“It
is
hard to believe,” I said. “Anyone looking at the man now would wonder how he possibly could have done it.”
He leaned back and looked at me wisely. “I'm surprised at you, Britt. You know better.” He lowered his voice. “That's what makes them so dangerous. That's how they get away with it. They look like everybody else, like you and me.
“Sure,” he whispered. “Look at them.” He regarded the half dozen people sitting at the bar, their backs to us.
“Your rapist could be the guy sitting, second from the end, on your left.” He gestured with his knife. “The one at this end could be a serial killer just passing through.” He stared at each one, a dangerous light growing in his eyes. “The guy with the sideburns sitting next to him might be the one who killed the North Miami cop in that bank robbery last month. He fits the general description. He might be the one.”
I looked at the man in scruffy work pants, his hand in a dish of pretzels. I didn't think so.
I lowered my voice too. “Really, Dan. You're becoming paranoid,” I whispered, then laughed. “This is a nice place. I bring my mother here for dinner.” I stopped when I saw he wasn't laughing. The drinks, I thought, wondering where our conversation had taken a wrong turn.
I could think of better ways to spend my day off. “Dan,” I complained. “I may smack you upside the head if you don't order some coffee. I'm gonna have to drive you home.”
“No, you won't.” His mood suddenly flashed from dark to light. He smiled, shaking his head, straightened up, and pushed away his glass. “I'm fine, just talking.”
We ordered coffee and he tried the bread pudding. Then we wrestled over the check. He won, so now I owed him lunch.
We hugged and promised to do it again soon. My promise was heartfelt. He obviously needed to be out among friends as much as possible so he did not brood about past injustices and the sinister side of human nature.
“You know,” he said, in parting, his arm around me. “Nothing would make me happier than if things worked out between you and my old partner Ken McDonald. I'm still hoping. We'd sort of be related.”
“It would be easier,” I said, deadpan, “if you just adopted me.”
Despite his smoking, drinking, and eating habits and the jacket that was now two sizes too big, Dan's body language belied his physical condition. He still looked sound as I watched him cross the parking lot to his car, his tread steady and determined.
He waved and I felt comforted. His spirit was still strong.
It had been a long week. After leaving Dan, I went to the Spa, worked out on the Nautilus machines, and repeated body sculpture exercises with five-pound hand weights until I ached. Then I took to the beach and swam, arching my back, floating face up, cooling off, drifting and drinking in the pink skyline, the art deco hotels in ice-cream colors with their rounded corners, spires, parapets, and porthole windows, framed by sparkling shades of turquoise and green. No sharp edges are visible from out beyond the breakers, surrounded only by clouds and water. The city glowed softly, like a magic place in a fairy tale.
My plan was to stay home, read, and retire early. Instead, edgy and restless, I called Lottie, who was still at work. She would be home by seven, she said, early for her. Taking Bitsy with me, I stopped at La Esquina for takeout, then drove to Lottie's place. I left the food in the car and we walked, exploring the neighborhood while waiting. Lottie showed up only twenty-five minutes late, surprisingly prompt for a newspaper employee. It's impossible to escape a newsroom on time. I met her there in the lavender twilight with the package of savory-smelling warm food.
“Hey, girl, whatcha doing here?” she asked as she hauled her gear out of the car. “Ain't this your night off? Where are all the men in your life?”
“Same place as yours, I guess.”
She let us in the front door. Lottie's house is an experience, furnished and decorated with mementos collected during two decades of world travel as she captured dramatic and historic events on film, living on the road, out of a camera bag. She was always thinking ahead to the day she would decide to settle in one place and sink roots. I'm grateful that she chose Miami.
She switched on the lights. She looked grimy and weary, and her freckled face was smudged.
“You look like you had a hard day.”
She put her things down and gave me a baleful look.
“I'm fine,” she reassured me. “But you won't believe what happened to me. I feel like I been shot at and missed, shit at and hit. Promise to post my bond? It will be necessary if I ever get my hands on that slimy little turd, Eduardo.”
Her clothes looked like she'd been mud wrestling. “You got all messed up like this on one of his society shoots?”
