Montana Legend (Harlequin Historical, No. 624) (6 page)

Sarah slipped from his sight completely, and he nudged the mare forward, searching for her in the dark.

There she was. Outlined against the empty road and rolling prairie. Looks like she was right all along. Maybe Buffalo County was as safe as it appeared. No danger in any direction.

Feeling foolish, he circled the mare around, nosing her north toward town. Keeping the reins taut, he hesitated, not sure what it was that made him pause. He felt unsettled, and it wasn't the coyotes's call or the restless winds that made him hesitate and gaze out over the plains.

Loneliness did. A loneliness that felt as bleak as a night without dawn.

Gage waited until he could see Sarah's faint shadow at her front door before he turned, riding the mare hard. He knew from experience that it would take many miles to drive the demons from his mind and the nightmares from his heart.

Maybe there'd come a day when he could outrun them forever.

 

“Know what, Pa?” Lucy tromped through the tall thistles, casting a long shadow across the timber he was sawing. She paused, hand on one hip as she waited for his undivided attention.

“What?” he said for the tenth time that morning.

“At breakfast, Mrs. McCullough told me the schoolteacher was real nice.”

“So I heard.” He'd been there, too, blurry-eyed from a night of hard riding and, when he'd returned to the inn, hours filled with troubled dreams.

“Do you know what?” This time she didn't pause but went right on talking over the sound of the saw. “Her name is Miss Fitzpatrick. Guess that means she ain't married.”

“Guess so.” The saw's teeth caught in the stubborn wood and the metal screeched in protest. He held back a curse as he worked the damn thing loose.

“Know what, Pa?”

“What?”

“I sure hope Miss Fitzpatrick likes me. Not that I want to be her favorite or nothin', 'cuz I get to be the favorite a lot.”

Gage leaned on the saw and studied his daughter. Sparkling and excited. This new teacher was apparently a big worry, but as much as he loved Lucy, he had to get this house built. There was a whole lot of work to do before the mares started to foal.

“I reckon Scout is wondering why you aren't showing her the new spread.” He set back to work. “Why don't you go ride her around so she can get to know the place?”

“Sure. Know what, Pa?”

“What, Lucy?”

“'Suppose there's lots of girls and boys my age at that school?”

“I reckon so. Now go ride your mare.”

“Oh, all right.” Lucy sparkled. “Do you know what, Pa?”

“Lucy.”

She giggled, not the least bit perturbed by his mood. “I'm gonna go ride, but I want some of Sarah's pie for lunch.”

“Go.” Gage bit the inside of his cheek to keep from chuckling.

There went his little girl, dashing through the weeds. Lucy flourished wherever they'd landed, but she looked lighter somehow, as if this place suited her. She hopped over the rail fence and unwound Scout's reins from the post. With a whoop, she leaped onto Scout's withers and the two of them were off, streaking out of sight.

Just how long would she be able to stay out of trouble? He didn't know. Lucy was a mystery to him, but he loved her. He shook his head, sank his saw into the cut and worked, sweat dripping down his face as the sun strengthened.

This was happiness. A beautiful morning. Hard work to occupy him. A day spread out before him without a single problem he couldn't handle. He'd been needing this for a long time. Wandering from job to job, trying to put the past behind him hadn't worked. Maybe the peace of this great land would be the balm he needed.

The timber broke apart and he wiped his brow with his shirt. He straightened, taking a breather. He could see Lucy loping Scout through the fields and into the creek. Water splashed everywhere.

The squeak of a buggy wheel spun him around. Was it Sarah? He didn't know why his thoughts turned to her, maybe it was because he knew she lived close. When he spied the tasseled surrey drawn by a pair of matching gray Arabians, he couldn't explain the dis
appointment that whipped through him. It wasn't Sarah.

What was wrong with him? He needed his head checked, that's what it was. A man opposed to marriage knew better than to start pining after a woman looking for matrimony.

“Mr. Gatlin, I presume?” The surrey squealed to a halt.

There, looking at him from beneath a fancy bonnet, was a beautiful redhead with a fetching smile. He knew the look of hope, having seen it a time or two before, and panic kicked through him like a cantankerous mule.

Being a brave man, he straightened his shoulders, told himself to buck up, and managed what he hoped was a cordial smile. “Howdy, ma'am. What can I do for you?”

“Then you
are
Mr. Gatlin.” Her smile widened, and there was something artificial about it, as if she'd practiced just that same striking curve of mouth and sparkle of eye in a mirror.

