Authors: C. J. Cherryh
To you and to your great-grandson I leave my estate at Najida, and I also put Najida Peninsula and its people in your care.
To Geigi:
I have undertaken a mission against enemies of the aiji. Please take care of those closest to me, guard those I would guard, and remember me as someone who wished atevi and humans to live in peace. I have every confidence you will find a path between the ship-aijiin and the Mospheirans, between humans and atevi, and from the old ways into the new. I have complete confidence in your management of affairs in the heavens. I believe you will bring about a good solution, and I only regret that I must leave you with so much yet to do.
To Tatiseigi:
I am honored by the generous hospitality you have shown me over many years. I am particularly honored by your acts of trust and support for me personally despite our differences of degree and birth. With every year I have understood more and more why the aiji-dowager favors you so highly, and I have every confidence in her recommendations. I have asked her to care for my staff, and hope that you may assist her with that matter, as I hope you will look favorably on my people. Go with her and keep her safe. Trust Jase-aiji. He will not understand every custom, but he will do everything for your protection.
To Narani himself:
Accept my deep gratitude for your extraordinary service, your courage, and your inventiveness. I have asked the aiji-dowager to make provision for you and for senior staff, and I have bequeathed Najida to her and to her great-grandson, where you also may have a place should you wish it. I ask you see to the disposition of my clerical staff, and to the execution of my more detailed will, which you will find in the back center of my desk, under my seal. No one could have a more faithful manager than you have been, here and on the station.
It was a somewhat depressing set of notes to have to write, but curiouslyâit left him feeling he wanted his favorite dessert
as
lunch today, just in case; and he felt an amazing lack of stress about the idea of not having breakfast the next morning. He usually conducted his affairs in a tangled mess of this obligation and that, with overlapping scheduling, priorities jostling each other and changing by the hourâand he usually managed most of them.
Butâregarding tomorrowâhe discovered not one thing that he really had to do. The peripheral objectives were, for once in his career, all bundled up and handled fairly neatly.
Oh, he had things he
wanted
to do, or should doâhe always had; but there was absolutely nothing weighing on his shoulders as impending catastrophe if he didn't. The people he'd written the notes to would handle everything as well as it could be handled.
Protection? Safety? He was going to be with the people who made him feel safe, come what might.
It was, contrarily, their guild he was trying to rescue, and for once he could help
them.
They were, meanwhile, setting things up with all the skill and professional ability anyone could ask.
He was certainly not going into the situation
planning
his own demiseâbut there was satisfaction in the plan. Any strike at him would give Tabini and their allies plenty of moral righteousness, and the absolute right to send heads rolling, politically speakingâor literally. The assassination of his messenger to the Assassins' Guild would also justify Tabini taking to the skies and settling matters from orbit.
Disband two clans of the aishidi'tat, the Kadagidi
and
the Ajuri? That could certainly be the outcome, given the documentation
and
the witnesses the aiji-dowager now had in hand.
And in a time of major upheaval and a threat to the Guild system itselfâand with Ilisidi stirring up her own factions to vengeanceâTabini might just take out two clans that had been a perpetual thorn in his side, at the same time he brought in the two tribal peoples.
The paidhi-aiji's demise under such circumstances would, politically, unify several factions, not that
he
was the favorite of several of themâbut that the whole concept of the Assassins' Guild, enforcers of the law and keepers of the peace, violating its own rules to strike at a court official with the aiji's document in hand would not sit at all well with the Conservatives, the very people who were usually most opposed to the paidhi-aiji's programs. His enemies among the Conservatives were not wicked, unprincipled peopleâthey just happened to be absolutely
wrong
about certain things. They would far rather support the rights of a dead paidhi than the live one who had so often upset the world.
And the prospect of the arch-conservatives avenging
him
 . . . afforded him a very strange amusement.
He was, perhaps, a little light-headed after that spate of pre-posthumous letter-writing, but he honestly could not readily recall a time when there was so little remaining on the docket that the paidhi-aiji could reasonably be responsible for.
So. He did
not
deal with tactics. That was his aishid's business.
It was not his worry what Ilisidi was doing about the Shadow Guild in the south
or
Lord Aseida's future in the north.
He had no more now to do with entertaining Cajeiri's young guests; and he certainly didn't want to hint to the boy that there was anything so serious going on.
The one thing he did need to do right now, and urgently, was to get a meaningful document with Tabini's seal on it . . . on some issue that would
not
be what the current Guild leadership feared it was.
He encased the collection of letters in one bundle, with Narani's letter outermost, encased in a paper saying,
To open only in event of my demise. Thank you, Rani-ji.