She shot me a steamy glare, still too irate to speak. Without comment I carried the food into her bright and cozy kitchen, opened the refrigerator, perused the contents, and poured her a glass of cold white wine.
“Here,” I said. “Why don't you drink this and take a shower while I warm up the food?”
“Wow,” she said gratefully, “this must be what it's like to have a house husband. That's what we need, guys to pamper us and our stuff.” She sipped gratefully, closed her eyes for a long moment, then disappeared into the bathroom.
I transferred the
arroz con polio
and plantains to her cookware, then zapped them in the microwave. By the time I set out her Wonder Woman place mats and her Fiesta dishes, she had emerged wearing a thin robe of Haitian cotton, barefoot, pink-faced, her copper-colored hair wet and a soft tawny towel draped over her shoulders.
“Now,” I said, refilling her wineglass. “What did Eduardo do?”
“It all startedâ” Her mouth was full of chicken. “Ummm, this is heaven.” The chicken oozed flavor, mingled with caramelized onions, roasted sweet peppers, and occasional green peas nestled in yellow saffron rice kissed by garlic and a taste of sherry. “Where'd you get this, La Esquina?”
I nodded as she continued.
“It all started with me shooting the ground-breaking of the Cleveland Indians' new spring training stadium down in Homestead this morning.”
“What was Eduardo doingâ”
“Wait.” She held up her hand and swallowed a sip of wine. “I was just getting started. Coming back I hear an emergency call, a possible suicide, on the scanner. Guess who?”
“Dunno, I've been out of the loop today.” I bit into a crunchy circle of plantain and nearly swooned. I had no idea how hungry I was. “Who?”
“Little Muffy, Dieter Steiner's fiancée.”
“Is she okay?”
Lottie looked disgusted. “She's about the only one. Despondent little rich girl says nobody loves her, she wants to die, and roars off in her expensive sports car. Her parents panic and call the cops, who spot and chase the car, trying to save her. She runs that gorgeous Jag into a ficus tree just off San Souci Boulevard. Two police cars, sirens whooping and wailing, speed to her rescue and collide with each other. The sight of two wrecked squad cars causes a chain reaction involving six other cars and a beer truck. Traffic jams both ways, for miles. When I leave my car on the shoulder to go shoot pictures, some French Canadian in a rental car, busy gawking at the mess, rear-ends it.”
“Oh, no! I didn't see any damage when you pulled up.”
“It ain't bad,” she said, with a dismissive gesture. “Just the rear bumper.”
“Is Muffy all right?”
“Good as ever. Got out of the car under her own power, complaining that the sirens startled her into hitting the tree.”
“Bet they charged her, didn't they?”
“Buncha traffics, then took her off to County for a psychiatric evaluation. Probably sitting in some posh psychiatric hospital by now.” Lottie leaned back in her chair and reached again for her wineglass. “Then I get sent out to the Haitian demonstration.”
“Didn't know one was scheduled.”
“Wasn't, it was impromptu. Didn't even have a permit. They was marching to protest the batch of boat people the government sent back this morning. Had to be ninety-eight degrees out there. I had to run to keep up with them for four or five blocks, lugging that forty-pound camera bag.”
She squeezed her eyes shut, massaging her temples. “Got the damnedest headache.”
“Stress,” I commiserated.
“No, the smoke.”
“What smoke?”
“Didn't get to that part yet. The Reverend Julian St. Pierre and his followers decided to burn the President in effigy at the new Haitian Refugee Center.”
“Oh, no.”
“Yep, but the thang wouldn't bum until one of 'em tossed gasoline on it.”
“Oh, no.” I guessed what happened next.
She nodded. “It got away from 'em. Two of 'em went to the burn center, and about a dozen went to jail. The fire trucks had trouble getting through because police had closed off the street to contain the demonstrators. By the time they arrived the roof was already involved and we had ourselves a three-alarmer. Lordy,” she said, rubbing the bridge of her nose. “Burning buildings always do something bad to my sinuses; my head's been aching ever since.
“I was filthy, sweaty and smelly, smoky and sooty. I walked in water. My feet and my good boots got soakedâ”
“Why didn't you wear your fire boots? You had all your gear in the car, didn't you?”
