Read Montana Legend (Harlequin Historical, No. 624) Online
Authors: Jillian Hart
Tags: #Contemporary, #General, #Romance, #Fiction, #Bachelors, #Breast, #Historical, #Single parents, #Ranchers, #Widows - Montana, #Montana, #Widows, #Love stories
Twice now Gage Gatlin had seen her at practically her worst. Goodness, there was more dirt on the other side of her skirt. She looked as if she'd been rolling in the garden patch instead of hoeing it.
Land sakes, she did have bigger problems to face than how she looked to a complete stranger. And that it mattered just a littleâall right, maybe a whole lotâbothered her. She was a country girl and always would be.
Anyone could see by simply looking that Gage Gatlin was a man of means. Not that he wore a coat and tie like the men in town with fine jobs and hired servants in their large brick homes, but Sarah could see it all the same. It was in the steel of his spine and the controlled confidence that shone in him like a winter sun.
Ready to go, Gage Gatlin returned, mounted on his fine mare. “I'll see you around, ma'am.”
“Good luck with my uncle.”
He tipped his hat like a man out of a legend. Her heart flip-flopped onceâjust a little bitâas she watched him ride away. All myth and dream, disappearing into the vast prairie.
And he was far too fine for her.
Sarah looked after him, although there was nothing but brown prairie and a dust plume where his horse had walked. She'd learned long ago that a person often didn't get what they wanted. So it wasn't too hard to let the air out of her chest and her wishes with it.
So, what did it matter if Gage Gatlin was not the man for her? There
was
someone destined for her,
someone kind and caring who could look past the five-year-old dress with the streaks of dirt on it and see the real her. He was out there somewhere, and he'd be worth the wait.
What she'd better do now was get back to the house and check on her daughter. Sarah stood and noticed ten naked toes peeking from beneath her hem.
No, it couldn't be.
She blinked, but her bare feet were still there. She wasn't wearing her shoes. The whole time Gage Gatlin was here, she'd been exposing her bare feet like some sort of strumpet.
Embarrassment burned through her like a grass fire, and she started to laugh. Gee, he had to notice. Laughing harder, she covered her mouth with her hand to keep from waking Ella. See? That's what she got for being prideful and fretting about her appearance.
A floorboard squeaked behind her. “Ma, is it dinner yet? I'm awful hungry.”
Ella appeared, thin and pale, in the shadowed hallway. Sarah forgot everything, even a man as handsome as Gage Gatlin, as love for her daughter filled her up. She folded the spindly little girl into her arms and held her tight. It hadn't been that long ago when she'd feared her daughter would not live. “Are you feeling better, sweetie?”
“Yeah, but I wish I didn't get so tired all the time.” Ella rubbed a fist over her forehead as if her head still hurt.
Sarah pressed a kiss to her child's brow. “You'll feel better after you eat. Come, let me get you some dinner.”
“I wanna drumstick.” Ella collapsed in a chair and propped her elbows on the table edge, her blond hair
escaping from her braids in a sleepy tangle. “It's nice with the cousins gone.
Real
nice.”
There was no denying how difficult times had been staying in this house, but it wasn't as if they'd had another choice. Sarah slipped the platter from the warming oven. “We're grateful to them for letting us stay, remember?”
“I know, I know. But do you have to stay here forever?”
“Not forever, baby, but it is hard to say when we can leave.” Sarah kept her voice light, knowing her girl couldn't understand how tough the world was for a woman alone.
“As soon as our medical bills are paid off, we'll get our own place. I promise.” Sarah set the plumpest drumstick on a blue enamel plate alongside two big potatoes. “There's carrot sticks in the covered bowl in front of you.”
Ella found one and crunched into it. “Ma, could it be a house painted white and pretty?”
“We'll see.” She set the plate in front of her daughter. “Clean your plate, or I'll have to string you up by your toes from the maple tree.”
Ella rolled her eyes. “I know, I know, and I'd better drink every drop of my milk or you'll flog me.”
“I'm glad you know how things run around here.” Sarah reached for the pitcher. “Do you feel up to helping me plant the garden this afternoon?”
“Sure,” Ella said around a mouthful of potato.
