Oceans Submerged: Book Two, the Oceans Series (23 page)

Looking at her now she looked so different to me. It was still the same Liv, but something about her was bolder and stronger. She lowered her lips to kiss me as her opening teased me and I couldn’t help but push forward with my hips.

Only I pushed too far too fast; she braced her hands on my chest as her face turned red and she bit the side of her lip.

I sat up on my elbows. “Shit baby. I’m sorry.”

That got me a slap on the chest. “I won’t break Ocean, I can handle you!”

“Okay baby.” I retreated, reaching for her hips with both hands holding onto them.

I sat up half way using my elbows to separate her knees opening up her hips. I looked her in the eyes as I lifted her repositioning her on my tip.

“You ready baby?”

“Yes, Ocean,” she said breathless.

I leaned back as I slowly slid her down. She grabbed onto my shoulders cursing my name and I couldn’t help but smile. Hearing her curse and watching her face turn red from pain because of me was taunting my ego. I wanted her to take me in slowly but my primal side overruled.

Tightening my grip on her hips, I jammed her down on me.  I watched as her mouth fell open. No sound came out, just the huffing of her breathing. One of her hands flew to her belly as her muscles tried to adjust to me.

It was exotic the way she was forcing herself to breathe through the pain. She was willing to do anything to get me deep inside of her where she wanted me. Where I wanted to stay forever.

When she slowly started to rock her hips back and forth, I let go of her hips putting my left hand back behind my head while my right hand slid up her stomach cupping her breast. She found her rhythm and I relaxed under her as she rode me. Looking into her eyes, I was starting to see the bigger picture in her soul-piercing gaze.

As she rocked back and forth then round in circles to a light bounce on my dick, I was seeing another reality inside of her eyes. I was seeing me getting down on one knee asking her to be my wife. I was seeing her pregnant with our first child. The sight of her with a swollen belly caused by my child growing inside of her pushed me over the edge.

I grabbed her by the hips again. Lifting her up then bringing her down on top of me fast and hard. Her moans grew louder and the cursing got worse but I couldn’t take my eyes away.

I watched in her eyes as she gave birth to that child and I watched how we turned into something powerful. I watched us turn into a family, a proud meaningful family. A family that was meant to be strong and stay together. I grabbed the back of her neck pulling her lips to mine, shoving my tongue in her mouth.

“Come for me baby. I need you to come now.”

I picked her up slamming her down and she came hard. She arched her back as her muscles danced around my dick milking it. When she got her breathing under control her hand came across my chest, slapping me as tears slid down her eyes. I rolled her over laying her down on her back pulling out of her. Like I knew she would, she grabbed a handful of my hair pushing me down between her legs.

“Greedy, baby?”

She laughed as she coasted on the waves of her orgasm. “I did live with two lesbians before you Ocean. You have a lot of practice to make up for.”

“You sure about that?”

I spread her shaking legs open, finding her swollen clit. I licked it into my mouth sucking hard, not giving her the chance to recover. I kept sucking until she begged me to stop and even then, I didn’t stop.

Against her pink folds I said, “Practicing baby, can’t stop now.”

“Oc—cean please inside I n…need you inside.”

My mouth released her clit to hover over her. She tried to kiss me craving the taste of her on my tongue but I pulled back. I expected her to get mad, but what I didn’t expect was for her to slap me dead across the face. It was not a fucking love tap either.

It burned!

When I opened my eyes she had her hand over her mouth. I guess she was shocked she’d slap me in the middle of sex, but she didn’t realize that this was what made us perfect. I would let her punch me in the face if that’s what she needed to do.

She moved her hand away from her mouth to touch the heated mark her hand left on my face. When she opened her mouth to apologize, before she could get a word out I jammed my dick deep inside her making her scream out in pain.

She narrowed her eyes as I pulled out slow and slid back inside her tight wetness. I pushed her knees up parking her legs on my shoulders. She gripped my shoulders digging her nails into my skin.

“Ocean, slow.” She wasn’t asking.

She was warning and I did as she wished. While I sucked on her neck with the mission of giving her the biggest hickey ever, I made love to her body the way she wanted me to. It was the only way that mattered to me.

Chapter Forty-One

Livie

I opened my eyes to the feel of Ocean kissing me. I looked at the clock on the side table and it was one o’clock in the afternoon.

The light was shining in through our window. Ocean’s hand gripped my neck forcing me to face him. Climbing on top of me, he rested himself on me and I could feel his hardness searching for my opening.

“Can I Liv? I need you.”

I looked into his eyes and they were unfocused. I grabbed his head as I spread my legs under him pulling them up letting him find what he was searching for. When he slid himself inside of me, his anxiety instantly calmed. He kissed me gently, moving from my lips down to my neck, as she loved my body slowly.

He pulled on my left arm kissing my scar from my wrist all the way up my elbow. I let him explore my body. I could sense he was craving something and I wanted to help any way I could.

After we both climaxed, he rested his body on top of me for a moment then rolled onto his back with me draped over him. He held me and started crying. I let him hold me close and cry so he could get over what he was fighting.

****

When I woke for the second time it was five o’clock in the evening. Sleeping in was nice but it was making my body hurt. I was also exhausted from Ocean waking me up to make love to me. He wasn’t lying next to me anymore so I figured he was out in the kitchen or living room.

I sat up, feeling the soreness of my lady parts. Ocean was large and I can’t believe I even considered getting on top of him like I did last night. He held my virginity but I was still a novice in a lot of other aspects and positions. That was painful! It felt amazing yes, but still painful.

The bathroom door opened and Ocean stepped out, still naked and holding something in his hands. He closed his palms covering whatever it was. I tried not to look at him accusingly but I don’t think my face complied.  

