Navy SEALs Complete Series: 3 Books + 3 Novellas (Tempting Navy SEALs) (132 page)

She had slept with Reno Chavez.

She hadn’t just slept with him, she had been taken by him. Held by him. Fucked senseless, to be honest, she snapped silently.

Raven leaned on the kitchen counter the next morning, her head cradled in her arms as she waited for the coffee to finish, for the rich fragrance teasing her senses to become an elixir that would hopefully clear her head. Bring her sanity back. It would be really nice if it could turn back time.

She moaned pitifully.

She couldn’t even claim she'd been drunk; she hadn’t so much as touched a beer while at Morganna’s. She had been stone-cold sober until Reno kissed her. Until his hands stroked her body, bringing her nerve endings to life and a ravenous hunger clawing at her womb.

She pressed her thighs together at the memory, hating the feel of her loose shorts rasping against her flesh. She wanted Reno’s hands. Even the loose shirt was uncomfortable on her sensitive body. She could strip it off. She could undress, go to him…. She gritted her teeth in mental refusal.

She was not going to think about it. She was not going to relive each and every slow slide of his cock inside her vagina, stroking the pulsing nerves there, stretching her, filling her, making her burn….

Her fists clenched as she rolled her forehead against her arm.

She couldn’t have made a bigger mistake if she had actually put effort into coming up with one. Sleeping with Reno was tantamount to jumping from a plane without a parachute. It wasn’t just risky; it was suicide to her emotional well-being.

He had been hard-headed as a boy, bossy as a young man, and now he was so firmly dominant, it was enough to make her teeth clench. What happened to the nice young man who put Band-Aids on her knees and bought her ice pops from the corner store? Why did he have to become the big tough SEAL who insisted on a career that risked his life every time he went to work?

“Dumb. Dumb. Dumb,” she muttered as she lifted her head, staring at the slow stream of black liquid that ran into the carafe.

“When are you going to break down and buy a real coffee-maker?”

She stiffened at Reno’s amused voice, refusing to turn and face him, to stare at that incredibly sexy body. The same one that had risen over her last night, pushing between her thighs as he filled her with the hard, broad flesh of his cock. She shivered at the memory.

“This one works,” she mumbled. And it had been her mother’s before she died five years before.

There was no way she was going to consider facing the day without coffee. She needed it. It was essential. Otherwise, she was going to melt into a puddle of aroused goo before she ever managed to push Reno out the door.

He grunted noncommittally behind her.

“We’ll get a coffee grinder later and some fresh beans. I’ll make you some real coffee.”

Turning her head slowly from the shelter of her arms, she stared back at him. Over six feet of lean, smooth, hard muscle. Damn him. He wasn’t wearing a shirt. His chest, with its smattering of hair, was displayed in all its dark glory, muscles shifting, tempting, encouraging….

“Don’t you have a bed to buy or something?" She straightened quickly, jerked a cup from the hook on the wall and prayed the dark brew would hurry. She had to clear her head, or she was never going to make it through the day.

“Are you trying to run me off, Raven?" She could hear the grin in his voice, see it when she glanced back at him.

“Yes,” she snapped desperately. “I am. I can’t deal with you this morning. Go torture Morganna.”

Like she thought for a minute that he was going to do that. She should have known better, she told herself frantically. He had warned her that last time, when he woke her with a kiss, looming over her like a tide of passion, that her days were numbered. She had tried to convince herself he wasn’t serious. She should have known better.

“I don’t think so, baby. Do you think I’m going to let you run me off this soon?”

Uh-oh.

She blinked back at him as his expression hardened, his gray eyes turning stormy. She knew that look, and it did not bode well for getting rid of him.

“How soon, then?" She slammed the cup to the counter and jerked the pot from under the small stream inching into it to rapidly fill the cup.

She brought the cup to her lips and sipped too quickly. The hot liquid burned her tongue, but it did nothing to erase the remembered feel of his touch.

“Damn, Clint was right, you’re a grouch in the morning,” he stated as he moved to the pot himself, causing her to back away quickly. If he touched her, she was a goner.

“I’m always a grouch.” She frowned as he poured himself a cup of coffee. “And that’s my coffee.”

He lifted his brow mockingly. “I know a cure for your grouchiness.”

The wicked smile playing about his mouth had her womb convulsing in arousal. Damn him. Damn him. She could feel her body preparing for him, aching for him. Even more frightening was the fact that it felt right. His presence in her kitchen wasn’t as upsetting as it should have been. It felt comfortable, impossibly natural. She hated having people around her first thing in the morning, but Reno was different. Which meant he had to go.

