Authors: Cathy Kelly
reckoned it was far more likely that she had remembered
Evie’s kindness to her that night and wanted to reward it
in some way with a decent wedding present. Hugh
looked like the sort of man who only remembered golf
handicaps and how much money he was worth. Simon’s
wedding wouldn’t register in his mind. But she said
nothing.
She picked at her sesame prawn toast, sorry that she was
wasting such a nice meal by feeling ill and not even slightly
hungry. Her throat was getting sore and she felt fluey. She
wondered if Kite’s could magic up a hot whiskey for her?
That’d nip her impending ‘flu in the bud.
‘Now that’s something else I wanted to talk to you
about,’ Simon was saying, having eaten all his ribs. ‘Phillip
Knight and I were having a discussion this morning in the
boardroom …’
Evie didn’t hear anything else. She dropped her dainty
piece of toast in horror. Phillip Knight? The partner she
and Max had bumped into when they’d shared that illicit
lunch together. Had he told Simon that he’d disturbed a
cosy tete-a-tete between his future wife and her handsome
stepbrother? Of course he had. What else could such an
intimate meeting mean? Simon had a bit of spare rib stuck between his teeth. She stared at it, mesmerised and silent, waiting for the knife to fall.
The wedding list, Evie. We simply have to have one. I
know you’re dead set against it but come on, in this day
and age, you need one.’
Evie hated wedding lists, loo often she’d felt ashamed at
only being able to afford some tiny china cake knife on the
list because she was broke and couldn’t dream of coughing
up for six exquisite John Rocha wine glasses. Today, she
was passionately grateful for wedding lists.
‘Simon,’ she said, thrilled at the reprieve, ‘you’re right.
We do need one. Would you like to organise it?’
Shocked, he blinked at her, grey eyes wide behind his
glasses. “I can’t do it on my own,’ he said. We’ve got to do
it together, Evie. You are slagging me, aren’t you?’ he asked
suspiciously.
She grinned. ‘Yes, and you’ve got some spare ribs stuck
in your teeth.’
Simon went pink and dashed off to the loo to remove
it. Evie took advantage of his absence to order a glass of
red wine for herself. Simon disapproved of drinking at
lunchtime but she felt that something alcoholic would
cheer her up.
‘Are you sure you’ll be able to drive home after that?’ he
said reprovingly when he came back.
The next topic of conversation was wedding acceptances.
As it was her second wedding, Evie felt there was no
point going on with all the palaver about her father
inviting everyone to this joyous occasion, etc, etc, so the
invitations had asked people to reply to her address.
The replies had started to trickle in. People were thrilled
to attend the wedding of Evie Fraser and Simon Todd. A
few wondered where to send the presents and inquired
about a wedding list.
‘Mummy wants to buy us something special,’ Simon
said.
She could start with a washing machine, Evie thought.
Actually, she’s getting miserable, thinking about next
Christmas and all that,’ he added.
Evie felt sorry for him. His mother, a sweet but clingy
woman, treated Simon like an angel sent down from
Heaven to make her life liveable. It was a huge burden on
him, particularly as he was her only child. He’d spent every
Christmas since he was born with his mother. Evidently,
the thought that Simon would no longer be able to spend
endless hours with her had made her even more clingy
than usual.
‘I had an idea,’ he continued slowly. ‘If we sold both
houses and got one with a granny flat … What do you
think? I know it’s a lot to ask you but …’ He trailed off,
waiting for her reaction.
Evie was silent. She felt the door clang shut ominously.
Like Sleeping Beauty trapped in her tower, she was
trapped by Empire-line dresses, cream-embossed wedding
invitations, wedding lists - and Simon’s mother, Mary. She
had a sudden vision of the three of them, all playing bridge
in a noiseless house stuffed with anti-macassars, dusty
dried flowers and old Todd family pictures in tarnished
silver frames. All old before their time, days unbroken by
anything except the drudgery of work and the occasional
glass of sherry when the equally aged neighbours came round for tea and Mary Todd’s famed shortbread. It was a vision which horrified her.
