Authors: Piper Vaughn
that had
nothing
to do with inevitability and
sadness, and everything to do with the life I
wanted to live. Perfection. Beauty. Cleanliness.
Someday.
Chapter Three
Dusty
IT’D been nearly a week since I’d given Archer
my number. Six whole days of me trying not to
obsess—and failing miserably. I was rational
enough not to expect a call that first night, but I’d
been hopeful—foolishly hopeful, maybe—for
some kind of contact the next day. A call, a text, I
didn’t care which. Instead, aside from Rue and
occasionally Erik, my phone was silent as the
grave, without even a voice mail or a text from my
friends back in Delaware to lessen the sting.
I’d been blown off before, and, yeah, it
always sucked, but this time it bothered me more
than any other. I just didn’t get it. We’d had a
connection, or at least I’d felt one. Could
something that intense really be one-sided? He’d
flirted and asked me out, and I know I might not be
a ten, but when he’d looked at me, he sure as hell
seemed to enjoy the view. So why the silence?
Well, there was no use in dwelling. He hadn’t
called, probably wasn’t going to. I’d put myself
out there, he’d pretended interest to be polite, and
that was it. What I’d felt that first day had been a
fluke, nothing more—not some special sign, just
me mistaking static electricity for destiny. His
touch hadn’t meant anything. I didn’t have to think
about him ever again. I could put him and the
fantasy of our potentially soul-deep connection
right out of my head. It was stupid anyway, right?
Life didn’t work that way. That kind of love
wasn’t real.
Except it was—I
knew
it was—because I saw
it every day with Erik and Rue. Nothing could
have brought those two together but fate.
Sighing, I looked down into my half-empty
salad bowl. I’d gone to The Banana Leaf on my
lunch break because I’d been craving one of my
favorites (not hoping to see Archer, nope, not at
all), but even the deliciousness of their spinach,
strawberry, pecan with its mouthwatering in-house
balsamic vinaigrette had done little to lift my
spirits. It was in a sorry state now, partially wilted
and soggy. I’d been doing nothing more than poke
at it morosely with my fork for the past ten
minutes.
Okay, so I couldn’t lie to myself. I
had
come
to the café hoping Archer might be there. How sad
was that? If he’d wanted to talk to me, he would
have called. What was I doing wasting my time
worrying about it? Rue would laugh if he could see
me. But then, he’d have been the one in Archer’s
position in this scenario, not mine. Except for the
week-long break between him and Erik a couple of
months back, he’d never been the type to sit around
waiting on a guy. I needed to start taking lessons
from him. I needed to learn how not to feel
everything so much.
Well, no more. This depression, this fog, this
whatever the hell it is, is officially over. Starting
now.
I nodded to myself and pushed my chair back,
pausing to collect my tote bag from where it rested
on the seat next to mine. I grabbed my tray, dumped
my garbage, and marched out into the warm
summer afternoon with my shoulders straight and
my head held high.
On my way back to Embellish, I passed
Cobra Fitness again and promised myself I would
stop in after work. So I didn’t have a boyfriend.
No biggie. Rue’s time had come when he least
expected it. Mine would too. In the meantime,
maybe I could make a friend.
A few hours later I walked into Cobra
Fitness, feeling nervous. I’d had to talk myself into
going
after
a
disastrous
end-of-the-day
appointment with a woman who’d come in for an
all-over color and, against my advice, insisted on
a strawberry-blonde I knew would do absolutely
nothing for her dark skin tone. It hadn’t taken her
long to agree—once she saw the actual results, of
course—but I couldn’t let her leave without fixing
it, even if that meant I didn’t get to walk out of
Embellish until an hour later than normal.
The air in the gym was muggy and thick with
the smell of sweat. As I approached, the redhead at
the reception desk gave me a bored look, clearly
annoyed about having to put her phone aside to
deal with a customer.
“Can I help you?” she asked.
“Yeah, I was wondering if Michelle is here
today. She told me to stop in for a tour.”
The girl—Raven, her name tag said—popped
her gum and flicked a disinterested glance at her
computer screen. “Yeah, her last class gets out in a
few minutes. If you want to watch, you can go
over. Down the hall, second door on the left.”
“Thanks.” I followed her instructions and
found myself at the doorway of a decent-sized
room, lined entirely on one side with mirrors. The
music was loud, some hip-hop song I semi-
recognized, and the group inside appeared to be in
the middle of their cool-down stretches.
I searched the room for Michelle and found
her near the front, looking sweaty and gorgeous in
a pair of fitted capris and a racer-back sports bra
that showed off the expanse of her admittedly
impressive abs. I didn’t know whether to be sad
she wasn’t a guy—because, damn, she’d be hot if
she was—or feel bad about my own body instead.
Sure, I was thin, but I was also soft. There was no
way I was ever going to have a six-pack, though,
especially with my flightiness when it came to
actual exercise. Walking I could handle. I did
plenty of that. Weights and cardio classes? Not so
much.