“Don't forget the bread.” Sarah set the glass of milk on the table and nudged the covered basket closer.
A clatter rose in the yard outside. A second later two small boys charged into the house. Pearl followed,
carrying squalling Baby Davie on one hip. His twin was silent but red-faced, balanced across Pearl's other arm.
Sarah hurried to help. “Here, let me take Davieâ”
“You'd better take him because I'm worn out.” Pearl thrust the year-old child into Sarah's arms as if eager to be rid of him. “At least you got the garden turned while I was gone.”
Remember to be grateful. Remember how no other relatives had offered to take you in.
“I have lunch ready to set on the table. All you have to do is sit and rest.”
“We ate in town.” Without an apology, Pearl headed back outside to shout at the children to come in and get started on their chores.
Sarah adjusted Baby Davie on her hip and patted his back, trying to comfort him.
With any luck, Pearl had brought the newspaper back from town and it was full of job advertisements.
Sarah might be down on her luck, but that only meant there was no place to go but up.
Good luck
had
to be around the corner. Right?
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Gage climbed the Buffalo Inn's carpeted staircase to the third floor where he knew his daughter would be waiting. Gentle spring sunshine streamed through windows and cast a golden glow onto the bed where his little girl sat, her nose in a book.
“Pa!” Lucy leaped off the mattress, her book tumbling to the quilt. “Did you buy this one? Do we got a new home?”
He laughed as she wrapped her arms around his
waist. “Hold on now, that's no way for a little lady to behave.”
“I ain't no lady, Pa. Did you buy it?” Her eyes searched his and she clapped her hands together. “You did! I
know
you did.”
“Yep. We got ourselves a home. Now don't go getting your hopes up too high. The place needs a lot of work. Did you behave for Mrs. McCullough?”
“Sorta.” The seven-year-old shrugged her narrow shoulders. “I tried. Honest.”
“She didn't try hard enough,” Mrs. McCullough reported from the chair in the corner, where she gathered her embroidery things. “I must say I'm disappointed in you, Mr. Gatlin. You charmed me into agreeing to watch this child and I have come to regret it.”
What did Lucy do now? he wondered, but did his best to look apologetic. He might need Mrs. McCullough's help again. “I'm sorry, ma'am. I'll pay you extra for your trouble.”
“Indeed.” Mrs. McCullough's gaze narrowed as he placed dollar bills on her outstretched palm. A small pile accumulated, and she nodded. “I suppose it's not her fault, the poor motherless thing. You find a mother for that girl. Just my piece of advice.”
“Yes, ma'am.” He didn't think much of her advice, but he held his tongue and closed the door behind her.
“Pa, I'm dyin'!” In agony, Lucy hopped up and down, her twin braids bouncing. “Tell me. I gotta know.”
She had a knack for changing the subject but luckily he wasn't easily distracted from the problem. “I expect you to do better next time I leave you with Mrs. McCullough.”
“I'll do my best, Pa, you know that. But sometimes it's just hard.” Lucy sighed, full of burdens. “I'm only a little girl.”
“You aren't foolin' me one bit, darlin'.” He tugged on one end of her twin braids. “Find your hat and I'll take you out to our new place. It's tumbling down, but I can fix that.”
“I know, 'cuz you can fix anything.” She dashed to the bureau. “I got my sunbonnet, but I can't do the ribbons.”
“Then it's a darn good thing you have me around.” He caught the blue straps of her sunbonnet and made a bow beneath her chin. “You're the prettiest girl this side of the Rockies. I'm proud to be seen with you.”
“You have to say that. You're my pa.” Lucy beamed at him anyway and slipped her small hand in his.
In the livery, he saddled Lucy's little mare while she pulled sugar cubes from her pocket for the horse. When he had the cinch nice and tight, he gave her a hand up.
“Do you know what, Pa? I'm sure glad I got this new saddle.” Lucy settled into the leather like a natural-born horseman. “It's got a good horn. Know what I need now? A rope.”
“We'll see.”
“That's what you say when you mean no.”
“I mean, let me think about it.” He mounted and led the way toward the main street. “Come on. We'll take the long way through town so you can see the sights.”
Lucy reined the mare into step beside his. Her ruffled skirt hem caught the breeze and the matching blue sunbonnet shaded her face.