‘It’s a lot to ask. Too much, isn’t it?’ Simon said quietly.
Unbidden, another vision fought its way into Evie’s head:
a vision of herself in twenty years’ time, lonely because she’d screwed up any chance of happiness, desperately hoping
Rosie would take her in so she wouldn’t have to live alone with the memories of Max and how he’d destroyed her future with Simon. That couldn’t happen! She wouldn’t lei
it. She didn’t want to turn into Simon’s mother.
‘It’s not too much to ask,’ she said firmly, unable to look
at him. “I know how much your mother relies on you.
You’d do the same for me.’
The key turned slowly in the lock, imprisoning her
forever. Eyes shining, Simon beamed at Evie across his
sizzling beef.
She forced herself to smile back, a false grimace that
Max would have seen through in a moment. Why did it
always come back to him?
‘You’re so good to me, Evie.’ Simon couldn’t contain his
delight.
If only you knew, she thought bitterly.
Rosie arrived home at the same time as Evie, flushed with
happiness and looking striking in a strappy little rust top
and denim skirt, both of which looked suspiciously new to
her mother.
‘Hiya, Mum,’ she carolled, practically dancing into the’
sitting room, long dark hair bouncing, sloe-black eyes
glittering.
‘You’re in a good mood,’ Evie said when she’d recovered
from a sudden burst of sneezing.
Rosie grinned at her, white teeth gleaming in her suntanned
face. ‘You’ll never guess …’
Evie threw herself on to the couch, lay down flat and
began to massage her aching temples. ‘I can’t guess today,
love. I can’t think for that matter. I’ve been coughing and
sneezing all day. I think I’m getting something.’
‘Poor Mum.’ Rosie perched on the edge of the coffee
table, obviously dying to impart her good news whether
Evie was dying or not. ‘I’ve got a job for the summer!’
‘Great.’ Evie raised her weary head and blew a proud
kiss in Rosie’s direction. ‘I told you I’d probably be able to
sort something out for you but you’d hate Wentworth
Alarms, so I’m glad you’ve got something else. What is it?’
‘A runner in Max’s production company,’ Rosie
answered joyously, not noticing the look of horror on her
mother’s face. ‘I told him I’d love to do something fun
like that for the summer and he said he’d set it up. I
went to see the production manager today and I start on
Wednesday. It’s being a gopher really, but I don’t care.’
‘That’s wonderful, darling,’ Evie said, the band of pain
around her temples tightening.
‘They’re starting filming scenes in Wicklow next week,’
gabbled Rosie. ‘I can’t wait.’ She rattled on energetically,
talking about what a lovely office DWS Productions had
and how she hadn’t seen Max but had met his personal
assistant, who was ‘like that Indian Miss World, utterly,
depressingly gorgeous’.
She would be, Evie muttered to herself. Probably
couldn’t type to save her life but she’d have other skills, none of them the sort of thing you could list on a CV unless you wanted a job in a Soho lap-dancing club.
Trying to be happy for Rosie’s sake, Evie made all the
right noises and agreed that, yes, Max was wonderful to
have set this up because lots of people probably wanted to
work in a production company as it was so glamorous.
‘I know I haven’t got paid yet,’ Rosie revealed, ‘but
they’re paying me loads more than I got last year in the
wool shop, so I went shopping and bought this.’ She patted
her new denim skirt and top happily.
When Rosie went off to phone her friends and tell them
the wonderful news that she had a job and new clothes into
the bargain, Evie made herself a hot lemon drink, added
some honey so it wouldn’t taste as vile, and took it off to bed.
Wentworth Alarms looked exactly the same as usual:
squat, redbrick and undoubtedly full of irate customers all
waiting for Evie to come back so they could be dealt with.
She parked her car in her usual space at ten to nine on
Tuesday morning and climbed out wearily. A blast of cool
July wind shot past, making her sneeze madly. Everything
felt so cold after the blissful heat of Spain. She’d been
shivering since she’d got up, despite all the lemon drinks
and the anti-‘flu tablets.
