No Going Back (29 page)

“The court date?”

“Oh, it’s in two months.”

“Anyways,” Doug interjects, “The reason your mother and I wanted to get you boys together is because we have some things we’d like to tell you.”

“Yes, that’s right.” My mother says turning towards him, he gives her an encouraging smile. “I’m glad we were able to work through this. I know it’s not all honky dory yet, but it’s a start in the right direction and I couldn’t be happier.” My mother grins. “But there’s something else we need to talk to you about. I don’t want to hide anything or keep you in the dark with anything ever again. Doug and I are together now. We still feel what we had always felt for each other so long ago and we want to see what life has in store for us. We know it won’t be easy because past mistakes will still be able to come and bite us in the rear. But we just don’t want to live life with any regrets anymore.”

“Wow.” I’m in shock. “Congrats, I guess.”

“Seth, we hope you’re not mad about this. It’s just that after everything about me being your father came out and all the drama that unraveled as a result, it showed me that life is too short to not go after what makes you happy. I haven’t been happy. My marriage has been miserable and only centered around money and social standings. Yes, the money part I like, very much, but I want more out of life. Your mother is my more. I don’t want to regret not seeing where this rekindled love might go.” He explains

“I don’t think I’m mad. I honestly don’t know what I think,” I reply then take a drink of my soda. I look over at Derek trying to gauge how he’s taking in this new info. His face is impassive at first and then I can see the glint of a smile.

“I’m not mad at all. You both are adults and I say screw what everyone else thinks. Well, besides me and Seth that is.” He looks to me for confirmation.

“I agree. If y’all love each other, I say go for it.” I pick up my drink and hold it out and everyone else follows in suit, “I say life is too short for fucking regrets. So live life in the moment and hold on tight to the ones you love.”

“Okay now that we’ve all made amends, I have a huge favor I need to ask you guys.” They all look at me pushing me to continue. “Mal doesn’t know this yet, but our house will be finished in about two months. I want it to be a total surprise. But there’s a very special project I need help with since she is going to be on the road with me until she’s right around six months along. The tour will be done by then. Once the house is finished, the first thing I want done is our baby’s room.”

My mom’s face lights up. “I’d love to help get the baby’s room ready.”

“Good, because there is no way I can do it ninja style with Mallory. That girl can take down any stealth mission.” I laugh. “I know the basic idea of how I want the room, but the colors all depend on the sex.”

“I didn’t know sex had colors,” Derek chips in.

“Sex of the baby, you dill weed.” I smack him on the back of the head.

“You boys, I swear. I never knew what Seth was until he was born. I was dead set I was having a girl and out popped you. You wouldn’t show your goods until you graced the world.”

Derek is now cracking up, “I’m just glad he finally quit showing off his goods.” Doug almost spits out his tea.

“Yeah yeah. I admit it; I use to be a slut. It took one hot special woman to tame my womanizing ways.” I smile at the thought.

“Well I’m glad you were tame-able, son.” Doug laughs until I cut my eyes at him. “I mean, Seth.”

I arrive back home to find Mallory in our bed napping. I slowly peel my clothes off and climb in and snuggle behind her with nothing but my boxers on. I let my arm drape over her and rest on her baby belly. My hand is instantly kicked as I rub her stomach. I love feeling our child moving all around. It makes it ten times more real knowing that the baby is alive and well. It gives me peace.

“I missed you,” Mallory says as she presses her ass against my semi-hard cock.

“How bad did you miss me?” I whisper in her ear.

She doesn’t answer with words at first but instead lets her ass do the talking, or should I say showing as she starts caressing my dick with it. I’m rock hard — instantly. The whole
BOING
noise resonates in my head as I think about how fast my dick was ready to play. Like one of those eager kids sitting on the side line constantly bugging the coach.
‘Put me in coach, I’m ready.’
Yep, that’s my dick. “Does that answer your question?” she asks.

I pull up the oversized t-shirt she’s wearing, pull down her panties and then kick off my boxers. I keep us in the spooning position because I plan on taking her from behind. It’s one of my new favorite positions with her being pregnant. My hand slides up her smooth thigh and continues its exploration up her side where she squirms until I make it to her pregnant-fied tits. I mean, these puppies are huge these days and this guy is definitely not complaining. Nope, not one fucking bit.

“I love these tits you got going on. Do we get to keep them?” I tease as I let my dick slide between her legs, but not into her just yet.

She moans. “God, I sure hope so.” I pinch her nipple, causing her to arch herself against me, almost causing my eager dick to hit a home run.

I make my way back down her body until my finger lands on her jeweled clit. That’s what I call it since the barbell she has on is a jeweled looking one. I know how quickly I can get her off by playing connect the dots just right with her pussy, but I don’t want to send her over the edge right away. I want to bring her right to it, begging to be pushed over, and then yank her back before plunging myself into her. I want my dick to be what sends her body crashing. I want to feel it vibrating around me. I want her to feel me pulsating inside her as I find my release quickly after.

She grinds her ass against me even more, causing my dick to slide back and forth against where I want to be and she wants me most, but I don’t give in…not just yet. Soon, very, very soon. I start moving from behind in sync with her. Her clit is getting double the pleasure now as the tip of my dick rubs it each time I slide it forward. I know it has to feel incredible to her, because of all the noises she’s making and the fact that it feels fucking incredible to me and I’m not even inside her yet. I could probably nut any minute if I kept it up, but I don’t. Instead I take my arm and hook it under her leg from behind, lifting it up just enough for me to make my grand entrance.