“I hate to say I am.” Resigned, he knelt to heft the timber off the sawhorse.

“Then I'm so pleased I was able to find you at home.” She climbed down from the surrey. “I wanted to welcome you to our little corner of Montana. I baked a cake for you.”

“That's mighty kind of you, ma'am—”

“Call me Marilyn.” She gazed up at him through long lashes, a coy look, just this side of proper, but her message was clear.

How many more women were going to be stopping by to measure up the new bachelor? He dropped the timber, letting it thud to the ground. “That was mighty
kind of you, ma'am, but I'm already stocked up on baked goods.”

“I'm sure your daughter will help you eat it.” Marilyn pranced closer on her dainty slippers, arms extended with a glass cake plate.

Angel food. Lucy's favorite. It wasn't as if he could be impolite and send her away. He wasn't a man who could hurt a woman's feelings, but he didn't feel right about taking the cake. Or the delicate plate it was on.

“My daughter and I thank you, ma'am.” He wasn't about to use her first name. He'd learned long ago that would only encourage a marriage-minded woman.

There was only one thing to do. He heaved another timber onto the sawhorse. “It was kind of you to stop by.” He grabbed his saw and set to work.

He figured Miss Marilyn had a few prying questions for him, and after she'd batted her eyes a few more times and walked with a sway of her curvy hips meaning to give him something to think about, she'd be gone.

But not soon enough.

Gage set his jaw, watched the saw bite into the raw lumber, and cursed. All he wanted was to be left alone. Was that too much to ask?

 

At the sound of a knock at the door Sarah looked up from her kneading. There, on the other side of the pink mesh screen door, stood little Lucy Gatlin.

Her freckled face was shaded by her sunbonnet and sparkled with a grin as she pressed against the mesh. “Howdy, Sarah. Whatcha doin'?”

“I'm making bread. What are you up to?”

“Nothin'.” Lucy pulled open the screen door and
leaned one reed-thin shoulder on the frame. “That looks sticky.”

“That's why I use flour.” Sarah dug the heel of her hand into the dough ball. What was that look on Lucy's face? Her eyes were pinched, her mouth pursed tight. “I wager your father buys bread in town.”

“Yep.” Lucy took one step forward, watching intently. “That pie you made was
real
good. We had big slices after supper last night.”

“I'm glad you liked it.”

Lucy stalked closer. “I bet your bread is real good.”

“I can bring over a loaf when it's done cooling.”

“Could you?” Lucy's dark eyes sparkled like Gage's, full of something extraordinary.

Sarah couldn't help being charmed. “You can help yourself to a roll if you'd like.” She nodded toward the wire racks on the other side of the kitchen.

“Gee, thanks!”

Sarah pinched the ends of the rolled dough and popped it into a waiting pan. The last one. The back of her neck ached as she straightened. She'd been bending over the breadboard since dawn, but at least the hardest work of the day was over.

Sarah opened the oven door, ignored the blast of heat and slipped her hand inside to test the temperature. “Do you want a glass of milk to go with that?”

“Nope. Can Ella come play?”

“So that's why you came to raid my kitchen.” Sarah slipped the half dozen-bread pans into the oven and eased the door shut. “Ella's in her room—”

Footsteps knelled in the front room as Ella burst into sight. “Can I, Ma? Can I
please?
”

Breathless, Ella clasped her hands together and
pleaded. It had been a long time since there had been anyone Ella's age to play with.

“Take your sweater.” Sarah tried to keep a firm look so there would be no argument. “And you girls don't go far.”

“We won't!”

The screen door slammed shut. Laughing to herself, Sarah watched the girls dash into the yard. Ella tugged on her sweater while Lucy untied Scout from the porch post. The bell-like cheer of their voices rang through the kitchen. What luck that a girl Ella's age had moved in next door.

“Going to take Mr. Gatlin a loaf of your bread, are you?” Cousin Lark, a young girl of sixteen, swept into the kitchen. “I don't know, Sarah. It sounds like a wasted effort to me.”

“A kind act is never wasted.” Knowing full well what Lark meant, Sarah swept the caked flour and bits of dough into the garbage bucket. “Would you like to take some fresh rolls to your meeting in town?”

“As if I would bring something homemade.” Lark wrinkled her dainty nose as she lifted her best cloak from the peg at the door. “Although I'm sure your baking leaves a certain impression with a man like Mr. Gatlin.”

Sarah had grown used to her stepcousin's biting remarks, and she was old enough to know the girl was spoiled and sheltered. Life would teach her differently soon enough. But what truly cut to the quick was the derisive look that said, “poor relation.”

