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She drew in a deep, shuddering breath, her gaze still on him. “Now what are you thinking, Mac?”

He stared at that finger, wet his lips as it came out and went back in. “How much I want to fuck you.”

“How crude, Mackenzie. Where’s that polish? Your control? The charm you wield so easily?” Two of her other fingers got involved, started rubbing her clit in slow circles.

Her hips lifted, accommodating her, starting to move in sinuous circles, building with her reaction.

“I think I might just keep doing this until I come. Would you like that?”

“No, Mistress.”

“No?” She arched a brow. “You don’t want me to feel pleasure?”

“I want to give it to you, Mistress.” He bit back a groan as her finger came out, glistening with her juices. He could smell her strongly now, in his nose, in all his senses, coursing through him like the effects of an illegal street drug. Mac struggled to summon a rational thought. “I can give you far more pleasure, Mistress. With any part of me you desire.”

He’d rip someone limb from limb just to win the right to put his smallest finger inside her, feel that heat and silk clamp down on him. He gasped as the harness buckle bit into his cock, ruthlessly pinching the engorged flesh between the stiff strap and the metal.

“Mackenzie –” Her sharp eyes went from his face to his cock. “Ask.”

“Let me make you come, Mistress.”

Her pretty jaw flexed. “Stubborn son of a bitch. Ask.” He shook his head. His Mistress stood, withdrawing her hand from herself and straightening her skirt with a quick shimmy of her hips. She raised her fingers high, brought them to his eager mouth. He latched onto them without hesitation, drawing them in, sucking her taste off them and making sure he made it enjoyable for her too, taking care to slide his tongue smoothly along the line of her knuckles, the tender web of skin connecting her fingers, rather than slobbering over them like a Saint Bernard like he wanted to do.

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“Ask,” she said in precise, angry tones. “And I will let you make me come with your tongue, let you bury your face in my pussy and eat your fill.” As bribes went, it was the best he’d ever been offered, but there was more at stake than that, a wall he didn’t dare go over. The pain was lessening the size of his erection.

Not much with her scent so close, her taste in his mouth, but enough to give him some focus.

“Please, Mistress, let me bring you pleasure.” He met her look, aware that his own was defiant, challenging, but there didn’t seem to be anything else he could do. The fear was pumping too hard behind it. It was the last defense he had.

Violet moved across the room from him, to the wall. She chose a braided crop and threaded it through her fingers, her back to him. She put it down, chose a cat with metal tips. She shook it out, testing its weight on her arm, nodded to herself.

Mac waited, his breath clogging in his throat, thick with the fury of a cornered, dangerous animal and the lust of a powerful man. He wanted loose. He wanted to bend her over the chair, take her ass with hard thrusts that would have her screaming for mercy and more. He didn’t want her beating him.

Violet turned, walked back to him. She left the cat on the chair, squatted, unsnapped the leash holding his cock tethered in its harness to the floor, giving him some relief. Then she moved around him, removed the ankle shackles, lowered the taut line holding his wrists above his head, loosened the cuffs on his calves.

“Free your hands.”

If she was thinking of walking out on him again, she’d have been smarter to leave him bound. Knowing he wasn’t thinking rationally, but unable to help the violent bent of his feelings, Mac nevertheless remembered to stay where he was, though he wanted to struggle to his feet and seize her. His cock ached like fire, screamed for release on a couple different levels. His back, shoulders and thigh muscles had hours of tension in them, and yet he was sure sinking into her body would make all of that go away.

She stepped away from him, in front of him, four steps past the chair. She kept her back to him and he watched, stunned, as she shrugged the clinging material off her shoulders. With the black wig in an upswept style, it exposed her nape, emphasizing the beauty of her bare upper torso, the sweeping line of her shoulders, arms and back.

Her back was smooth and golden, the spine a shallow valley drawing his eyes down to the beginning rise of her buttocks, visible because she pushed the dress low on her hips.

He saw that tiny mole on the inside of her shoulder blade.

“Mackenzie?” She tilted her head so he could see her profile just above her right shoulder.

“Y-yes, Mistress?” He cleared his throat. Why had he thought she was green?