‘Evie!’ yelled a familiar voice. ‘Welcome back. Did you
have a lovely time? You look great, so brown.’
Lorraine was much browner, in fact, a wonderful bronze
straight out of a Clarins bottle. All in pale linen like
something from White Mischief, she looked as if she was
the one who’d just come back from a week in the sun.
‘Keep away or you’ll get this,’ snuffled Evie, pleased to
see Lorraine but not pleased at the thought of facing the
office after her week off.
‘I never get anything,’ said Lorraine, giving Evie a hug
anyway. ‘Craig says I’m as strong as an ox. You’ve missed so
much, you can’t imagine!’
‘What?’ asked Evie, startled for a brief moment out of
her Max and ‘flu misery.
‘Davis is resigning. Well, he has resigned. His health
means he can’t work anymore. What do you think of that?’
Evie shrugged. ‘I’m not surprised,’ she said wearily. ‘He’s
been like a bear with a sore head for the past six months
since he was diagnosed with M.E. I knew it was only a
matter of time.’
Aren’t you gutted?’ Lorraine asked, astonished. ‘You
worked for him for so long and he was always so nice to
you. Never to me, I might add. But he loved you.’
They’d reached the front door. Inside, the receptionist
was waving and smiling at Evie, who had no choice but to
smile inanely back.
She tried to bolster herself up. She couldn’t go into work
this gloomy. You had to separate work from personal life,
or so she’d told various junior members of staff who’d
sobbed from nine to five because their boyfriends had
dumped them or because the dreaded blue line had
appeared on their pregnancy testers. ‘You have to rise
above it and be professional in the office, no matter what’s
happening on the inside,’ Evie would lecture, while dispensing
hot tea and fig rolls. How irritating she must have
sounded.
‘Lorraine, all bosses move on and we’ve got to go with
the flow,’ she said finally. ‘Davis was nearing retirement
age, anyway, so he had to go sometime.’
“I suppose,’ Lorraine said. She made no move to open
the door, obviously loath to discuss this inside the building.
‘His nephew is taking over,’ she said quietly.
Evie did groan this time. ‘That eejit!’ she said. ‘We may
as well all look for new jobs then, because he’ll have us in
liquidation in three months.’
‘Not that nephew,’ Lorraine put in. ‘God, he couldn’t
arrange a piss up in a brewery! Another one. Davis’s
brother’s son from Belfast. Wait till you see him, Evie.
He’s blond, tall, an absolute screw. And his accent is
beautiful … so sexy. If you and I weren’t so in love with
Simon and Craig, we’d be murdering each other to get
near him!
‘C’mere,’ she continued, pushing the door open. ‘I love
the way you’ve left your hair down. It’s much softer than
in your usual plait. And where did you get that copper
coloured shirt? I don’t know why you don’t get glammed
up more often, it suits you.’
Rosie was in love with the world of TV films and couldn’t
stop talking about the hours it took to shoot just five
minutes of film.
‘It’s fascinating,’ she told her mother, lying on her back
on the grass eating an apple while Evie determinedly
weeded her tiny back garden. Weeds put prospective house
purchasers off, or so Simon had written in the painstakingly
typed memo he’d given her on the art of selling.
Weeds, peeling paint, and plants that looked as if they’d
been holidaying in the Sahara were all no-nos, apparently.
So were untidy kitchens, lots of junk, personal knickknacks
and too much furniture cluttering the place up and
making it hard for the buyers to imagine their bookcase
where yours was.
Evie had spent all Saturday morning de-junking the
sitting room until it was practically a Zen retreat, with no
magazines, no books, no family photos and no trinkets. She’d
removed the small table beside the window where she kept
her collection of china animals until she realised that the
table was always kept there to hide a bit of carpet where a
thirteen-year-old Rosie had spilled neat Ribena. Evie stuck