That was a sore point. Sarah felt her face flame and she turned her squared back, grinding her mouth shut and keeping it that way. She could not risk losing her
temper and being tossed out of the house, a house Ella still needed.

Sarah's gaze shot to the window where her little girl was stroking Scout's silky-looking neck. Ella glowed with happiness, standing beside her new friend, but she remained wan and thin. No amount of food and care seemed to make a difference. Ella's health was still frail, the doctor had told her. It was likely to remain that way for a while longer.

“Everyone in town will get a chuckle out of your baking for Mr. Gatlin.” Lark shot out the door, apparently delighted to have the last word.

Sarah leaned her forehead against the upper cupboard door and tried not to let the words take root, but how could she help it? Especially when Lark was right.

The laughter of little girls called Sarah to the window. Seeing Ella on the back of Scout, holding tight to Lucy's waist, steadied her. Made her remember what truly mattered. Her daughter's life, health and happiness.

Cousin Lark or Susan Lockwood or Louisa Montgomery could have Gage Gatlin, the man who didn't believe in love.

Because
she
did believe.

“I
sure hope they got something besides frilly dresses.” Lucy skipped beside him on the busy boardwalk, braids bobbing, as happy as a lark in a field. “I don't wanna show up at school in some ruffly dress and everyone'll think I don't know nothin' important.”

She'd been talking his ear off all morning. When he couldn't take it anymore, he'd agreed to take her into town. Instead of causing her to quiet down, it only made her talk more. Gage tried his best to follow her, but listening wasn't a man's strong suit and his head was starting to hurt. “We wouldn't want that, darlin'.”

“That's right. 'Cuz I know all about riding and horses and building up a house good and tight. Ain't that right, Pa?”

“That's right, Luce.” He nearly fell to his knees in thanks—and he wasn't a church-going man, when he saw the frilly sign overhead: Millie's Dresses & Hats.

“They got ruffles, Pa.” Lucy froze stock-still in the doorway. “And lace.”

He tugged on her sunbonnet, which hung down her
back, to get her moving. “Maybe a little lace wouldn't be so bad.”

“Cowgirls don't wear lace, but you know what, Pa?” She darted to a rack of children's dresses. “This is buckskin. Real buckskin.”

He was in trouble now. “We're here for school dresses.”

“Maybe I can be of service.” A sweet-faced woman without a wedding ring on her hand waltzed into sight, her well-tailored dress swirling around her like a soft rosy cloud. “Did I hear you right? You're looking for school dresses?”

Gage could see Lucy was charmed at once. She put on her best smile, the one with the dimples, and used her nicest manners. “Yes, ma'am. My pa doesn't know nothin' about dresses so maybe you could please help us?”

“Us,” she said. Gage wasn't lost on that. The lovely woman flashed him a gentle smile, she was really quite attractive.

“You came to the right place. I'm sure we can find something your girl will like and if not, I can sew up whatever she wants.”

Lucy's eyes sparkled, her mouth opened—

“No buckskin,” he commanded before she could say it.

“Certainly not for school,” the seamstress agreed. “You have such a lovely complexion and those dark eyes. Let's start with a red calico. Do you like red?”

“I like blue better.”

“I'll see what I have.” The shopkeeper's smile was genuine. Before she hurried into the back to fetch the promised dresses, she tossed Gage a demure look that let him know she was interested.

What was a man to do? He swept off his hat and tried not to panic.

“You're 'supposed to talk nice to her, Pa.” Lucy looked thoroughly happy. “You gotta stop scarin' the nice ones off.”

“I like scaring them all off,” he mumbled, retreating to the far end of the shop where there were more women who looked up at him.

“Aren't you the fellow who bought the Buchanan place?” A matronly woman looked down the bridge of her nose at him as she turned a glossy page in a pattern book. “I hear you're a widower.”

“Excuse me.” He'd been in town for only a few hours, but it was already too long.

He missed the open plains, his work and his horses. He knew what to do with a lasso in his hand, but not in this woman's domain with its leafy wallpaper and crystal lamps. It even smelled female—like starch, soap and dried flowers.

“Pa, where ya goin'?”

“You're old enough to do this yourself.” He didn't know if that was true, but he knew one thing for sure. That pretty seamstress was going to come back and wear her “I'm available” smile and what was he going to do with that? Give him a bronco to break or a colt to gentle and he was happy. But give him a husband-hunting woman, and he ready to head for the hills.

