my arms, spinning us round and pushing me
against the wall. My eyes are drawn to his like a moth to a flame.
I couldn’t fight the attraction, no matter how hard I
tried.

“What the fuck are you
doing to me Savannah?” He positions his knee between my legs to
hold me up and kisses me so passionately that my body goes limp.
His ripped stomach presses against mine, pinning me against the
wall and he slides his hands all over my body, stopping at my
thighs. I pull his shirt up and run my hands along his hard,
muscular back, gently grazing my nails along his smooth skin,
making him moan into my mouth. He grips my thighs harder and I
slide further down the wall so I’m resting on his leg – the
pressure on my clit causing a groan to escape my lips

“There’s no time to fuck,
but I am not letting you out of this office all hot and
bothered…there are way too many guys out there who will see that
hunger in your eyes and be all over you. I will not allow that to
happen,” he whispers into my ear, his deep drawl sending shivers
through my body.

“Oh God, every time you
speak it does crazy things to my body,” I manage in between moans,
as he slides his fingers under my lace panties and finds the spot
that’s craving his touch.

His fingers dive deep
inside of me, massaging my inner walls and causing pleasure to
build intensely inside of me. I lose myself completely as he
devours my body.

I dig my nails into his
shoulders, trying to hold onto him while my climax builds inside of
me, “I’m going to…” Kayden cut me off, kissing me feverishly again,
moving his thumb eagerly over my clit as his fingers continue to
fuck me. Kayden screams in pleasure as I bite down on his lip and
dig my nails harder into his back; I explode with one of the most
intense orgasms, squeezing his fingers as I ride the waves of
pleasure coursing through my body. Every time with Kayden felt even
more amazing than the last. It’s like my body is constantly craving
his touch, just waiting for the next time he touches me.

“You are so fucking hot
right now, dripping wet because of me,” he says, licking my neck as
he cups my ass in both hands, “I almost came in my pants, that
was…
so hot
, hearing
you moan and scream my name like that. Words cannot come close to
describing how amazing you feel, taste…it’s addicting.”

I smooth his shirt back
down and run my fingers through his hair, gazing into those deep
green, beautiful eyes. They were so bright and full of happiness
because of me, it’s crazy how much things can change in a matter of
a few minutes, “I think you’re going to kill me Kayden Knox!” I
giggle as he squeezes my butt, pushing me into him, “You make me
want to do naughty things every second of the day.”

“I’m happy to hear I’m
being such a bad influence on you Miss Livingston. Being a naughty
girl means I get to punish you,” He playfully slaps my ass, making
me squeal.

“You better watch yourself
Kayden, or I’ll be putting
you
over my knee,” His reaction is priceless, his eyes
are as big as saucers and that sexy ass grin came over his face
again.

“Ohh believe me Savannah, I
would love nothing more than for you to punish me! But we have a
party to get back to before they send the cavalry in to get me,” he
says, rolling his eyes. He tucks his shirt back in and I excuse
myself back to the bathroom. My face is flushed and I can’t get
this grin off, my cheeks were definitely going to be sore from all
this smiling. It feels good to smile and be happy after the way my
evening began.

“Kayden,” I say as I step
out of the bathroom and walk over to him. He looked so handsome in
his suit, “I hope you’re not upset with me for all the craziness
outside with the paparazzi,”

“The only person I’m upset
with is your douche bag of an ex-boyfriend. I would love to take
out my pent up frustrations on his pretty boy face.”

“Believe me I would pay to
see that! But I just want to make sure you are okay? I feel awful
for directing attention away from you and your party, it’s the last
thing I wanted…believe me." He wraps his hands around me, pulling
me against his chest. I tip my head up to look at his face,
studying it to see if he was being honest.

“I’m not upset, trust me.”
He places a gentle kiss on my nose, making butterflies flutter
inside my stomach. This is not good…Not. Good. At. All.

“Okay…well are you ready to
go out and enjoy your party?” I don’t know how we’re going to play
this. Do we walk out together or separately? Everything happened so
fast over the last thirty minutes I don’t know what’s going on.
“Don’t want to leave your
date
waiting,” I say with more sarcasm than I
planned.

Kayden grabs my hand and
stops me from opening the door, his face instantly serious. I hear
the desperation in his voice when he speaks, “Giselle means nothing
to me, I want to make that very clear. Her father manages our hotel
in France, and she’s a friend of the family, I take her to events
with me sometimes. She uses me to get her face on magazines and I
use her so I don’t need to show up to an event alone. We have never
and will never be more then friends. Our relationship is purely
platonic. I have no reason to lie to you Savannah.”

I don’t know what to say
besides, “Alright”. Kayden thinks it best if we headed back out to
the party separately. I didn’t need another reason to draw
attention to myself; I had enough on my plate as it was.

When I return to the party
I find Rebecca and she instantly drags me off to the only
semi-private place we can find, the ladies room. She’s as giddy as
a school girl when I recount the events that had occurred tonight,
“I’m so going to enjoy living vicariously through you,” she says
with a Cheshire cat smile plastered across her face. Talking about
it out loud to her, reliving those moments of passion instantly
puts me in a good mood and I don’t stop smiling the rest of the
evening.

I catch glimpses of Kayden
throughout the night, he spends most of his evening mingling and
networking, he even joked about the gigantic mock cover of Envy
they had on display, with his gorgeous self gracing the cover. I
love how he doesn’t take himself too seriously, even with a billion
dollars in the bank and celebrity status, he was still a humble
person.

I spot his father, Victor
Knox and his extremely beautiful, much younger fiancé, Luanne
Granger mingling with some of Kayden’s business associates. Kayden
was the spitting image of his father; the only difference being
Victor’s grey speckled hair and a perfectly groomed goatee. His
fiancé looks as if she stepped straight out of a Victoria’s Secret
catalogue; she was tall with olive skin and long, silky black hair,
big almond shaped brown eyes and a small button nose, which I would
bet any money she was not born with. I didn’t witness Kayden and
his father interact the entire evening, it was as if they were
deliberately avoiding each other.