Never Been Loved (42 page)

“Fuck, baby, if I knew it would get you this excited-”

“No more talking. No! Don’t take off the shirt! I want it on.”

Ah, fuck. If she wants me to wear a cape and pretend I’m Thor, I’ll fucking do it if it makes her this hot. I’ll streak through the streets in the middle of the winter if it means I come home to this.

I start kissing her again, getting my hands on the zipper of her dress, until she mumbles against my mouth that she needs to tell me something.

I pull away, stare, and think of the best way to soothe her. I should probably get my hands off her zipper.

Get your fucking hands off her zipper!

“We’re going to do this slow, baby. If I do anything you don’t like, you just have to tell me, yeah? Anything at all, and I’ll stop. Swear to God.”

She swallows, and looks weirdly like she’s about to cry.

“I’m a virgin,” she whispers. “I’m a virgin,” she repeats.

This isn’t a surprise. And I can get behind her having the bravery to tell me. Now I’ll actually have my head in gear to calm myself down and focus on her.

She’s actually worried about this.

Fix that shit, MacLaine.

I kiss her and say, “Just when I thought I couldn’t love you anymore.”

She snorts and gives me a blush. “It’s a piece of skin. Don’t go getting a big head.”

“No, stupid. That you’re giving me this, that you told me when I already guessed at it. That you’re here with me even though I’m sure you’re freaking out if the way your eyebrows are popped high is any indication.”

“Well, I was never going to be a spy anyway. Less talking. More doing.”

I pull in a breath and kiss her slowly again, until we both get drunk from it.

“I’m going to take care of you. Do you believe me?” I need her to believe me.

She jumps when my fingers stroke along her spine, getting her dress off her top half until I see her black bra that’s doing things to my imagination. Keeping slow, and trying to constantly gauge her reaction, I move for the clasp of her bra.

“Breathe, baby. I just want to see you. I’ve been dying to see you for so long.”

She sucks in air, letting it out slowly. Fuck, she’s fucking scared. This is the shittiest idea I ever had.

I stare. The slope of her breasts has me dizzy, and the way her nipples pucker in the cold? I can die a happy man after her showing me this. Fuck, I need to see more, I need to touch and taste all of her.

I’m hungry for my girl, except that animal inside of has got to keep its trap shut.

“You’re going to have to stand for me, Sera.” I move her to the side of my bed, standing her in front of me. I get her to the center of my room, enough that I can circle her. She’s shivering but I need to be sure she’s ready for this.

Behind her, I get my hands on her hips, seeing the bright white waistband of her panties, as her dress pools around her ankles – where it’s gonna stay. Christ, is this that nerd underwear I’ve been dreaming about?

“What’s this?” I ask, palming her ass.

“My nerdy underwear.”

The ones that say ‘Kneel before me’.

Fuck, yes.

I spin her, walk her backwards until she hits the mattress and I stop moving her. I get on my knees, watching her face.

Sera’s lips have parted, and her tongue snakes out to lick at them. God, I want her mouth on my cock. Not yet, not yet.

I kiss the spot right below her belly button, lick at it until she whimpers,

“Please.”

“Will you let me see you, baby? Will you let me taste you?” I stare up at her, waiting. “I’ll make you feel good, I promise.”

“No one’s ever done that to me before. I’m a little scared.”

I kiss from hip to hip, dragging my mouth everywhere, hearing her hot little pants that make my dick throb in time. Oh yeah, I’m in agony, but I need to taste first. I need to have her give herself to me.

“Christ, this night just keeps getting better and better.”

She snickers. “Stop beating your chest there, Tarzan.”

I lick her hip bone, and lightly bite down when she gives me attitude.

“Lie down, but keep your ass to the edge of the bed.”

There’s a second when I think she’s going tell me to fuck off. Then the tension eases out of her and she gets her ass to the edge of the bed after I’ve taken off her panties.

I’ve got the most wicked view. Sera’s pussy right in the center, her arched back jutting her tits out, nipples hard and waiting for my mouth.

Need. Pussy.
Now.

When I kiss her lightly on her inner thigh, she jumps.

Slow, go slow.

“You need to relax for me. And you might want to hold onto something.”

At the first taste, I’m pretty sure my eyes roll back in my head. The way she moves, her back bowing off the bed? There’s nothing more incredible than watching my girl react to what I’m giving her.

Need. Pussy. Now.

I taste her slowly, watching her, learning her, teasing her because we’ve made each other wait so long. When her breaths get tighter, and she’s fisting my sheets like she’s going to tear them apart, I place kisses on her thighs, lick her skin, completely intoxicated by her taste.

“Please, please,
please
. Hunter, please...”

“Please what?”

I watch her ride the air and get jealous.

“Hunter...”

“Yeah, baby?”

She whimpers again, lifting her head to look down at me. And then orders, “Make me come.”

I’m grinning, until I spread her wider. I taste everywhere and when I think she can take it, start to suck and use my tongue. She gives me her moans and whimpers and I get my fingers inside of her, stretching her so she can take me.

Fuck, I love the noises she makes. They come faster now, sharper until she comes apart and comes hard, tensing up for a whole minute while her pussy milks my fingers that has stars floating behind my eyes.

She keeps saying my name, over and over.

I soothe her as she comes down, kissing her everywhere, tasting her everywhere. I crawl up and get on my bed, until I get my fully-clothed body next to hers and tuck her in next to me under the covers.

That was incredible.

Now my girl looks exhausted so I let her slip away into sleep. Better for her to rest up now. I’ve got plans for later.