“No more than three dresses. You pick 'em out and I'll say yes or no when I come back.” He wrapped his hand around the dainty glass doorknob that felt like a pebble against his wide calloused palm.

The door opened of its own volition and whacked him in the shoulder. On the other side of the threshold
stood Sarah Redding, looking fine. Just fine. Blond curls peeked out from beneath her plain sunbonnet, and her so-blue eyes twinkled up at him in a friendly, neighborly, non-terrifying way.

“Sarah.” He held wide the door. “I'm glad to see you.”

“You look pale enough to faint.” Sparkling like the very sun itself, she laid her hand over his, an act of comfort. “I suppose the toughest horseman this side of the Rockies is miserable in a lady's dress shop.”

“You're darn right about that. I need to escape to the stockyard and lasso a few steers to feel better. Maybe just some fresh air on the boardwalk. What are you doing here?”

“Ella spotted Lucy through the window—” She tried to explain, but the girls were busy weaving through the store together, their happy chatter explanation enough. “I was surprised to notice the progress you've made on the house. I could see it from the road.”

“Got two outside walls framed. Figured I can do the rest by nightfall if I can drag Lucy back to the ranch.” He noticed the two little girls, heads together considering the buckskin skirt, and knew there was a good chance he'd be buying that skirt. “Suppose work can wait for tomorrow. What are you in town for?”

“I have correspondence to mail.” She patted her bulging reticule slung neatly around her slim wrist and leaned close, lowering her voice, bringing with her the scent of sunshine and roses. “Don't tell my relatives, but I'm beginning to look for work.”

“Won't they approve?”

“You would think they'd be glad to be rid of me, but I seem to have made myself indispensable.”

“You mean they like all the work you do for free.”

“Like to look on the sunny side of things, do you?”

“Don't see the need to fancy up the plain truth.”

“You're a straightforward sort of man, are you, Mr. Gatlin? Then why don't you ask for help when you need it?” She was teasing him now, her mouth drawn up so her bow-shaped top lip was soft and plump, just right for kissing.

Kissing?
Why in blazes would he think of kissing her? It was proof enough he was loco.

“Come on, admit the truth.” She yanked the doorknob out of his hand with a brush of her small fingers. “Lucy needs new dresses and you don't have the faintest idea where to begin. Maybe you'd like a woman's help. A woman with experience in this, seeing as I have a daughter the same age as yours?”

Why couldn't he concentrate on what she was saying? Gage tried to focus, but his mind was too fuzzy. All he could seem to notice was Sarah's mouth moving as she spoke. Her lips were a gentle pink color, the same shade as summer roses, and probably tasted like passion—

“Mr. Gatlin?” It was the seamstress lady who was talking. “I believe we should go with a generous hem. Something to grow into. Like this cornflower-blue calico for instance—”

She may have well been speaking Greek for all he could understand her.

“Millie, that would do fine.” Sarah took charge in a gentle way, clearly taking pity on him, the poor man who had no idea what cornflower-blue was.

Gage watched in amazement as Sarah took a yellow dress from the table and held it up to Lucy's shoulders—a dress with lace and ribbon trim.

Wait a minute, wasn't Lucy opposed to such frills? Why was Lucy nodding earnestly and gazing up at Sarah as if they'd discovered the perfect dress for Lucy's first day of school?

“If you'd like to take a stroll down to the tavern, Mr. Gatlin—” the shopkeeper's mouth was a straight, tight line “—we may be a while.”

No glimmer of interest lit her up as she turned her back, carrying a few dresses toward a back room.

Whew.
He released a deep breath he didn't know he was holding and felt a hundred times better. Whatever had made Millie the Seamstress decide he wasn't a suitable candidate for a husband, he was grateful. He'd head down to the feed store and escape while he could.

“Isn't that just the cutest thing?” the matronly woman at the pattern books whispered to another, but her words carried all the way to the door. “Who knew those two would take a sparking to one another? A widow and a widower with girls the same ages. A match made in heaven, no doubt.”

They were talking about him. About him and Sarah. Gage lost control of the door and it smacked him in the knee. Overhead the tiny bells jangled crazily and pain shot up his leg.

What the blazes were those women thinking? He opened his mouth to deny it, but Sarah was chuckling.

“Is it true, Sarah?” Lucy demanded, tugging on the woman's sleeve. “Are you taking a spark to my pa?”

“Look at him. Too tall, too muscular, too unkempt.” Sarah selected another dress from the table with the ease of a woman made to shop. “Do you think I could take interest in a man like that?”

