Jessica's Breakdown [Journey of a Thousand Miles 4] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) (2 page)

She shut her eyes and tried to block the image that kept trying to push into her mind. She always saw the same thing. Chase on his knees pleasuring her, his hands tied behind his back and Beau, oh the wicked things she would do to him. She shook herself hard and grabbed her drink, downing it in one swallow. Damn it, she needed a vacation and quick. Jessica stepped back and let Hannah take over for her. She felt a little too buzzed, the alcohol shooting straight to her head.

She stepped behind one of the racks of lingerie and watched people come and go from the store. The happiness of the day drained out of her, and she wished that she could head back to the guesthouse. She started tracking Chase and Beau, watching them work the room. They smiled while handing drinks out to their guests, and of course, all the women flirted openly. She shouldn’t care. She should want them to find another woman, but for some reason, it was starting to irritate her. She hated the fact that she couldn’t seem to stop herself from following their every move. Closing her eyes, Jessica took deep cleansing breaths, needing to calm down.

“Are you okay?” Beau’s smooth Texas accent whispered in her ear. She felt his warm breath on her neck and shivered. She usually stepped away at this point but she didn’t want to. He gripped her hips with his strong hands, his lips trailing along her collarbone. She leaned back, relaxing against him, loving the way his hands and lips felt on her body. She wanted more, her body was screaming. Her belly did a series of flips and she rubbed her thighs together. She couldn’t control herself for another minute, could feel herself actually caving.

“Back room,” she said, and he easily maneuvered her around the store to their destination. She opened the door and stepped in, grabbed the bottom of her dress and pulled it forcefully over her head. She turned in time to see Chase close the door and click the lock into place. They both stared at her as if she were the sexiest woman in the world, and Jessica wondered why it had taken her so long to just accept the inevitable. She wanted them, they wanted her, and she wouldn’t fight it anymore.

“Strip.” She wasn’t going to waste time. She was horny and crazy. Those two words described what she had been feeling since arriving. These two men made her crave things she didn’t quite understand. Consequences be damned, she could deal with those later.

Beau and Chase pulled their shirts over their heads, never once taking their eyes off her. She licked her lips as perfectly tan, sculpted muscles appeared. There were so many things she wanted to do but couldn’t decide who to touch first. They were both too delicious. She followed Chase’s movements as he took one hand and pushed it down his chest, his hard abs, and finally reached the top button of his jeans. She held her breath and waited, wondering what he would do next.

Jessica had wanted them both since arriving into town. She still remembered the first time she set eyes on them. Chase, she remembered the moment so clearly. She had walked into their shop, Austin Brothers, after walking miles in the heat. She felt like hell and there he had been, a golden god. Her brain had a hard time connecting to her mouth, and she had barely been able to speak clearly.

Beau, he was another story altogether. Where Chase seemed to be more playful, Beau was serious. The first time she saw him was walking into the café that first afternoon. She had noticed the ménage couples walking around holding hands, and she wondered secretly what it would be like to be with multiple men. When they walked into the café, Beau stood up by his booth and smiled at her, making direct eye contact. She knew right away that he was related to Chase. They looked almost identical. Beau was older though, more intense.

She moved back to the present, staring at both Chase and Beau. There wasn’t a doubt in her mind that she wanted them. This was her chance.

Jessica opened her mouth, panting as Chase lowered his zipper, exposing more skin. Beau moved closer to her, touching her hip, gliding his hand around her body until he stood behind her. He grabbed her hips and pulled her back against his chest. She leaned into him and he moved his hand up, cupping her breasts over her lace bra.

“Are you sure you want to do this?”

She nodded her head frantically, watching as Chase lowered his jeans. He leaned down, pulling them off his body before slowly standing up, letting her get an eyeful of his magnificent cock.

“You’re so soft.” Beau’s voice sounded gruff, and she could feel his cock harden against her lower back. He unhooked the clip at the front of her bra, grabbed the straps and lowered it, giving Chase the perfect view. His fingertips glided down her arms until the bra hit the floor.