“Everything okay, Ocean?”

“Yeah baby. You ready to get up?” He asked as he walked into the closet for a moment then stepped out with a pair of basketball shorts.

“Actually, I’m starving.” I shoved the sheets off of me and when I moved my legs to scoot forward I stopped. In between my thighs and on the covers were spots of dried blood. My blood! Ocean rushed over to my side pulling back the covers completely trying to spread my legs apart.

“Stop!” I yelled at him.

“You’re bleeding. Fuck! Shit! I’m sorry baby.  I shouldn’t have done that to you. I knew it was too much.”

I watched him as he panicked over me spotting. The birth control shots included spotting as a side effect and considering the sex we’ve had since I got home, I thought it was logical.

“I’ll get Aunt Layla, okay.”

“Ocean, sit down!” He looked up at me and listened to my command.

I looked closely at his face and the signs were finally there. He was using again. His pupils were huge, the pulse on his neck was racing, and he was extremely antsy. I wasn’t really up to date with all the signs of being high but my mother occasionally got into coke and I remember seeing the same look on her face when she was using it.

I controlled the urge to attack him verbally for what he was doing but I needed to be smart about this. He was calm now but if I pushed too hard accusing him, he’d push back even harder. I grabbed his fidgety hand.

“Ocean, I’m fine. Aunt Layla told me spotting was a side effect from the birth control injections and considering we haven’t had sex in a month, well it kind of happens. I’ll go take a shower and then we can eat.”

He leaned in kissing me softly. “I’ll get the shower ready.”

He stood from the bed walking towards the bathroom when he stopped. He turned around making his way back to me, lifting me up off the bed and carrying me into the shower.

It broke my heart to see him like this, but I had a plan to catch him and send him to detox if that’s what I had to do. I let him shower me because I couldn’t lift a finger around him to wash my own ass. He showered me, dried me, and dressed me in record time.

****

Lawrence

When I woke up, Blue’s hair was hanging all over my face. I smiled as I parted her hair so I could see. I reached down her body and her ass ended right above my belly button.

She climbed on top of me, trapping me underneath her. That wasn’t what surprised though. The fact that we went to bed naked and the fact that I didn’t try to fuck her in her sleep surprised me the most.

I mean, I didn’t just want to fuck Blue. I wanted to take my time with her, make her blush and scream, and make her laugh and cry before she had an orgasm. I wanted to make love to her, but this… this definitely meant I was going soft.

I ran my hands along her back, up and down, feeling her hot skin under my hands. I peeked over at the time and it was almost five thirty in the evening. Boy, we nearly slept an entire day away. I wasn’t used to sleeping in because I was convinced I had ADHD but if sleeping in resulted in waking up like this every time, I’d take it.

Blue stirred on top of me and when she opened her eyes, they opened wide.

Pushing herself up with both hands over my head, she leaned her body up sitting on my stomach. Again, the woman was naked so I got a front row seat to her perfect body. I looked up at her face and laughed.

Her hair was wild and crazy all over the place. She had a drool line on the corner of her mouth and her eyes were puffy from sleeping so long. She couldn’t be more perfect than what she already was. True, she did look like the Latin pop star Shakira but even Shakira would have to bow down to her beauty.

I felt my cock rising behind her and I held her in place so she wouldn’t back into it. I knew she wasn’t a virgin by what her history entailed but she sure as hell never had a man like me inside her.

Sorry, I was conceited and I had a big cock to back it up. It was a Hawthorne curse and definitely something I would want to pass down to my son…and I was thinking about children.

Yeah. She’s screwed.

“Come on Blue, let’s make some homemade pancakes before I get in trouble.”

Chapter Forty-Two

Lawrence

The girl’s clothes weren’t going to arrive until tomorrow so I snuck out of the room while Blue used the bathroom to grab some clothes from Sunshine.

When I walked into the living room, the smell of breakfast slapped me in the face. Guess the two sex-maniacs beat us to breakfast. I swear, when they had sex it was like listening to a good ass porno flick on surround sound. The woman could curse and make it sound so sexy you’d want to blow a load in your hand just because.

Passing the breakfast bar counter I saw Ocean watching Sunshine making pancakes. He had that same coming off a high look on his face as he did the night he was staring me down in my sleep. He was watching Sunshine like she was his next meal and it was freaking creepy.

Damn!

“Make sure you make enough for us.” I said making Sunshine jump, dropping the spatula.

Ocean didn’t even waver in his stare on her body. The man was as high as a fucking rocket ship.

“Morning Law.” Sunshine hissed through her teeth playfully.

“You mind getting some clothes for Blue? Her clothes won’t get here until the morning.”

She turned to face me with a smile and a huge ass hickey on her neck. I tried not to stare but the thing was monstrous. It looked like one of those huge birthmarks some people had on their faces.

“Stare much,” she teased.

“That thing is wicked,” I said laughing. “So clothes?”

“Oh yeah, sorry, let me grab some. We’re staying in right?”

“Yeah, movie night tonight tomorrow the games will begin.” She went to walk past Ocean when he stopped her by putting his hand out.

“I’ll get them.” He kissed her on the lips and walked down the hallway.

Sunshine turned to me and I knew she put it together. Whispering to me she asked, “How long?”

“I don’t know probably since the night we dropped you off. I thought he was good after the initial binge but I guess he’s been hiding it pretty good, until now.”

“Don’t say anything Law, I have a plan.”

I raised an eyebrow at her.

Ocean walked back into the kitchen handing me some gym sweats, a sports top, and new socks underwear and a bra with the tags still on them.