Louise Allen Historical Collection (99 page)

‘Will you be wanting me to come with you, ma’am?’ Prudence asked as she folded the last of the items Lina had identified into the portmanteaux. ‘Or will your aunt be lending you a maid?’

Lina thought about it. It would probably be better to be accompanied on the journey and she would need to take a room at an inn when she first arrived; having a maid with her would identify her as respectable and ensure that she received better treatment. ‘Would you be prepared to travel a little, Prudence? I may need to go out of town.’

‘Yes, ma’am.’ Prudence looked a little puzzled, but willing. She had not commented that Lina’s elaborate macquillage had disappeared, but she must have been wondering. She seemed discreet, Lina thought.

‘Well, then, pack your bag. I will be going shortly after his lordship returns.’

A chaise drew up outside, much to her relief. She had told herself that they would need to spend time getting Quinn’s arm dressed, then they would probably go to the inn for breakfast, so there was no need to worry that the wound was more dangerous than it had seemed, but it was still good to see the men come in.

Lina ran downstairs and found Quinn, his right arm in a sling, his coat over his shoulders, asking Gregor to step into the library. When he saw her he stood aside and gestured for her to precede them.

‘You are all right? There is no damage to tendons?’ Lina demanded as soon as the door was closed.

‘A nasty, but clean, slash. It is stitched, it will scar, but that is all. And now, if the pair of you will kindly explain—what were you doing on the Heath, Celina?’

‘I would have thought that was obvious,’ she retorted. ‘I was worried about you.’

‘A duel is no place for a lady.’

‘No,’ she agreed, ‘which is why I stayed well back. No one saw me, I did nothing to distract or interfere with anyone.’

‘What were you thinking of?’ Quinn demanded of Gregor.

The Russian shrugged and said something Lina did not understand.

‘I am well aware that women are a mystery. I do not need you helping this one to be any more damned mysterious than she already is,’ Quinn snapped. ‘Would you excuse us now?’

Gregor went out, looking far from chastened, leaving Lina confronting Quinn. ‘Your arm must be hurting,’ she said. ‘Can I get you a powder for it?’

‘Are you trying to placate me?’ he demanded.

‘I am trying to help you, you infuriating man,’ she retorted. ‘Won’t you at least go to bed and rest?’

‘No, I am going round to speak to the vicar at St George’s about a licence.’ His eyes challenged her to defy him.

Lina shrugged. ‘As you wish.’

‘Indeed, as I wish. We will speak more of this after dinner.’

She wanted to shout at him, or box his ears. Instead she went and stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek. ‘You bull-headed man. I am glad you did not get yourself killed.’ Then, while he stared at her, she walked out of the library and out of his life. The taste of his cold skin went with her on her lips, a fragile reminder that was already vanishing.

‘Are you all right, ma’am?’ Prudence appeared on the landing with a bag in her hand as she reached the top of the stairs. ‘You’ve gone quite pale.’

Probably as the result of having no air in my lungs,
Lina thought. She had known she must do this, but it seemed so physically painful now she had, that she wanted to cry. ‘Getting up so early, I suppose,’ she said, trying to banish the fantasy of walking down the aisle of one of the most fashionable churches in London with Quinn waiting for her at the altar rail.

She heard his voice in the hall and went to the banister rail to look down. Whyte was helping him ease into his coat while a footman waited, hat, stick and gloves in hand.
Goodbye, my love.

St George’s was not far away; she must move quickly now.

Within fifteen minutes she and Prudence and their bags were in the hall. ‘I am visiting my aunt for a few days, Whyte,’ she said, praying that Gregor was not about to come down. ‘Prudence is accompanying me. Can you call me a hackney, please?’

‘Yes, ma’am. What shall I tell his lordship?’

‘Oh, he knows all about it,’ she said, smiling brightly.

Prudence looked startled when Lina said, ‘Belle Sauvage’, to the driver and she realised she was going to have to take the girl some way into her confidence.

‘May I rely on your discretion, Prudence?’

‘Yes, ma’am, of course.’

‘I am leaving Lord Dreycott without his knowledge.’

‘Oh, lord, ma’am! And I thought him such a nice gentleman, too.’ The girl looked aghast.

‘He is. He wishes to marry me, I do not wish to marry him.’ Prudence’s mouth dropped open. ‘A few months in Norwich should suffice for him to realise what a bad idea it is.’

‘Yes, ma’am,’ Prudence muttered, obviously convinced that her mistress was all about in her head. ‘He’s not going to be best pleased, ma’am.’

‘I know,’ said Lina, imagining Quinn’s reaction when he found her gone. He was not easily going to accept his will being thwarted, but that would be all he would feel. He would recover soon enough from that.

‘Where is Miss Shelley?’ Quinn enquired as he and Gregor went into the dining room. ‘There are only two places laid.’

‘Miss Shelley left to visit her aunt this morning, my lord. With Prudence.’ Whyte frowned. ‘I had understood you were apprised of the fact, my lord.’

‘Of course, it slipped my mind,’ Quinn said.
Hades, the woman will have me in an early grave, never mind at the altar at this rate.

He ate with no apparent haste, but rose without taking any port. Gregor got to his feet. ‘The Blue Door?’

‘There is no need for you to come,’ Quinn said. ‘Stay and do what you can to make this seem normal. I do not want talk amongst the servants.’

By the time he had reached The Blue Door he had calmed down a trifle. His arm hurt like the devil, which did not help his temper, but he reminded himself that women set store by things like weddings. He should have consulted Celina first about the venue. But it was not like her to flounce off in a sulk. Perhaps she wanted to do her planning surrounded by women.