Chase licked his lips. “Come have a taste,” Beau offered, and Chase walked toward her, a predator ready to take down his prey. She stood frozen, transfixed, wanting his mouth on her body. He cupped her breasts, weighing them in his hands, before tweaking her nipples, rolling them in between his thumb and forefinger. She wanted to lean against Beau for support, but he chose that moment to move down her body. He grabbed her thin lace panties and pulled them slowly down her legs, letting them pool at her feet.

“Let’s move her to the table,” Chase said. He picked her up as if she weighed nothing and laid her on the table in the middle of the room. She felt vulnerable and a little nervous but she said nothing, not wanting to ruin this moment. Chase moved in for the kill, grabbing first one nipple and sucking it deep into his mouth and then moving to the next. He alternated kissing, biting, sucking until she was shifting and moving on the table.

“God, look at her, she’s so perfect. I get the first taste of her pussy.” Beau pushed his hands up her legs, parting her thighs and wedging his shoulders between them. She felt his warm breath on her a second before he touched her with his mouth. She moaned loudly. She had been too needy for too long. Every touch made her want more.

They both devoured her, and she cried out loudly as Beau licked her from anus to clit. He pushed his tongue deep inside her pussy, fucking her, making her want his thick cock even more. Her hips lifted as Beau pressed a thick finger inside her. He stroked her and she rocked against him. He completely overwhelmed her, working her with not only his mouth but also his fingers. She had never felt this lost before. Her body shook as little sparks began to build inside her.

She grabbed hold of Chase, needing an anchor in the storm she knew was coming. He closed his teeth over a nipple and she jolted, loving the mixture of pain with her pleasure. Beau sucked her clit into his mouth, and she screamed as huge waves of pleasure washed over her. She had expected them to step back and let her recover, but she was wrong. They weren’t done with her. Chase grabbed her face and kissed her, their first real kiss, and she melted against the table. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and slipped her tongue into his mouth, loving his taste.

She moaned into Chase’s mouth when Beau lifted his mouth from her pussy. She felt the head of his cock touch her opening and she spread her legs wider. It had been a long time for her, and her body struggled to accept him. “Oh God…she’s tight. So good, baby…” He groaned. She relaxed her muscles and lifted up her legs, and Beau pushed his cock deep. He started slow, pushing in and pulling almost all the way out and she moved her hips, wanting him to pound into her.

Chase licked her lips and stepped back, grabbing the base of his cock. He climbed onto the table and aimed his cock at her mouth. She grabbed his cock with her right hand, holding the base, and licked the head. He tasted salty and she wanted more. She sucked him as deeply as she could. She wanted to give him the same pleasure she had received. She wanted to steal his control the way that they had taken hers. Sucking him hard and fast, Chase moaned loudly, grabbing her head with both of his hands. She opened her mouth wide, and let him take over, setting a quick pace. She used her tongue on the sensitive underside of his cock and his grip tightened.

Jessica relaxed her body and let go, submitting to the pleasure that both Beau and Chase were giving to her. She couldn’t ever remember being this over whelmed, this satisfied.

“God, her mouth…I’m not going to last, baby,” Chase warned and she sucked harder, renewing her efforts. She wanted to taste him. Beau picked up his pace, slamming into her, shoving his hard length far into her body. She could feel him touching spots that no other man had been able to reach and she shivered, recognizing the orgasm that was building.

“I’m gonna come…swallow me…swallow…” Chase yelled and his hips flexed hard sending his cock deep in her throat. She swallowed rapidly as his cock jerked and hot jets of cum filled her mouth. Chase pulled out slowly and she kissed the head of his cock as Beau grabbed hold of her hips and pulled her to the edge of the table so that he could moved faster, harder.

Jessica’s breath froze as the orgasm raced through her body. She tilted her head back against the table’s hard surface and screamed as pleasure wracked her body. Her toes curled and her legs tingled, all the muscles in her body seemed to flex at once, and she lost control. Her world shattered and she flew to the stars. She heard Beau yell her name but he felt so far away and she couldn’t hold on to him.

