No Apologies (10 page)

   He knows we don’t have any secrets. No real secrets at least but if he thinks he is gonna have me sitting around like I don’t have shit to do, he is sadly mistaken. Hell, shit like this make me wanna call up Goldie ass and see what the fuck he up to. Shit, if he can call me out the blue, I damn sho can call him out the blue as well.
Ring… Ring…
Ring…
You know who you called, leave me a message…one

Hey Goldie, this is Indigo. Hit me up, I haven’t seen you in a while.
Ain’t that some shit, he sent me to voicemail. What the fuck he doing so damn important? Okay, I see all these niggas on some bullshit and they must forgot who the fuck I am. I don’t bullshit y’all, so don’t bullshit me.

  
Hmmm, look at this shit, now my phone wanna ring back. I shouldn’t even answer cause I’m sure it is one of these men.  “Hello?”
“Hey Ms. Pretty pussy.”
“Curtis, where have you been? And please just give me the quick version.”
See here come some ol’ bullshit. I don’t want to hear nothing about him being in the studio all night making beats and what not. I want to hear the truth, nothing more; nothing less. I don’t have time for this.
“Well, I will say we need to talk, and I don’t want to discuss this shit over the phone, so how about I come over your house later on tonight?”

   If this nigga think he’s coming over my damn house to fuck, he out of his rabbit ass mind. Talking is all we gonna do and I am not in the mood for no lying dick. It always amazes me when you give a nigga the green light and be honest. He still finds ways to lie to you and it is always some bullshit. Hell! I know I got some bomb ass pussy and my head game will have a nigga’s soul leave their body, so why he fucking someone else is beyond me.

   Today will be a shop therapy day for me. I haven’t been shopping in a while and I truly need some therapy. These niggas gonna drive me crazy if I let them. It’s fucked up how I have burned so many bridges, I may have to go shopping by my damn self. Maybe my good associate Belynda, wanna hang with me? Hell, even she be acting funny at times. I’ll just send her a damn text, just in case she don’t want to go. I don’t want her to have to beat around the bush until she gets to the one that says “NO.”

   Hey girl it’s been a minute since we last hung out, wanna go do some shopping? Hit me back.
She only getting thirty minutes tops or I’m going to have to leave. I don’t wait on no one. It’s either you do or you don’t want to hang with me.
Beep, Beep…
Damn that was quick. I didn’t expect her to text back so damn fast. Looking at my phone and realized that it was Goldie ass.
Hey, I was busy earlier what’s up?
This nigga and his smug ass attitude. I’ve had just about enough of this shit. If Jasmine loves it, good for her. This shit is old and I don’t want to have to deal with it anymore.

   I don’t want nothing, don’t worry about it. This will be my last damn text.
I don’t deal with bullshit. He try and treat people like he the king, everyone else is peasants. Fuck that!! A big dick is not worth all the stress, but damn if his dick ain’t big!
An hour later; I showered, changed into some fitted blue jeans, black heels and a fitted gray sweater. Hair pulled back into a tight bun and my two carat diamond studs in each ear. Checking out my look in the full length mirror, shit! I know I’m the shit. This outfit with this ass is a winner. Grabbing my Gucci jacket out the hall closet, dimming my lights and grabbing my keys out of my purse, I was ready to go. It was only five in the evening; plenty time left in the day to do what I wanted to do.

Curtis 17

  “I am glad you asked me to come get you. I am surprised that you just didn’t take a cab. Trust and believe, I don’t mind coming to get you from anywhere.“ Jazzi and I walked into my condo; watching her tight ass sway from side to side, I didn’t know how much I missed her, until I had her turned upside down and her pussy was in my mouth. I know we don’t have much time to play. Her man has got her on lock down, but I do plan to eat something today. Jazzi kicked off her shoes as she walked; slipping, twisting and turning out of her jeans, exposing a red lace thong with a butterfly at the top of it. Her breast was imprisoned buy a matching red lace bra. Twenty feet from the door, she hopped on the counter, spread her legs and commanded I come to her.

   Leaving my clothes in the middle of the floor, I knew it was time to dive in. She wanted her pussy eaten just as bad as I wanted to eat it. Walking up to her, sniffing out her scent before I was even close enough to actually smell it. The scent of sweet hot pussy is invading my nose a little at a time, until I get so damn close, it wraps around my throat through my nostrils and into my mouth. Salivating; tasting her scent, needing her, wanting her so bad, I am in love with her and she don’t even know it.

