No Apologies (9 page)

   “Look Alexis, I know I just really met you, the last time we didn’t hit if off too well, but what I do know; good, bad or otherwise, people are gonna have something to say about you, so you may as well live how you want. If he still want you after you tell him fine, if he don’t, then leave his ass standing with his dick in his hand.” Wow, I didn’t expect for her to give me that kind of advice. She can come off as a person who don’t give to fucks about no one but herself and she’s saying the same damn thing that Charles has been saying for the longest time.

   See Ms.Thang, I told you right. While you sitting around here worried about what he gonna say or anyone for that matter. I say fuck them, fuck them all! What they eat don’t make you shit, so you really shouldn’t have a fucking care in the world.” “Look Alexis, if me and Jerome saying the same thing to you, then it’s time you listen to someone. This life is short and it don’t make no sense to live it unhappily or not to your full potential. “

   Sitting back in my chair, listening to them run their mouth on ‘why do I need to tell this secret’ and tell it now. I didn’t want to tell him so soon. I’ve still been waiting for the right time to say something. No one wants to hear they have been fucking a transgender. I know he has feelings for me and I have feelings for him. I live as a woman. I am a woman; I really fully want to be his woman, and I guess there is no time like the present to tell him this lie that has went on long enough.

Goldie 15

Loving the way my damn Mentor Program is coming along, there are children that actually come here faithfully. I have truly made this a safe haven for them. If I can save one child, then this was very much worth it. I know I was a thug ass nigga in them streets and hell I battle that shit every day, so I know what it is like to wanna run the streets; make quick money and sleep with as many women as you want. Then you have them bitch niggas out there on those streets, not giving a fuck about no one and nothing. Just whatever it is they want. They don’t mind grabbing little boys and girls and making them do all kinds of fucked up shit for an audience. That’s just as fucked up as they are.

   I would have given my right arm, and took a bullet to get this program up and running and to see it thriving the way that it is; lets me know that I have done something right. I got a couple of the teenagers helping around here; cleaning and doing light stuff. Of course I pay them handsomely. I don’t ever want to look a child in the face that’s telling me that they want to hit the streets for more money. This is truly a dream come true for me. Not everyone shares in my happiness, but that’s okay. I have one person who I know believes in me, even though she living foul as fuck right now.

   It’s been a few weeks since I even brought up the fact that she trying to do playa shit with a fucking a fucking playa. She must don’t know no damn better. I been playing bitches for a long ass time. It ain’t one thing out here that I haven’t done, when it comes to faking and fucking. Now unless she’s been watching me over the years, she may have picked up some pointers. Still you can’t fuck over me; all you can do is keep getting dicked by me and whomever else is willing to fuck you. Hope I don’t let you hang your damn self. I know I ain’t shit and I knew she was gonna eventually do some foul shit, but if she don’t start making this shit clean, then I am gonna have to pull her hoe card real quick.

   Making sure the program is running smoothly, I make sure the books are looking real good; the bills are paid. I found real good potential in rehabbing run down, old houses and reselling them for a great fucking profit. Jasmine and I work on that together. It keeps us busy and we find the shit dirt cheap; always turning a profit, always pushing forward.  I can’t believe she decided for shit to be going good between us, to pull this bullshit. Leaving the mentor program; headed downtown to see some new places, I haven’t been looking into condos, but what can I say? Money is money, and as long as the return is long, I am in.

   Meeting Ms. Pearson at the high rise of condos, I was excited. Valeted my car and walked into the building as she waited for me in the lobby. Walking in as cool as I am; dreads coiled, no cap on today, Gucci shades, Gucci sweater, black jeans, and a pair of black Gucci casual high tops, with the Gucci sign on the side.  Ms. Pearson had a voluptuous Jill Scott thing going on from her smile, to her form fitting clothes. Damn! She older I know, but I may have to tap that shit! Extending my hand out to hers, we gave a firm hand shake; all business and no personal.