Would she be happy here? He watched her study the storefronts and shoppers scurrying along the boardwalk. A frown dug into her forehead. Her mouth twisted.
Finally she nodded, her inspection complete. “This don't look like a bad place to live.”
“That's what I figured.” Gage tipped his hat to keep the high sun out of his eyes.
“Know what, Pa? I don't see a school. There's gotta be a school.”
“And so there is, that way.” He gestured down the street that cut between the hardware store and the shoemaker's. “We'll get you enrolled Monday morning.”
“I can see it.” Lucy stood in her stirrups, straining to see the whitewashed building down the street. “Oh, Pa, a real school. It's got a bell and everything.”
“It sure looks fine.” Gage nodded toward a neat little storefront. “There's a seamstress shop. I figure we can get you fit for new school dresses with the way you're growing.”
“I keep gettin' bigger.” Lucy hitched up the brim of her sunbonnet as she gazed on the woman-filled boardwalk just outside the mercantile. “Do you know what, Pa? There sure are a lot of pretty ladies in this town.”
Gage kept riding.
“
Awful
pretty ladies, Pa.”
“I heard you the first time.”
“I just had to be sure.”
He chuckled, not one bit fooled by her sly innocence. “You know I'm not the marrying kind.”
“You married my ma.”
“And I could marry some other woman, is that what you think?”
“Sure. A girl needs a ma. Mrs. McCullough just said so. What if she's right? I reckon she could be.”
There was too much hope in those sparkling eyes, and it troubled him. “Lucky for you I'm an exceptional father.”
She shook her head. “Yeah, but you can't sew.”
“What if I learn?”
That earned a giggle and effectively ended the conversation. He breathed a sigh of relief. Settling down was the right step to take for Lucy's sake, but that didn't mean he had to find her a mother. The thought of taking a wife againâ
He shuddered all the way to his soul. Once he'd been carried away by what he thought was love. But in time it had crumbled to dust.
The ride was a pleasant one across a prairie awakening to spring. Birds fluttered about, gathering makings for nests. And a few fat jackrabbits darted across the road, daring to escape their warm warrens. Lucy remained quiet during the ride to their land that spread out for miles.
He showed her all the horses, hungry and half wild, that dotted the fallow fields, unable to hold back his excitement. His dreams were so close he could taste them.
“These are all ours?” Lucy hopped down to poke her hand through the fence and rub a filly's velvet nose. “Every single one?”
“Hard to believe, isn't it?”
“Sure is!” Lucy gazed with wonder at the large herd. “They look so sad.”
“They've got us now. We'll feed them and make
them happy again. It will be a big job. Do you think we can do it?”
Lucy tilted her head to one side, pursing her mouth as she considered. “I'm glad we live here, Pa. Because I think these horses needed us to take care of them.”
“That's the way I see it, too.”
So far, so good. His dream for Lucy was taking shape. He'd put in corrals, leave the far fields for grazing, build stables all along the riseâ
“Pa?
That's
our house? Are we gonna
live
there?”
“I figure I can have a new house up in a bit.” Gage knuckled back his hat and watched her carefully. “One that's good and strong with enough room for the two of us. Would that be all right with you?”
“As long as it has a veranda. 'Cuz ladies like to sit on them.”
“If that's important to you, then it's a deal. In a month I'll have us a new little house with a nice wide porch.”
“With a swinging bench. The kind ladies like. And we gotta have flowers. Lots and lots of them. We won't get anybody nice if all we got is weeds.”
“If you have your way, this place will be so fancy, women will come from miles away, flocking around us, proposing and fainting and all sorts of nonsense.”
“Oh, Pa.” Lucy flicked one braid behind her thin shoulder, done arguing.
Thank heaven.
She tiptoed up the front steps, the aged boards groaning beneath her weight. “Are we gonna sleep in here? It looks dirty.”
“I figure we'll stay a few more nights at the inn. Mr. Buchanan is busy packing up and needs a day to
move out. First thing tomorrow we can start fixing this place.”
“It's gonna take a lot of fixin'.” She slipped her hand in hisâso much trust. “You're gonna make it real nice, aren't ya, Pa?”