Because she didn’t have much experience? He had forgotten the wisdom that all subs knew, that great Mistresses were born, not made, and the really great ones relied as much on intuition as training to do what needed to be done.

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Most Mistresses had respected his boundaries, would have good-naturedly moved past the sticky point of his pride and gone onto something they both found pleasurable.

Not this one. She wasn’t here for recreation. She wanted to crawl into his soul, or rather make him crawl into hers. Hadn’t she as much as told him that?

“Mackenzie?”

He froze. He’d done the unthinkable. “I’m sorry, Mistress. Can you repeat that?” Her lips curved, but he wouldn’t have called the expression a smile.

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This time he bit down on his tongue before he asked her to repeat the question. He had heard her clearly enough, but shock made him want her to rewind, play it once more.

“I’m waiting.”

“Mistress. I can’t.”

“Did I or did I not just give you a direct command?” Her tone sharpened.

“But I’ll hurt you. Forget it. I won’t hurt you.” He felt his loins tighten along with his heart as she turned her body several degrees, showing him the curve of one bare breast. The silver ring of the nipple chain glittered in the light. A small tassel of sapphires and silver beads hung from it, beneath the stiff peak.

“Then I’ll show mercy, and reduce the count. You will strike me once, and put all your strength behind it, or this will be the last time you’ll ever see me. You’ll leave this club and never come back to it. Do it.”

She turned away from him again, folding her arms at her waist in front of her.

Mac closed his hand on the handle of the cat o’nine. Nine lash ends, all tied in knots with a fringe of tiny pewter tassels, a variation of the metal-tipped cat some favored here at The Zone. He’d been lashed before by Mistresses, but had never done it himself.

“Put your back into it,” she said quietly. “Like an overhand throw.”

“Mistress—”

“Mackenzie. Do as I tell you.” Soft words, but steel underneath.

She would leave and he would never see her again. Did she get off on being whipped? He’d not heard of a Dominant who did, though many did it as training for themselves to learn how it felt, how to do it without hurting their subs in irreparable ways.

“Just do it, and it will be over. Three seconds. Now,” she snapped.

Mac jerked forward, and put his strength behind the strike, though everything in him told him not to do it.

He had misjudged her height. The lashings struck her shoulder in a sparkling fan and then curled over, the metal tips slapping her front sharply, so that he felt the tug of her flesh as he reflexively jerked back.

He knew the signs of pain, heard it in the cry she bit off, the indrawn breath through her teeth, the tightening of her shoulders and buttocks beneath the dress.

He dropped the flail and lunged forward, catching her by the shoulders and turning her around. “Ah, Jesus.”

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The metal tips had bitten into the soft upper curve of her right breast, leaving tiny tracks of welts, nearly half of which were welling up blood. But the ones that horrified him most had struck and drawn blood on the areola of that beautiful mauve nipple.

“Violet, what the hell were you thinking? Fucking Christ, I’ve never flogged anyone in my life. I didn’t know—”

She reached up, put her hands around his neck, and brought his mouth down to her lips.

He was quivering with fury at her, and she played havoc with his senses, bringing softness and sex into the equation. His hands slid to her bare waist, brought her closer, groaning as her thighs pressed against his still-harnessed cock. Due to the circumstances, it had lost some of its power, but her moist lips drove it back to painful rigidity almost instantly. She was in his arms, her body all his, and she was as small and delicate and precious as she looked. But even though she trembled with the pain he had caused, he felt the core of strength she possessed beneath it all.

He gladly would have stood forever with her there, his tongue stroking hers, his hands holding her waist, itching to go lower, grip that round beautiful ass and squeeze her, hold her tight against his cock, make her feel his need, his desire to possess and be possessed all at once.

She pushed him back a little and he sucked in a breath. “I could break your stubborn little neck,” he growled.

“I could say the same for your big thick one.” She touched it with her fingertips.

“The way you feel at this moment?
That’s
how you make me feel when you let me hurt you. I can take care of you, cherish you, and not consider you weak.” Her gaze was hard, at odds to the softness of the mouth and body he had just sampled. “I know you’re a strong man, Mackenzie. Everything about you fairly screams it. But you’re vulnerable to me, no matter how hard you play a game to try and pretend you’re not.