“As soon as I finish my coffee, I’m throwing you out.” There was just no other answer.

She moved to the table, cradling the cup lovingly as she inhaled the scent. Sanity resided there surely.

“You’ll have to grow quite a bit first, darlin'.” He wasn’t amused; he wasn’t smiling. He was staring at her from determined, intense eyes.

“And don’t call me darlin'.”

He leaned against the counter, his bare ankles crossing as she glanced at his feet. Dammit, even his toes looked sexy.

She sipped the coffee, remaining silent. There had to be a way to get him out of her apartment, short of calling the police. And what was she supposed to tell the police? Excuse me, Officer, but I let him fuck me last night, so of course he thinks he has rights now.

She rolled her eyes at the thought. Of course he thought he did. She knew Reno. There wasn’t a chance in hell he had even considered a one-night stand. He was her brother’s best friend. Her best friend’s brother. He was playing in earnest.

Panic flared at the thought of that.
Oh hell.
She looked up at him wildly, taking in the small grin quirking his lips and the way he watched her. As if she were his.

“It was just sex.”

He laughed. Asshole. He sipped his coffee and grimaced.

“I’m definitely going to have to show you the fine art of preparing coffee,” he drawled. “This stuff isn’t going to help your attitude at all, Raven.”

“My attitude is not the problem. You are,” she informed him through gritted teeth.

“I invited you over to sleep. Not come in and take over,” she said, feeling desperate as she got up from the table. “You weren’t supposed to…to—" Her face flamed. “—do what you did.”

“What did I do?" His eyes widened, almost innocently. She could see the knowledge glowing there, even as the sweatpants he wore began to tent in the front from his erection.

She swallowed tightly at the sight of it. Her mouth was watering. Oh God, why was her mouth watering? Why were images of going to her knees and pulling the waistband clear of that thick flesh suddenly torturing her? And her mouth was watering. Weak, Raven, she accused herself firmly. You are so weak.

“That,” she said, her hand waving toward the erection. “That’s what you did last night. You seduced me.”

“Seduced you?" He was clearly laughing now as he glanced down at the tented material. “With my cock? That was seduction? Baby, all I did was kiss you. You kissed back.”

“Well that was enough,” she sniffed. “Now it’s time for you to get dressed and leave.”

He set his cup down on the counter, his eyes narrowing, and trepidation skated down her spine. She knew Reno. Knew his looks, his moods, and his stubbornness. She knew when he was about to do something he knew was going to piss her off. And he had that look now.

“Come here.” His voice was deep and rich like black velvet.

“What?" she said, staring at him warily.

“I said, come here,” he growled. Raven shivered in reaction. Her pussy was gushing at the sound of his voice. She was so easy.

“No.” She crossed her arms over her breasts, hoping to hide the telltale rise of her nipples. Damn they ached for his touch, his mouth, his tongue flickering over them.

His brow arched.

“You know,” he said conversationally. “I’m dying to watch the bare flesh of that pretty little ass turn red. Get over here, Raven, or I’m going to see just how fast my hand can make it blush.”

Reno watched as Raven’s eyes flared, the blue darkening, filling with arousal and heat as she stared at him with wild-eyed panic. He wanted to chuckle, but he had a feeling it would push her further into retreat. As though he was going to allow that.

He mentally shook his head, watching her trying to rebuild her defenses to keep him out.

Poor Raven. It didn’t matter.

Nothing was going to diminish the heat and the hunger between them.

“You did not just threaten to spank me,” she suddenly snapped, blinking in amazement as she watched him.

“Yes, I did,” he said refuting her statement blandly. “Now come here.” He pointed his finger directly in front of his feet.

Anger sizzled in the air. Pure feminine fury heated the room as her arms dropped slowly to her sides and her cheeks flushed with emotion.

“How dare you order me around!" She was seconds from stamping her foot. Damn, she made him hot when she flamed like that. “This is my house, Reno,” she said, pointing at her chest, her own eyes narrowing. “My kitchen, my house, and you’re leaving.”

Reno studied her before quickly coming to a decision. She was trembling with anger…and panic. He didn’t want to push so hard and fast that he lost her. So he'd leave, but he wouldn’t be gone for long. He'd give her a bit of time to miss him, but he would be back. Besides there wasn’t a chance he could stay away long, not after having had her, feeling the heat of her pussy gripping his cock, the sweet tight muscles rippling around him as she came, holding her satisfied body next to his afterward.

He straightened, watching her closely. She stiffened, her foot moving back as though to retreat before she quickly checked the motion.

“Raven, come here,” he said more gently.

If possible, her eyes widened even more in panic at his softer tone.

