Never Let Me Go: The Complete Set

Copyright ©
2014 by Jessica Gibson

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Editing by Jenny Sims

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T—

This one is for you. Thank you for all the late nights and long hours. And thank you for loving Logan and Grace as much as I do.

“HEY, GRACE, YOU READY TO
roll? I don’t want to go and have all the hot guys snatched up by skanks before we even get there,” Faith complained, banging on the bathroom door.

“Geez, I’ll be out in a second. Don’t get your panties in a bunch,” I yelled, trying not to smudge the eyeliner I was applying. I heard her grumble something as she walked away.

Faith and I looked a lot alike; we both had long blonde hair and brown eyes, but she was about two inches taller than me and drop dead gorgeous. It used to bug me; but now I tell her she got all the height, but I got all the boobs.

We went out every Friday night, mostly for fun, but I was always looking for Mr. Right. What I would do if I actually found him—I didn’t know for sure. Tonight we were headed into the city to see what kind of trouble we could find. Faith, of course, was slutting it up, dressed in a micro mini dress that barely covered her lady bits. She had a model’s frame, long and lean, and she could wear whatever she wanted. I, on the other hand, dressed a bit more conservative and made sure my skirts landed no shorter than three inches above my knee. I didn’t feel comfortable on display for all to see. I needed my cardigans and longer skirts.

We hit the town running, and in no time, we were sitting in the The Violet Hour, a swanky lounge, surrounded by some serious eye candy.

Faith was already off hitting on some hot guy at the other end of the bar, leaning in close as they spoke. Her hand on his bicep, a playful look in her eyes. Pure Faith. I shook my head; she was shameless when it came to getting some.

I was sitting by myself, sipping some fruity, girly drink with an obscene name like “Screaming Orgasm” or something.

“Can I join you?” a warm voice asked from behind me.

I turned around and had to look up because the man was a lot taller than me, even on a barstool. My breath caught in my throat— he oozed confidence and sex appeal. Dressed in a navy suit, he was by far the most attractive man in the bar. I chewed my lip nervously, why would he want to sit with me when there were so many beautiful women ready to throw themselves at him?

“Please do.” I smiled at him and took a big gulp of my drink before smoothing my skirt down over my knees “Scotch, neat,” he said to the bartender before turning to me. “Logan.” He took my hand in his and brushed his lips across my knuckles.

“Grace.” My heart beat a little faster as he released my hand. I could still feel the tingle of where his lips had been. I was for sure out of my element here.

“Are you from here?” he asked casually, his green eyes studying me. His finger tapped against the edge of his glass.

“Yeah, born and raised. What about you?”

“Here on business.” He didn’t elaborate further. I sighed inwardly, of course he wasn’t from here. He was too good to be true.

Logan intrigued me. He was not the typical guy I normally went for. I liked surfer-looking guys; yeah, I know, Chicago was not exactly on the coast, but we all had a type. Logan was sexy as hell, though, his tan skin and dark hair perfectly styled in the
Mad Men
style that all the guys seemed to be wearing these days.

“How long are you here for?” I hoped he’d say at least a week.

“I fly out tomorrow afternoon.” He set his drink down next to mine and our hands touched. It was electric. Whatever this was that was happening between us, it needed to be explored, and now. Something about him brought out the shameless side of me, like I had no control. He was making me crazy. This wasn’t me. This was Faith. Maybe the fact that this couldn’t go anywhere was making me brave.

I slipped forward a bit on my bar stool, letting my legs touch his. “Tell me something about yourself, Logan.”

He shook his head. “Nothing personal, this is just about tonight.” His eyes smoldered. He clearly felt exactly what I was feeling

Nothing personal. Could I do that? Go into this without knowing anything about him? I watched as he brought his drink to his lips again. How he savored the scotch. My nerves were like live wires. I had a sudden insane thought that I wanted him to savor me like he did the scotch.

“Fine, I’ll go first. I like kittens more than puppies, my favorite TV show is
Friends
, and I love wearing heels, but my feet hate me for it. Now you go.”

Logan grinned at me. “I happen to love kittens, too. Only a monster would pick puppies over kittens.”

Oh, God, I was in serious trouble.

“My favorite TV show is
Pawn Stars
. I know it’s not
The Wire
or some other manly show, but I like to know how much things cost.” He shrugged.

I laughed and motioned for him to continue.

“I’ve never tried to wear high heels, but I can imagine they would not be pleasant for your feet. I prefer wearing dress shoes to sneakers; I like to be put together and sneakers, outside of the gym, feel sloppy.” He took another sip of his drink. I watched him swallow and took a shaky breath.

“I believe it’s your turn.” He was watching me, again. The look in his eyes was unnerving, like he wanted to consume me whole.

“What do you want to know?” I fidgeted in my seat.

“Are you single?”

“I thought we weren’t getting personal?”

“So, don't answer then,” he challenged, an amused twinkle in his eyes.

“Yes, I’m single. Are you?” I hadn’t meant to answer, but he seemed to be able to illicit a lot of things from me I didn’t mean to do.

He smirked. “Yes.”

We chatted for another hour before I reached my patience limit. He apparently had, too.

“Let’s get out of here.” His hand was at the small of my back, scooting me off my stool.

“I need to find my sister and tell her I’m leaving.” I scanned the bar for Faith. She was still with the guy she found at the beginning of the night. She was perched on his lap, her arms wrapped around him.