You won’t play games here. This place isn’t about games. It’s about getting past the games.”

She reached down, unbuckled the harness. Mac stifled a groan of relief and winced as she gently peeled back the straps. He was torn between lust and pain as she traced the deep red marks ringing him.

“You’re tearing me into pieces, sugar.”

“And I’ll know how to put them together,” she returned. “But now I hurt, and I want you to make it better.”

She rebuckled the harness, restricting his cock again, though one notch looser than before. Before he could orient himself to the surprise of that move, she put pressure on his shoulder, and he understood what she wanted next. Mac dropped to one knee, putting his face level with the damage he had inflicted and that pretty areola, marked with a purple welt and swelling for all the wrong reasons. He placed his lips over it gently, with no sucking pressure, and simply laved her, like a wolf giving succor to his mate’s wounds, offering soft caresses with his tongue. His hands at her waist gripped 46

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flesh, the softness of her dress, his thumbs sliding across the hip bones he knew were bare of panties beneath the skirt.

Violet closed her eyes and he felt her relax in his grip, let him take over, take care of her. Emotion swelled in him, surpassing even his physical reaction. He moved from one welt to another, tenderly offering his mouth to soothe her needs, and her quivering lessened. It told him that the marks had to hurt like a son of a bitch, even now.

“You should get those tended,” he said at last, staying on his knees before her.

“With something topical.”

Violet ran her fingers through his hair, brushed it from his temple, slowly, meditatively, as if she were calming him as much as herself. “I think it’s time to give you some attention,” she said.

“I don’t deserve it. You should let me take care of your needs.” It felt uncomfortable to be at the center of her focus, particularly after she’d so ruthlessly and efficiently stripped away a couple of his outer layers. He had more, but that wasn’t the point. On the first night, he had told himself that she was not the type of Mistress he typically sought. His body didn’t give a rat’s ass. His surly subconscious was fast losing control of the situation.

“I was cruel to you, to make you sit here so long waiting for me,” she said.

“You were punishing me, as I deserved.”

“Yes. Yes I was.” There was a smile in her voice. “But I also know how to be kind.” She moved away from him to a cabinet. Mac watched the movements of her hands as they withdrew a bottle. She had a light dusting of freckles on her bare shoulders, like a person who spent time in the sun on a job, not a tanning bed. What did his slim pixie do when she wasn’t here?

Whoa, boy.
He almost winced at the horse reference. It was dangerous to start thinking about what a Mistress did outside club walls. Here is where their relationship belonged, especially since he was here for another reason.

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Violet turned. He was quick, but she could tell he’d been watching her, studying her in a way she could feel in her bones, deeper than the surface, seeking what she was, who she was. That was what she’d said she wanted, wasn’t it? A man who was not a one-nighter, but could go further with her. When the need to sexually dominate a man figured prominently in one’s search for a lover, the relationship pretty much had to start within a club like this. Otherwise, she could find herself neck deep in a relationship with a man who had no interest in that, and then how would she handle it?

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the one key ingredient, the one it had taken her several failed relationships and a couple of therapists to find out she had to have.

Of course, that hadn’t been the therapist’s diagnosis. According to him, her need to serve as a Mistress was a product of a past she must overcome to enjoy a normal, healthy sexual relationship. He’d also been free with the prescription pad, pushing a list of mood drugs on her to “moderate” her behavior. She wished she could have strapped him to a rack and modified his behavior, with a very different mind-altering experience.

Sometimes, you just were what you were. Unfortunately, this was one of those things that only those who felt it would understand. Tyler had helped her see that, understand and embrace it, integrate it safely into her life. She knew that it would be difficult and tremendously dangerous to translate a relationship outside these walls. If it always had to stay here, she had thought she could live with that. Until now.

She wasn’t quite prepared to say that Mac was Mr. Forever, of course, but she could say that she had experienced a stronger reaction to him in twenty-four hours than any man she’d ever met, in or out of these walls. It hadn’t been anything he’d said or done, exactly, but something emanating off of him that had hit her hard the moment she looked at him, something that interacted with her own energy and compelled them to this moment. Thrilling and terrifying at once.