   “That’s it baby, come to me, smell this pussy, taste this pussy.” Touching every inch of her body as if I need to get reacquainted every time I am with her, is new to me all over again. Standing in between her legs, rubbing her legs softly from her ankles up to her thighs, caressing her inner thighs; we keep an intoxicating stare on each other. Thumbing her pussy through her panties with one hand as I guide my hand up to her breast. Gliding my hand over each harden nipple. This woman is so mesmerizing to me, it could rain forever and I would still be dry under the umbrella of Jasmine.

   Knowing her for over ten years, making the many trips I have taken to NYC to see her, makes this all worthwhile. No matter how much she say she love that other nigga, I know damn well she loves me too. “That pussy wet for me Jazzi? That’s what I like,” softly speaking with every word I speak. She bit down on her bottom lip and seductively licked her lips. Leaning in to kiss each breast, pulling her nipples out from the bra that is holding them captive, with every lick or flick of my tongue, her body shivers; trembles.

   She is ready to explode, her body only gets like that when she ready to cum. Kissing down her stomach; rubbing every inch of her curved body, sliding her panties to the side, to expose a bare pussy, with a phat clit that is ready for licking. Spreading her lips, licking up and down each side. In and out, sucking on her clit and then humming on it, repeat and do it again. Her body is writhing under my touch. I scoop my hands under her ass and hold her tight. I want to get every drop she is about to explode in my mouth. Her beautiful sounds where bouncing of the walls, the floor, and off of me. Her legs were wrapped around my head. I wanted to see that pussy cream. Opening her legs further and pushing them back, sucking on her clit long and strong. While inserting two fingers in her ass for an orgasmic explosion.

   “OH FUCK! CURTIS EAT THIS PUSSY, AND FINGER FUCK THIS ASS. THIS IS YOUR PUSSY BABY. DON’T STOP! DON’T STOP! I AM ABOUT TO CREAM ALL IN YOUR MOOOUUTTHH!” “That’s it baby, that’s it. This pussy so fucking good. I could eat you all fucking day, this my pussy? Say that shit again.” “This your pussy baby.” “Jasmine I love you, Jasmine I love you, Jasmine I love…” “You know I love you too, I been hiding you for way too long.” Trying to pull her soul out with every drop that I catch in my mouth; this pussy juice should be packaged and sold on the market.

   “Fuck me baby! I need this dick and I need this dick now.” Letting my dick find its way to the of opening of heaven; dipping the head in and out, watching her chest move up and down, faster and faster, every time I dipped my dick in her tight pussy. Twirling her nipple between my fingers, until I reach her neck and applying some force like she like it. Building speed; watching her breast giggle when I thrust into her, harder, harder trying to give her my love through penetrating her Paradise.

   “Fuck Jazzi! This pussy is the fucking best, it’s the fucking best, I’m right here babe, I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere, I want you Jazzi!” “Right there Curtis baby, you hitting my fucking spot. That’s, that’s it, that’s it. You are making this pussy leak all over the place.” She moaning loud, I am moaning loud, it doesn’t get any better than fucking the one you love. I could live in this pussy. This fucking girl has had my heart from the very beginning and I know damn well if she just got up off old boy, she would gladly be with me.

   Increasing speed; feeling my nut traveling from my balls and ready to explode all over her, pumping harder, squeezing her neck, sweat dripping off my nose onto her stomach. “It’s cumin Jazzi, It’s…CUMMIINN!” I pullout and jack my dick all over her pussy and stomach. My knees are about to buckle, I always have a strong nut with her. That shit make me dizzy as fuck. Collapsing on her as her body continue to shake as our cum marry. “Let me taste us baby.”

   Tasting her again, as I dipped my tongue inside her; collect our juices, bringing it back to her lips, watching mouth open slightly, and she grab hold of my tongue, sucking on it for dear life. Enjoying our time together as always. The fucking best feeling is to have her near me. It’s the best thing in the world. I just hope she realize that she fucking with a real man and not that shit of a man she loving on.