He tied it tightly with white ribbon. He sealed the knot with white wax, and imprinted it with the paidhi-aiji's seal.
Then he wrote one additional letter, to Tabini:
One asks, aiji-ma, that you prepare a document with conspicuous seals, empowering the paidhi-aiji, as your proxy, to bring a complaint before the Assassins' Guild Council this evening.
One asks, aiji-ma, that you complain not of the situation in the north, but that you bring to the Guild's attention the situation in the Taisigin Marid, wherein units from the capital were dismissed into the country without their weapons or equipment and where the aiji-dowager has had to intervene to restore order. One asks that you strongly question that decision and do not mention the other.
One asks further, that I be sent under your order, to deliver this document, and file it with the Guild.
He didn't seal it. He gave the first bundle to Narani, personally, saying, “Rani-ji, these letters should not be delivered unless it is likely that I am dead.”
“Nandi.” Narani bowed, with a rare expression of dismay.
“Which one does not intend should happen,” Bren added hastily, “and if it does
not
happen, I shall certainly, and in
great
embarrassment, ask for this bundle of letters back again and destroy them. But what
must
be delivered quickly and certainly is
this
letter.” He handed Narani the second letter, as yet unrolled. “Please take this letter first to my aishid and ask if this will serve their needs. Then, granted their approval of it, place the letter in my best cylinder and personally deliver it to the hands of the aiji, no other, not his major domo, not the head of his guard, and not the aiji-consort. To him alone. Await a response.”
“Nandi.” A deep bow, and the old man took both the bundle of letters and the letter to Tabini.
“Tell my aishid, too, I have ordered a light lunch, and a dessert,” he added. “With enough for them, whether at table, or in their quarters. They may modify that request at their need. And tell my valets I shall need court dress this evening,
with
the bulletproof vest.”
“Nandi,” Narani said a second time, bowed, and left with the letters and his instructions.
N
arani did not come back. Jago did. She opened the office door quietly and closed it.
“We certainly approved the letter, Bren-ji,” she said. “And Narani is delivering it to the aiji.” There was, unusual for Jago, a distressed pause, as if she wanted to ask something, but refrained.
“Are you wondering whether I really understand what may happen? Yes, Jago-ji. I do entirely understand. That is why I am going.”
“It is still difficult,” Jago said quietly, “for us deliberately to bring you into extreme danger, Bren-ji. It is
very
difficult.”
“One appreciates your sentiment,” Bren said. “And I
will
take instruction, Jago-ji. I only ask that you value yourselves highly as well.”
“Yes,” she said shortly, not happily. Then: “Cenedi
must
get out alive. Banichi and Algini
must
get out alive. Youâwe shall try, Tano and I.”
“Jago-ji.” He began to protest the priorities, and then kept quietâjust gave a nod of acceptance. “As you decide, Jago-ji.” He was far from happy about any of them putting his life on a higher priority than their own, and took a deep breath, steadying down and refraining from any discussion of what was likely a recent decision. “I am following orders, in this matter.”
“We hope certain units, in certain areas, will not resist usâonce they understand. That will be your job, Bren-ji. We cannot advise them of our intentions in advance. If we bring in one unit on the planâwe cannot absolutely rely on their discretion with their closest ally. If we bring in anotherâwe do not want it said that
their
lord's personal grudge was behind the action we take. If we bring in a third, others will ask why they then were left ignorant, or what motivated the choice of those so honored. Politics, Bren-ji. But I do not have to explain that to
you.”
“No. No, that much I understand.”
“If we can get out of this without firing a shot, excellent. And we rely on youânot to be stopped. If we can do that, it will be, baji-naji, a surgical operationâat least as far as the second door. That oneâ
we
shall finesse.”
Baji-naji covered a lot of ground: personal luck and random chance. Their own importance in the cosmos and the flex and flux in the universe. If people couldn't die, the universe couldn't move. The baji-naji part in the operationâseemed to be his. And it was a big one.
Finessing the situation, in Guild parlanceâmeant anything it had to, with minimal forceâto move what they could, any way they could, in this case, amid all the tiny threads of connection, kinship, man'chi, and regional politics that wove the Guild together, moving in to take down the Guild leadershipâand clip one little frayed Ajuri thread, without disturbing what held the Guild together. Atevi politics wasn't human politics. The dividing line between personal interests, man'chi, and clan interests was not always apparentâeven to the people in the middle of the situation, whose emotions might be profoundly affected by what they had to do.