He was very well aware of the risk he was taking. Convincing Raven to open her heart was fraught with danger. Not the physical kind, but the emotional kind. She had seen the result of her mother’s life with her Navy SEAL father. The long absences, the fights when he returned home, her mother’s inability to accept the danger her father faced and her father’s refusal to deal with the situation in any a way except to take more missions, to stay away longer, until finally he hadn’t returned. He had been killed while on a mission, leaving her mother to deal with her guilt, and Raven to face the world without a father.

Her lips tightened defiantly before she stalked over to him.

“Now what?" she snarled up at him.

“This.”

He lowered his head. He didn’t touch her except with his lips. He gripped the counter behind him with both hands, itching to grip her instead. No force, no demand, nothing but the arousal whipping between them, making him crazy, making her hot enough to sear.

Her lips opened on a strangled gasp, her hands reaching for his waist, her fingers curling against his flesh as his tongue surged deep inside. Slanting his head, he pressed closer, groaning when his erection cushioned against her stomach as she rubbed against him, a whimper of lust escaping her throat as he nipped at her lips, stroked them with his tongue, then delved inside for the sweet nectar of her passion.

When she was soft, pliant, molded to his body as her tongue tangled with his, he slowly drew back.

“Reno…”

Her soft gasp of protest had him gritting his teeth as he fought every instinct inside him screaming to take her to the floor, to convince her, to force her to admit what she was so obviously denying.

Instead, he drew in a hard breath and stepped away from the temptation of her sweet body. God, she had no idea how hard it was to step away from her, to leave her as aching as he ached for her. But he couldn’t, wouldn’t risk losing her. If he carried through now, took her to her bed as he wanted to so desperately, then it would weaken not just his resolve, but the inroads he had made into making her realize what they could be to each other.

“Now I’ll go.” He turned and walked out of the kitchen. “I’ll see you in the morning, Raven. I’ll bring the coffee.”

Raven stomped around the house for hours, cleaning what didn’t need cleaning, cursing men, their arrogance and their damned alpha, dominant, gung-ho, hero complexes. She had cursed both Reno and her brother Clint for years for the very things that made them so special. They were warriors, determined to protect, to make a difference. And they did make a difference. But he was still being arrogant. Relationships weren’t war zones.

“There is no relationship, dammit,” she muttered furiously, stepping out of the shower and drying off quickly before fluffing her hair.

She was not going to sit around tonight and wait for him. She had waited for him too many nights, pacing the floor with Morganna, chewing her fingernails if they knew he was on a mission, shedding tears when he was later returning home than he had told his sister he would be. She and Morganna both waited for that black government car that would bring the horrifying news of a death.

Now, she was supposed to sit around the damned house and torture herself over feelings and emotions she knew she was never going to be rid of.

She loved him.

Dammit, she did love him but that didn’t mean she had to like it.

She jerked the red silk and lace thong panties and bra from her drawer and pulled them on, knowing they looked good on her. Sexy and hot. They made her feel wicked and wild. Almost as wicked and wild as Reno made her feel.

Biting her lip, her hands moved slowly, cupping her swollen breasts as her thumbs rasped over her distended nipples. She closed her eyes, and could almost feel him touching her, making the heated burn ignite fiercely in the depths of her womb.

He wasn’t supposed to do this to her. Make her miss him so desperately, make her wish she could accept as easily as he did. But he wasn’t the one who would be left to pace the floors, to fill with anger. And that was the part that terrified her. She didn’t want to be like her mother, always angry or depressed, terrified when she heard the sound of a vehicle coming up the drive.

Reno and Morganna’s parents had died six years before in a car accident. Together. There had been no government condolences, no questions were ever answered regarding how they died. Where they died. The questions Raven’s mother had asked every day until her death.

She plucked the sexy little black dress she loved so much out of her closet as the past ate at her soul with a hollow ache. It fell halfway down her thighs, the thin straps barely covering the bra straps as the bodice draped over her breasts. The shimmery black silk felt good on her, looked good on her.

She paired it with the high-heeled, black strappy sandals and drew in a deep breath before shoving keys, cash and ID into a minuscule purse and headed downstairs.

She wasn’t married. She didn’t have to sit at home and pace the floors and she damned sure didn’t have to worry about Reno Chavez or his perceptions and arrogance. Let him sit and brood if he wanted to. She was going to play.

She was bored out of her ever-loving mind, but she wasn’t going to admit it to Morganna, who had joined her on her little evening adventure.

“Reno’s going to be pissed,” was Morganna’s only objection to the night’s activities as they walked into the small club, the pulse of the music surrounding them, the smoky atmosphere dim and not nearly as appealing as Raven tried to pretend it was.