   “Thanks for meeting me on such short notice Mr. Miller. I saw that this property opened up just a week ago and I came straight to you with it. I know you haven’t done anything with condos before but I think this is a beautiful choice in property. So if you don’t mind, follow me to the seventeenth floor where we can go see your new baby.” She lead the way and my goodness did she lead; ass was mesmerizing, hips was gratifying just by looking and all I can envision is her legs wrapped around my head, using her thighs as ear muffs.

   I have seen her many times before but we always kept it casual and business, but damn! That black dress she wearing is on point. Riding the elevator up to the seventeenth floor, she continues on how great the property is. How I got for a real great price; it is a really good investment. Looking at how great she looked, I started hearing Charlie Brown teacher, until the elevator doors chimed and opened for us. As we were getting off the elevator, a man was getting on. He was a well-built man, dressed well, hell! He even smelled good. She almost lit up when she saw him, but tried to contain herself.

   “Oh Mr. Miller, this is Mr. Walker. He resides here as well and he believes it to be a fabulous place to call home.” Ms. Pearson was all smiles; touching him every time she said any word, oh yeah, she got a thing for this dude, but I will change that shit. “Hey Bro, I am in a hurry, but if you are looking to invest in this property, it is awesome! I wouldn’t change a thing about it. And to you Ms. Pearson as always it is a pleasure to see you.” We hopped out, he hopped in and we were headed to condo 1715. The halls was nice; decorated with pictures of black art, a saxophone player, woman and man embraced, all sorts of amazing art. I kinda like this shit. She opened the door and walked in. I was instantly hit with the smell of fresh paint, not over bearing but you can tell it was painted.

   “I am so sorry about the smell Mr. Miller the workers must have done this last night I truly apologize.” She was running around cutting on ceiling fans, and fanning herself with her folder, and being very apologetic. When in fact, I really don’t care about the smell. I couldn’t get my eyes off of her long enough to think about anything else. Walking closer to her, I can smell the sweet smell she has planted on her neck and my dick is ready to taste something else. “Calm down sweetie, I am fine. The smell is not bothering me but I will tell you what is bothering me.”

   As I talked, she walks to the windows that is from corner to corner in the room, getting me to see that I can see downtown city lights. As if I really care for that shit but this ass that is staring back at me, got me ready to fuck now. “So Mr. Miller, you can take your time and look around. If you have any questions, let me know.” She smiled a come fuck me smile, and that’s a smile I recognize anywhere. “Yes I have one question, if I ate your pussy now, would you let me fuck you too?” The look on her face was fucking priceless. I meant what I asked, and she was not ready for that, but her body language has gotten looser. I think I am about to sink this one right about now. Her body language has given it away.

   “Ummm don’t you have a girlfriend Mr. Miller?” “First off yes, and second please, just call me Goldie.” “Well Goldie, since you have a girl, what you need me for?” Oh shit, here we go; watching her cross her arms over her chest, let me know she got to be taken down a peg. I do a half smile, and chuckle barely above a whisper, just to see her reaction to my every move; rubbing my index finger along the outline of her beautiful face. “I am sorry to inform you Tamia, but I don’t need you; I want you, there is a big difference.” “Hmmm is that so?” That’s so just like a woman, to think all men need their asses.

   Next thing I heard was all the papers hit the floor and her breast hitting my chest. She wanted to see what damage I could do and I damn show plan to have her ass limping away.  She began to walk backwards slowly, unraveling her belt that’s attached to her dress. Once her dress hit the floor nothing but a lace black bra and panty was exposed. “If you want this pussy come, get this pussy.” Damn! Hearing her say those words got me harder than I was before. I’m about to go to town on her ass. “Baby, you see the windowsill, go stand in front of that and drop them panties for me.”

   Seeing her wiggle out of her panties, and bend over; her pussy was already wet, it was even calling my damn name. “That’s it baby. I’m going to eat your pussy from the back. I want you to let all those juices flow in my mouth.” “Mmmm whatever you want baby, I’ve been dreaming about this day for a long ass time. Finally I get to have you.” Bending down, until my knees hit the floor, I hike her ass up some, so I can get at her pussy just a little bit better. Slowly licking and inhaling the sweet smell of new pussy. I continue to lick and rub on her ass; tongue fucking her, licking up and down her walls, sucking soft and hard on her swelling clit.