Logan and I walked toward her and, once we made eye contact, I nodded toward the door and held up my hand in a wave. Faith winked at me and made the ‘call me’ hand motion.

Once we were outside, the reality of the situation hit me. Was I really going to sleep with a man I barely knew? That was Faith, not me.

As if he read my mind, Logan spoke up. “We don't have to do anything you don’t want to do, Grace. Come with me to my hotel; we can order room service and watch a movie or something.”

I hesitated. This was getting real, not just a conversation in a bar with a sexy stranger.

He grabbed my hand and pressed my fingers to his lips. “Say you’ll come?” he whispered against my skin.

“Why me?” I needed to know. I needed to hear that it was because he was feeling what I was feeling and not just because he was looking for an easy lay.

“Why not you? You’re attractive, I’m attractive. I want you, and I can tell that you want me, too.” He stepped closer.

I nodded. “I’ll come.”

He grinned again and kissed my cheek. “Come on, my driver is just down here.” He held my hand on his arm and we walked together to the sleek black town car idling on the street in front of the bar.

We drove to his hotel in silence, my heart racing as I sat close to Logan, my leg pressed against his. The heat of him against my thigh made my pulse race. I was lost in thought, wondering if this was the right decision—at war with myself. Almost all of me wanted to be in the car with him, but there was a teeny part that screamed for me to see that this was crazy. I hadn’t even told Faith his name, or where we were going. What if he was a serial killer and I ended up chopped into little pieces and stuffed in the mini fridge? I gave myself a mental shake, these were not the thoughts I needed to be having.

“Grace? Are you coming?” He was standing outside the car, his navy slacks and white shirt looked impeccable, even after sitting in the bar and then the car.

When had the car stopped? “Yeah.” I slid across the seat and took his hand, letting him help me out of the car. I didn’t notice the name of the hotel until we walked through the lobby where Waldorf Astoria was written on everything.

When we got into the elevator, Logan pulled out his key card and slipped it into the slot.

“You don’t have to push a floor button?” I was clearly not used to ritzy hotels.

Logan shook his head, a smile on his lips. “No, no buttons.” The tone of his voice curled around my ears like silk. He was smooth, too good at this. I was out of my league.

He erased the space between us and backed me against the wall of the elevator. His lips were on mine before I could think. His hands came up to fist in my hair and he pulled me closer into him. He let out a groan as my tongue licked at his lower lip.

The elevator opened and we stepped apart, both breathing heavy. I gasped as we stepped into the room. This was too much. I put a hand on the wall, hoping to steady myself, but it didn’t work.

“Just how rich are you?” I looked around the room in wonder.

“That’s a relative term.” His eyes never left mine. Not a hint of embarrassment. This was a man who was proud of what he had accomplished.

I frowned. “I think I’m going to go with very rich.”

“That’s a fair assessment.” He stepped toward me.

I held up a hand. “Hold up a second. I need to get my bearings, here.” I needed to catch my breath before he got me out of my dress and on my back. Not that it would be horrible for that to happen, but I wanted to slow this train down.

He walked forward anyway, and kissed me softly. “I told you before, Grace, nothing happens unless you say it does. It doesn’t have to go further than kissing, although I hope it does. I can only imagine how your body looks under that dress.” He bit his lip and looked me over, hungrily.

“Are you on the pill?”

I nodded.

“Good. I’m clean. I assume you are as well?”

I nodded again, my voice had decided to leave me all alone in this line of questioning.

There was that predatory look again, it did something to my stomach when he looked at me like that.

“Where’s the bathroom?” I squeaked.

He pointed in the general direction and I fled to safety behind a locked door. I leaned my back against it taking a few cleansing breaths. My hands shook as I turned the water on so I could splash some on my face.  Holy hell, what had I gotten myself into? My last sexual encounter had been months ago, another failed relationship under my belt. One-night stands weren’t my thing. I looked at myself in the mirror, my nervousness evident by the anxious look in my eyes.

“You can do this, Grace. It’s just sex,” I said aloud as I straightened my dress. I blew out a breath and went out into the lion’s den to find Logan.

He was standing in the living room area of the huge penthouse. He had taken off his jacket and tie and now stood before me with a half unbuttoned shirt and bare feet. I tried my hardest not to drool, but he had the body of a god. All hard lines and rippling muscles, I just wanted to stroke him.

“Are you comfortable in that?” He gestured to my tight dress and sky high heels.

“Not really; but it’s not like I packed a change of clothes in this.” I held up the teeny little clutch that barely fit a cell phone and lipstick but looked so cute with my dress.

“You can wear one of my shirts, if you want.” He stepped toward me.

“Okay.” I couldn’t make myself say more, my mouth was suddenly as dry as the

Sahara.

“Come on.” He walked ahead of me into the biggest bedroom I had ever seen. There was a chandelier over the bed, a chandelier! Who has that in their hotel room?

“Pick what you want from the drawers.”

I expected him to walk out, but he sat on the bed and watched me. I rummaged through the drawers and found a black tank top undershirt and a pair of boxers that looked like they wouldn’t be too awful on me.

“Let me help you with your dress.” He was right behind me; I could feel his breath on my neck.

He slid the zipper down slowly, kissing the skin he exposed as it went down my back. I knew I should tell him to stop, but I couldn’t make myself say the words. I felt my dress hit the ground around my feet and he straightened up behind me. His fingers trailed along the column of my neck raising goosebumps as he went.