Jessica came back to reality slowly and she blinked her eyes a couple of times, unable to move her body. She felt like mush and didn’t have the strength to move. She took slow, deep breaths knowing that time was running out and she would need to get back to the party. Opening her eyes, she stared at both Beau and Chase. They were standing at the edge of the table, looking down on her, smiling broadly.

“Wow, thank you. I–I needed that.” She stumbled, feeling a little awkward as she climbed off the table and picked up her clothes. Did she get dressed and leave the room? Should she kiss them and thank them again for the pleasure? This was new for her and she wasn’t sure how to react.

“Come here, baby,” Chase held out his arms and Jessica walked to him, letting him hold her for a minute. He was warm and soft and she loved having his skin against hers. He kissed the top of her head and she smiled. It scared her, the way they both seemed to know what she needed.

“My turn,” Beau said, and Chase handed her off to his brother. He had gotten dressed and she rubbed against his T-shirt and jeans, liking the rough texture.

There was a loud knock on the door and Jessica jumped back, grabbing her clothes and quickly getting dressed. “One second.” She tried to sound calm but her voice was too high-pitched.

“How do I look?” She combed her fingers through her hair and straightened out her dress. She felt wrinkled, frazzled, and wild. She inhaled deeply and there was still sweat, lust, and sex lingering in the air.

“Perfect,” Chase said

“Sexy,” Beau added.

She smiled sweetly at them both, grabbed the door, and opened it, stepping out quickly. She kept her smile in place and Hannah arched a brow. Jessica hoped like hell that no one at the party had heard them, but she was a screamer. The music was louder than she remembered and the place wasn’t as busy, only a few people remained.

“You’re welcome.” Hannah laughed and Jessica cringed. Yup, everyone had heard, and thank goodness that her friend had tried to help her.

“Thank you.” Jessica stood straight, pushing her shoulders back. The door opened behind her and Hannah’s smile grew as she watched both Chase and Beau walk around them and join their friends at the bar.

Jessica rolled her eyes and groaned. She knew that she would be next for the friend interrogation. Her friends would want details and she didn’t want to share anything.

“Lock up,” she said to Hannah. Jessica walked away then, needing some space and not wanting to talk to the people staring at her. She wasn’t embarrassed. She honestly didn’t care what people thought of her, but she did want to get home and think.

She had never let her hormones get the better of her, had never let a man get too close, let alone two. She felt a little vulnerable and wanted to kick herself. The pleasure had been amazing. Beau and Chase were incredible men. She felt a little twinge of guilt knowing that she had just sent the biggest mixed message. First, “stay away from me, I’m off limits,” then subtle flirting, and now she had asked them both into the back room for sex.

She shook her head as she headed down the stairs to her car. She had some decisions to make because she wasn’t usually the playing games kind of girl. Jessica sighed loudly as she buckled up. She would think about it later, right now she just wanted to get back to the house and take care of Alyssa.

Six Months Later

Jessica watched as her best friend Alyssa stood in front of the whole town reciting vows of marriage to her two men, Justin and Grant. She had doubted this day would arrive, but after six months, a very pregnant Alyssa had finally agreed, and Bella, their BFF, had done all the work to make this happen. Alyssa looked so beautiful, her hair blowing in the light breeze. She wore a gorgeous, body-hugging, light blue dress with her baby bump on display for everyone to see. Jessica could only smile, Alyssa had completely changed.

Grant and Justin stood next to Alyssa, surrounding her. They each had an arm wrapped around her waist and a hand lovingly holding her tummy. It was all so romantic and Jessica swallowed the lump in her throat. As much as she admired her friend for finally admitting the love she had for the two men, she didn’t think that the whole marriage thing would happen for her. It’s not that she didn’t believe in love, she did, temporary love. She didn’t ever want to have a broken heart again.