“You see my troubles.” Lucy sighed as if she car
ried overwhelming burdens on her shoulders. “He didn't shave today. I told him to brush his hair.”

“There's nothing to be done about that.” Sarah looked as though she were enjoying herself, her cheeks pink and mirth lightning her up like a midnight star. “It's called hat hair—”

“Hey, I've taken about all the insults a man can stand.” Hat hair. Is that what Sarah really thought about him?

Her eyes glittered with suppressed laughter as he managed to yank the door wide enough for it to smack against the wood wall and those little frail bells sounded like a flock of squawking birds.

He just wanted out of there and fast. “I'll be down the street.”

Sarah's hand covered her mouth, probably to hide how hard she was laughing at him. Women, he muttered as he pulled the door shut behind him. See what a good thing it was he knew to stay the heck away from them?

“What should I do about Pa's hat hair?” Lucy asked as the door clicked shut and he was on the outside, looking in.

Sarah was bent over laughing—what a tiny waist she had; why hadn't he noticed that earlier?—and she brushed away Lucy's concern with a gentle hand to the girl's brow. Lucy gazed up at her as if Sarah Redding had hung the moon, and he didn't blame her one bit.

He caught his reflection in the barber's front window and stopped to take a quick look. There was no flat mat of sweaty hair clinging to his head.
I do not have hat hair.
His dark locks were windblown, like
always. What was wrong with that woman? One thing was clear, Sarah was going to have to pay for humiliating him. The question was, how?

 

“Pa, look! I got dresses.” Lucy skipped beside Ella down the boardwalk, pointing behind her. Sarah was trailing behind, the prized garments slung over her arm.

“Only one has lace on it, and it ain't too frilly.”

Gage froze stock-still in front of the mercantile. His little girl looked the happiest he'd ever seen her. “I guess that means you're ready for your first day of school.”

“Yep. Sarah even got me some new shoes, but only if you say so. We picked 'em out just in case. Ella helped.”

The pale, thin girl nodded, apparently too shy to add her two cent's worth.

“I was about to take this into the hotel.” Sarah lifted her other hand, showing him the shopping bag stuffed full. “We started an account. Millie said it was no problem to bill you. And to return anything you wanted.”

“Didn't have trouble spending my money, did you?”

“It's a woman's duty. I think it's written in the Constitution, probably in the Bill of Rights.”

“You mean the part about the pursuit of happiness?”

“What else?” She bustled past him, her petticoats rustling and her step light. “Are you going to stand there or help me with these packages?”

“Sorry, I'm overwhelmed by so many lovely ladies in my presence,” he said by way of excuse for having been so rude.

He rectified that by lifting the package from Sarah's hand without touching her fingers. Her hair brushed his jaw as he lifted the dresses slung over her forearm.

Her scent of roses clung to the fabric and made it impossible not to think about the woman, and about his reaction to her. She fell into an easy gait at his side.

“I hope you didn't take to heart what Mrs. Walters said in the dress shop.” Sarah quirked a slim brow, and he couldn't help noticing the way her light blue sunbonnet framed her face.

“What?”

“You know, about us taking a sparking to one another.”

“I do recall that particular comment.”

“Then you know how ridiculous it is.” The last thing Sarah wanted was for Gage—or anyone else—to think she was harboring romantic notions toward him. “Just because we have children the same age doesn't mean a thing.”

“I agree.”

“And we're clearly looking for different paths, you and I.”

“Absolutely.” Gage tugged open the hotel's etched-glass door. “Besides, why would Mrs. Walters or anyone think that you'd lower your standards so far as to be seen with the likes of me?”

“I agree. You
are
a disreputable character.”

His baritone chuckle rumbled like midnight. Too bad he was so disillusioned. Too bad he wasn't looking for love. He looked like a fantasy come true. He'd forgone his morning shave, and dark stubble clung to his rugged jaw. Her fingers itched to know the texture and feel of him.

And there she went again, thinking of the impossible. How could she help it when she had such inspiration?

He began speaking with the doorman and handed over the dresses and packages. She wanted to say goodbye to Gage, but since he was busy, she decided to stop staring at him and headed to the front window instead. The girls were outside, swinging on the empty hitching post.

Ella's sunbonnet had slipped down her back, and fine white-blond strands had loosened from her braid to fly around her. She pulled one leg over the post and sat alongside Lucy. Lucy leaned to whisper in Ella's ear, and Ella's hand flew to her mouth as she giggled.