                                                                         
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Full of emotions after Jasmine left nine at night on a Friday, not much to do except hit the club, or stay in. I’d rather stay in. I even packed Alexis clothes. I’m at this point: tired of the bullshit, the back and forth. She fucking other people and so am I, so I don’t want to play this fucking game any longer. I have been fucking two women who are great to fuck, but that’s it, that’s all. I am tired of seeing Jasmine ass on the side, it’s time I make her mines. This is going to be a chill night for me. Patron’ on the rocks and watch me some basketball. I feel like I just want to chill in my own damn house, sip a little something and get my shit together. Hell, I don’t even want to see Indigo.

   I know I said we needed to talk face to face but damn it, I don’t feel like no bullshit. All she is going to get from me is a fucking phone call.
Ring…
Ring…
Ring….
“Hello.” “Hey Ms. Indigo.” “Ms. Indigo, I haven’t heard that in a long while.” Here we go. “I hear a lot of movement in the back ground, you need me to call you back?” “No, not at all. I was just coming in the house with bags and kicking off heels and what not.”

   “Well, I want to talk to you. I didn’t want to talk on the phone but I decided that I didn’t want to come back out. I just got to get this shit off my chest, so here goes…I am ending our relationship.” I was all set to hear her go off and tell me I ain’t shit but she took another approach that I didn’t even see coming. “Wow you must landed in some diamond ass pussy for you to want to give this all up. You are one of the biggest fools I have come across in along ass time. Let me ask you a quick question is one of the chicks you fucking name Alexis?”

   How the fuck she know anything about who I’m fucking? I don’t talk to her ass about nothing, not even my business shit. Where the fuck she trying to go with this shit? “In fact it is. What of it?” “Well Mr. Smartass, since you done fucked up and left all this good ass pussy that you will never be able to sniff, taste, or go deep in again. It is my pleasure to let you know that I have ran into her a few times, we get our hair done at the same fucking place. Seems like we was fucking the same dude. What you didn’t know is, the bitch you are currently fucking use to me a man…bloop!”

   With those words ringing in my damn ears I heard the phone click off and I was in utter shock. Nawl, this shit can’t be right. I stood up, start pacing, knocking shit on the floor. The mere thought of having my dick anywhere near a fucking man, is ringing death in my fucking ears. I’m literally gonna kill this bitch! I’m gonna KILL THIS BITCH!!!! Ranting and raving, look at who the fuck walks through the damn door. “Hey baby, damn it’s ha…,” the look on her face; wondering what just happened in the house, broken glass all on the floor, chairs that sat at my bar was across the room and she was staring a beast in the face. “BITCH!”

   Before I knew it, my hands was around her fucking neck, squeezing the fucking life out of her. She couldn’t breathe, her eyes was rolling showing only the whites of her eyes. She started spitting, kicking, scratching me on my arms; trying her damn best to fuck me up but that shit wasn’t happening. Fuck that! Slap… Slap… I must have slapped her ass from one end of the house to the other, about a hundred times. Then back to choking her ass almost to death. The thought of me fucking her; trying to put two and two together all the time, we only fucked with the lights out or when she decides to change in the other room, so I can’t see her.

  Even when we fuck in the shower, we have candles and shit everywhere, and it is always from the back. Fuck! This bitch been fucking me all this time, didn’t mention one fucking thing, not that I would have fucked with her had I known but now she got Indigo knowing this shit. Anger and rage was spewing from my veins; my eyes was squinted, nose flared, seeing red like a bull in the ring. I don’t think nothing can save her. “Wa…wa...wa...” Sounds like she was trying to say something, still holding on to my hands, trying to pry them off her neck. I felt like snapping her shit like a fucking chicken. Fuck does this shit make me gay? Oh

Hell no! I gotta kill her ass. How the fuck can I let her live?

   “Bitch, this how you like playing with niggas huh bitch? Is this what you like to do? Why didn’t you just tell me? What the fuck! Alexis why didn’t you just tell me? No wonder getting fucked in the ass, was the only way you wanted to do it.” Watching her continue to struggle, I just knew, if I didn’t let her go right then and there. She would slip into a forever sleep. I can’t have that shit on my conscience, as bad as I want to erase this bitch off the face of the earth. I just can’t. Letting her go, I stumbled trying to get off top of her; watching her gasp for air and squirm around on the floor like a worm in hot ashes. Hell, I didn’t know if she was going to recover, until she started coughing violently, trying to get oxygen into her lungs.