“A-course, but it was five blocks away. I never expected them Haitians to set themselves and their own center afire. It all happened so fast, who the hell had time to run back to the car, for Jesus' sake?”
“But Eduardo?”
“I'm getting to him,” she said peevishly. “I'm getting to that slick bastard. Had to lay the groundwork first. I'm back at the paper, busy as hell, my darkroom as backed up as a cheap toilet, when Gretchen calls.” We exchanged a meaningful glance at the dreaded name. “Eduardo needs me right away to shoot pictures at some society cocktail party for visiting Latin American dignitaries to kick off Hispanic Heritage Week.”
“Why you?”
“Villanueva was assigned but got stuck in traffic somewhere on another job. I got elected because I was dumb enough to pick up the phone in the darkroom. Gretchen and me, we get into it pretty good over the phone, but Eduardo is bitching and moaning on the other line that he needs a photographer right away.”
“Did she see you?”
“No.” Lottie looked puzzled at my question. “I was back in the darkroom.”
“Good.”
“This was a private cocktail party before a big black-tie event. And Britt, I don't have to tell you how those people overdress. The women are all gussied up in long gowns. And there I am in the Embassy Room at the Intercontinental, dirty and sweaty, ashes and smoke in my hair, my feet soaking wet and sooty.”
“
Caramba
. Oh, Lottie!”
“I felt like Little Orphan Annie.”
I couldn't picture Lottie, five feet eight inches tall with unruly red hair, as Little Orphan Annie, but I nodded, making sympathetic noises.
“What did you do?”
“I sneaked in a side door and hid behind the areca palms, miserable, lurking back there trying to signal Eduardo, who's all duded up in black tie, to steer the ambassador and the other fat cats whose pictures he wants in my direction so I can shoot them from behind there without showing myself.”
I nodded, made sense.
“But did Eduardo cooperate? Did he give me a break? Oh, no. He makes a big deal, giganto fuss, gets everybody's attention, announces my presence, ignores the fact that I'm trying to whisper and hush him up. Then when he drags me out, insisting that I mingle and shoot candids, he suddenly seesâor smellsâmy clothes, backs off, and pretends not to know me, like I'm some homeless person. It was humiliating, Britt. I mean, I'm no complainer. I never mention that my arm has been numb for two years and that my neck is permanently stiff from lugging heavy camera equipment. He didn't have to do that.”
“I know, I know,” I soothed. “Women in this business have to be tougher. Eduardo could never handle the things you do.”
“Damn straight. Look at you, Britt. You almost got killed in the last riot. A friend dies in your goddamn arms, and what did you do? Went back to the paper. Look at us. Cramps, PMS, whatever, we're out there. We don't blow deadlines, we don't complain or ask for special treatment.”
True. No excuses for a woman struggling to make it in a male-dominated profession.
“Eduardo will pay,” I promised. “He'll get his. Meanwhile, guess who I ran into?”
She scrutinized me for a long moment through sly half-closed eyes. She reads me like a book. “Some man,” she said. “That cop. McDonald. He's back!” She perked up, instantly interested.
“Not exactly.” I told her what a jerk McDonald had made of himself.
“So who was this new fella?”
“The captain of the
Sea Dancer
.”
“Curt Norske? Hot! Hot! Hot! That man is so hot, you have to stop, drop, and roll!”
“You know him?”
“Sure, shot his picture once, on some story. Nearly melted my camera lens. Some charity party on his boat. Big blond hunka burning love. Gorgeous smile.”
“That's him. Did he make a pass?”
“Polite and friendly, but he sure didn't invite me on no private cruise or ask for my number.”
“It's not a private cruise, just a free one. I couldn't believe how McDonald acted.”
“Sure showed his ass, didn't he? He don't want anybody else honeyfuggling around you. I knew it. I told you. He sees you with somebody else and gets as red hot as the doorknob to hell. Sure, he landed the job he wants, but it cost him. That badge ain't gonna keep him warm on a cold night. Bet he's on your answering machine already.” Her expression was hopeful.
“Not too many cold nights in Miami.” I sighed, picking at my yellow rice. I shook my head. “It didn't work then, Lottie. It wouldn't work now.”