   She starts to grind her pussy on my face, rotating her hips left, right, then in circles. Damn! This woman taste sweet as hell. Damn! I’m glad I made the move to taste her. Alternating between tongue fucking her and sucking on her clit, I hear her moans getting louder and louder. “Oh shit! Goldie baby, yes, right there. I am about to cum all in your mouth.” “That’s it baby, give me them sweet ass juices, fuck you taste so damn good.” My sounds are muffled, but can be heard. I continued to grind and I continued to eat until I felt her body get stiff as a board, then relaxed, while she like to drowned the fuck out of me.

   While she squirted all over me, her cries could be heard in the hallway. The tangy, yet sweet taste of her ran down the sides of my mouth; dripping off my chin and landing on my sweater. I continued to tease her clit while I stood up. She started twirling her hips and playing with her pussy. Keeping her hot for me as I unfasten my pants and pulled the rock out. I slide up close on her and rubbed the head up against her soaked pussy. Easy as pie, I slide in and once I hear that “GASP” I know she done for.

   I didn’t wait to find a groove. My mode was set on high so that is exactly what the fuck I did, I drilled her ass like I was looking for oil. Grabbing her around her hips, diving in deep with long forceful thrusts over and over again. I speed up, I feel my nut building, fuck she gripping my dick like an ant caught in honey. The tighter she gripped me, the faster I fucked her. I pulled her back, so she can grab her ankles; head down-ass up, my hands pressed down on the small her back, pumping into her for dear life. “Oh shit Baby! I am about to cum, let daddy see you swallow my cum baby.”

   She turned around and swooped my dick in her mouth, giving me nothing but neck action, grabbing her hair and forcing her down on my dick as I erupted in her throat. She gagged so much, it started oozing out the sides of her mouth where it began running down her neck, and chin. Damn! The sight of her sucking everything I had in me, could have made me faint on that alone. Stumbling some, as I re-tract my dick from her mouth, watching her wipe her mouth with the back of her hand, her hair is disheveled and she has the look of drunken sex on her face. Helping her to her feet, watching her as she searched for her clothes and ran to the bathroom to fix her hair. Fuck! I did this shit again, but this time I got a damn good reason to.

   “Goldie babe, you laid some serious dick on me. I totally was not expecting it but glad it happened.”  Looking at her, she was stumbling as she put her heels back on. She put her panties in her purse while trying to pick up her papers that she had thrown to the floor once she knew, she was about to get some of this dick. “I understand you was trying to be professional and what not but what I want, I get.”

   Standing against the opposite wall from her, I spoke as I straightened out my clothes the best I knew how, her juices soaked through my shirt. Still smelling the sweet smell of her around my mouth; still feeling the tightening of her insides, hearing the orgasmic sounds she was making, feeling her wetness as it travels through her, onto me. I still feel the rounds of her ass in the palms of my hands, and the dip of her lower back imprinted on my finger tips.

   This woman has tattooed herself within me. “Look, as you know, I am going to buy this place, and who knows, I may just keep it, instead of selling it. You never know who wants to come over.” Raising my eyebrow in her direction, giving her a hint that he was already expecting her to come his way. I love thick thigh women with big assess. That shit turns me the fuck on. I think Tamia’ will be a damn good fuck buddy, for a while anyway.

Indigo 16

“Curtis, when can you call me? I’m way over do for your deep dick action; it’s been far too long.” Pressing the end button on my phone, feeling pissed, throwing the phone face down on my bed, I don’t know what the fuck is up. I looked on my calendar, I’ve been through two periods and haven’t seen his ass. I don’t know what or who he has fell up in, but I know it’s some other woman’s pussy. The streets and pussy are the only two things that will keep a man from coming around like he should. I don’t mind that he fucking around, hell! That’s what men do, but I don’t like the fact that he is trying to be slick about it.