“He'll live,” she snapped. “Your brother is entirely too dominant, Morganna. And I’m still pissed at you for letting your friends use his bed.”

“Of course he’s dominant,” Morganna laughed as they made their way through the crowd to the back of the club and a lone empty table. “He wouldn’t do what he does if he wasn’t. Admit it, Raven, it’s one of the things you love about him.”

It was one of the things that terrified her about him.

“No, that’s what you love about Clint.” She took her chair and looked around impatiently for the waitress. “I like my men a little safer. You know, Morg, the ‘stay at home and hearth’ type of guy?”

She waved the waitress over, impatient to get on with forgetting about Reno and his arrogant my-way-or-no-way attitude.

“You like fooling yourself is what you like,” Morganna laughed after they gave the waitress their drink orders. “But you go right ahead. I like watching Reno in action. He’s smooth. Clint should take lessons.”

Raven directed a dark look at her friend.

“Drop the subject. I’m here to have a good time, not to talk about Reno.”

She danced with the first man who asked, not the up close, slow and sway, but a fast hard beat that filled her veins and allowed her to ignore the memories threatening to overwhelm her senses.

She sat out the slower dances, a rare occurrence for her, which only made her angrier. But she couldn’t stand the thought of another man holding her, not yet. God, how pathetic was that, she wondered as she moved to the hard beat echoing though the club.

She swayed in time to songs, her hair flowing down her back, caressing her upper shoulders, reminding her of Reno’s touch. She closed her eyes and saw his face, only to snap them open and glare at her present partner.

She glanced across the room and her heart shuddered in her chest as she swore she caught a glimpse of him moving through the crowd. No one could move like Reno, with a male predatory grace that drew the eye and had women panting to rub against him like cats.

Shaking her head, she pushed the suspicion away.

She didn’t know why she was letting this affect her so drastically. The physical attraction had bloomed between them for years now. She had known that she would eventually end up beneath Reno in bed; she just hadn’t expected the raw power of it.

She moved back as the rawboned, broad young man she was dancing with reached out to clasp her hip, flashing him an irritated frown when he pouted back at her. She wasn’t in the mood to be groped. She wanted to dance, expend the energy pulsing in her body and forget about the one man she knew would be cemented in her brain forever now.

As the band paused, preparing to strike up another number, a hard hand suddenly gripped her wrist, pulling her around as she gasped in surprise.

Oh hell. Reno was pissed.

She stared up at him, aware of the immediate hardening of her nipples and their ultrasensitivity against the lace of her bra. Between her thighs, her clit began to throb with the same furious, hard beat of her heart.

“Well, fancy seeing you here,” she yelled out above the music as he began to drag her across the dance floor. “Let me guess, Morganna called you.”

“Morganna shows good sense at the oddest moments.” His head turned, eyes narrowed on her as he began to pull her out of the crowd. He stalked across the room, heading for the shadowed corner of her table. Rather than being pushed into one of the chairs there, she found herself flattened against the wall as his head lowered, his lips at her ear.

“What are you doing here?" She stared up at him defiantly. “I don’t remember inviting you.”

“No, you were too damned busy running away from me,” he snapped.

She should have told him then and there she didn’t want him, didn’t need him, but the words wouldn’t come out of her mouth.

“Jealous, Reno?" She was breathing harder, her nipples pebbled and pressed tight against her dress.

“Not jealous at all,” he assured her tightly. “You wouldn’t let another man touch you, would you, Raven? You know who that sweet little body belongs to, don’t you?”

“Yeah.” She smiled slowly, aware of the drowsy passion that reflected in her expression. “Me.”

He nipped her ear firmly, sending shudders racing through her. “I’m going to paddle your ass for that one.”

“Oh, spank me.” She gave a mock shiver, her voice sarcastic despite the tremors of trepidation skittering up her spine.

She gave a startled jerk as he imprisoned both wrists in one hand, holding them above her head as the other moved to the back of her thigh, running up the skirt of the dress to cup one rounded cheek of her ass firmly.

The feel of his hand, callused and warm, had her breath catching in her throat. The implied threat in the action should have pissed her off, at the very least should have made her more nervous than aroused.

“Oh baby, I
will
spank you.” To prove his point, his hand moved back before delivering a light, warming tap to her flesh. “You have no idea how well I’m going to spank that pretty little ass. If you wanted to play the vixen, sweetheart, then you knew where I was. You could have come to me.”

Her head fell back against the wall as his fingers slid beneath the edge of her panties and trailed down the narrow crevice separating her buttocks.