Chapter 31

When I get out of the shower, Sera’s wearing one of my shirts.

She’s in my bedroom, naked under that shirt, wearing it so her thighs are out and her nipples are poking through the cotton.

I tried to cool down, but my dick’s having none of it.

Need. Pussy. Now.

She’s eating up my body with her eyes, and that’s all the encouragement I needed.

“Hey,” I say, getting water out of my eyes.

“Hello...”

I don’t smile. She’s fucking adorable all nervous like this. Even after I had my mouth on her. Plus, she’s looking through me like she’s trying to remember a quote or something.

“Sera, stay with me a sec, would you?”

“What?”

“You went somewhere in your head.”

She tips her head to the side. “Perceptive much?”

I smile wide, and move deeper into my room, knowing she’s following me. I let the towel drop. I turn and see her hands covering her face, fingers splayed open to take a peek, only to catch me watching her watching me.

Ah, fuck, I need her under me right now. I need to tell her I love her a thousand times a day.

She’s looking everywhere but at me, then peeks, and looks away again. I want to laugh but she’s getting herself worked up again. “Are you scared, baby?”

Sera’s eyes stroke over me, until she’s staring at my cock and swallowing hard, nodding. Christ, like I needed the visual.

“Why are you scared?”

“What about me being a virgin escaped your notice?”

“Do I look threatening to you?”

She looks down at my cock and says, “Yes. You do.”

“I’m going to try my best not to hurt you.” I mean it. I’ve never meant anything more in my life.

She bites her lip. “Are you even sure we’re gonna fit?”

“We’ll fit.”

“I don’t know how you can say that without having scientific proof that we will.”

I’m laughing. “Sera, we go as far as you want. In my bed, we do whatever you want to do. For however long you want to do it. I’m not going to force you into anything; I drove you away already and it was the shittiest three weeks of my life. They were even shittier than that first month being diabetic. So, yeah, do I want you? I can’t hide that, baby. But they invented cold showers for a reason, and we go as far as you want.”

“I- I’m not sure what I want.”

All right, back off, MacLaine.
“Do you want me to put clothes on?” I point to the towel on the ground.

She shakes her head.

“Do you want to keep my shirt on?”

She’s holding it like it’s a lifeline, and nods. “Can I touch you?” she asks.

“Absolutely.”

“And you’ll let me know if I do anything wrong?”

“There’s no wrong, baby. Only good and better, yeah?”

“Okay. Um... could we just lie down first?”

I get to my side of the bed moving slowly so I don’t freak her out. What I really want is to lie down with her naked and pressed against me. I want the heat of her, everything close.

Sera gets into bed with me. I want to roar like a fucking lion.

“This okay?”

“You’re being very nice about all this,” she tells me. “No one’s ever been this nice to me about me being a freak.”

I show off my teeth. “Who should I rough up? That fucker Tommy, right? Please say yes.”

She laughs and gets closer to me, but not enough.

“The boys don’t know about my v-card status. I never told them.”

“So who made you feel like a freak?”

Need. Pussy. Now.

Not yet. Relax.

“I guess, I did. I mean, who gets to be my age and stays a virgin? I’m like a rare species on the verge of extinction.”

“You’re being cute again. Baby, it doesn’t matter to me. I’m just glad you told me, and now I can prepare you better. I promise I’ll make this good for you.”

“Wait a second, are you feeling okay? Is your sugar all right? I’m sorry. I just want to see if you feel good.” She got the pinch between her eyebrows again and I love that she’s worried about me.

I kiss her palm.

“I’m feeling more than good right now. I’ve got you in my bed. But I checked before, just in case. I’m good.”

Her eyes are dark, and she says, “I want to touch you now.”

“Sure, baby. Do whatever feels right.”

“But what if you don’t like it?” She sits up, getting me naked from the hips up as the sheets are pushed down. I’m thinking she likes the view.

I get her hand on my abs, moving her fingers down further until she’s got my cock in her palm like before. “I’m not sure why you’re so freaked out, baby. This,” I get her to pump once with my grip over hers, “I can’t fake. This means I want you. Badly.”

She makes that sexy sound when I get her to pump me slow again, while guiding her. “Get it, baby? I want to be inside you. I want those little noises from before to be all I hear when I make you come.”

“No one’s ever wanted me before. You’re kind of a lot to take in.”

I grin like the pervert I am.

“I didn’t mean it like that! Jerk. Here I am, trying to be all serious-”

I stop her from moving on me, plant her hands on my abs, and sit up to kiss her, tongue in her mouth.

I need to make her forget everything but what’s going on right now. I stroke my tongue over hers, move back to nip at her lips, hear her moan and get a little dirty with me. When I’m fucking her mouth with my tongue, she goes wild, biting me, licking me until, when I’m free to get air, it’s hard to breathe.

“I get to touch. You said so.” She sits on her knees and looks at me. “The first day I saw you was in the elevator with her. And you guys were kissing, deep and desperate, and I knew if the elevator didn’t hurry up, I was going to get a show.”

She’s grazing my lips with her fingers. I lick to get a taste, bite the tips.

“I thought you were the sexiest thing I’d ever seen, and you were kissing another girl. I wanted it to be me. I wished it were me you had in the corner of the elevator.”

I growl when she straddles me and fits me against her through the sheets.

“Baby, you’re driving me fucking insane.”

“I’ve never had a man so desperate to get inside me like I saw how you were in the elevator.”

“Fuck. I’ll show you how much I want you, Sera. I want you. Please baby, let me have you.”