And if he understood what Jago was saying, they were relying on
his
presence to jostle nerves, create hesitation . . . because everybody on the planet knew the aiji's representative was the only human on the continent . . . and pose their potential opponents a problem.
Posing a problem. He'd done that in the legislature, now and again.
Only the legislators, however agitated they might become, weren't armed.
“I'llâ”âdo my best, he had begun to say, but a rap on the door announced Narani, who bowed and said quietly, “The dowager, nandi, is sending a message.”
Ilisidi had heard they had cut her out of the operation. And Ilisidi sent a message that she was sending a message?
Damn.
How
had she heard? He
trusted
his staff. He
knew
who they reported to.
Him.
He'd only sent toâ
Of courseâTabini's staff. Tabini's borrowed staff. Damiri's.
He
needed
to get that document from Tabini before he faced the dowager with his explanation of what he'd done.
“Excuse me, Jago-ji.” He stood up, went out into the hall and to the foyer with Jago right behind him. “My second-best coat,” he said to Narani, who kept the door. With luck he
might
get out the door and headed for Tabini's apartment before a message arrived to complicate matters.
His major domo got the coat himself, and helped him on with it. He attended them, opened the front door.
No escape. The dowager's man Casimi was headed down the carpeted center of the hall toward them, and there were only two apartments at this bag end of the hallâno doubt on earth what the dowager's man intended, and they could hardly claim ignorance of the fact he was coming.
He
hoped
the oncoming message didn't include Ilisidi's order to abandon the idea or come immediately to explain the situation. He wasn't going to get shut out of the plan, and he
didn't
want a debateânot to mention defying Ilisidi to go over her head as he was about to do. That was not going to please the dowager.
There was no escape, however. He was obliged to wait the few seconds it took Casimi to reach their door. With a backward step and a nod, he signaled Narani both to let Casimi in and to close the door on their generally empty corridorâfor whatever privacy they could fold about a likely argument.
“Nandi,” Casimi said, trying not to breathe quickly, “the dowager has heard you intend to go with your aishid to the Guild tonight.”
“She has heard correctly, nadi,” Bren said.
“She wishes you to decide otherwise.”
No request to speak to him personally, nothing of the sort, indeed, simply an order he did not intend to honor. He opened his mouth to refuse.
But Jago said, at his side,
“Cenedi
is on his way here, nandi.”
Cenedi. The dowager's head of security.
Was Casimi not enough?
Casimi himself looked perplexed, hearing that, and quietly stepped to the side and ducked his head, withdrawing from the question, as well he should, with his senior officer about to enter the matter.
A short knock came at the door
far
sooner than the typical walk from the dowager's door would require. Narani looked at Bren for instruction, Bren nodded, and Narani quietly opened the door.
Cenedi arrived alone, not breathing hard, and from the left, where there was only one apartment.
“Tabini-aiji is coming to call, nandi,” Cenedi said, with a little nod of courtesy.
Rank topped rank.
“Indeed,” he said with an outflow of breath. Was it the Kadagidi situation that brought Tabini
here
instead of calling him
there
, one could wonderâor was it the Assassins' Guild situation and the dowager's proposal to go lay siege in person?
Narani was standing by the door, ready for orders. All it took was a glance and a nod and Narani passed the matter of the door to Jago, then headed for the adjacent hall to advise staff to prepare the sitting room for a visitor.
Bren said to Casimi, with a polite nod, “One is under constraint, nadi. One by no means intends discourtesy to the dowager. Please offer my respects and say that I am required to receive the aiji's intention, whatever that may be.”
“Nandi.” Casimi bowed in turn and left. So there they stood, himself, Cenedi, and Jago, with Tabini inbound and their plansâ
God only knew who sided with whom or what Tabini wanted in coming here. Tabini had had time to read the letter Narani had taken to his office.
So one waited for the answer.
Came quick footsteps, advancing from the inner hall of the apartment: Jeladi arrived with a little bow and took Narani's place as doorkeeper. “My apologies, nandi. Staff is heating water and arranging the sitting room for the aiji.”
A committee in the foyer was no way to receive the lord of most of the world into his apartment . . . not after sending a letter that might have prompted the unprecedented visit. Bren said, quietly, “Jago-ji, advise the others,” before he headed for the sitting room himself. There he settled in his own usual chair, and had the servants add chairs for the bodyguards, who would very likely be involved. Or who
might
be. He had no clue.
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“You must come to the sitting room,” Madam Saidin said, at the door of the guest quarters. “Your great-uncle has asked Master Kusha. You must come and be measured.”