“I wanted to forget about you, not run to you,” she snapped breathlessly, fighting herself and the weakness that struck her knees as his fingers probed ever closer to the slick curves of her cunt.

She could feel her flesh heating further, the thick juices coating her pussy, preparing her for him as her mind filled with the erotic images of the night before. Reno coming over her, parting her thighs as he slid between them.

Her breath hitched in her throat as her vagina spasmed in greedy hunger.

“We're going to discuss that one as well, darlin',” he growled at her ear, pressing his hips against her lower stomach, letting her feel the thick erection behind the fly of his jeans. “We're going to discuss all your little bad habits, in depth.” Two fingers plunged inside the weeping entrance of her cleft, stretching her sensitive flesh as he pushed her to the edge of climax.

The music surrounded them, the awareness that anyone could be watching. Not that they would see much the way Reno had positioned her.

“Reno…" Her gasping wail was low, a throttled cry of need as his lips slid to her throat, his teeth raking as he took gentle nips, then soothed the little fire with the warmth of his lips and tongue.

“Damn you, Raven.” His voice was rough, the edge of control apparent in the husky baritone. “You’re pushing me too far, baby. Only you would refuse to settle back and see where the hell this could go. Why do you want to push me?”

He thrust his fingers in her weeping pussy, holding her on the edge of sanity as she fought to keep from screaming out her demand that he take her. There and then.

“I’m not pushing you,” she gasped. “You keep pushing…. Ah God, Reno.” She had to bite her lip to keep from begging as he slid his fingers from her, panting as his lips continued to caress her neck, his breathing heavy and labored.

She stared up at him as he pulled back from her, lowering her arms, but still holding her wrists prisoner with his powerful hand.

“Show-off,” she accused darkly as her gaze flickered to her bound wrists. “Why didn’t you just bring the handcuffs?”

“Don’t tempt me.” His smile was all teeth. Predatory, intent. “Now come along like a good little girl, Raven.”

She frowned at the heavy mockery in his voice. He might be a bit more than pissed, she thought, which only caused her own temper to rise. He had no right to be angry with her; it was her choice how she spent her time, not his. And she would be damned if she would put up with this attitude because she decided to spend time dancing rather than waiting around on him.

“Hey, dude, you got no right to be hauling her out of here.” The big boy from the previous dance stood in their way, bringing Reno to a slow stop.

Raven glanced over his shoulder, wide-eyed. The younger man wasn’t as tall as Reno, but he was thick and heavy, built like a damned linebacker and staring at Reno like a bull on a rampage.

“Sorry, dude, but the lady belongs to me.” A normal rational man might have paid attention to the warning in Reno’s voice, not to mention the savage look on his face.

“I didn’t see no brand, asshole,” the younger man swayed drunkenly in front of him, causing Raven to stifle a groan of mortification.

Reno would never let her live this one down, and neither would Clint, once he got wind of it. Dammit, why did these things have to happen to her?

“You just didn’t look in the right place,” Reno informed him, his voice deep, deadly. “Count yourself lucky. If you had, I’d have to rip your throat out.”

Raven’s eyes widened. This Reno was scary. He looked ready to fight, to defend, to claim.

“Uhh, Reno, let’s just go.” She pushed at his arm, aware of the grip he still retained on her wrists.

“Tough little man, aren’t you?" the boy laughed, and Raven groaned miserably. The other man had to be drunker than she thought, to even consider insulting Reno so rudely. Besides, Reno was at least six inches taller than the other man. Sometimes wider did not mean better.

Before she could do more than gasp in surprise, she was free, and Reno had the boy by the throat. Slowly, he took the younger man to the floor as beefy hands wrapped around his wrists and brown eyes began to bulge at the lack of oxygen.

“Don’t mess with me, boy,” Reno growled mercilessly. “Or my woman. Period.”

When he released the younger man, Raven glared at him.

“You’re insane,” she said, slapping at his arm with enough force to sting her hand as he stared back at her in surprise. “Your woman, my ass! You are a bully, Reno. A macho, self-serving, arrogant SEAL bully and I’ll be damned if I’m going anywhere with you.”

She turned and swept through the crowd, her face flaming in embarrassment and fury, even though her body was still heated, throbbing.

My woman.

Something inside her had melted when he rasped the words, his tone thick with possessiveness and male fury, while another part screeched in horror. He had claimed her. It wasn’t just sex to him, he was serious about this, and that point had just been driven forcibly home. Not that she hadn’t been aware of it already. But now, she knew it down to her soul. All her dreams, hopes and fears were tied up with one man. With Reno.

She was screwed.