I gave a mental shrug.
Oh, well.
At least my
diet was mostly healthy.
Michelle looked up and spotted me hovering
just beyond the doorframe. I was glad to see a
spark of recognition on her face. I waved and
gestured toward the hallway, trying to tell her I’d
be waiting. She nodded an acknowledgment, and I
stepped out of the doorway to lean against the wall
beside it.
A few minutes later, the people in the class
filed out, some of them giving me curious looks but
most of them ignoring me, intent on getting to what
I assumed were the locker rooms.
Michelle appeared in the doorway with a
towel draped over her shoulders and held out a
hand. “Hey. How’s it going? Dusty, right?”
I smiled and accepted her handshake. “Yep. I
was hoping I could take you up on that tour offer.”
“Sure. Let me finish cleaning up in here and
I’ll show you around.”
The tour was short. Cobra wasn’t all that
different from any of the other fitness facilities I’d
been to, and I was only halfway paying attention as
Michelle talked about the classes they offered. I
felt a little guilty as we approached the reception
area and reached out a hand to stop her before we
got back into the lobby.
“Hey, not that I don’t appreciate the tour, but I
kind of have a confession to make….”
Michelle looked at me curiously. “Yeah?”
“I can’t really afford a membership to this
place, and even if I could, it would be wasted on
me anyway.”
Michelle blinked and gave a puzzled laugh.
“Then why are you here?”
“Well,” I said hesitantly. God, it was
embarrassing, awkward like a geeky high schooler
asking a girl out for the first time. “I thought, you
know, since we work so close, maybe… we could
do lunch sometime?”
Michelle tilted her head and looked at me for
a long moment, considering. “You could have
asked that before the tour, you know.”
I winced a little. “Yeah, I know. Sorry.”
“That’d be cool,” she said after a few more
seconds. “As long as you know I’m not into guys.”
The confession startled a laugh out of me,
although the words themselves weren’t a surprise.
I’d suspected as much. “Well, that’s okay,” I told
her with a grin. “Because I am.”
WHEN I got home, I was feeling happier than I’d
been in days. Michelle and I had exchanged
numbers and walked down to Sunset Smoothies,
where I bought her a peach-basil to apologize for
the whole tour thing. She’d accepted with good
grace, apparently amused by the entire situation,
and we’d chatted for a bit before she excused
herself to get back to the gym. I thought we could
definitely be friends, given half a chance.
I unlocked the front door and waved at Rue
and Erik, who were in the living room, curled up
together on the couch, watching one of the
Star
Trek
movies. Erik was focused intently on the
screen, but I could tell Rue wasn’t really paying
attention. He had his head on Erik’s bare chest, his
eyes half-closed as Erik’s fingers sifted through
his straight dark hair. Alice was nowhere to be
seen—probably tucked away in bed already since
it was after eight.
“Hey, Dust,” Rue said sleepily. “Long day?”
“Yeah. Color catastrophe.”
Rue chuckled. “I know how that goes.”
Erik managed to pull his attention from the
movie long enough to give me a broad, if
somewhat distracted, grin. “Hi, Dusty.”
I couldn’t help but smile back. “Did you guys
eat? I could make something really quick if you’re
hungry.”
“Thanks, babe, but we ordered some Thai.”
“Okay. Well, I think I’m going to go take a
show—” I broke off at the unexpected buzzing at
my hip. It took me a second to realize it was my
phone. I fished it out from my jeans’ pocket and
glanced at the screen, thinking maybe it was
Michelle or one of my old coworkers from The
Bean, but the number was unknown. My stomach
jumped when I noticed it was also local.
Oh, God
,
I thought,
it’s him.
Right on the heels of that came,
Don’t be stupid
, followed swiftly by,
Answer the
damn phone, idiot!
I hit the button on the touchscreen and lifted
the phone to my ear with a shaky hand. “H-hello?”
“Hi,” said a familiar voice, sexy and low. “Is
this Dusty?”
Oh, God, it really
was
him. Excitement coiled
in my belly.
Stay cool, Dusty. Just stay cool.
“Yes,” I answered, thankfully sounding a lot
calmer than I felt inside. Inwardly, I was jumping
for joy and squealing. So much for putting him out
of my head. “Archer?”
“Yeah, sexy. It’s me. Listen, I know this is
last minute, but I have the night off. How would
you like to meet up for a drink?”
“Right now?” I asked in a surprised squeak.
“No. In about an hour, maybe. Do you know
where Reilly’s is?”
I nodded, not even thinking about the fact that
he couldn’t see me. “Yeah, I’ve driven past it
before.”
“Cool. Meet me there at nine thirty?”
I glanced at my watch. That actually gave me
less than an hour to change and get over there. I’d
probably have to take the fastest shower on record
if I wanted to redo my hair, but I wasn’t about to
meet him in my work clothes and stinking of styling