She pointed to an upholstered bench of heavy wood, about three feet in length, that was equipped with a variety of restraining straps. “I want you on your stomach on this.” At his wary look, she raised the bottle. “I want to rub this into your back.” The bench was long enough that when he complied, it accommodated the length of his torso from the top of his head to his pelvis. He moved carefully, and she noted the relaxing of his features when he took the pressure off his legs and back. It told her the effort it had taken him to maintain the position she ordered. It also told her he hadn’t cheated, which did wondrous things to her stomach and all the tingling parts of her.

“Be still,” she ordered, and buckled a strap around his waist. She also utilized the ones provided on the front legs of the bench to hold his wrists, effectively binding him to the bench and in his prone position. His knees were on the ground, and she had him lift slightly so she could slide a folded fleece blanket beneath them, ensuring his comfort, and strapped his ankles down to the floor bolts provided for that purpose.

Being restrained had tensed up that powerful back, but she pretended not to notice and ignored the question in his expression. Instead, she poured some of the liquid from the bottle into her hands and worked it in her palms, lubricating them and her fingers.

“This is going to go on warm,” she said, “And then it gets warmer. Not painful. It’s a liniment that should ease muscle strain.”

“Mistress does not need to see to my comfort,” he protested again. “I am here for her pleasure.”

“Taking care of you gives me great pleasure,” she assured him, laying her hands on the broad rack of his shoulders.
Oh, yes. Great pleasure.
She curved her fingers over them, rubbed, circling her thumbs.

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He forgot to suppress a grunt and she smiled. “Tell me something about yourself, Mackenzie.”

“I like pasta.” He cleared his throat. “Alfredo sauces in particular.” Violet shook her head. “You just can’t put a sock in that smartass streak, can you?

But you’d taste good, flavored with a cream sauce.” She spread the liniment lower, working behind the shoulder blades. God, he was built like a linebacker, only leaner and tougher. “How’d you acquire this body of yours? It’s not just from a gym. You do something else.”

“Yes, Mistress.” His arms relaxed further, and she kneaded some more, loving the fact she was giving him pleasure, easing his pain. “I do cross country, survival course competitions. Military camps, things like that.” She watched the ridges of his torso take on a gleam, kept a peripheral sensor on how much he was relaxing beneath her touch. Picking up the bottle, she worked more oill in her hands, then poured a thin stream of the viscous fluid down the valley of his spine. It headed toward the seam of his muscular buttocks, where she knew it would seep in and lubricate him. She saw a tremor go through him, sensed that he knew where her mind was headed.

“It doesn’t surprise me to hear that. You like to test yourself. That’s what you’ve used your Mistresses for. They’re just an extension of your workout, testing your skills to resist weakness.” She kept her tone neutral, but he stiffened up under her touch.

“No. It’s not like that.”

“This is like going to the gym for you, Mac,” she continued, ignoring the protest.

“Go to the gym, do twenty reps, go to the D/s hangout, get jerked off by some accommodating Mistress. You’re not invested. You’re high power, so high power you’ve never been topped. Because nobody sees those shields you maintain in such a charming way, nobody has tried to go beyond using that beautiful body of yours and reveal what’s underneath. I’m going to make you beg.”

“I don’t beg. I serve.”

“Well, it serves me to have you beg. You won’t use me or survive me, Mackenzie.” She rose so she stood at his shoulder, where his face was turned toward her, his mouth inches from her thighs. Shrugging out of the dress, she let it fall all the way to her ankles, leaving her in just the hose, heels and nipple chain. Violet stayed there a moment, watching his silver eyes course from her ankles to her face and back again, and appreciating that he looked at all of her, not just her breasts or the pussy so close to his face. She leaned forward, whispered in his ear, staying out of range of his mouth.

“When I’m done with you, you’ll belong to me. Heart, cock and soul.” She straddled his hips in an economical move, slid her oily hands down to massage his sides, feel the expansive rib cage, the stretched muscle over them, and back up to those shoulders that suggested he was descended from Atlas. As she ran her hands down him again, she leaned forward and pressed her body up against his naked back, spreading the oill with her breasts, their hardened tips and the slender nipple chain 49