‘Good evening, Lord Dreycott.’ Madam Deverill was in the salon, elegant in deep blue satin.

‘Good evening. I wish to speak to Celina.’

‘She is not here. No—’ she raised a hand when he began to turn towards the stairs and gestured him into the office ‘—I give you my word, I do not know where she is just now and I have not seen her since yesterday evening.’ Her fine blue eyes scanned him with the wisdom of one with long experience of studying men. ‘Your duel went well?’

‘It did. I have a flesh wound, but that is all. Celina was not happy about the duel and then I was clumsy over the arrangements for the wedding.’

‘There are several things Celina is unhappy about,’ Madam Deverill remarked. ‘The marriage most of all.’

‘You surely agree with me that it is the best thing for her?’

‘Not if you do not love her. Celina is not a young woman who would ever tie herself to a man for security, or money or title. She has a sweet, affectionate heart and the sense to know what would break it. You would, it seems.’

‘You want me to pretend to love her?’ Quinn demanded, feeling something almost tangible slipping through his mind, just out of reach as he tried to catch at it. His stomach felt as though he had been punched in the gut. He had been so certain she would be here. He would have seduced her back to Clifford Street, seduced her up to bed and made love to her until she was incapable of saying anything but
yes.

‘Of course not! Lina wants no lies from you. Her parents’ marriage was based on lies and that ended in tragedy. If you cannot love her, then leave her alone.’

‘Love works two ways,’ Quinn retorted, goaded. ‘I am supposed to love her, but she…’ His voice trailed away. Why did he feel dizzy? It must be the loss of blood. Celina’s aunt just looked at him and said nothing. ‘Where has she gone? I know that you know.’

‘Come here.’ Clara Deverill reached out and, compelled by something in those blue eyes, so like Celina’s, Quinn stepped forwards and put his hands in hers. She drew him close, his nostrils filling with the same subtle and provocative scent that Lina used. She said nothing, simply stood and looked deep into his eyes. ‘I hope she will forgive me if I am wrong,’ she said at last. ‘Do you give me your word that you will not seduce or bully or frighten her into marriage?’

‘Yes. You have my word.’
Then how will I get her back?
But he had sworn. Somehow he must manage with this handicap if it was the price he had to pay to find her.

‘She has gone to Norwich on the stage. I believe there was one at noon.’

Quinn looked at the clock. Half past nine. He could not catch her on the road now. ‘When does it get in?’

‘It takes about twelve hours, so she will be there at midnight or thereabouts. I gave her money, Quinn. She will be able to stay at a respectable inn and then find decent lodgings. You will pursue her?”

‘I cannot leave things like this. I must be sure she is safe, end this.’ End what? Not an
affaire,
not even a friendship, although he wished it were. All he knew was that he missed her, and he worried about her and he wanted her happy, even at the expense of his own happiness.

Quinn went home, packed a bag, summoned a chaise and four with postilions and set out at midnight feeling more uncertain than he had done since he stepped on to French soil ten years before.

It was not until he woke from an uncomfortable doze to find himself in Thetford at half past eight in the morning that it occurred to Quinn to wonder how, exactly, this marriage had become a matter of his own happiness. It was the right thing to do, his duty, and it would certainly not be a burden to be married to Celina. But,
happiness?

The nagging feeling that he was probably running a fever pursued him through Wymondham and into Norwich. He was not thinking logically, he could not seem to plan, and his emotions felt painfully raw. Where was she? Was she safe? How unhappy had he made her that she had to flee?

It was almost noon before the chaise drew into the yard of the Maid’s Head, hard up against the walls surrounding the cathedral close. This, the postilions told him, was where the stage from the Belle Sauvage set down its passengers and it was also a most respectable inn, so with any luck Celina had decided to put up there. Quinn climbed down, favouring his arm, which was giving him hell. He set his teeth and walked towards the door, then had to catch the young woman who hurried out of it into his arms.

‘My lord!’

‘Prudence.’ The realisation that he had found them swamped the pain in his arm and sharpened his voice. ‘And where, might I ask, is Miss Shelley?’

‘Up…upstairs, my lord. Third door on the right, my lord. A private parlour.’

Thank goodness for that.
He had feared finding her in some common tap, her pocket picked, at the mercy of every rake and petty criminal in the place.

He flung the door open, all reasonable thoughts forgotten as the anger of relief took over. She sat by the window, looking out on to the busy street below, but she spun round on the chair as the door crashed back against the panelling.

‘Quinn.’ There were tear tracks on her cheeks and that only infuriated him further.

Why do you want to leave me if it makes you cry? Am I so bad that this is preferable?
Quinn threw his hat and his gloves away from him. ‘What the devil do you think you are doing?’

‘Starting my new life,’ she said with a calm that took him aback until he saw that her fingers were pleating the fabric of her skirts into tight creases.

‘I have come to take you back.’ He strode across the floor, pulled her to her feet and shook her.

‘Don’t do that!’ she shouted at him. ‘You will hurt your arm, you idiot man.’

‘My arm be damned.’ The fact that it was agony, and he suspected that he had burst a stitch, did nothing to calm him. ‘
I
am an idiot? What do you call careering about the countryside by yourself like this?’

‘I was on a perfectly respectable stagecoach with a perfectly respectable maid and I am now in the best inn in Norwich. I am safe, I have money in my pocket and I do not need you.’