Without slowing down or changing my pace, I make my surprise appearance as I push my way in. I can tell it was totally unexpected by the way she gasps and moans my name.

“Seth!” She throws her arm backwards pulling my head down closer to hers. I bend in kissing and licking her neck. “God, baby. You feel so good. I want you to pull my hair.”

I grab a handful and pull her head back. I let my hot breath dance across her ear. “Like this baby?”

“Mmmhmm. Just like that.” She approves. “Now I want you to fuck me. Deep and hard.”

“What about the baby?” I ask. I’m pretty sure most men have that thought at least once during pregnant sex.

“You’re fucking me, not the baby Seth, and I want it deep and hard.” I dig my fingers into her thigh as I raise it higher up and pound into her. Deep and hard. Just like she ordered. I keep it that way until she’s gripping the sheets for dear life and screaming my name. Oh yeah, just
call me big Seth when you scream my name.
I quickly find my release after I literally just sang my own version of
Big Poppa
in my head.

Chapter Thirty-Seven

*MALLORY*

I went clothes shopping just for today. Most of the clothes that I have around our house are casual and not dressy enough for today’s event, and all the dressy ones I do own are in no way shape or form making their way around this six month pregnant belly of mine. We found out last week we are having a little boy. The first go at finding out the sex, baby boy decided he wanted to be shy — put on a front of some sort. Last week it took longer than normal for the little guy to show the goods, and I was starting to lose hope of finding out and feeling like I was going to have to accept it being a surprise. But then last minute he went spread eagle, showing his little turtle off. I’ll never forget the look on Seth’s face when he found out he was having a son. So many emotions consumed him: excitement, sadness, fear and relief. He was relieved that he was finally having a child. After being ripped off the past two times, life was finally making amends.

Seth comes up behind me as I’m checking out how my newly purchased dress clings to every part of my extra curvy body and rests his chin on my shoulder while rubbing my belly.

“You look gorgeous baby.” He kisses my neck.

“Thanks babe. Stop with the kisses, we don’t have time for some nookie before court.” I turn around and playfully smack his arm.

He laughs. “Okay, okay, fine. We’re finishing this when we get home though. Seeing you in that dress has my dick twitching.”

“That sounds like a medical condition you need to get checked out honey. It sounds serious.” I giggle.

“Hey,” he says, all humor gone. “Are you going to be okay with going today? I don’t want it to trigger anything that could be bad for you or the baby. You two are my number ones, and I will protect you at all costs.” He rubs my arms in a comforting way.

“Yes. This is something I absolutely have to do. This is something we have to do together. It involves both of us and we need to be there to fully gain the closure that we deserve.” I bend in and kiss him. “I love you Seth. More than you’ll ever know. You’re going to be an amazing dad.”

“And you’re going to be the best damn MILF to ever walk the earth.” I slap his arm. “Hey, that’s a compliment.”

“I can’t wait until all the furniture is delivered to our new house. Don’t get me wrong, I love living here with you, but I want our home.”

“Soon, foxy. Very soon.” She’s in for a very special treat.

We arrive at the county courthouse fifteen minutes before the hearing is set to start. For some reason it seems pretty busy in the appointed courtroom we are told to be seated in. I spot Seth’s dad and make our way towards him. Seth may still not like him, but I honestly believe the man has some redeemable qualities. Yes, he paid women off to do horrible things, thinking it was in both of his sons’ best interests, but the way I see it is the women didn’t have to agree. They both chose money over their kids. That wasn’t his fault. It just proved his theory — that they weren’t good enough for his sons.

He smiles as I scoot down the bench to sit next to him. “How are you doing Mallory?” he asks with a sympathetic undertone.

“I’m good Doug. I’m glad you made it. This wouldn’t be happening without your help.”

“She deserves everything she’s getting and more. You look amazing. Pregnancy suits you.” He looks past me and extends his hand to Seth. “Son, good to see you.”

Seth shakes his hand with confidence. “Doug,” he says with no hatred present in his tone. Maybe he is starting to move past all the bull shit. I don’t think he’ll ever consider him his father, but maybe one day we can all at least act like a family since Doug and Claire are now together.

I look on the other side of Doug and scan our surroundings. “Where’s Claire?” I was really expecting Seth’s mom to be here.

“Ah, umm, she couldn’t make it today. Something came up,” he offered with a shrug.

The lady at the front announces, “Please stand while the honorable Judge Wilson enters the room.” We all rise to our feet and then once the judge sits down the lady finishes with, “You may be seated.”

The reality of today doesn’t fully hit me until I see her. She doesn’t look as good as I remember. In fact, being held in jail for the last three months has been pretty damn rough on her. She saunters to her seat, being accompanied by a guard. Orange does not look good on Allison. Neither does the five inch roots she has going on. For someone who seemed so put together, to an extent, she looks like a big ole ball of crazy right now. Even in her eyes you can see she’s missing something besides a heart. She’s totally off kilter. She instantly spots Seth and I and has the fucking balls to smile. I can almost hear her insides laughing. The moment she makes contact with Doug her appearance is instantly cold. I can’t help the goosebumps she just evoked all over my body. The kind when you feel like someone is watching you, and when turn around no one is there.