Clothes. He hated being measured. “Master Neithi already has my measurements.”
Master Neithi was his mother's tailor. And he had been measured for court clothes just before he had gone out to Najida.
“Yet your great-uncle wishes to make you a gift, young gentleman, and we have no wish to involve Master Kusha in a rivalry with Master Neithi.”
A rivalry. He caught that well enough. Jealousy between the tailors. The whole world was divided up in sides. At least tailors did not shoot at one another. But
anyone
could be dangerous.
“One does not wish Master Neithi to be upset, Saidin-daja.”
A little bow. “That will absolutely be considered, young gentleman. This is only in consideration of your wardrobe stalled in transit, and,” she added quietly, “most of all for the comfort of your guests, young gentleman, since your great-uncle feels they may be a little . . . behind the fashion. And perhaps under supplied.”
If
he
was getting clothes,
they
had to get them, too, without ever saying what they had come with was too little, besides the fact that they had had to leave almost everything they owned at Great-uncle's estate. “Thank you,” he said. “Yes, Saidin-daja. One understands.”
“Excellent. Please bring your guests to the sitting room. There will be clothes for them.”
That was a cheerful noteâamong so many things in his situation that were not. They had gotten up, had breakfast, just himself and his bodyguard and his guestsâand they could go nowhere and they had done everything. It was getting harder and harder to turn his guests' questions to safe things. They had talked about all the pictures in the tapestries. They had inspected all the vases in the rooms they were allowed to visit. They had played cards, and he had tried not to win and not to be caught not winning.
He was glad to bring them something they would enjoy.
“Nadiin-ji,” he said, “Madam says there is a surprise.”
They sat around the table, with the cards neatly stacked and the game in suspensionâthey were trying very hard not to be bored, or worse, worried. Boji of course had set up a fuss, bounding about in his cage and chittering, sure that someone coming meant food. Boji had been in the bedroom, but since they were sitting out here in the little sitting room, of course they had had to roll Boji's cage in here so Boji could see everything. Boji sat on his perch now with an egg in his handsâa bribe he got whenever he started to pitch a fitâstaring at him with eyes as round as his guests' solemn stares . . .
But his guests' faces brightened when he said a surpriseânot in the least suspecting, he thought, what that might be. They all pushed their chairs back and got up without a single question.
That
was his guests on especially good behavior, with people going and coming and doors opening and closing all morning, and with not even his bodyguard permitted to go out the main doors. They knew something was going on. But a surprise? They were in completely in favor of it.
So was he.
“Eisi-ji, Liedi-ji,” he said to his valets, who were trying to keep Boji quiet, “do come. Taro-ji.” His bodyguards were sitting at their own table, with books open, studying things about trajectory. “We shall just be in the sitting room.”
So out they went, himself, his guests, his two valets, out and down the hall to the sitting room, falling in behind Madam Saidin.
The sitting room door was open. A tall, thin man, the tailor, by his moderately more elegant dress, presided over a changed sitting roomâwith sample books, piles of folded clothes on several chairs; and two assistants, one male, one female, with notebooks and other such things as tailors used. There was even a sewing machine set up on its own little stand, which usually came only at a final fitting.
“Master Kusha, young gentleman,” Madam Saidin said, and there were bows and courtesiesâno tea. One never asked a tailor or a tutor to take tea.
“Nadi,” Cajeiri said, with a proper nod. “One is grateful. Thank you.”
“Honored, young gentleman, and very pleased to serveâone understands these excellent young guests and yourself have arrived without baggage, some misfortune in transport? But the major domo at the lord's estate has relayed the numbers, and we have brought a selection of the highest quality, which we can readily adjust for general wardrobe; and we shall, of course with your permission, take our own measurements for court dress. One never has too extensive a wardrobe, and we are
honored
to provide for yourself, and your guests.”
Master Kusha had a long and somewhat sorrowful face, and he was not young. Rather like many of Great-uncle's staff, he was an old man, but likely, too, he was a very good tailor.
“We shall ask your guests to try on these for fit. We shall make just a few little changesâunderstand, nandi, simplicity, simplicity of design that needs the slightest touch of sophisticated alteration, a tuck here, a little velvet, and lace: floods of lace can make all the difference. One will be amazed, nandi, one will be amazed at the transformation we can work in these on short notice. Let us show what we can do.” He waved his hand, and the assistants swept up the stacks on the chairs, ready-made clothes, coats and shirts apt for Gene, who was broad-shouldered and strong and tall, and for Artur, whose arms were almost Irene's size around; and clothes for Irene, who was tiny and the oldest at once.